Chapter 927

Kicked Out

Allison watched as the team members were tracked on the satellite overlay map. It was really something to watch and see where everyone was at in real time. Things at the Resistance base certainly progressed quite a bit from the early days.

Those early days were a time of learning for her. She was reunited with her true love, Vanna. She was educated in many ways. The biggest eye opener was the depth of what was really inside of a Terminator. It was more than mechanical, so very much more.

Allison needed to refocus on the current operation. She was concerned about Savannah. She could see she was on the move.

"Why is Savannah walking into the desert?" Allison asked.

John glanced over at Allison.

"There's a lot going on there we don't know." John said.

John Henry couldn't be any more specific himself.

"She's about to have a meeting of some kind with Cammy and Sheila." John Henry said.

Vanna wondered about the audio transmissions.

"Are all of the communications turned off?" Vanna asked.

John Henry believed there were currently no communications because of the 'sensitive nature' of what was discussed.

"Yes." John Henry said. "CamNet has asked to give them privacy."

Allison figured the nature of the conversation was very serious. She tried to lighten the mood somewhat.

"They're not going to make love out there are they?" Allison asked.

John caught Allison's drift. He decided to play on in a little bit.

"Maybe we can have the drone on recon make a pass." John said.

Vanna thought that sounded like a major invasion of privacy.

"John!" Vanna said.

Vanna was as appalled as she was intrigued by the idea.

Allison looked over at Vanna and then back at John. She figured that she could give him a 'teaser' while they were on the subject.

"If you want to see Vanna and I make love, we'll let you watch, again." Allison said.

Vanna knew it was different if you allowed someone to watch you as opposed to them watching you and you didn't know. If you knew you were being watched, things would happen differently than if you thought you were all alone and everything was private. In her future everyone always 'watched' each other even if they didn't actually watch them. They all knew what each other was doing. They all needed to live in close quarters and there was no privacy. When two people shared, everyone around them knew but they ignored it as best as they could. Everyone needed to keep their personal responses as quiet as possible. It was simply a way of life. As long as no one tried to take more than what was offered, it wasn't a problem.

There were more than a few times when Allison and her offered John 'everything'. The cards were all in play and everyone was ready. It was just the timing that was off and the presence of 'Cameron', even when she wasn't physically there.

Vanna didn't have any desire to be with a male because the thought often repulsed her. There were times that she tried with Derek but she just couldn't do it. It made her physically ill to be touched by a male. She'd been ready to give it a try with John though. Maybe enough time had passed. Maybe because she loved John helped too.

"You could have joined us then too, before." Vanna said. "You knew we were waiting for you."

John spied on Vanna and Allison together many times. Those were usually followed buy a few sessions with 'Rosie Palm' alone in his room. There were actually several times when they'd invited him to watch them together. The girls hoped it would have expanded into a 'three way' but it never happened. It did make him feel a little apologetic to think about it.

"I'm sorry about that." John said. "Cameron was gone for months…. I was curious."

Allison didn't want him to feel bad about it. It was no big deal in the future. It was something that everyone did. There weren't any forms of entertainment available to them.

"Don't feel bad, everyone is curious." Allison said.

Vanna and Allison smiled at each other.

John could see that it was much more than sex to either one of them. It was love. It was true love shared in the most beautiful way.

"It was just so beautiful to watch." John said.

John did watch them before. He saw how lovingly they touched each other and really shared. It was more of an experience for them, rather than an act of lust or greed. It really was emotional love expressed through physical touch.

He eventually noticed that they were aware he secretly watched them. It wasn't verbalized but it was clear they would allow him to join them. That actually happened on several occasions. He really wanted to but what he'd done with Future Riley always came back to haunt him. He didn't want to hurt Cameron again. This would have been different because Cameron indicated many times it was what she wanted for him. She didn't want him to be lonely or feel all alone and become withdrawn.

John Henry was very aware of all 'inappropriate' activities that went on around the Resistance base. He knew who spied on who and when. Technically he was as guilty as the rest of them. He was able to justify his actions as being part of 'security'. They were more than that. What happened inside his pants was proof of that.

"Excuse me. We're losing focus on the current operation." John Henry said.

John felt a little embarrassed. His thoughts had been elsewhere.

"I'm sorry." John said.

John looked at Allison and Vanna. There was such beauty there. There was so much love waiting to be shared. He really wondered if he shouldn't take advantage of what was available.

Allison looked over at Vanna and then at John.

"We'll go back to OUR room later." Allison said. "It will be for some more of the same."

Vanna caught Allison's earlier drift. She was on board to give it a try.

"You can always stop by and join us." Vanna said. "It's what's in your future anyway…."

John knew that was true. The 'Natural Order' was going to happen and there was no stopping it. Vanna and Allison would serve as surrogates for their younger selves. It was clear several times over that Savannah was more than ready. He needed to take advantage of that as well. He'd also like to get his hands on Young Allison while he was on it.

"Don't start." John said.

Vanna knew that they were the same individuals.

"We really are them anyway." Vanna said. "We're just a little older than them - us."

Allison actually believed they would be able to give John a much better experience.

"And we're a LOT more experienced…." Allison said.

Vanna wanted to point out the obvious.

"Everything is the same." Vanna said.

John was sure they were serious and not joking. They were the same people. What was the difference? It happened in the future already. Why shouldn't it happen now in the present too? Vanna, Allison and Cam could all be stand-ins for Cameron, Savannah and Young Allison. He hoped that they would be able to work Holly into the mix as well. That would literally be the icing on the cake.

He was aware how he was losing focus with the girls in the Command Center. The little head seemed to do all the thinking at that point. He really wanted to bury the little head in a nice warm, soft, tight and smooth place.

"I need to concentrate on the operation right now." John said.

John Henry figured once the girls were done with their 'conference' they would need to come up with some kind of a plan. Hopefully they would attempt to move some resources into place before they tried anything.

"It doesn't appear anything is going to happen anytime soon." John Henry said.

Allison looked at John Henry for a moment and then at Vanna.

"I think he wants us to leave." Allison said.

John understood that John Henry wanted him to focus and use all of his concentration on the impending operation and not on possible sexual encounters.

"I can notify you if anything develops." John said.

Vanna was stimulated by all of the sexual innuendos.

"You know where to find us." Vanna said.

Allison wanted John to know if they would be 'good to go' if he decided to show up.

"Everything will be 'warmed up' and waiting." Allison said.

Vanna wanted to give John one more thing to think about.

"Remember, we're just like them, 'everywhere'." Vanna said.

Allison attempted to suppress a giggle but wasn't very successful.

"That's because THEY are US." Allison said.

Allison and Vanna left after giving John a few more provocative looks.

John looked at the empty doorway after the girls left.

"What just happened there?" John asked.

John Henry could only state the obvious.

"It appeared Vanna and Allison attempted to seduce you." John Henry said.

John hoped John Henry would say that it was a little more than that. He didn't.

"Forget I asked." John said.

John was aware of that. He really wondered why it hadn't happened yet. It would one day, he was sure of that. Cameron kept reminding him that their relationship was 'open'. He thought she always said that because Cameron wanted more for herself. It was clear she always wanted more for him as well. She always tried to make sure he would be 'taken care' of in her absence or destruction. If THAT gesture wasn't love, what was?

Claire was able to catch her breath again. She hadn't had many chances to do that since she'd been in Jesse's room.

"I want to check on Summer and then call Allison – Young Allison again." Claire said.

Jesse could see the concern that Claire felt for her daughters.

"Sure, love." Jesse said. "I'll come with you."

Claire and Jesse looked at each other and laughed. They both picked up on the double meaning of that statement.

"I think you've already made me do that about ten times." Claire said. "I actually lost track trying to remember how to breathe. I can't believe my body actually forgot how to breathe."

Jesse was aware Claire finished fourteen times and she'd finished more than double that number herself. She was well aware that a happy customer was a repeat customer.

"I like to make an impression." Jesse said.

Claire was aware that no other female was able to make her feel like that, that many times.

Jesse and Claire really hit it off this time. They both found the 'hunger' in the other one and were willing to allow that 'hunger' to consume them. It was the emotional aspect as well as the physical aspect that consumed and drove both of them

Claire and Jesse showered.

Jesse wanted to make a further impression and dropped to her knees as the warm water cascaded over them in the shower. She took Claire to heaven one more time. She was well aware how to make another female feel really special. They finished the shower, dressed and then headed out.

There was a deeper bond that developed between them. Jesse and Claire both felt it. Neither was sure if they should pursue that feeling or keep it simple like it was for now. Things were always simpler when sex remained sex and didn't escalate into love. It was also more rewarding when it was love and more than just sex. Everything in life was a 'trade off' of some type.

They were both aware that sex was much easier to find than love was.

Allison and Vanna left the Command Center.

They were both a little worried about the activity in the desert where the girls were. They'd tried to lighten the mood some in the Command Center.

Allison looked back at the Command Center as they walked away.

"Did we get kicked out?" Allison asked.

Vanna briefly glanced back as well.

"Maybe…." Vanna said. "We leaned pretty hard on John."

Allison touched her lower abdomen

"I wasn't joking." Allison said. "I mean if we're going to have his children…. There should be a physical aspect to it as well. I would like that for myself, even if it's only one time."

Allison thought it would be nice to share at least once with John and have that personal experience. It may not be exactly how the child was conceived but it would still be the act that was normally involved in conception.

Vanna understood the feeling. She was aware that Cameron pushed Allison a lot harder than she did her. Cameron told her she understood her past feelings and that she should only proceed with what she was comfortable with personally. She really appreciated that thoughtfulness from Cameron.

"Has Cameron been leaning on you again?" Vanna asked.

Allison removed her hand from her lower belly.

"She never stops." Allison said.

Vanna watched Cameron operate around the Resistance base.

"It's the same for Jesse too." Vanna said. "She leans on me sometimes but always tells me to proceed with what I'm comfortable with. I know what she wants me to do. I'm not opposed to that."

Vanna thought about it. She would like to do it at least one time too with John. She really wanted to try it once without a knife to her throat or a pistol to the side of her head. The worst was when there was a group and they held her down and took turns. She really didn't understand why they needed to beat on her as they did that. She didn't think so. Maybe it was just about domination.

Allison could see Vanna was lost deep in thought. Usually when that happened it wasn't a good place for Vanna to be. She would try to refocus Vanna's mind.

"You know my mom wants to move here…." Allison said.

Allison's words brought Vanna back to now.

"I know." Vanna said.

Allison tried to listen to Cameron and her mother talk but she was seldom successful.

"Cameron has leaned on her as well." Allison said.

Vanna felt a little guilty to discuss Claire with Allison. She thought that Claire was a very special person to share with.

"She's beautiful." Vanna said. "She's very passionate."

Allison frowned a little to herself with that last revelation. She figured that it meant that she wasn't. She would need to spy on her mother a little bit more when Young Allison wasn't already there spying on her. She really didn't see anything different that her mother did and what she did.

"She's also productive…." Allison said. "And she's very willing."

Vanna wondered how much Allison actually knew.

"Did she tell you?" Vanna asked.

Allison didn't need to be told by her mother.

"No, I heard her tell Cameron she'll do whatever Cameron wants her to do, however Cameron wants her to do it." Allison said.

Vanna thought about the encounters.

"Cameron knew you heard." Vanna said.

Allison nodded. There wasn't a lot of chance involved with anything that Cameron did.

"I'm sure she did." Allison said.

Vanna felt Cameron indirectly offered Allison a 'three way ' choice to make.

"Would you rather have your mother or Young Allison do Cameron's bidding?" Vanna asked.

Allison didn't even need to think about it. She would prefer to keep her mother and Young Allison out of John's bed for as long as possible.

"Neither." Allison said. "I'll do it instead."

Vanna was ready to 'step up' in life so the other girls didn't need too.

"We both will." Vanna said. "Savannah and Young Allison deserve a life."

Allison thought of the times that she'd watched Savannah and Young Allison interact with each other.

"It will be a life 'together' for both of them." Allison said.

Vanna wondered how serious things were between them.

"Have they discussed this?" Vanna asked. "Is it something they already talk about?"

Allison could see the true beauty that was in the relationship.

"I don't think so but I can tell when I see Young Allison and Savannah interact that it's just like us, like we were." Allison said. "Watching them is like reliving OUR lives again."

Vanna remembered how Allison was as she grew up. She didn't think that Young Allison would be any different.

"At some point Young Allison is going to want 'more'." Vanna said.

Allison was pretty sure that time was now but it was up to the girls to proceed as they saw fit.

"Savannah will respect her." Allison said. "She's 'ready' to take that step."

Vanna stole a quick glance at Allison.

"Is that why you make yourself 'available' to Savannah?" Vanna asked. "It will keep her from 'slipping'."

Allison looked directly into Vanna's face.

"I love her, Vanna. She's YOU." Allison said. "And YES, I want her to share with me. The more she shares with me the longer Young Allison can have to grow up. I'll need to remind her again to stay a girl as long as possible, life is much less complicated."

That statement made Vanna think of the choices others made for her as she was held down and forced to become a woman. What was done was done. She often wondered why it still hurt so much to think of it all.

"This is a strange life we live." Vanna said.

Allison and Vanna arrived at their room.

It made Vanna wonder how she and Savannah really compared as lovers to Allison.

"Are we the same?" Vanna asked. "Do Savannah and I love you the 'same'?"

Allison already pondered that question herself.

"Actually, no, you don't." Allison said. "Some things are identical, others are 'different'."

Vanna also made the comparison when she was with Future Allison. It was just like Allison said. Some things were identical, other things were different. She didn't mention it to Allison that she also planned to be with Young Allison when she became active. She was sure at some point Young Allison would approach her. When she did, she wasn't going to be rejected. She figured it was best not to get into that aspect currently. It was going to happen at some point. Right now she just decided to keep things simple.

"I noticed that when I was with Future Allison." Vanna said.

Allison slowly undressed Vanna.

Vanna wanted to reciprocate. Allison brushed her off.

"What about you?" Vanna asked.

Allison flashed her beautiful smile at Vanna.

"I'll get there." Allison said. "This is all about YOU right now. I promised to make up for what happened earlier."

Vanna wanted it to be a two-way street.

"We can share together." Vanna said. "I don't mind if I don't make it as long as I can satisfy you."

Allison looked at Vanna with her sly smile.

"We'll share later." Allison said. "You come first."

Vanna tried not to giggle at Allison's comment. It seemed very appropriate under the circumstances.

"Maybe I should call Riley." Vanna said as she examined her plump breasts in the mirror.

Allison took in the view as well.

"OK, Precious gets first crack." Allison said as she moved up in back of Vanna.

Allison's hands reached around and gently touched Vanna's breasts. She knew there was a real 'crack' waiting for her.

"If not, these are 'mine'." Alison said.

Vanna made the call.

"Jesse and Claire are there. Everything is fine." Vanna said.

Allison was naked when Vanna put her phone away and turned around.

Allison moved up and kissed Vanna as she guided her to the bed.

"I love you, Allison." Vanna said.

"I love you too, Vanna." Allison said.

Vanna felt as much love as she did excitement.

"Take me…." Vanna said.

Allison's lips move close to Vanna's ear.

"When I get you where you want to be - it's OK." Allison whispered.

Vanna was a little confused.

"What's OK?" Vanna asked.

Allison wanted to make sure that everyone was able to derive the maximum amount of pleasure when they were with her.

"If you call me 'Cameron'…." Allison said. "Everyone does it."

Vanna was aware she did do that every now and then. She did it more often with Cam and Cammy.

Young Allison and Anna followed all of the events in the desert and at the Resistance base.

"I don't understand the need for secrecy if Cammy and Sheila or even Cameron did something in the past." Young Allison said. "Everything should be out in the open so we know more of the variables."

Anna didn't think so when it came to time travel.

"Maybe having more information isn't always beneficial." Anna said. "More events will be altered."

Young Allison wanted to stick to the facts. They seemed very critical at this juncture.

"You share Cameron's program." Young Allison said. "Do you have the information?"

Anna was aware that Cameron blocked many things from her when she created her program. She didn't believe that the events currently in progress were ever on her chip or Cameron's chip.

"Cameron hasn't gone to the past yet, even if she was already there." Anna said. "Maybe it wasn't Cameron that did something."

Young Allison frowned at Anna's suggestion.

"Do you mean Savannah did something?" Young Allison asked. "I can't believe that."

Anna believed it would all depend upon the circumstances.

"She would do it to protect Cameron or YOU." Anna said and then quickly added. "Or John…."

Young Allison didn't even need to think about it. She would do the same thing to protect the ones she loved and were in her future.

"Yes." Young Allison said. "I would too."

Anna paused and looked directly at Young Allison.

"Maybe it was you that did." Anna said.

Young Allison wasn't sure how that would be possible since she'd never been to the past. Not yet anyway.

"I haven't left yet." Young Allison said. "You haven't either."

Anna wanted to use the opportunity to point out the paradox of what can happen.

"See how this gets messed up." Anna said. "If we know more than we need to know at the wrong time, we might change things again."

Young Allison could see how one thing could lead to another.

"So when we 'fix' a problem, we can create new ones. Then there are even more things to 'fix', which in turn creates even more problems…." Young Allison said. "I get it."

Anna wanted to point out the most obvious problem that could occur.

"It could alter your desire to go into the past even." Anna said.

Young Allison felt a sense of guilt. She didn't know why.

"Now I'm worried I did something in the past that I haven't even been to yet." Young Allison said.

Anna was confident that Savannah would deal with any problem that arose.

"If Savannah was there when this happened, it will be resolved." Anna said.

Young Allison sighed and let out a slow breath.

"That's probably why she was there in the first place." Young Allison said.

Anna could see that Young Allison was clearly worried. That wasn't what she wanted her to feel.

"We don't know any of this for sure, one way or another." Anna said. "Nobody does."

With the lull in the operation, Young Allison checked out the current activity at both Cameron's base and the Resistance base.

"I don't think you should be doing that." Anna said.

Young Allison really didn't think it was a problem for anyone, including her.

"I know what the girls do." Young Allison said. "That includes my mom too."

Anna went over the issue many times with Young Allison. That wasn't her current concern.

"Yes…." Anna said. "I was talking about Cameron's base."

Young Allison quickly looked away from the screen at Cameron's base.

"I just looked to see what was happening there." Young Allison said.

Anna didn't want Young Allison to overstep her bounds.

"I don't think that's advisable." Anna said. "It's very private to Cameron."

Young Alison didn't want to offend Cameron or CamNet.

"I didn't understand that." Young Allison said. "Thank you for explaining."

Anna wanted to put it in a perspective that Young Allison would understand clearly.

"It would be like someone watching you sometimes 'at night'." Anna said. "It's not the same thing but private to them like that is to you."

It was clear that Anna knew Young Allison pleasured herself. It was usually at night but not always. It was often during the day now as well. She felt a little embarrassed but she knew that Anna was aware of what she did. It was also much more frequent now than it had been when she'd started out. It actually took a little while to figure out how to 'finish'. She always stopped short when she started to peak at first. She thought that was the 'finish'. She wondered why she didn't respond the same way Allison or her mother did. One time she didn't stop when she thought that she was done and then 'WHAM', she actually 'finished'. It took her another period of time to realize she could 'finish' more than once, one after another. It was then that she understood what all the girls experienced and she wanted more. She wanted someone else to deliver a 'finish' for her. She wanted to deliver a 'finish' to someone else.

"I was curious…." Young Allison said. "Does everyone know?"

Anna wanted to make a parallel point.

"Yes. It's fine. All girls do it at some point." Anna said. "But what I mean is, it's private. No one will disturb you or watch you. Some of the things Cameron does are private to her in a different way."

Young Allison wanted to be more responsible, caring and sensitive to everyone.

"I want CamNet to block everything that's private to Cameron at her base from me." Young Allison said. "Unless I specifically ask for something or there's some type of an emergency."

Anna relayed the information.

"It's done." Anna said. "I see you still left a back door open."

Young Allison feared there could always be some type of an emergency.

"It's a safeguard in case there's a problem." Young Allison said.

Anna tilted her head slightly.

"Do you anticipate a problem?" Anna asked.

Young Allison believed problems followed everyone. It was the severity or nature of them that mattered.

"We all have 'problems' from time to time." Young Allison said. "I do now and will have more as well."

Anna was pleased with Young Allison's self revelations.

"You are very wise." Anna said.

Young Allison strongly doubted that. Maybe as more time passed she would feel that way. Currently she didn't feel that way.

"I've shared the experiences of a lot of people who've trained and educated me." Young Allison said. "I only hope I can be as good of a person as you and all of them are."

Young Allison knew the bar was set high.

She would try her best.

She really hoped that she could measure up.

She wanted to be 'good enough'.

You Shouldn't Be Alone

To look at one's side
And to find no one
There's a void
It's no fun

To reach out
To want to share
It can sting so much
When one tries to dare

Some receive more
Than the rest
Isn't it all
Some kind of test

I know my place
For you have passed me by
I hate what you're doing
Yet for you I would still die

Emptiness belongs to those
Who have sins for which to atone
That's not you
You shouldn't be alone

Nobody