Dear Creda.
Happy Birthday. It's hard to believe you would have been thirteen years old today. Before sitting down to write this I was looking at pictures of you. You were so pretty at ten years old I bet if you were still alive you would be beautiful and would have to fight to keep the boys away. I would of course beat up any boy that would hurt you (what else are big brothers for). It's hard thinking of what could have been, at the same time it's also nice to think about. Sometimes I imagine what you would be like if you were still alive. I think you would still be a sweet girl with a heart of gold but now that you would be a teenager you would always have an attitude. I wonder if you would being doing a teen Bible study at church like I did or would you not want to because of you Autism. I also sometimes imagine what you are doing and in Heaven and sometimes I picture myself there with you. I wish I could talk to mom and dad about these things but they still find it hard to talk about you (especially mom). On the brighter side things are going really well with me and Kara. We've been going out only two year but I wonder if she is the one. Well that's all I have to say. Happy Birthday again little sister. Josh.
A/N I decided that Creda had Autism because the ten year girl who this story is dedicated to had Autism and some of Josh's words are my thoughts.