I'm wiping my sweaty palms on my pants, man I need to relax before Jade gets here. I hear the front door open, so I try to remain quiet before I set my plan in motion. I know Jade already proposed when we were in L.A. two weeks ago, but I already had planned to propose, she just beat me to it. I hear her shuffling around, so I know she's getting herself more comfortable.

I get home to a quiet home, the lights are dim, but I know Tori should be home because she said she would be waiting for me. I shrug to myself as I carry onto our room. I look at the bed where there's a heart of purple rose petals with a note inside that says, "READ ME", in Tori's handwriting. I pick it up, thinking oh no what has she planned this time, reading the note, "If you open the closet there's an outfit inside. Once you have it on please meet me outside", so now I'm truly questioning what Tori's plans are. I open up my side of the closet to a beautiful sapphire blue dress with a pair of fishnet stockings adorned with roses. Obviously I need to grab some shoes but Tori never picks those out for me. I dress myself then go to fix my face and hair up a little for her, it never hurts to give her something a little special.

I hear her rustling in the distance and doors quietly opening and shutting. Then I hear the soft click of her pumps getting closer. I hear the sliding glass door open and that's my cue. I quickly wipe my hands before I let my fingers play the keys gracefully. I hear the clicking growing softer so I take my next cue as I clear my throat softly before I sing to her. I let my feelings pour out for her.."Loving you isn't easy...someone just needs to understand..love finds you and pulls you in..you need trust..but again..loving you isn't easy..", I take a breath, hearing a few more footsteps, "Made me think twice..made me wonder..then I just knew..loving you isn't easy..mmm..ba da da..but I knew loving you was what I want to do..", I look up and Jade's standing closer to me, "Then I knew it was never going to be easy loving you..", I stop playing and come around to the other side of the piano.

As I walk across our balcony I hear Tori's sweet vocals filling the air. She's telling me things I thought I already knew. I blink then Tori is down on one knee, holding a box. I smirk softly, "Thought I already did this..", I think to myself but I feel like I'm floating. Tori steadies her breathing, "Jadelyn West, I can't believe I get the honor to ask this question. I can't believe I even got the nerves to still go through with this but..Jadelyn West..will you do me the honor of marrying me..?", I hear her ask me but I freeze. I didn't know it would feel like this. This is one of the most exciting feelings ever. I quickly nod my head, "Yes..yes..of course I will!", to which Tori slips on the most beautiful ring ever then lifts me up as she kisses me. I have my legs around her waist when she pulls back and rests her forehead against mine. I can't help the goofy smile I have plastered across my face, "I love you so much, nothing can ever change that fact", kissing Tori soft and sweetly.

As Jade is kissing me, I gently set her down on the ground. She pulls away admiring her ring, "Jeez babe, this is so beautiful, now I feel like you out did me a little..", she says sheepishly. I shake my head at her, chuckling softly, "Darling, I love the ring you gave me..it's perfect for me..just like that one is perfect for you. I didn't think I was ever going to figure out how to get the right one for you..", scratching the back of my neck, "I finally sat down and drew out the design then left a note saying I wanted blue sapphire incorporated and this is what they made just for you..", holding her hand and admiring it with her. She looks me in the eyes, "This is what you deserve Jade, someone to always love you no matter how difficult it can be. I tried to picture my life with you..well that was easy..", I sigh softly, "Then I did the opposite..I sat down one day..while you were away..I pictured my life without you..without you there at my performances..without you kissing me at graduation..without you being by my side and letting no one tell us we couldn't or shouldn't..without you being there to hold me..to love me..without you there when my first album and tour drops..without you there for every big moment I pictured for my future..that's when it hit me and I cried my eyes out until Cat showed up for a visit. She freaked out, she thought you left me. I gathered myself and told her what I was doing. I managed to keep her quiet about this, she's the one who helped me pull this off when I came home two weeks ago for work..", I stop there because Jade obviously needs to process what I've just said to her.

I take a moment to process all the thought Tori put into this exact moment and I know she's the one. I know for certain that this is the person I was meant to find. I look her in the eyes, "Tori you're everything I could've ever asked for. I know I'm difficult sometimes but you've learned how to deal with that the best. When I need space you're the most understanding person that I could have. It doesn't bother you when I say I need space. You just let me go into my zone and focus before coming back to love you", I pause shuddering softly, "And those are some of the best times I've had loving you..if you know what I mean", winking at her playfully. Tori playfully shoves me, "Quit that you, it's going to ruin the moment..", before she kisses me swiftly then pulls away, "Who am I kidding..this is how our moments end sometimes..but celebration is appropriate occasionally..", letting her hand slide up my dress to her surprise though I'm not wearing underwear.

I'm sliding my hand up her inner thigh until my fingers brush her innermost secret spot. I gasp softly when I feel warm, soft flesh instead of a fabric barrier. I hear her soft, seductively chuckle in my ear, "You didn't leave me any underwear so why bother..", her hot breath causing me to shiver. I can't let her think she's won so I move swiftly by hoisting her up. Jade gasps softly as I press our bodies into the railing. I push her dress up further as I kiss her exposed neck and chest. "Jesus, not wasting any time to say that you've missed me or that you love me..", Jade breathlessly tries to say as I keep peppering her skin with my lips and tongue. I feel her hands tangle in the back of my head and hair. I unzip myself, then pull myself out before teasing her wet lips with the head. I tease her with just the head, "Oh fuck..not much foreplay love..", another breathless pant from Jade. I nip her earlobe, "Why wait..I can't help wanting you..I've missed your touch love..", licking her ear softly.

Tori pulls back looking into my eyes, hers are full of seduction and love, it gives me a shiver down my spine. "I love you, Jadelyn..", a small push of her member into me, "More importantly, I've missed this", a slow push of the rest of her going inside me. My eyes widen then roll back, "Fuckk", almost silently utters from my throat. I hear Tori smirking when she says, "Plus you have to be taught a few lessons from those nights you decided to sext me..or video call me..or send dirty videos in the middle of my sessions…", a hard thrust of her full length almost sends me reeling, but I just moan loudly instead. "Look at me Jadelyn..", I hear Tori speak sternly, "That's right..you were a naughty naughty girl while you were away..now you're going to be taught to not be a tease..", she thrusts roughly into me twice, I'm soaking. She chuckles thrusting into me wildly before I feel her pull out of me completely. Tori kisses me as she sets me down. I blink and she's tucking herself back in and adjusting herself. She clears her throat, "Yes, dear..are you okay?", raising an eyebrow at me. I swallow, "And you say I'm a tease Victoria", giving her a stare that only she gets when she misbehaves.

I know I'm in trouble but she doesn't know that tonight is about punishing her for misbehaving while I came home to tend to a few loose ends on my album recording. "Oh you just wait to see who's calling who what later..like I said someone has to learn to not be such a tease while I'm away on business. I had to take so many breaks because your texts or video texts made me have to take a "break". Don't know how many times I fucked myself at that recording studio, at least I have pull to be left alone in soundproof areas..like my temp office", adding that last part kind of sheepishly. "Not my fault someone can't contain herself and gets a "hard-on" just thinking of me naked..", Jade smirks at me with a raised eyebrow.

My phone dings saying I have a message, I brush it off so we can get through this recording trial. After we finish our mixer says he needs to take thirty for a quick personal matter. I give the thumbs up and come out of the recording booth, "I'll be in my office, the door will be locked. I want my time in silence. If it's important then knock four times and I'll be out shortly", I walk off to my office space. I flop down on my couch and open my phone to a video clip so I put in one of my wireless earbuds. It's a black screen that says "NSFW" with Jade's voiceover, "Your eyes only my love" before Jade appears in lingerie on our L.A. couch with her legs spread. My eyes widen as the only thought that pops in is, "Oh no..", as the smirk spreads across Jade's face. I finally noticed the crotchless underwear, I gulped as I bit my lip. "Now I know that you are probably strapped and if not then figure it out..but I want you to get yourself off when I do..", I hear Jade's voice speaking clearly to me. I groan softly, she always has to be right, letting my fingers hook the waistband of my sweats and tug them down with my boxer briefs. I look up and the screen is black again so I get myself adjusted while grabbing some lube I've hid.

I look back once I have myself in the right position. I look at the screen to see one of our dildos attached to the floor. Jade positions herself just right to take it into her mouth, "That's right watch me get this wet while I do this", watching her other hand disappear, "Fuck..so wet for you..wish you could be touching me", a soft gasp. I get a tight grip on the base of my member, fisting it a few times to help spread the lube. I'm watching her tongue tease the head before she runs it along the length of the shaft. I grunt, watching her doing her work, "Oh the hell with this..I was soaking before I started..", her face crismoning at that comment before I see her straddle the dildo. She gets herself adjusted before I watch her slide down the dildo. I see her eyes widen as her skin flushes a soft red color, her lips utter my name softly. I groan, my head falling into the cushion I'm laying on. I stop my motions, turning up the volume just to hear the wetness Jade is producing right now. I swallow hard as I start to fist my member to the rhythm of her riding that dildo. "God this feels so good, can't wait until it's you doing this again..", I hear her struggling to say. Suddenly the top of her lingerie pops open revealing her beautiful globes. Her pierced nipples glinting off the sunlight as she goes to tweak them between her fingers.

I've said fuck it and have the dildo buried inside me instead of wasting time. My wetness is starting to match the sound of Jade's. She's moaning and panting so loudly. I'm biting my lip trying not to moan too loudly, I know the walls are soundproof but never too careful. "FUck baby! So…", two loud pants, "CLose...Toriii..me voy a correr mi amorrr", I hear that last "r" roll off her tongue with ease and I know I'm a goner. I groan loudly just before Jade pulls herself off the dildo then she removes it from the floor. She leans back on the couch and spreads herself for a good view. I watch her tight hole swallow my member in her deep, "Watch as I squirt for you", as she resumes her wild thrusts. Jade barely gets four thrusts in before she moans my name loudly and squirts all over, even a few droplets hit the screen. She drops the dildo then bites her lip and smirks at me before sliding two fingers in, letting more liquid flow from her, "Asi es, corre para mi", I hear her Spanish coming off remarkably good and my walls clench tight. I hear the sloshing noise and my pussy releases hard all over the place.

My face is pressed against our sheets as you hold my head down. I can feel every inch you're giving me as you pound me from behind. I can't do anything but grip the sheets and moan loudly for you. I hear you panting, "Fuck I love being the one to give you pleasure", as you thrust into me slowly, letting me feel it drag against my tight walls. You grunt, almost growl, I know you're getting close as well. You push me down, "Asi es, será mejor que te corras para mi, puta sucia", as I feel you shove your head to hilt into my pussy. I moan loudly, as it echoes off the walls, then I hear the sloshing gush as you continue to give me steady thrusts. I whimper just before you pull out. I don't even get a break as you start to slap my clit, "C'mon I know you can squirt more than that", every few slaps earns more and more liquid flooding our bed, "That's a good girl", letting one more squirt loose for her. I collapse on the bed in exhaustion before I'm lifted up roughly, "Nu uh..we're not finished", I try to protest but I'm stopped by Tori's tongue pressing against my wet folds.

I'm glad I have a good grip on Jade's hips when I push my tongue onto her wet folds. I pull her to where she's in a bit of a more comfortable position. I hear her whimpers turn into soft moans. Good, got her right where I want her. I push my tongue in further, trying to milk out all I can. I slide my tongue out then up through her wet folds earning myself a whimpering moan. I let my dance around her clit, feeling the swollen hardness as her legs shake softly. I want to ravish her shamelessly but I also want to show her love with every touch. I stopped briefly taking a breath before I chose to ravish her shamelessly. I bury my tongue into her deep as I let it sloppily penetrate her with every stroke. Jade grinds herself done on my tongue. I look up in time to watch her back arch as she moans breathlessly. I'm greeted with all of Jade's excitement as it drips down my lips. I loosen my grip, letting her relax before she slides off and collapses on the bed next to me. I turn to look at her, brushing a strand of hair from her face, "Jesus Tori..why do you always do this to me..", Jade says to me just above a whisper. I smile softly, kissing her forehead, "Because you deserve to be shown how much I love you. How much I love to please you and give you the utmost pleasure..", offering her an easy, but efficient answer.

Jade and I are sitting on my couch just talking. We've been here for at least two hours since no one else is going to be home tonight. Her fingers just brushed my hand by accident. We lock eyes briefly before Jade looks away quickly because her face is slightly pink and flushed. I brush it off, as I fight to conceal my own feelings about the raven beauty in front of me. Little does anyone know I started developing feelings for her, because I didn't even plan for this to happen. I never thought it would happen either. I knew after I tried to date Ryder that there was a possibility that I was actually gay. Then Jade and I started to hang out more and we started to actually talk to each other. The more I learned about her, the more the walls started to come down. Then one night I realized I couldn't fight it any longer. That I would never get over it if I couldn't let myself just accept it.

I get up from the couch and go to the kitchen. I need to get away from Jade, away from what I'm still struggling to understand. I open the fridge to grab a bottle of water, "Hey, can I get one of those too", I hear dangerously close behind me. I grab a second bottle and go to turn around. I'm greeted with Jade barely a foot away from me. I swallow softly, nerves settling all over my body. I hand her bottle to her, "Something the matter, Vega", I hear amusement in her voice realizing that my hand is shaking a little. I curse at myself. I can't believe I just let that happen, "Uh..no I'm fine", I shakily try to say. Jade doesn't look like she thinks she should believe me or not, but she shrugs her shoulders. I tell myself to pull it together, don't let her become suspicious of your two biggest secrets. Jade turns and walks away towards the couch, "I'm going to the bathroom, make yourself comfortable..I'll be right back", I dash away to try to hide for a moment.

I look at myself in the mirror and tell myself that I need to chill out. I turn on the sink, letting the water come to a cool temperature. I splash my face a few times trying to help myself come back to reality so I can face Jade again. I turn on the water only to hear music coming from the piano. I hold off for a moment before quietly opening the door just enough to be able to hear. I hear Jade vocalizing to the beat, it's raw and pure, and another weakness of mine. I love any opportunity to hear Jade playing music or singing, there's something just so pure about it. I smile to myself, then softly creep back to the living room trying not to disturb her. I lean against the hall doorway, smiling to myself as I listen to her play the keys so gracefully. She seems like she's in her realm, so I let her do her own thing. Suddenly I feel a sneeze building, oh no I don't want to blow it.

I fight a losing battle when I sneeze quite loudly. Jade bangs on a key, "Jesus Vega! I was really in the zone there", she sounds a little annoyed. I'm back here trying to recover from my sneeze, "Sorry, I was being quiet for a moment then I tried to fight off that sneeze which didn't work out so well", blushing sheepishly at her, "You can keep playing if you like..", trying to soften her edges again. Jade smiles softly, nodding her head to offer a silent reply as her fingers begin to dance across the keys. This time she lets the music speak for herself.

I wake up, feeling an unfamiliar coolness to my skin. I roll over to see that Tori isn't in bed. I can feel my eyebrows getting closer as my forehead scrunches. I climb out of bed and throw a t-shirt on my naked body. I wander around the apartment until I see Tori sitting on the balcony. I push the sliding door open, "Hey..are you good my love..?", I gently probe her, trying not to overstep my bounds. I see her shift before I hear her sigh softly.

I hear Jade's voice behind me, I'm not startled but surprised because I didn't expect her to wake up already. I nod my head, "Yeah I just come out here to think sometimes. Usually I don't wake you up, I'm sorry if I did..", I confess to her. I can't see Jade's face but I hope she's not worried. I'm surprised again when Jade comes and sits next to me. I see her adjust, "Look, you don't have to explain yourself to me..but you also don't have to hide from me. If you need space then take it, I'll never ask why. I need it and you know this but that's okay. I take time to go work on my artwork and you know that's when I need my space the most, maybe you need something to help you get through your thoughts rather than sitting in silence", she suggests to me with a shrug. I swallow softly, taking a moment to think to myself. I shrug, "Yeah, maybe you're right. I guess I could just play the piano, that usually calms me down and quiets the voices in my head..", letting my shoulders relax but then my eyebrow furrows, "..what if you're asleep though..I wouldn't want to wake you..", giving her a look of genuine concern.

I sigh, well this isn't how I wanted to have this talk but it's now or never. I place my hand on her knee, "Tori..I have something to talk to you about..this isn't exactly how I want to tell you but the moment is right..", offering her a look of comfort to ease her thoughts. Tori nods her head side to side before nodding in agreement that I could continue. I steady myself, "As an engagement and early wedding present..my father wants us to pick out an L.A. home and a New York one..", I pause to let Tori process, "..so I thought you could pick one and I'll pick the other..then we can surprise each other..", stopping to let it all sink in as I see her expression change through various emotions. Tori opens her mouth like she's going to say something then stops. Finally her brow furrows before she says, "..I really don't know what to say J..", she stops and thinks about her next sentence, "I honestly hadn't thought of that yet, getting married was enough to give me a heart attack because I was so nervous..I don't know why it scares me though because we've been living together this long. Honestly, I think your idea is absolutely wonderful", nodding her head to confirm that she agrees with me.