I'm sitting on Tori's bed, playing a video game waiting for her to get out of the shower. I'm not even sure if she knows I'm here. I texted her to say I was coming over to stay the night, tomorrow is Saturday anyways. I hear the water running and some pretty good music coming from her attached bathroom. Guess she was in the shower when my message was sent. I shrugged and settled myself in. I just paused the game to grab some red licorice from Tori's stash. As I walk closer to her dresser, the music changes to a softer song. I instantly recognize it because it's one of Tori's favorites to slow dance to. My mind flashes back to a few weeks ago.

I was just starting the shower when I heard the front door open and someone come upstairs. Figured it was just probably Trina or Cat visiting Trina. I shrugged it off and turned on one of my playlists. Didn't even bother on which one as I climbed in the hot shower. I sigh softly as the water beats against my back. I instantly realized I picked a playlist I made for Jade so I wouldn't have to skip so much. It goes from something a little heavier to a really soft, sensual song. I always think of her when I hear this. That's why I was so glad it played when the power went out a few weeks ago.

I smile as the memory floods back. My mind flashes to "Existentialism On Prom Night" by Straylight Run coming on then Tori grabbing my hand. She led me to the platform by the piano, she grabbed my waist pulling me close. I was almost frozen with immediate conflict, "C'mon Jade, dance with me..it doesn't have to be weird. Just relax", I hear her voice whisper softly. I feel her hand holding mine as her other wraps gently around my hip. We start to sway and dance gently to the music. My heart is racing as it thuds loudly, I'd be surprised Tori can't hear it. I haven't danced with anyone like this in a while. Beck wouldn't just randomly dance with me. The sensation of feeling warmth and happiness took over my body. I relax into her body. I let it take me away.

I'm lost in a memory when the music changes. It goes to something a little dirtier, a little harsher. Instantly my subconscious goes to all the dirty things I've ever wanted to do to and with Jade. I don't know what takes over me. I let my hand run down my body like the water. As I let my fingers part my nether lips my upper lips release a soft gasp. I feel wetness coating my fingers. Jesus just the mere thought of Jade doing naughty things to and with me does this. I can't help it as my fingers slide down and press into my waiting hole. I groan softly at the tightness and slight resistance I'm met with.

I smile to myself just before the song changes. Both my eyebrows raised hearing the lyrics from "Desire" by Meg Myers playing. My heart started to race, such dirty music from an innocent girl. Guess I'm starting to rub off on her. The music softens during the song to which I hear a soft noise above. My eyes widened more, no no I didn't just hear a soft grunt. I carefully press my ear to the door. Once I do I'm in complete shock. I hear panting and soft moans or grunts. I swallow hard and remove myself trying not to be nosy.

I let the music and lyrics carry though as my thoughts race to all the naughty dreams I've been having. The thought of Jade in nothing but a lace bra and panties floods my mind. God why did we always have to change in front of each other. Why couldn't the sexual desires just disappear. My mouth goes dry as all the fluids race to my core. My heart is beating in my ears. My eyes go blurry. I try to stay quiet but her name accidentally slips from my lips. My legs quiver as my release washes over me. I hurriedly clean myself up as I try to relax.

I hear the water shut off and panic sets in. I hope Tori doesn't freak out when she sees me sitting here. I hope she doesn't think I heard anything. I hear the door open and Tori gasps softly. "Um when did you get here..?", she asks questionably, sounding very nervous, kind of flustered. I stop chewing then swallow, "Be here for a little bit. I messaged and said I was coming over. Got here, let myself in and upstairs. Heard the shower going so picked up a game and a snack. Just been chilling here", smiling at her.

I hear Jade saying she's been here for a minute and my brain goes into a fog. Jesus I hope she didn't hear me..oh God I hope she didn't hear her name. I swallow hard, "Um sorry I didn't see the message otherwise I would've told you I was showering..", feeling my face flush slightly. Jesus I need to pull myself together. Jade raises her pierced eyebrow letting her face ask the questions. I don't even know what to say as I stand there in panic.

We're cuddled up on my couch, Tori's holding me close. I gently lift her hand and kiss it softly, "You still with me love", I ask softly knowing she almost fell asleep again. I hear her smirk, "Damn every time I almost nod off you do that", feeling her hand stroke mine softly. I smile to myself, I'm so glad she broke that final wall three months ago, I've never felt such intense happiness. I roll over to face her, Tori reaches out and brushes my hair from my face. I feel my face grow a little warm as my body tingles softly, forgetting butterflies, Tori's touch is electrifying.

Jade's mood is soft and warm, she wants to tell me something but she's scared. I let my smile soften, "What do you need to tell me, you don't have to be scared, darling", softly stroking her cheek. Jade kisses my fingertips softly, letting out a soft sigh. She swallows softly, "I'm so glad that you were able to push through all my walls and push me to let us happen. To let you see the true me. To let my inner person show you love and affection..", taking a deep breath, steadying herself. I look at her slightly confused, "But we need to get our after graduation plans figured out. We need to decide how this is going and where we're going. Consider it my father's way of saying, "Congrats go ruin your life doing something worthless..", but it's either here in L.A. or in New York. Just tell me where", she finishes looking for an answer.

Tori is looking at me mildly confused. She slowly goes to sit up, "New York..? Hadn't really thought of going there. Unless you have something lined up going on there..?", nodding her head. I sigh deeply, clear my throat, "Um well NYU scouted me over my writing and directing skills..", feeling myself get nervous. Tori's eyes widened, "Jade why didn't you tell me this sooner!!", hearing the overwhelming excitement in her voice. Tori is beaming right now, "I didn't know how to tell you. I didn't want to leave you behind. So if I go to New York will you go with me..?", as my voice slowly softens.

Jade is talking but my brain is slowly fogging when I hear her ask if I want to move to New York with her. I freeze momentarily, "Um..yeah..absolutely I'd love to go with you", I nervously stutter out. Jade smiles huge and squeals, something only I am allowed to witness, just before she embraces me. I'm so caught off guard when she kisses me. My brain finally registers feeling the warm and soft passion coursing between us. I inhale through my nose as I smile into this kiss. Jade pulls back, resting her forehead against mine. Her nose brushes mine as we both smile.

I can't believe Tori said yes, I'm over the moon right now. I immediately pull out my phone and text my dad to tell him to go forward with the place I picked out. Tori questions me with her eyes, "Just texting my dad and telling him to go ahead with the place I had picked out in case you said yes", beaming at her. Tori shakes her head at me. I smirk, "Plus dad is paying for us to take a weekend trip to check the place out once he settles everything and gets the keys", smiling seductively at her. Tori looks at me as if to say "excuse me", so I chuckle.