Chapter 1058

Heartfelt Hugs

John watched Cameron. She'd been facing away from him originally but she'd rotated around and faced him now. He liked to see the way everything bounced around. She kissed him periodically and he fondled her when she did. She'd moved to an upright position now.

Cameron wanted John as she took him. Right now she just couldn't get enough. She currently faced him. She'd 'finished' several times. She needed to wait for John.

She'd told John he could do whatever he wanted earlier. She was a little worried to see exactly what he would do. She didn't care for the one thing that he liked because there were no pleasure receptors in that area. There were plenty of pain receptors there though. She was pleased when he'd immediately climbed on top of her when they started.

The first time hadn't taken him long to finish. That wasn't enough for her. They kissed, cuddled and fondled each other after that. She'd moved down and was able to 'start him up'. That was when she'd prepared for the second time to be together.

She'd worked him slow and smooth at first before she rotated around. That's when she'd picked up the pace. She liked to see the reaction she produced on his face.

She kissed John. She moved and lay next to him. She was very pleased with the conclusion of events.

It took John a few moments to get his breath back.

"Wow!" John said. "That was one wild ride."

Cameron smiled and kissed John.

"There are only nine hundred and seventy eight more to go." Cameron said.

John couldn't complain about all the sexual activity he'd currently experienced with Cameron. It was certainly better than the weeks or months of 'dry spells' that were the case normally. What Cameron had just done was about a billion times better than what 'Rosie' could do. He briefly looked at his right hand.

It seemed to him that the more they were together, the more she wanted to be with him. He hoped that he was doing something right and that's why they were together so frequently now. Whatever it was, he wasn't going to complain. He just hoped that it lasted.

"At this rate, I'll be well conditioned for our honeymoon cruise." John said.

Cameron liked that idea. She wanted John to be able to be with her at least eight to ten times a day and night on the cruise.

"I want to do that soon." Cameron said. "We can be together all of the time."

John looked over at Cameron.

"We can go on the next sailing." John said.

John knew they were already booked by both Savannah and Young Allison.

Cameron didn't think that would be a problem.

"I want that." Cameron said. "We can share all of the day and all of the night."

John wanted to ask who else they were going to bring with them. He knew if it was any of the girls, including Claire; that Cameron would try to 'set them up'.

He'd already made up his mind that if Cameron put anyone in his bed, he wasn't going to turn them down. If they were there, and they wanted to be there, that was good enough for him. He was going to go for it. It made him feel a little guilty that it would be on their honeymoon but if they were in his bed, it would be Cameron who put them there. He didn't want to fight with her about it anymore. If that's what she really wanted, then that's what he'd do.

"Will it be anyone else besides us other than the security detail?" John asked.

Cameron wanted to bring Savannah but thought Claire would be the better choice. She was aware of the chemistry John and Claire developed. She knew Claire almost 'visited' John. Claire had been married before, she knew what to do. The experience wouldn't be new to her. She should be able to satisfy John. Then again, John and Savannah were one second away from completing their love several times. She didn't want to get ahead of herself.

"I don't know." Cameron said.

John could see Cameron plotting. He didn't want things to go sideways on them. Maybe bringing up safety would make Cameron think about something else.

"We will be safer with extra Terminators." John said. "You won't need to worry about so many things to do yourself that way. We should be able to spend more time together."

John hoped to refocus Cameron.

Cameron wasn't sure what to do. She wanted John protected on the cruise and for the future. They were both important tasks. She was aware that once John was with one of the human females, he would want 'more'. The reports she was able to gather from the other female Terminators were that Claire was the best one in bed for 'passion'. Jesse was the best for 'action'. Savannah was best for sharing and 'love'. She wanted John to have all of that.

She was a little dismayed to hear the reports that Allison was actually the one that was least desired by everyone if they had a choice for someone else. She knew that wasn't the case for Future Allison. She was highly desired by everyone. She would strive to make sure that Young Allison was as much like Future Allison as possible. That had been her goal anyway.

Cameron used the 'Neural Interface' with Claire before on another project. She wondered if she could find the 'passion' in those files. Maybe that's what she needed. That's what she would strive to develop in Young Allison as her instruction was expanded to other levels. It should be passion, sharing and love over action. Action was what she could provide. The girls could share the love, feeling, emotion and passion with John and her.

When it came to action she could do whatever was needed for any of them for hours on end and never slow or tire. She also knew that she needed not to overdo it on any of them. Gail had reported Jesse had made it all the way to 'the other side' on multiple occasions. So far none of the other girls had asked to be taken that far that she was aware of. She was sure there were a lot of things that occurred that weren't reported. She could understand that. Some things needed to be kept private.

She wasn't really sure what everyone would do that was there to provide security for them on the cruise ship. She knew it was a contained environment, especially when the ship was at sea. It was actually at sea most of the time. The port stops weren't that long for any of them except the overnight stay in San Francisco.

"Our Terminators will have a lot of down time." Cameron said. "I hate making them go into standby for our pleasure."

John knew that applied to Cameron as well. She would need to have a lot of down time while he slept. He knew she didn't like to stare at the ceiling and listen to him snore for hours on end. He knew that she didn't want to go back into standby. He'd feel a little self conscious if everything ended up revolving around him.

"You mean for my pleasure." John said.

Cameron looked over at John and gave him a small kiss. She couldn't let anything bad happen to him. She'd tried very hard to make sure that nothing did. Now she wanted to make sure that he was happy and pleased. She knew that he would be pleased if he could be with the other girls as well. It wasn't something that she personally wanted but she wanted John to be happy and enjoy life.

"You're all that matters." Cameron said.

John looked over at Cameron when she said that. He could see that she meant that.

He wanted more for Cameron, not just for his benefit.

"Everyone matters." John said. "I want it to be about us."

Cameron did too. She felt she needed to make a lot up to John. Then again she always felt that way. The war with Skynet always got in the way. She needed to protect John and the future. It was a lot of work and a big responsibility. She was here now.

"Then make it about us right now." Cameron said.

John felt he was going to need a jump start. Right now John was down for the count after that last performance by Cameron.

"Start me up." John said.

Cameron was ready to get things started.

"I guess in that case, nine hundred and seventy eight 'coming up'." Cameron said.

John and Cameron laughed.

Cameron kissed John deeply and scooted down. It was time to get to work…. Maybe once she got things started she would just stay with it until he finished. All she would need then was some Swordfish since she'd already have the 'tarter sauce'.

John's neck arched up a little bit and his head pushed back into the pillow as Cameron started with extreme gusto. He was pretty sure that he'd would be raring to go in no time.

Savannah and Young Allison returned to Savannah's room and collected most of the other items that Savannah prepared.

Young Allison could tell Savannah put a lot of time, effort and work into this endeavor. She was there by chance with Savannah. Savannah included her in with all her plans. It was another selfless act on Savannah's part for her benefit. She really appreciated Savannah sharing this experience with her. She also liked the fact that she was able to touch both Ally and Sheila extensively.

"This Is really special, Savannah." Young Allison said. "Thank you for sharing this with me for us."

Savannah didn't want to take the Terminators for granted. They mattered too. They were all so advanced now they were really like 'mechanical humans' at this point.

"It's a way to show our Terminators how we feel about them." Savannah said. "I want everyone to be a part of this process."

Savannah and Young Allison headed out.

"Where are we off to next?" Young Allison asked.

Savannah already selected the next group to visit.

"Vanna's room." Savannah said.

Young Allison spotted Gail and Jesse.

"There goes Jesse and Gail." Young Allison said.

Savannah decided they were a better option. They wouldn't be in the middle of anything like some of the other couples may be. She would really hate to spoil anyone's 'finish'.

"New mission." Savannah said. "We'll intercept them."

Young Allison understood the sudden change in the mission.

"They've become a 'target of opportunity'." Young Allison said.

Young Allison was aware that was an important concept on the battlefield. Sometimes an opportunity presented itself that directed away from the main objective.

Savannah was able to get Jesse's attention and called her over after Gail went into Jesse's room.

"What is it, love?" Jesse asked.

Savannah wanted Gail to receive her heart from Jesse. She was afraid if she gave it to Gail herself that Gail would become even more infatuated with her. She wanted Gail to remember that Jesse was her lover. She knew that everyone could share as much as possible and that wasn't a problem as long as they remembered who they 'belonged to' at the end of the day.

"This is for Gail and you." Savannah said. "Everything you need is in the package."

Jesse wondered what it was.

"Is it a surprise?" Jesse asked as she looked in the package.

Jesse's mouth dropped open slightly.

"It's for Gail and you." Young Allison said.

Jesse understood the significance of it immediately.

"Is this for me, for us?" Jesse asked. "It's a heart."

Savannah smiled at Jesse.

"Look inside of it when you get a chance and arrange the photos the way you want it." Savannah said. "Everything you need is in the package."

Jesse knew how Gail felt about Savannah. She wanted to share this experience with the three of them.

"It's for Gail." Jesse said. "Can you come with me?"

Savannah wanted it given to Gail by Jesse alone. She didn't want to be the third person in this case, Duplicate Jesse already was.

"This is about Gail and you." Savannah said. "Duplicate Jesse is on the left. You're identical to her physically but Gail knows the difference."

Jesse wiped away the tears and hugged Savannah and Young Allison. She gave both of them a kiss, Young Allison's was on the cheek.

Young Allison would have liked to have been there when Gail was given her heart. She would have liked to have seen those massive breasts up close.

Jesse headed into her room and closed the door.

Young Allison wanted to be kissed like the girls all did to Savannah.

"Can one of them kiss me like they do you?" Young Allison asked.

Savannah looked at Young Allison. She needed to wait some. She knew that she was holding Young Allison back. She always told herself it was for Young Allison's own good but maybe it wasn't. Maybe she wasn't ready to commit herself yet. She really wondered if she was being fair or not.

"No." Savannah said.

Young Allison could tell they all respected Savannah's wishes for her.

"I can see they all know it." Young Allison said.

Savannah was sure her 'run in' with Ally was spread around. She didn't want Young Allison to get too wound up. She thought that Young Allison should be happy with the fact that she was able to fondle both Sheila's and Ally's breasts when they were given their hearts.

"You've exceeded your excitement level for the day." Savannah said.

There was one thing that bothered Young Allison. She knew they all did it but today she'd witnessed it first hand and by her own actions.

"I've seen a lot up close. Thank you for allowing me that privilege" Young Allison said. "It bothered me that they all wanted to feel the pain of the incision. I know it's in Cameron's poems about pain and being 'alive'."

Savannah felt plenty of pain and most of it wasn't physical. She was aware that the physical pain was very intense at the time that it happened. That pain actually faded rather quickly. When she remembered back on it, she only remembered that there was pain but she didn't 'feel' the pain itself. Emotional pain was different. Whatever she thought back on something like that, it was always just as painful. She knew it was like that for Cameron but a million times worse. Cameron expressed her pain often through her poems. She hoped that was the pressure release that Cameron needed to go forward.

"They have all read them as have you." Savannah said. "As I have too, they're beautiful."

Young Allison didn't fully understand some of what Cameron said.

"I think I agree on what most of Cameron said in her poems even though I lack some of the 'experience'." Young Allison said.

Savannah's personal experience taught her most of the same things.

"There is often great pain associated with great pleasure." Savannah said. "Most of it's not physical. When I tell you sometimes that it's not all fun and games, I'm being serious."

Young Allison understood what Savannah referred to.

"It's the pleasure and pain in the mind." Young Allison said. "It's the kind of pain that never heals."

Savannah wanted to watch out for Young Allison.

"For a Terminator it's always there. It never goes away. The pain or event is like it just happened to them. For us time dulls the pain." Savannah said. "I can only protect and delay it for you for so long. I don't want you to get hurt."

Young Allison was ready to step up.

"It's MY choice." Young Allison said. "I'm a big girl and I should be able to choose for myself. I'm no different than any other person when it comes to that. It's something that everyone must go through and experience for themselves."

Savannah knew she'd rushed things for herself. She wanted Young Allison to have more choice. She didn't want Young Allison to get pregnant and have to give away a baby to someone else, even if it was another version of herself in a different future.

"Guidance and experience should be considered as well." Savannah said. "You have to understand I've been down this road myself. There are some bumps in the road that I would have preferred to have avoided. I don't want you to find those same bumps in the road."

Young Allison understood Savannah wanted to look out for her. She didn't personally agree with all of her restrictions but she had to consider Savannah's position.

"I'm trying." Young Allison said. "Where are we headed next?"

Savannah took out her phone and called Vanna. She wanted to find out where everyone was at. They exchanged pleasantries before she got down to business.

"Is Allison there?" Savannah asked.

Vanna wondered if Savannah wanted to hook up with her.

"No." Vanna said. "She went with Holly."

Savannah wanted to see if Vanna was alone.

"Is Cam there?" Savannah asked.

Vanna was worried that something may have happened because of Savannah's questions.

"Yes." Vanna said. "Is something wrong?"

Savannah decided that Vanna and Cam would be her next stop. She wanted it to be a surprise for Cam so she wanted to take a few precautions.

"No. Can you step outside for a minute?" Savannah asked. "Ask Cam to turn her hearing down for a few minutes."

Vanna wondered what was up at this point. She looked down at her naked body.

"Let me throw a robe on." Vanna said. "I'll be right there."

Savannah put her phone away.

Young Allison was able to hear the conversation. She could tell what everyone was up to. The girls were all with their Metal girlfriends.

"I guess everyone is 'busy'." Young Allison said.

Before Savannah could respond, Vanna emerged from her room. She was still putting the robe on. She was surprised to see Young Allison there too. She quickly closed her robe with her hand.

Young Allison got a good look at Vanna. She really liked what she saw. She knew that's how Savannah would look in a few years. Everything looked fine to her. It crossed her mind that one day she would be with Vanna as well.

Savannah could see that Young Allison just received a good view of Vanna. She decided the best thing to do was not to address it.

"We have something for you to give to Cam." Savannah said.

Vanna took the envelope. She looked inside. Her robe fell open as she saw what it was.

Young Allison took in the size of Vanna's nursing breasts but said nothing. She remembered Savannah's were even bigger when she returned from the future. It least it seemed like it. She hadn't quite got that good of a look at them as she'd just did with Vanna's. She was glad to see, even with the increased breast size, that the super pink nipples were still the same.

Savannah wanted to make sure that everything was the way that Vanna wanted it for the heart.

"Look it over and arrange it the way you want. Everything you need is in the package." Savannah said.

Vanna was clearly thrilled. She wanted the girls to share this moment with her.

"Thank you." Vanna said. "Come with me, both of you."

Young Allison understood the significance of the act. She also understood what Savannah wanted. It wasn't about them.

"It is about Cam and you." Young Allison said.

Vanna gave both of them a hug and a kiss on the cheek. Her robe was completely open now.

Young Allison enjoyed the close hug against Vanna's smooth flesh and bulging breasts.

Vanna wiped away the tears and thanked both of them again. She returned to her room and closed the door.

Young Allison sought new 'targeting information'.

"Will it be Allison or my mom next?" Young Allison asked.

Savannah knew where Holly and Allison were at. She could only imagine what they were doing. Hanna had been with Sheila and Cammy earlier. She may have moved on and returned to wherever Claire was at.

"Let's see where Hanna is at." Savannah said.

They headed back to Sheila's room.

Young Allison spotted Holly in the hallway.

"There goes Holly. It looks like she's headed back towards her room." Young Allison said. "They must have checked on Sheila."

Savannah listened for a few moments to see if she could tell who was in Sheila's room.

"I can hear Hanna is still in Sheila's room." Savannah said.

Young Allison figured they should find her mother or Allison. She thought that Holly would return to Allison before Hanna did to her mother.

"Let's find Allison." Young Allison said.

Savannah phoned Allison and asked her to leave Holly in her room when she got there and come see her down the hall real fast.

Allison wanted to know if everything was alright.

Savannah assured her it was and put her phone away.

"Here she comes." Young Allison said.

Allison eyed Young Allison. The two girls sized each other up.

"If SHE is here with you, I know something is up." Allison said.

Young Allison shrugged her shoulders at Allison.

"That's no way to talk about yourself." Young Allison said. "It sounds like you have a poor moral compass."

Allison made a face at Young Allison.

"See what I mean." Allison said.

Savannah wanted to get down to business.

"This is for Holly and you." Savannah said.

She handed Allison the envelope.

"It's for us…." Allison said as she saw what it was.

Allison wiped away the tears and gave them both of them a hug together. She then gave Savannah a kiss and Young Allison one on the cheek.

Allison thanked them both again and went back into Holly's room. She closed the door behind her.

"I should have asked her to give you a kiss." Savannah said.

Young Allison thought about it for a few seconds.

"I'll take it." Young Allison said.

Savannah looked at Young Allison and could understand that. She'd been with both Vanna and Future Savannah. It was only a few times. She'd been with Hanna many more times.

"I'm just going to ignore that." Savannah said.

Young Allison figured it would all happen within time. She didn't know when but she knew that it would at some point. She thought it was time to move on to the next target.

"It's time to find my mom." Young Allison said.

Savannah wanted to get the timing right. She devised a quick plan.

"I want you to call Hanna right before we talk to your mother if she's alone." Savannah said. "Tell her to come to your mom's room. You also will need to tell her not to hurry and that there's no problem."

Young Allison heard all of them ask the same thing. Everyone thought something was wrong as the first thing. At least they didn't have the same feeling of doom that Sheila and Ally both had when they were alone with them.

"That's the first thought they all think." Young Allison said.

Savannah learned that anything that was 'different' usually sparked concern in Terminators. It did in humans too but for a Terminator, anything 'different' was a sign of trouble.

"Everyone loves everyone else and cares about them." Savannah said. "They're all concerned for each other's safety and well being."

Young Allison felt it was all deeper than just operational security. She knew that love was a factor in all of it.

"I can see that." Young Allison said. "I have seen it. I understand why."

Savannah knew that every day was different even if they were all the same. There was always something that could change for the better or for the worse. Usually it wasn't for the better.

"The future will have many unknown trials and much to offer." Savannah said.

Young Allison and Savannah exchanged a long look with the last part of that statement. They both knew there wasn't a lot to offer.

Savannah and Young Allison went to where Anna was instructing Jan and Summer. Claire was there too. Claire saw them and Young Allison motioned for her to come out.

Claire looked a little worried.

Young Allison wanted to put her at ease before she asked if there was a problem.

"Hi, Mom." Young Allison said. "Everything's fine."

Young Allison and her mother shared some small talk on the way.

Savannah led Claire to her room as Young Allison made the call to Hanna.

"This is for Hanna and you." Savannah said.

Claire was overjoyed and tearful as she saw what it was.

"Everything you need is in the package." Savannah said.

Young Allison wanted to give her mother some advice. It would also be something for her to think about as to how she knew.

"Remember to press hard with the scalpel." Young Allison said. "The sheath is much tougher to cut through than it looks. You don't want to have to make more than one incision in the same spot. None of them turn their pain receptors off, even if you ask them to."

Claire thought that Young Allison seemed to know a lot about what needed to be done. Her statement indicated that she'd actually done it. She thanked both of them and gave each of them a hug. She looked at Young Allison and gave each of them a kiss on the cheek.

Savannah and Young Allison turned to leave.

Claire asked them to stay.

Young Allison wanted to stress the significance of the event.

"It's about you and Hanna, Mom." Young Allison said. "It's a special moment for both of you."

Savannah whispered something in Claire's ear when they hugged again.

Claire looked at Young Allison after Savannah finished whispering. She looked back at Savannah and smiled.

Young Allison could see it appeared they were done. She wondered what Savannah whispered to her mother. She wondered if they were going to hook up later on. It was something she didn't really want to think about. She didn't think that she would be able to compete with her mother in bed. Her mother possessed experience. She didn't. She only had her youth to offer. She hoped that it would be enough when the time came. She needed to refocus her attention.

"You don't have any more packages." Young Allison said.

Savannah held her arms out to the sides of her body.

"No." Savannah said.

Young Allison felt a little uneasy.

"Where to now?" Young Allison asked.

Savannah thought about what she'd whispered to Claire.

"Back to my room." Savannah said.

They passed by Anna who asked what movie Jan and Summer wanted to see.

Young Allison looked back as they passed Anna. She turned all the way around and looked back at her mother's room. She saw Hanna approach the room.

They arrived back at Savannah's room.

Young Allison thought about how deeply everyone was touched by the gesture of kindness, thought and love that Savannah provided for everyone.

"That was really special what you did." Young Allison said.

Savannah was happy that Young Allison was part of it. It hadn't been part of her plan but circumstances worked out so that it could be.

"You mean what we did." Savannah said.

Savannah gave Young Allison a hug and a small kiss.

It took Young Allison by surprise.

"Now everyone is happy." Savannah said.

Young Allison wanted to say something but was at a loss for words.

Savannah reached into her desk and brought out one more envelope.

"I'll be back." Savannah said.

She smiled at Young Allison. She handed it to her and walked out of the room.

Young Allison was speechless. She knew what was in the envelope.

There was a soft knock at the door a few seconds later.

"Come in." Young Allison said.

She wondered why Savannah would knock after just leaving. It was her room after all.

The door opened and Anna walked in.

Young Allison would be able to share this special gift with Anna. She was so happy.

Young Allison looked at Anna and burst out crying. This was very emotional for her. It was clear Savannah was more experienced than her.

Heartfelt Hugs

To hold one close
Is what we all seek
Who will be the one to prevail
Will it be the strong of the meek

Often in nature
The strongest is king
Does that strength
More trouble bring

In modern society
Natural dominance is diluted
It can allow in someone who is unworthy
Everything then becomes convoluted

Lust filled eyes are to blame
Everything in life is uprooted
It doesn't take very long
For a heart to be looted

True love is persistent
At one's soul it tugs
It's often expressed
Thought heartfelt hugs

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