Earth.
'To
me, you are the world and I would move mountains just to be with
you.'
The
immobile Whomping Willow cast a sinister shadow over the grounds of
Hogwarts Castle. The building had been magically sealed off after the
death of the beloved headmaster but the grounds and gardens of the
school were still accessible. The blazing sun was setting 'neath
the dark hills. Earth is stronger than fire, it swallows the sun each
evening and realises its captured majesty in the morning. Earth is
not greedy, nor attention seeking. It does not flaunt its subtle
beauty, it is merely there. It is stronger than life. It is more. It
gives life, it does not destroy it.
Remus sat beneath the tree,
having silenced it by hitting the knot with a well aimed stone. For
so long this had been a place of pain for him but now it offered him
comfort. Taking the teaching job at Hogwarts had seemed like a good
idea, he loved teaching his favourite subject. And discovering Sirius
again was a dream. His death was a knife through the heart and
Dumbledore's… The ultimate betrayal. He despised Snape, Wormtail
and all the people he went to school with… for he knew he would be
next. It was just a matter of time. The thought numbed his pain. He
would be reunited with Lily, Sirius and James. The people he had
loved and lost.
Guilt crept over him and he felt suddenly ashamed.
He should be grateful to be alive and protecting what was left of
these people, their children. Instead he wanted to take the cowardly
way out. He downed half a tankard of familiar foul liquid and smacked
his lips bitterly.
A rustle from nearby bushes alerted him as a
hooded figure came tentatively towards him,
'Remus?'
'You
never said it was Dumbledore next.' He said serenely. The glowing
eyes beneath the hood rose to meet his. 'You should have told me,
the unbreakable bond… everything!'
The figure shook its head.
'I couldn't! you would have told the Order!'
He shrugged,
'Naturally. But when one is faced between what is right and what is
easy…' his eyes misted over, 'You of all people should know
that! You promised to help us… help me, not them.'
'I
lied'
'I know'
Remus pulled out a vial, encased in which
was a single drop of crystal clear liquid.
'You kept it?'
He
raised an eyebrow, 'You didn't?
The figure stepped forward,
fumbling in its robes to produce an identical vial with a scarlet
droplet.
He smiled. 'Sit' After a moments silence, Remus
smirked, 'you're lucky you didn't give me your blood, I
know some who are after it now.'
'You are lucky you
were given anything at all.'
He glanced up, 'In your hands you
hold my blood, I trusted you.'
He thought for a moment,
'On
the other hand, a tear proves that you are capable of feeling, a
quality which many doubt you possess. I certainly thought you had
lost all emotions this time last year.'
'He was nothing to
me.'
'But he was something to me!' Remus slammed his free
hand on the ground, pulling energy and strength from its solid mass.
He was getting too old for this.
The hills finally captured the
last dregs of the sun as they sat in the twilight.
'Why have
you brought me here, Remus?'
'To offer something I have
offered many times before. And yes, I can forgive you… as always.'
'Who says I desire your forgiveness?'
Remus narrowed his
eyes,
'Then… your letter?'
An uncomfortable silence
followed,
'Well, I still… love you, Remus. But I hear you're
with that pink-haired creature now,'
The sky darkened.
'You
hear wrong' he said bluntly, 'And you owe me- you've had a hand
in killing everyone I've ever loved. Will you come this
time?'
'Fitting that you chose here to bring me…'
He
swallowed, 'Answer me' he demanded hoarsely
'… so many
memories, so much love in this place.'
'There is no time for
nostalgia, I need an answer,' he glowered, 'And quickly, if you
will. I have a wedding to attend in the morning.'
'Not this
time, Remus. The Dark Lord…'
'I can protect you, the Order
will offer you that, however grudgingly they feel about
it.'
'No.'
'Then we can leave, just like we always
planned.' He would not lower himself to begging, but this truly was
his last chance.
'Plans? Dreams, Remus. You are a
desperate man now; you hate your life and need an escape. Every time
you say this I am tempted more and more but it is too
dangerous.'
'It's been two years since my last offer, and
after all that's happened you are lucky I even speak to you, let
alone give up my life!'
'I love you'
'And yet you will
not help me?'
'I can't.'
He tucked the vial away into
his robes and stood up.
'A tear for all these years? You said
yourself that Slytherins do not bleed… Are you quite sure of
that?'
He looked pointedly at the sky and the full moon emerging
from the thick clouds.
'I suggest…you run for your life,
Bellatrix, as fast as you can.' he said idly.
Fear ignited in
her eyes as she sprang to her feet and shot through the forest,
throwing him a terrified glance over her shoulder. She disappeared
into the darkness and he sighed.
Dusting the dirt from his robes,
he opened the flask again and drank the rest of the Wolfsbane potion.
Shuddering, he closed his eyes. He may not have got his freedom,
but at least he got a laugh.
