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Abby's pov
I've been thinking about what happen this morning during my entire way to the hospital.
I just can't understand what happen I mean at one moment we were just talking and the next thing I know it is that we were staring into each others eyes, getting closer at every second and I could feel his breath on my face.
Oh my God!!! Abby you have to stop thinking about this. Nothing happen ok!!! So there is no reason for you to be freaking out!
As soon as I walk into the ER I spot Carter talking to Luka they are laughing and when Carter looks at my direction our eyes lock and I am not able to break his gaze. It seems like he's seeing inside of me. Look away Abby!! Come on, Look away!!!
"Hey Abs" God bless you Susan!
"Hey Susan how you doing?"
"I'm fine, but I need to ask you something."
"Ok what is it?"
"Promise me you'll tell the truth?"
"Yeah I promise!"
"What were you doing at Carter's this morning?"
"I was baby-sitting Lucy."
"Oh come on Abby you promised!"
"Well I'm telling you the truth!"
"So why weren't you able to break away from his gaze just a minute ago?"
"Did you see that?" She nods and I know that I'm in trouble. Because she won't leave me alone until she knows what really happened.
"Last night he was working and his nanny dropped Lucy here. He couldn't leave so I offered myself to watch Lucy. He got stuck here and when he got into his place it was really late and I was sleeping on the couch."
"That doesn't explain the gazes and the way he has been acting."
"Maybe something happen when he was on his way over here. And I have nothing to do with the way he has been acting ok!"
"Well I don't believe you!"
"There is nothing I can do if you don't believe me!"
"Yes there is you could tell me the truth!"
"Susan I have to work the triage is full of patients and we are paid to work, not to chat."
"You are not going to get out so easy we are going out tonight."
"Whatever."
God I'm exhausted! We had 3 major MVA's and 2 GSW. I wasn't able to save a little girl and even after this shift from hell I am not able to take Carter off my mind.
I can forget about the feel of my hands on his skin, the scent of his cologne, his warm breath on my face, his deep brow eyes looking at me…
"Hey!" Thinking about the devil!
"Hey there are warmer places to be alone!"
"Yeah I now someone once told me that."
"Really whoever it as, this person is really smart!" He says with a grin.
"Really funny!
"Coffee?"
"Thanks this is just what I needed"
"Don't worry about it. I owned you."
"You owned me what?"
"A coffee. That was what I was going to do this morning , before…"
He gives me an embarrassed smile and I give the same smile back to him.
"Abby about that I'm sorry ok.. I didn't mean to put you in that situation. We are friends and I don't want to ruin it." He is sorry, really?
"Come on Carter don't sweat about it, nothing happen ok!" I see a hurt look in his eyes, but he is trying to cover it, unfortunately for him I'm able to read him like a book, the same way he is able to read me.
"You know that is not true! Something happen there. I don't know what it is, but it definitely happened something, because it made me feel something that I didn't feel for a long time."
"John I think the best thing we could do would be just forget what happen. You said it, we are friends."
And here we are again staring into each others eyes. I'm being hypnotized for his big chocolate brown eyes and the entire world around me seems to disappear. I all can think about now is how much I miss him, his touch, his scent, and his lips. Even after all these years I'm still not able to get over him.
"Even after all these years, after all the stupid things I did. I still feel the same way I did 10 years ago!"
"John please, let just drop this ok?!" I say that almost like a whisper.
He puts a hand on my cheek and start to caress it and I melt at his touch. We both know that we shouldn't be doing this, but we are not able to stop ourselves.
We are leaning toward each other again, his breath on my face, our eyes locked together, we can see each others soul. I have chills going through my body, butterflies in my stomach. His lips are brushing on mines.
I am just not able to control myself. All I want right now is to feel the taste of his lips on mine once again.
Our kiss start innocent, but after a while it grows and there are so much passion, so much desire and at least from me so much love. We are lost in each others world. If I could I would make the time stop at this moment so then I could be in his arms forever.
When we break apart, there is obviously a strange atmosphere. I don't know what to do and I'm pretty sure that he also doesn't.
"BEEP BEEP BEEP!!!!" Our pagers go off and we run toward the ER.
Oh God if I was almost going crazy before our encounter on the roof, now I'll probably have a heart attack.
A while latter"Hey" I jump
"Hi you scared me!"
"Waiting for someone else?" She asks me with a mischievous grin." No I was just distracted!" Well that's true, but I also thought it could be Carter and I am not ready to talk to him yet, when we got in the ER there were multiples traumas coming in, so we went to work and we never had the chance to talk about what happen. I'm still really confused. I want to know how things are going to be from now on, but I'm also pretty scared.
"Where are we going tonight?"
"I am not really in the mood Susan!"
"Oh Abby come on, just a coffee ok?!"
At the coffee shop
"So tell me what happen and don't dare tell me nothing happen, because I know there is something going on between the 2 of you, ok!"
I know I shouldn't tell her, but I feel like I'm going to explode at any minute so I decide to tell her.
"Well..." (A few minutes later) "And that's it he kissed me and I don't know what to do now."
"Abby I always believed that you two are meant to be together, and honestly I think that this is great! It's a new chance for you guys. Maybe now it's the right time!"
"I don't know"
"Let's make a deal don't do anything for a while. Wait and what will happen, ok! You guys deserve a second chance!"
"But Susan it has been almost 10 years, you know and we were together everything was so complicated!"
"Just because you two let people get between in the middle of you."
"I know, but I'm confused!"
"Just promise me you'll think a about it."
"Ok I will."
"Maybe this is the right time for you guys!"
"Maybe this is the right time for you guys!"
Walking home this is the only thing I can think about it. I'm starting to think this is true maybe now is the right time for us. We changed so much, we are more mature, we are more open to ourselves… I don't know maybe this is the right time.
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