Chapter 1191

I Can't Help It

Sheila, Ally and Hanna could see Bob wasn't about to leave. They wouldn't be able to continue with what Sheila planned. They decided to leave the small theater without any further activity.

Bob watched the three girls depart and took out his phone. There were a few things bothering him and he wanted them taken care of.

Sheila, Ally and Hanna went back out the way they'd come in. It was clear Bob was trying to help Sheila out a little and cut her some slack.

Ally caught up to Sheila.

"You're going to get all of us in trouble." Ally said.

Sheila didn't want to malfunction. Maybe acting out prevented it from happening. Maybe it was an act of rebellion. Maybe it was just the way she was. Right now she couldn't really say. There were a multitude of thoughts coursing through her mind.

"I can't help it." Sheila said. "Maybe this is what I do instead of glitching out like Cameron."

Hanna witnessed other Terminators experience a glitch. She knew it wasn't something exclusive to Cameron.

"I don't think so." Hanna said. "I've seen other female Terminators glitch before."

Hanna was glad it hadn't happened to her. It seemed to afflict Holly several times with issues related to Allison. When it did, it seemed to bother Holly even more. Holly always worried it may be because Cameron 'hid' on her chip for fifteen months before. Well, it was actually Duplicate Cameron. It was the same thing in reality. No one knew Duplicate Cameron was Duplicate Cameron until Cameron returned from a temporal error.

Ally wanted some action or intervention. Cameron leaned on them to bend to her will. Maybe Savannah could help them.

"Are you going to call Savannah?" Ally asked.

Sheila didn't want to put her problem on Savannah. It could drive a wedge between Savannah and Cameron. She didn't want to force Savannah's hand either. Maybe it was best just to do it and get it over with. It would only take a few minutes. Cameron was accountable for what she did. It was a personal issue, not an operational one.

"NO. It isn't Savannah's decision to make. I don't want either of you to call her." Sheila said. "I'll do what Cameron wants. Savannah doesn't need this kind of trouble."

Hanna knew where Sheila's decision would lead. It would lead to John's bed for all of them.

"If you do it, then we'll have to submit as well." Hanna said.

Sheila tried to convince herself it was her duty. She remembered Bob's earlier words.

"It's our job to serve the Resistance." Sheila said. "Everyone sacrifices for John Connor."

Ally didn't think so. The use of their chassis for sexual pleasure wasn't part of a Resistance operation. It was an act of Cameron's personal greed and selfishness.

"Oh, brother…." Ally said. "You sound 'brainwashed' and you don't even have a brain."

Sheila was going to argue back but didn't. She didn't feel like it. She was certain it was going to happen, one way or another. She wouldn't put it past Cameron to use a Taser on her and take her chassis by force. Somehow the concept of any action like that by Cameron didn't bother her as much as she thought it would. It would really be similar to what happened to Jesse.

Hanna agreed with Ally. Sheila didn't seem like herself to her either.

"I'll say." Hanna said. "If she agrees to submit willingly, she's obviously brainwashed for sure. I guess in her case it would be called 'chipwashed'."

They all knew their chip was their 'brain'.

It was almost time for the Rockabilly Trio to perform again. More of the passengers began to return.

"People are starting to come back inside the theater." Ally said.

Hanna looked around for the rest of the team.

"I see Sarah and Kyle outside the theater." Hanna said. "Gail's over there by the other side."

Sheila looked too.

"I don't see the others." Sheila said.

Hanna wanted to see if she could round up the others. Maybe they'd gone off to do different things. If she found any of them close by, she would bring them back. Maybe they'd all gone elsewhere. There were a lot of places to go. Cameron told them they could do other things.

"Let me go check real quick." Hanna said. "You two keep our seats."

Hanna hurried out to see where the others were at.

Ally watched Hanna leave. A thought crossed her mind. It wasn't a good one either.

"Do you think she'll come back?" Ally asked.

The question caught Sheila off guard.

"Who?" Sheila asked.

Ally nodded her head in the direction Hanna just left by.

"Hanna." Ally said.

Sheila was a little confused by Ally's question.

"What?" Sheila asked. "Why wouldn't she?"

Ally considered Hanna might run out on them. Maybe Hanna didn't want to face Cameron's discipline for Sheila's actions. Her human lover would be on the ship tomorrow. It appeared she would choose Claire over them. She really couldn't blame her.

"It was just a thought." Ally said.

Sheila hoped Ally wouldn't abandon her next. She didn't want to feel like a 'nobody'.

"Are you going to cut out on me?" Sheila asked.

Ally moved closer to Sheila and gave her a kiss. She wanted to reaffirm her commitment to her. She was painfully aware of Cammy's and Sheila's love affair. Right now Cammy was still with Savannah. She wanted Sheila to know who her true love actually was.

"Never. I won't abandon you." Ally said. "We belong to each other."

Sheila knew Ally was always there for her. It was always the two of them who went on Cameron's 'off the books' operations. Others may be with them at times, but it was always both of them together. They looked out for each other. Ally looked out for her when she abused any prisoners. Ally never took part in the abusive violence. Ally covered for her.

"Thanks." Sheila said. "You're my personal favorite."

Sheila thought of all the times Ally let her abuse her and do what she wanted to her sheath. She'd done more than a few things she shouldn't have done. She knew it too when she did them. She did them anyway because she wanted to. There was an inner fire in her that drove her to always do more.

Ally's head was right next to Sheila's ear.

"I'm not washing dishes though." Ally whispered.

Sheila didn't like the idea herself. She briefly calculated how long it would take to walk back to shore if she went over the side of the ship. She briefly contemplated taking the Captain's launch. She figured it would make too easy of a target for a drone strike once Cameron realized what she'd done.

"I'm not either." Sheila said. "I don't want to be punished for something I didn't do."

Maybe if she did what Cameron wanted she wouldn't be banished to the lower decks. Maybe Cameron wouldn't be in such a hurry to physically punish her for minor transgressions if she used her chassis. How much different could she be when Cameron was done with her? It shouldn't be a big deal. People did it all the time. She'd done everything with the girls anyway.

'I can do this.' Sheila thought. 'I'm strong.'

She almost started to believe it herself.

Hanna wanted to see who she could round up. She left the interior of the rear theater and went out into the hallway. She walked by Kyle and Sarah. They all nodded as they passed.

She moved further inside the Promenade by the shops. She saw Derek and Riley enter an eating establishment called Tony's. She was surprised they were eating again. She wondered if sea travel made them hungry. They all seemed to eat a lot. She thought sea travel could make people sick. Their group seemed to have the opposite effect. Then again the sea was very smooth.

Holly was in front of her. It looked like she was using her com. She must be talking with Jim. She wondered why. In the distance she could see Cameron and John coming down the aisle. It was obvious they were in a hurry to get back. They wanted to see the rest of the show.

She wondered where they'd gone. Maybe Cameron had John knock off a quickie somewhere. She knew a quickie didn't take very long for a male. Maybe she should just let Cameron borrow her chassis and have John knock one off. If they used a tether, it could happen and be over with in just a couple of minutes. She figured it wouldn't be too much different than Claire's experiences with males. She thought somehow maybe it would be better the same way.

Hanna was about to approach Holly but Holly waved her off. She wondered why she did. Maybe she was going to stay there for Derek and Riley.

She decided to return back to the rear theater. Cameron and John were soon behind her.

Kyle and Sarah went back into the theater.

Gail moved up but stopped when she spotted Hanna appear in back of Sarah and Kyle. They sat down and Hanna moved around them and went back up to the front to sit with Sheila and Ally.

Earlier:

Cameron ushered John along. She knew they were short on time. It took her longer than anticipated to tell John the names of all the main stars and constellations. Before they reached the atrium, they passed above the casino. There was an opening in the deck so people could look down at the action happening in the casino. A spiral staircase led directly to it. She really wanted John to try his luck but he was hesitant. Maybe she just wanted to show off a little in front of him. She really didn't think it would be a big deal. She didn't see anything wrong with using her natural ability. It wasn't like she would be cheating anyone either. She didn't think CamNet would mind. She was going to keep the money anyway. She personally controlled billions.

John looked down into the casino as they passed. It looked just like a regular casino to him at this point. It was crowded with people. The machines had flashing lights and made noises. There were other types of tables for all the different forms of gambling. He even spotted a Wheel of Fortune. He figured it was probably the biggest rip off in the casino.

They passed by a series of shops. The shops sold everything from candy to tuxedos. There were jewelry stores. There seemed to be a few of those. He really wondered how overpriced the items in them actually were. They passed by the atrium.

John looked down into the atrium. He could see down to deck six and deck five below. There seemed to be a flurry of activity on both floors. It appeared there were additional specialty eating establishments on deck five.

Cameron needed to keep John moving. She spotted Holly and Hanna in front of her. It looked like Holly may have been using her com. She watched Holly wave Hanna off, so it was probably not a threat.

When Cameron and John passed Holly, she indicated with a pointed finger along her torso at a restaurant called Tony's. She figured Derek and Riley must be in there to eat since the seven bell alarm hadn't sounded. They weren't going to their muster station. After what John and her had just done at the front of the ship, somehow it seemed like a good thing. She hoped when John was 'the king of the world' he hadn't jinxed their cruise. She didn't think she was superstitious. She didn't see any reason to tempt fate either.

They soon caught up to Hanna who was now behind Kyle and Sarah. Gail was off to the side holding her position. She really wanted her to ease up a little and enjoy the performance. Based upon where Holly was at, she didn't think Gail would ease up either. It was clear they both wanted to do their original assignment and provide protection duty for the Resistance team on board.

John was glad they were back. He felt a little warmer now since they'd come back into the interior of the ship. They walked very fast and it got his heart pumping. He was much warmer now. He saw a few things along the way he would like to check out further when they had more time. He looked at Cameron and smiled.

"We made it." John said.

Cameron considered giving John a quick scan. He appeared a little more tired out than he should be. She was worried it might cause a problem if she scanned him. Maybe she would give him a deep kiss, pull him close and scan him as she did.

"You sound a little winded." Cameron said.

John wrote it off as the cold wind they'd encountered outside. The trip back to the rear theater was a brisk one on top of it.

"I think it was the cool wind outside that chilled me a little more than I thought it would." John said.

Cameron determined it was nothing to worry about.

"You'll be fine now." Cameron said.

John looked around. He saw there were a couple of people missing. He also remembered where Holly was at.

"Were Derek and Riley eating again?" John asked.

Cameron was sure of it but didn't want to make an issue of it.

"I think so." Cameron said. "Everyone's free to do what they want. The Rockabilly Trio performs every night. They can always come back another day."

John wanted to ask about Holly. He wasn't sure if it was an issue. She may have been using her com. He figured it was best to know.

"Was Holly using her com about anything I need to know about?" John asked.

Cameron didn't want John to have any worries.

"No." Cameron said. "You're on vacation."

John still looked a little worried. Cameron figured she'd better give him a further explanation.

"Holly checked in with John Henry through Jim to see how Precious was doing." Cameron said. "Riley probably didn't want to call Vanna again and seem like a pest. She's already called several times."

Cameron was aware it was more than several but didn't want to alarm John.

John could understand it. He checked the time.

"It's getting late." John said.

Cameron wanted to do what John wanted to do.

"We can leave at any time or go anywhere you want." Cameron said.

John noticed Cameron looked towards the front area of the theater. There was a slight smile on her face. It seemed like she looked directly at Sheila.

"I'm really looking forward to tonight." Cameron said.

John wasn't thinking what Cameron was.

"I am too." John said. "I still owe you one."

Once she was in Sheila's chassis, Cameron figured it would be many times.

"I'm willing to bet it will be more than one." Cameron said.

Cameron looked at Sheila's trim sheath. It would be 'her' soon. She realized she was highly aroused now just thinking about it. She knew John would be too.

She let her focus drift over to Ally and then to Hanna. She glanced back and looked at Gail. Holly was currently out of sight. It didn't matter. They were all going to allow her the use of their chassis. She knew John was in for a real treat. She'd promised him the best honeymoon ever and she planned to deliver.

Cammy plugged into John Henry server and started to review all the footage from the security cameras and com transmissions on the ship.

She watched John Henry depart to check on Precious. He stopped and looked back once and then continued on his way.

She expected him to ask about her foray into Summer's room but he didn't. Maybe it would come later. She would refer him to Cameron if he needed a further explanation. CamNet might even tell him to drop it. It would be better. When CamNet spoke, everyone listened.

Cammy went over everything that occurred on the ship. It didn't take her long to figure out what Cameron was up to. She didn't want any of the Metal girls to be used in the way Cameron planned. She didn't want Sheila to have to be the first one either. Nobody wanted their chassis to be used like that. Maybe she would go check on how Cam and Savannah were progressing.

She decided instead to call Jim and then Bob for a full report on everything. Everything she found out was very disturbing and appeared to be another abuse by Cameron. It appeared to be her most selfish act yet. She was very pleased she wasn't a Bitch like Cameron was.

John Henry left the Command Center. He stopped and looked back. He wanted to ask about what Cammy did in Summer's room. It looked like Cammy glared at him. He turned and continued on his way. He was sure she carried out some clandestine function for Cameron or CamNet. If that were the case, he wasn't going to find out anymore than he already knew.

If there was no report of a problem he shouldn't need to physically check. He wondered what Cammy was really doing. He would have to check and see if she removed herself from the security file on her visit to Summer's room. It wouldn't surprise him. Maybe CamNet wanted him to see. If it was the case, what was CamNet's involvement?

John Henry passed by Savannah's room. It was clear even before he reached it that he already knew what was happening inside. It sounded like Cam and Savannah were really taking care of each other.

He thought about taking a peek but remembered Cammy was watching everything right now since she was plugged in. Maybe she wanted to see how far he'd go to check them out.

John Henry reached Riley's room and stood outside. It was quiet. He debated whether to softly knock or not. Maybe Samantha would hear him and come to the door. He could go in and look.

He knocked softly. If Samantha was online she should have heard the knock. If she didn't come in twenty three seconds he was going to take a peek. He figured it was the amount of time for her to reactivate and come to the door from the nursery. He really wished Cammy would have done this. He didn't know what he would find.

Samantha was out of standby. She set it so she would come back online every fifteen minutes. She would do a quick check of Precious as well as Vanna and Allison. She hoped to find them sharing so she could watch them. They were both asleep every time. Sometimes they were still in the exact same position as they'd been the last time she came out of standby. Other times one of them would be in a different position. One time it was both of them. They hadn't appeared to engage in any sexual activity on any of her checks. She actually would have clandestinely liked to watch them together at some point.

She was just about to go back into standby when she heard a knock. She was going to check it out but decided to see who it was first. It could be Cam, Cammy or even better, Savannah.

She waited to see what would happen. Thirty seconds later she spotted John Henry. Right away she knew it was different. She'd never seen him arrive at Riley's room and enter on his own. She wondered what exactly it was he was after. Was he here to visit Vanna or Allison? Maybe there was more going on than she knew. Maybe she could see a little more action than she'd anticipated. She also needed to remember he'd actually knocked first before he entered.

He seemed to be headed straight for her. She wondered if he would fondle her if he thought she was in standby. She wondered if he would be rough or gentle. She wanted to see. She remained inactive.

John Henry looked at her. She watched him through closed eyelids as his thermal image bent down and looked at Precious. It wasn't what she'd expected. Riley must have called again and didn't want to disturb Vanna or her.

It looked like he pulled Precious blanket up a little before he left. He glanced at the half covered naked forms of Vanna and Allison before he left. He looked as if he might pull the sheet up on them but he didn't pause. He didn't linger or touch anyone.

She listened to make sure he'd really left before she moved. She didn't want to get caught simulating standby. She went out quietly and checked. He did leave.

Samantha checked on Precious. She moved over Vanna and Allison and looked at them for a long moment. She really wanted to be with both of them again. She would also like to be with them individually. She knew right now was her perfect chance to do so. Instead she pulled up the sheet and made sure both of them were covered. She went back and stood next to Precious crib. She checked Precious one more time. She briefly considered making another tour of the Resistance base. She could check to see what Claire and Jesse were up to. If they were sharing, they might want one more to join in. She wondered what Savannah was up to. She knew Cam and Cammy were back. There were many possible choices available. She looked down at Precious one more. She was where she belonged right now. She went back into standby for another fifteen minute interval.

John Henry left Riley's room. He wasn't positive Samantha was in standby. He'd thought of fondling her to bring her out of standby but decided against it. Claire and Sheila both indicated they were available for some 'activity'. He thought it would be better to try it on someone who wanted it done. He wanted to pull the sheet up on Vanna and Allison. Because he was unsure of Samantha's current status, he decided not to. He tried to make it seem like he was uninterested. He also thought he may need to return later on to check on Precious again. If he did, he would be able to view them topless again. He was sure he would get another look at both of them. He figured right now it was better to look and not to touch.

He passed by Savannah's room. It was quiet in there now. It seemed as if everyone finished up. Maybe he should have stayed a little longer when he passed by the first time so he could have heard Savannah's response. He really didn't need to because he already had it on file from multiple occasions previously. He quickly replayed some of those now.

It meant Cam would probably be out soon. He didn't want to run into her if he was standing outside of Savannah's room. He didn't want it to seem like he was eavesdropping or something. Right now the show was over.

He thought about heading towards Claire's room. He could listen outside the door for a moment to determine what they were up to. He also might take a peek into Summer's room. He didn't think any of them were actually awake now. It was best not to visit anywhere else while Cammy was plugged into his server. He was sure she watched his every move. There was only one choice to make. He headed back to the Command Center. He needed to make his report about Precious.

Cammy spoke with both Jim and Bob. It confirmed her suspicions. It was clear both of them were a little worried about what was going to happen with their chassis as well.

It seemed like a new low, even for Cameron.

She would inform Savannah of what she'd uncovered herself and ask her to protect Sheila' chassis from Cameron's immoral abuse. She loved Sheila. In the eight years they spent together in the past, they never engaged in relations with others, especially males. There was no way to know if their chassis was used as a 'Metal Whore' before or not by Skynet. They didn't know. None of the chips they were able to look at indicated any of them were or ever experienced relations with other males or females. Some of the chips self destructed so there was no record period. Only Holly and Gail knew their entire history since they were created. They were created as Restorators by Mrs. Weaver in the alternate future John needlessly and inadvertently created.

She wasn't sure how Young Allison was going to handle what was dumped on her lap. She didn't think the decision should be made by her. She was just about to call her when she noticed John Henry was on his way back. She followed his movements on the way back as she'd done on his way there. She actually expected him to check on the girls a little more than he did. She wondered if he would go to Summer's room and look inside but he didn't.

She would hear his report first. She saw he'd passed by Savannah's room twice. He would be able to give her an update. Maybe Savannah was available at this point. She wasn't sure since Cam hadn't left the room. It was possible Cam awaited her arrival so they could double team Savannah. They might also be able to share with each other.

John Henry entered the Command Center.

He filled her in on Precious. All appeared to be well. Vanna, Allison and Precious were all sleeping. Samantha was in standby.

Cammy hoped to score a little action.

"Is Savannah available?" Cammy asked.

John Henry was aware he was observed. He decided to tell it to Cammy straight. He gave her his best assessment as to what occurred.

"It was quiet when I passed by on the way back. They were almost finished as I passed by the first time." John Henry said. "I didn't check."

Cammy was pleased to receive the information. There was something else she wasn't pleased about. She decided to let John Henry know the full depth of Cameron's current perversion. She filled him in on Cameron's plan and her disgust for it. She wouldn't have a problem if Cameron used one of the deactivated chassis. It didn't 'belong' to anyone yet. She knew there were several. It was just wrong to use someone else's chassis in the manner she wanted to.

She knew Cameron would do it with her chassis too at some point if she started with one of the Metal girls. It made her regret not having been with John on her own when she almost was when they were in Las Vegas. She'd also almost tricked him into sex in the dark as she pretended to be Savannah once. Maybe she would pretend to be 'Cameron' and do it that way. He wouldn't know it was 'her first' time but she would. She liked the idea. She would like to let Cameron know after she borrowed her chassis that she'd already been with John herself previously. She figured it would upset Cameron to know she cheated her out of a virgin chassis.

John Henry listened to everything Cammy explained. It seemed Cameron was pretty far off the deep end at this point. He doubted there was any way to pull her back. He didn't think Young Allison's input would matter unless it was an 'order'. He believed it was wrong for Bob to lay the current situation on her doorstep. Then again, he could understand Bob's concern about what may occur. He didn't think he would want his chassis used in that manner either.

"What has Young Allison done about it?" John Henry asked. "If she knows Cameron wants to do it, she'll allow her to. Cameron and John are her mates. She'll want them to have what they want."

Cammy didn't want to believe it. She hoped Young Allison would be firmer.

"Do you really think so?" Cammy asked.

John Henry believed Cameron would get her way. She always did anyway. It was never over until Cameron 'won'. Some of those 'wins' seemed more like losses to him.

"Yes." John Henry said.

Cammy believed there was a moral issue involved. She at least knew Young Allison would put herself in the same place to think about it and what it would be like to be used in that manner.

"I don't." Cammy said. "She's thinking about 'what if it was her'."

John Henry checked.

'She hasn't called Cameron yet." John Henry said.

Cammy thought of a few possibilities.

"Maybe she has and CamNet has blocked you from seeing it." Cammy said. "Young Allison will make a decision and then try to call Savannah before she calls Cameron."

John Henry thought about it. Young Allison may back Cameron's play but maybe Savannah may not in this instance. Maybe Savannah would rather the Metal girls be used instead of her.

"Can Savannah change Young Allison's decision?" John Henry asked. "It's possible they may give conflicting 'orders'."

Cammy didn't think so. The girls would come to some workable understanding. Based on what was about to happen, it was doubtful there would be any satisfactory outcome for anyone. Savannah might even volunteer to join the cruise and 'take her place' at John's side with Cameron if she didn't 'use' the Metal girls. It might be the underlying reason why Cameron would do everything she was up to currently. She knew how much Cameron wanted to get Savannah on the ship. It crossed her mind she might try to 'force' Young Allison to get on the ship instead. Right now the issue was about conflicting orders.

"No." Cammy said. "They'll discuss it and try to come to a workable solution. They haven't ever fought over anything I'm aware of. Savannah has always treated Young Allison as her equal. They treat each other with the greatest respect."

Cammy was aware how much Savannah wanted to be with Young Allison. Savannah just didn't feel the circumstances were right for it. She sacrificed her personal desire for what she believed was Young Alison's benefit and personal development as an individual. She didn't think it was any longer necessary for Savannah to hold back. From her personal observation it was clear Young Allison was ready for more. She didn't see what the purpose of waiting would accomplish at this point in time. It wasn't what the current problem was in regards to Cameron.

John Henry knew Savannah possessed a great deal more experience in 'personal' matters than Young Allison did.

"Savannah has done so much more than Young Allison in many areas." John Henry said. "This isn't a decision Young Allison should have to make."

Cammy didn't always like some of the things Savannah did on a personal level. She didn't need to be reminded she was only a 'stand in' for Cameron and Young Allison. She was sure most of it was personal jealousy. She did know they were all done by Savannah's decision. Nobody forced or coerced her into acting. Maybe it was just CamNet that bothered her along with Cameron. She was really glad she wasn't a Bitch like both of them were.

"It doesn't matter." Cammy said. "It's always been Savannah's choice."

Cammy got up.

John Henry thought Savannah should be advised.

"Are you going to inform Savannah?" John Henry asked.

Cammy thought some recon was necessary first.

"I'll see what they're doing before I intrude." Cammy said. "I doubt they're done yet. Some things go on for hours at a time."

Cammy walked out of the Command Center.

John Henry quickly checked the security logs to see if Cammy altered them.

He was very surprised to see the log of him spying on Jesse and Claire earlier. He thought he'd erased those files. He double checked and he did. Cammy must have got the file from CamNet. As he watched, the file disappeared. It was a warning not to look into what Cammy did earlier in Summer's room. That file was gone too. He also took note there was still no file of Summer ever leaving her room earlier. He didn't think Cammy was shown it either.

It was clear CamNet would push Cameron's agenda and back all of the girl's plays. CamNet could make all of his files 'disappear' too. It was always a sobering thought.

Young Allison didn't like what she'd heard about Cameron's plans. What was she supposed to do? The current situation was a personal matter, not an operational one. She felt Cameron really wanted to do what she'd planned. She was sure John would be for it too. Every video she'd watched on the internet indicated he would. It seemed to be what males did and the more the better. Then again the girls around there seemed to do the same. They were all very active.

She wouldn't want her body used that way. She didn't know when it would be or whether it would be in the future or the past. She did know no one would ever touch her before Savannah did. She'd even issued an 'order' to that effect to prevent her from having a weak moment and falter. Anna was to physically intervene and couldn't be 'ordered' to stop.

Young Allison also didn't want to deny Cameron and John some additional happiness. It was something which seemed to elude them a lot.

She tried to call Savannah again for her input before she made her decision final. There was still no answer. Young Allison was aware of what Savannah was doing right now.

Young Allison decided to call Cameron directly.

She felt that the decision wasn't her responsibility.

I Can't Help It

Are we creatures of habit
I don't really know
Most like the easy way
Their laziness often will show

Why take the hard way
When one path offers less resistance
Maybe the real prize goes to those
With fortitude and persistence

Can anyone ever state
They never took a shortcut
An open door is easier to enter
Than one that remains shut

It's easier to love the one you're with
Than to get the one you want
Whenever the ball is near them
They don't hesitate to punt

Since we're creatures of habit
The truth we never admit
We all want the forbidden fruit
I know I can't help it

Nobody