Olivia sits on the side of the bathtub, waiting for the alarm on her watch to sound. She's nervous and scared. Her colleagues have noticed a change in her behaviour, she's been more emotional and has been having weird cravings and truth be told she's noticed them also but hasn't wanted to admit it. The beeping sound from her watch scares her from her thoughts as she jumps slightly. Taking in a deep breath she holds it, closing her eyes and taking the test into her hand. Letting out the breath she opens her eyes and reads the test before her.
"Positive" she whispers to herself, throwing the test into the trash. She runs a hand over her face and sighs. "What am I going to do?"
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"Hey Casey, sorry I'm late" Olivia says taking off her jacket and setting it next to her on the booth.
"No problem. I ordered your usual, like you asked" Casey said a wide smile on her face. Olivia suddenly felt sick at the thought of her usual food and covering her mouth she ran to the bathroom, leaving a confused Casey behind.
Once Olivia returned her food was set and Casey was staring at her as if she was nuts, as Olivia dug into her food.
"If I'm not mistaken you just ran to the bathroom to throw up. Is food the best thing to be having right now?" Casey asked, an eyebrow raised.
"Don't worry. I'm fine"
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After lunch Olivia made another run to the bathroom to rid her stomach of her lunch.
"What's wrong with you?" Casey asked, once they arrived back at her office.
"Nothing. Why?"
"Really?" Casey said.
"No" Olivia sighs "I'm so scared…I don't know what to do"
"What's wrong?" Casey asked concerned.
"I'm pregnant"
"What!"
"I…I don't know how this happened"
"Does Elliot know? What about Cragen?" Casey asks shocked.
"No and no"
"What about John? He's going to freak"
"I haven't told him yet because I was afraid he was going to freak" Olivia says rubbing her hand over her face, tiredly.
"I'm sure he's not going to freak out" Casey smiles, trying to make the situation better.
"I don't know what to do"
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"Just tell him…he has a right to know, he'll be fine"
"John!" Olivia yelled putting her keys down on the table beside the door.
"Hey Liv" John greets emerging from the kitchen and kissing her softly.
"Can we talk?"
"Yeah, sure" John said following Olivia over to the couch and sitting down beside her.
"I have to tell you something and I'm not sure how so I'm just going to come right out and say it" Olivia said stalling.
"Okay…" John said confused.
"I'm pregnant"
"What?" John says, his eyebrows frowning.
"I'm sorry. I never meant for this to happen…you don't have to be involved if you don't want to but I just thought that you should know" Olivia says bowing her head.
John smiles at her and takes her hand into his, causing her to look up at him.
"I'm going to be there for you, and for my baby…our baby. I'll be there when you have a craving at one o'clock in the morning, a doctors appointment to that moment when we welcome out baby in the delivery room" his smiles grows and he leans in to kiss her "I love you"
"I love you too" Olivia smiles in relief and kisses John again "by the way" she starts when they pull apart "I have an appointment right now" she says getting up from the couch and sticks out her hand for John to grab.
"Let's go" John says taking her hand and smiling to her and she smiles back.