Chapter 1057
Lonely Hearts Club
Sheila wanted to get this over with. She was sure Cameron sent Savannah and Young Allison to 'punish' her. Young Allison held a scalpel, she wanted Young Allison to finish it. She felt if she was going to be punished that it should be done by the 'Chosen Ones'.
"Do it." Sheila said.
Savannah and Young Allison both looked confused.
Young Allison was unsure what Sheila kept referring to.
"Sheila, we're not here to hurt you or deactivate you." Young Allison said. "I'd never do that to you or anyone and neither would Savannah. You know that."
Sheila tilted her head slightly. She seemed surprised. She was sure it was 'payback time'.
"You're not going to punish and then deactivate me?" Sheila asked.
Young Allison and Savannah looked at each other and wondered what Sheila was talking about. She seemed to be stuck on the idea that she was to be disciplined for something. That wasn't their job. That wasn't why they were there.
Savannah wanted to get things straightened out.
"No!" Savannah said. "We came to help you."
Sheila looked at Savannah. She was aware that she'd caused Cammy to shut down and experience problems twice in relation to that.
"You're not mad about Cammy?" Sheila asked.
Savannah didn't want anything bad to happen to Sheila.
"I reactivated you didn't I?" Savannah asked. "Cammy told me you had a problem and I came here right away along with Allison. We would have come sooner had we known earlier. Cammy should have told me right away."
Savannah and Young Allison each took a hand from Sheila and placed it on their necks as they spoke. They wanted to make clear they spoke the truth.
Sheila scanned both of them and could tell that they were truthful. It made her feel bad about what she'd thought they were going to do to her. Young Allison was right, they would never do that to her or any other Terminator. The 'Chosen Ones' were there to help everyone.
Savannah and Young Allison told Sheila why they were there, in addition to try to reactivate her.
Sheila started to cry. She pulled Savannah and Young Allison in close to her and hugged them. They both felt her tears. She didn't cry much but she sure was now.
Savannah reached in the cardboard envelope and took out a heart shaped gold locket and handed it to Sheila.
Sheila held it in her hand and looked at it. The tears finally stopped. They were soon replaced with a big smile.
Young Allison wanted to see her reaction when she looked inside.
"Open it." Young Allison said.
Sheila opened the heart shaped locket and started to cry again when she looked inside it.
There was a picture of Cammy on one side and Ally on the other.
Savannah liked to cover all the bases. She knew people's feelings could change priorities.
"There are some other images underneath." Savannah said.
Sheila's tears stopped again.
"Can I look?" Sheila asked.
Savannah reached forward and touched Sheila's cheek.
"Of course you can." Savannah said. "It's your heart. You can do anything you want with it. You don't belong to the 'Lonely Hearts Club' anymore."
Sheila carefully looked and saw the photo under Cammy was a photo of Savannah and Young Allison and the one under Ally was of Cameron and John.
Savannah made a compilation photo of all of the females and one of all of the males. They were on the bottom on each side. The entire Resistance team was represented.
Sheila carefully placed the photos back inside the same way Savannah gave it to her. She hugged the girls again. Earlier she thought she was going to be disfigured and then terminated. She wanted Young Allison to do that. Now she wanted Young Allison to make the incision for her heart.
"I want you to open me up." Sheila said.
Sheila looked at Young Allison. It was a look of love.
Young Allison was thrilled to be this close to Sheila topless with her jewelry on right in front of her face. She got a good close up look. She was afraid she might touch too much. It reaffirmed her desire as much as seeing Cammy the same way before had done. She wanted a set of nipple rings.
"Savannah is going to have to show me exactly where to cut." Young Allison said. "I don't want to damage you."
Sheila took Young Allison's hand and brought it up towards her left breast.
"Here. Feel here." Sheila said.
Young Allison looked at Savannah and she nodded. She didn't want to overstep.
"Here." Sheila said. "Push here, you can feel the depression."
Young Allison touched Sheila. Her sheath felt so smooth and soft. She knew that this is what Jesse and Young Jesse should both feel like as well. She planned to find out one day.
Savannah didn't want Young Allison to get carried away touching Sheila's breasts.
"Go ahead." Savannah said. "Make the incision. You'll need to push hard."
Young Allison made the first cut. It was a little unnerving.
It opened the top layer of the sheath and drew some 'blood'.
Sheila let out a slight wince.
Young Allison drew back some. She realized that Sheila could feel everything. Her pain receptors weren't off.
"I don't want to hurt you." Young Allison said.
Sheila did feel some pain. It was very minor but it was very exhilarating. Earlier she'd thought she was to be punished and was ready for the pain. Now something completely different was happening and it too was accentuated by the pain.
"You're not. If anything you're making me feel alive. You need to cut deeper." Sheila said. "Everything is tougher than it looks, even on humans. Things that look like they would come off rather easily are a little tougher than they look. My sheath is very much like that."
Savannah and Young Allison knew what Sheila referred to.
Young Allison still didn't want Sheila to feel pain.
"You can feel me cutting into you. That's not the experience that I want to give you." Young Allison said. "I don't want to hurt you. I want to do something good for you. I want to be nice."
Sheila smiled and touched Young Allison's cheek.
"In this case it is nice. If I can feel pain, I know I'm alive. I know this is real." Sheila said. "Do it again, harder."
Young Allison cut deeper. She reached the Coltan underneath.
Savannah took out a tissue and wiped the small amount of 'blood' away.
Sheila handed Savannah the heart shaped locket.
"Pull the incision open, Allison." Sheila said.
Young Allison was a little leery about pulling open the sheath she'd just cut open. She did it as Savannah carefully placed the heart shaped locket into Sheila.
Young Allison released the sheath and the incision closed up over the heart.
"There, you have a heart." Savannah said.
Sheila touched the heart through her sheath. She was pretty sure this was the best moment of her existence. There'd been other high points along the way as well as quite a few little ones. This one seemed to be the best one for what it represented and who the ones were who'd done it for her. She was given a heart by the 'Chosen Ones'.
"I won't ever forget where this came from." Sheila said as she looked at Savannah and Young Allison. "Anything either of you ever want or need, you come see me and I'll fix you up."
Young Allison saw that as a 'blank check'. She liked what she saw with Sheila up close and topless. She longed for the day when she would be able to touch Sheila as well as Young Jesse and Jesse in a sexual setting. She wanted to make sure what Sheila would actually offer her.
"Anything?" Young Allison asked.
Sheila and Young Allison held each other's gaze.
"Anything…." Sheila said. "I have something for everyone."
Young Allison figured between Cammy and Sheila that they would make sure some of the things she wanted would happen.
"I'll remember that." Young Allison said.
Sheila winked at Young Allison when Savannah wasn't looking.
Savannah frowned at Young Allison but didn't say anything. She couldn't deny Young Allison the very things she'd done and would do again. She just didn't want Young Allison to jump the gun and get ahead of herself.
Young Allison liked the fact that Savannah didn't protest. Savannah always told her they were equal. She intended to test that theory all of the way. Everything that she was aware of that Savannah had done, she was going to do the same thing.
Savannah wanted to put two sutures into the incision to speed the healing process.
Sheila wanted to give Young Allison another opportunity to touch her.
"Can you each put one in?" Sheila asked.
Savannah went first and put one stitch in and then Young Allison put the other one in.
Sheila moved around enough so that Young Allison was able to 'cop' more than one feel.
Young Allison was more than pleased at the experience and being able to touch another female. She didn't see Terminators as machines. She saw them as what their sheath indicated.
Savannah handed Sheila her top. Before she put it on Sheila hugged Savannah and gave her a quick kiss.
Sheila looked at Young Allison and then at Savannah.
Savannah nodded.
Sheila hugged Young Allison close and gave her a kiss on the cheek.
"I'm yours for anything, anytime and anywhere." Sheila whispered in Young Allison's ear. "You can look, touch, taste or use what you want. I'll do the same for you. It'll be our secret."
Young Allison looked at Sheila with wide eyes. She wanted to try all of those things.
Sheila put her top on.
Savannah handed Young Allison one more thing. She'd almost forgotten.
Young Allison saw what it was and smiled.
"Flash us." Young Allison said. "I want to see everything again."
Sheila looked hesitant. She didn't want to blow it.
Young Allison held up a bandage.
Sheila smiled slowly. She wondered why she couldn't read the girls and what was going to happen. They'd fooled her several times without even actually trying to do that. She lifted her shirt up a little higher than necessary and smiled at Savannah and Young Allison. She made sure she gave them a full flash. Her shirt was pulled up well above both of her breasts. She was tempted to give them a sneak peek elsewhere as well. It wouldn't be anything new to Savannah but it would be to Young Allison. She decided to keep it civil and not spoil the atmosphere in the room.
Young Allison placed the bandage over the incision. She almost put it on crooked since she was concentrating on Sheila's nipple rings.
Savannah wanted to keep the event quiet for now. She also wanted Sheila to use some restraint and tone it down. They still didn't know why she'd shut down.
"You don't need to mention this until you're healed." Savannah said. "Let me get Cammy, Ally and Hanna. They will all want to see you're OK. You all need to take a break for a day. You know what I mean."
Sheila did know what Savannah meant. She actually thought that she had toned it down. She didn't use the scalpel on anyone and hadn't added anything to her collection. She'd planned to do that with Ally and Hanna.
Young Allison was highly aroused at this point. She'd never been able to be that close to a female before and touch her naked flesh, even though in this case it was a naked sheath. It was still living organic material that could receive sensation and experience both pain and pleasure, it was basically the same thing.
'I want to look like that.' Young Allison thought.
Savannah opened the door and Cammy and Hanna came in. She noticed that they were one Metal girl short. She looked out into the hallway and didn't see anyone. She wanted to know what was up.
"Where's Ally?" Savannah asked. "I wanted to see her."
Cammy rushed over to Sheila and gave her a tight hug and finally a kiss.
Hanna could see that Cammy was preoccupied. She wasn't sure if she really wanted to answer the questions that Savannah and Young Allison were going to ask.
"She went back to her room." Hanna said. "She thinks she's going to be deactivated and didn't want anyone to see it happen. I told her that wasn't going to happen. She still thinks it is."
Young Allison felt a little uneasy. She wondered why they all seemed to think the worst was going to happen to them. It was clear that Sheila thought the same thing was going to happen. She really wondered what kind of thoughts went through the Metal girl's minds at times. She didn't want to be thought of as an 'executioner'. She was around Hanna all the time in Palmdale. They interacted quite frequently.
"Does she really think that's what's going to happen?" Young Allison asked. "I hope that I don't radiate the feeling of doom to everyone.
Hanna was around Young Allison all of the time in Palmdale. She thought she understood Young Allison very well. She also visited her at times as she slept and helped 'condition her.
"Ally does believe that." Hanna said. "I know you better than that."
Savannah told Hanna to go to Sheila and reassure her.
"Go see Sheila." Savannah said. "She wants comfort right now."
Hanna rushed over and hugged Sheila as well.
Savannah wanted to give them some advice before she left.
"I think you all will use some 'restraint' in the future. That applies to all of you." Savannah said. "Treat each other as you would Young Allison or me."
The three Metal girls all looked at each other since Young Allison's name had been tossed out there in such a manner. They all said they were sorry for the problems they caused.
Savannah was satisfied that everything was under control in Sheila's room. It seemed to her that everything that happened was unnecessary. If the Metal girls had shown a little moderation, none of what happened, would have happened. The part where Sheila got her heart would have still happened anyway though.
"Let's go." Savannah said.
Young Allison took one look back as they exited the room. She could see how Cammy, Hanna and Sheila were all over each other. She couldn't see them as machines even if she knew that they were. She thought they all acted like human females. She remembered what Savannah said that the Terminators were actually more like 'mechanical humans' than anything at this point. She followed alongside Savannah.
"Are we headed to Ally's room?" Young Allison asked.
Savannah wanted to get things straightened out as quickly as possible. She didn't want any funny business or to make anybody act rashly when they didn't need to.
"Yes." Savannah said.
Young Allison looked back at Sheila's room. She knew that one day she was going to be with all of them. She was also going to be with their human counterparts. She knew that one of those human counterparts was 'herself' through a number various renditions. That thought didn't bother her at all.
Cameron led John to their room. She opened the door and pulled John inside.
They proceeded to quickly strip each other.
Cameron looked at John with hungry eyes.
"Don't stop." Cameron said.
John could tell right away they weren't going to relive their wedding night right now. Cameron was clearly ready for action. That was OK with him.
"I haven't even started yet." John said.
Cameron wanted John to start in on her right way. As soon as he pulled his pants off, she reached over and groped him.
"Oh my, that's a big one." Cameron said. "You're ready."
John looked down and saw he was ready for business. 'Little Willie' was good to go. It looked like there would be no foreplay.
"How do you want it?" John asked.
Cameron threw back the sheets.
"Surprise me." Cameron said. "I want whatever you do. I'm yours."
John was more than a little surprised at how anxious Cameron was to be with him. That normally wasn't the case. Not like this anyway. He wasn't going to complain. She'd just given him a 'blank check' as to what he could do.
Earlier:
Ally, Cammy and Hanna were outside Sheila's room. Savannah asked them to wait there while she dealt with Sheila.
Ally didn't like leaving Sheila but she did what Savannah asked. She wasn't sure why they needed to leave. Maybe they were going to deactivate Sheila for what she'd done to Cammy.
"I can't take it." Ally said. "They're going to come for me next."
Cammy looked at Ally with a questioning look.
"What are you talking about?" Cammy asked. "The girls are here to help Sheila."
Ally thought otherwise.
"I saw that Savannah was packing heat." Ally said.
Cammy knew that was correct since Savannah showed her the Taser.
"It's a precaution in case Sheila has an additional problem when she's reactivated." Cammy said.
Ally was still worried about how she'd upset Savannah. She knew there was no place that she could run. She was going to be deactivated she didn't want other people to see it happen. Savannah asked them to reduce their hearing. She wondered if that was so they wouldn't hear what happened to Sheila.
"I'm out of here." Ally said and took off.
Cammy and Hanna felt Ally overreacted as she walked away.
"I want to see what happens with Sheila." Hanna said.
Cammy watched Ally walk away.
"Me too." Cammy said.
Later on:
Ally was in her room. She'd thought about pleasuring herself one last time but just didn't feel like it. She was ready to accept her fate. If Cameron sent Savannah and Young Allison to do it, it was to send a message to all the other Terminators that the 'Chosen Ones' held the power of 'life or death' in their hands.
Her left hand began to glitch now. It wasn't something that normally happened to her.
She was sure they were going to come and deactivate her. It seemed like an eternity. She hoped they wouldn't make a spectacle of her and just do it quietly. She hoped they would do it like they did to Sheila.
Ally was afraid she'd pushed Savannah too far with Young Allison previously. Now with the trouble with Sheila, she knew she was finished.
She heard footsteps in the hall. They grew closer and then they stopped. They were outside her door. She could feel the glitch impulse increase.
There was a soft knock.
She didn't say anything. This was it. The glitch intensified.
The knock came again, louder.
KNOCK - KNOCK - KNOCK
She might as well face the music. Now she just wanted it over. She wanted to terminate with some honor. She didn't want to cower and beg for her life. That's not how she wanted to go out. There were quite a few individuals that she terminated on Cameron's 'off the books' operations that did exactly that. She thought it was pathetic. The people should have known they were going to die no matter what. They needed to atone for their sins. Now it was her turn.
"Come in." Ally said.
Savannah walked in followed by Young Allison.
Ally saw Young Allison with a bloody scalpel in her hand.
She knew they must have deactivated Sheila. Now it really was her turn.
Before the girls could speak, she needed to say something. She wanted Young Allison to deactivate her. It would be her final way to apologize.
"I want Allison to do it." Ally said. "She did it before."
Savannah and Young Allison looked at each other. What did they look like? Did they look like executioners?
"Not this again." Young Allison said and then flashed a smile. "I'd like you to remove your top."
Ally wondered if they were going to disfigure her before they deactivated her. She thought that was cruel. She thought that if Young Allison did it, it would be like she was doing it to herself since they shared the same DNA. She was pretty sure that would make the attack even worse. If there was any self loathing, it would be taken out on her.
"Please just get it over with." Ally said.
Savannah and Young Allison looked at each other with a little dismay.
They each took one of Ally's hands and placed it on their neck.
Savannah looked Ally in the face.
"We're not here to hurt you or deactivate you." Savannah said. "I also want to tell you that Sheila is fine and seems to have made a full recovery."
Ally was glad to hear that. She thought maybe she should have asked that first when she saw the girls. She'd assumed otherwise. That's why she didn't ask.
Young Allison smiled at Ally.
"We both love you, Ally." Young Allison said. "That's why we're here."
Ally could tell they were being truthful. Maybe they wanted something else.
"Do you still want me to take my top off?" Ally asked.
Savannah glanced at Young Allison and then looked back at Ally.
"Yes." Savannah said.
Ally hoped that maybe Savannah was going to allow Young Allison to touch her to see and feel exactly what she would look like. She didn't have a problem with that. She would offer to take her pants off as well to give Young Allison a look at everything. If she wanted to touch things, that was OK too.
Ally removed her top.
Young Allison took in her full size breasts.
"You're beautiful, Ally." Young Allison said.
They all knew one day soon that Young Allison would look just like that.
Savannah wanted to move things along.
"Hold out your hand." Savannah said. "Palm up."
Ally briefly wondered if they were going to slit her palm and theirs and become 'Blood Sisters'. She remembered a movie where some Native Americans did that with some settlers. She didn't know if that was based on fact or not.
Young Allison wanted it to be a total surprise. She knew there were other ways a Terminator could 'see', even with their eyes closed.
"Close your eyes." Young Allison said. "No peeking or other vision spectrums either."
Ally eyed the bloody scalpel in Young Allison's hand.
She closed her eyes and held her palm up.
Ally waited for the slice. Instead she felt something placed in her hand.
"Close your hand very gently." Savannah said. "Keep it closed."
Ally did. She wasn't sure what was in her hand. It was metallic.
"Open your eyes and look at us." Young Allison said.
Ally opened her eyes and was met with two smiling faces. How could she ever think these two sweet girls would ever harm her? She knew Sheila wasn't a good influence on her for all the 'bad' things she feared might happen.
"If you could have one thing that you don't already have, Ally, what would it be?" Savannah asked.
Ally looked at Young Allison first.
She then touched next to her left breast. She didn't say anything out loud.
There was one thing Ally wanted given through love. She didn't want to belong to the 'Lonely Hearts Club' any longer.
"Open your hand." Young Allison said.
Ally slowly opened her outstretched hand. She couldn't believe what she saw.
"Is this for me?" Ally asked.
Both of the girls smiled at her.
"Yes." Savannah and Young Allison both said.
Ally started to cry.
She reached for Savannah and Young Allison and hugged both of them.
"Open it." Savannah said.
Ally opened it and there was a photo of Sheila on one side and Hanna on the other.
"There are others underneath." Savannah said.
Ally carefully looked.
"You and Allison are here too." Ally said.
The photos that were in Ally's locket were the same as the ones in Sheila's to include the entire group.
"We all are." Young Allison said.
Savannah tried to arrange each person's locket the way she thought they would like to have it.
"You can change it or leave it how it was." Savannah said. "I thought about it carefully, where to place each photo."
Ally was very pleased with how it originally was.
"I'll leave it how you gave it to me." Ally said. "Will you put it in for me?"
Savannah wanted to do it the same way that they'd done with Sheila.
"We will." Savannah said.
Ally looked at Savannah and then turned her attention to Young Allison. She still held the scalpel in her hand.
"Can you do the incision?" Ally asked Young Allison.
Young Allison was pleased that she'd be able to touch Ally to make the incision. She knew that she would need to push much harder this time.
"Are you ready?" Young Allison asked. "I don't want this to hurt."
Ally decided to leave her pain receptors on at the last moment. She was going to turn them off but she wanted to remember this moment. She wanted to feel alive as she received her heart.
"It won't." Ally said.
Young Allison made the incision in one try this time. She could see Ally wince a little.
Savannah wondered if she needed to 'order' the Terminators to turn off their pain receptors before the incision. She understood they wanted to feel alive but there were ways other than pain to do that.
"Not you too…." Savannah said.
As Young Allison touched Ally, she knew it would be like touching herself.
"I feel like I'm cutting into myself." Young Allison said.
Ally still felt the pain.
"I can verify it was me." Ally said.
Young Allison wanted to install Ally's heart since they shared the same DNA.
"Can I put it in this time?" Young Allison asked.
Savannah wanted to double check that everything was satisfactory.
"Sure." Savannah said. "Are the photos how you want them, Ally?"
Ally smiled and handed the locket to Young Allison.
"Yes." Ally said. "Your arrangement was beautiful."
Savannah held the incision open this time.
Young Allison smiled and inserted the heart shaped locket into Ally.
Ally was very pleased.
"I have a heart now. It's a present, a gift from the 'Chosen Ones'." Ally said.
Savannah wanted it to be more personal than that.
"It's not the 'Chosen Ones'. It's from two people who think about you and love you." Savannah said. "It's us as girls."
Young Allison wanted it to be personal as well.
"It's from two people that care about you deeply." Young Allison said.
Savannah let Young Allison place both stitches in this time and wiped away any 'blood'. She was sure that Young Allison was able to cop more than one feel on Ally.
Ally picked her shirt up.
Savannah was going to tell Ally to wait but Young Allison motioned for her to not say anything.
Ally put her top back on and smiled at the girls.
"Flash me." Young Allison said. "Flash us."
Ally looked at Savannah who nodded back to her that it was OK.
Young Allison held out the bandage.
Ally lifted her top and flashed the girls.
Young Allison put the bandage on.
Ally pulled down her top and smoothed it out. She'd developed a set of pokies with all the excitement.
Young Allison noticed. It was something that happened to her more and more frequently now. She could see Ally was much more prominent than she was. It gave her something to look forward to.
Ally wanted to make a personal commitment to both of the girls. What they'd done was very personal from them to her. She wanted to make a similar offer.
"I won't ever forget what you both have done here." Ally said as she looked at Young Allison and Savannah. "Anything either of you ever want or need, you come see me and I'll take care of you."
Young Allison could see another 'blank check' on the way.
"Anything?" Young Allison asked.
Young Allison and Ally held each other's gaze.
"Anything…." Ally said.
Young Allison looked directly into Ally's eyes.
"I'll remember that." Young Allison said.
Savannah shook her head slightly. Young Allison never gave up.
"Go see Sheila." Savannah said. "I want you to take it easy for a day until you heal."
Savannah didn't want what was done advertised.
"You don't need to mention this until you're healed." Young Allison said.
Ally thanked and hugged both of them. She gave Savannah a kiss and Young Allison a kiss on the cheek. She then hurried away to find Sheila.
Young Allison gave Savannah a tight close hug and then looked into her eyes.
"Thank you for allowing me to be a part of this." Young Allison said. "This is very thoughtful, loving and meaningful to the girls."
Savannah smiled and kissed Young Allison on the cheek.
"We're not done yet." Savannah said. "Let's go back to my room."
Lonely Hearts Club
Everyone wants their heart
The find love and beat true
And not be sidetracked
By some kind of miscue
The first attraction
Is usually something physical
It can be reinforced
By something whimsical
Those are the responses
That nature has programmed
It doesn't take very long
Until everything is damned
Two on one path
Seldom stay aligned
Sooner rather than later
Things become maligned
Feelings will be stubbed
One will soon the other snub
It quickly becomes apparent
It's back to the lonely hearts club
Nobody