Prologue -
It is heaven laying next to him in this bed. It's been two weeks since I found out how he feels. My angel had been all I could ever want. Yet I am worried about what God will think. Yes, she doesn't know, and considering how she punished him before, I am afraid for her to find out. I don't want her to hurt him. That wouldn't be fair to him.
My poor beautiful angel tried to keep his feelings inside, and it nearly killed him. I don't want that to happen again. I would slowly perish at the thought of him in pain. He doesn't deserve this. I would give my life for him, without hesitation.
The punishment he endured was awful and I don't want that, or something worse, to happen again. But what are we going to do?
We should be together. I really truly believe we should. It's not fair in my opinion, if we aren't allowed to be a couple. He is beautiful and faithful only to me. I can't help but stare at his pale angelic face, with his even gentle breaths.
Oh how I want him. But that is another thing we can not do. There are too many memories tied to carnal acts. Things that are horrible for him to remember. I do not want to cause him pain.
No never! That is the last thing I would ever do. If I ever hurt him, I'm not sure I could live with myself. I have already caused him too much pain. Enough is enough. I love you, my angel. My Ayame.