What Fate Choose for Us

A/N: well hello this is my first Fushigi Yugi fic. Let me tell you a little about how I work. All my fics contain Yaoi or (M/M) content. It also contains very mature themes such as death, language, and sex. I pride myself on being very tasteful with my work. I'm in now way good at grammar nor spelling so be try to bare with me. I will NOT accept flames because of the pairing. I write (M/M) and it is not bashing charters, and I'm no hurting anyone by writing it. Thank you!

Disclaimer: I do not own FY. Okay. I do own my muses so don't use them or there will be hell to pay.

WARNING: This contains Yaoi, mature content, charter death, mild language and sex in later chapers. Also contains spoilers.

Summary: Yaoi Miaka dies shortly after giving birth to her first child. Now Taka(Tamahome) must come to deal with the loss, but an old friend stands by to help the pain. What happens if the two were to fall in love? Taka(Tamahome)XTasuki

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What Fate Choose for Us

Chapter 1 The death of Suzaku no Miko

Taka's POV

I never belived this day would come, no even this soon. The tears won't stop falling. She was just here with me. I was just talking to her. She was just telling me the name of our daughter.

Something went wrong. She turned so pale and quite breathing. A nurse pushed me out of the way to check on my Miaka. Soon the Doctor ran over and many more nurses. I tried to ask what was going on, but everyone was in a panic and no one answered.

They then began to try to revive her. I called out her name many times, but she never answered. I was now on my knees with tears streaming down my face. I saw the doctor look at his watch and say, "I'm calling it." I ran over to Miaka's side. I picked her up and held her tightly. I've lost my love, my Miaka.

Yui and the others came into the room all were crying. I didn't want them to say anthing. No ones words could heal me. The only voice I wanted to hear was Miaka's, but it will never happen now.

Everyone left the room it was just her lifeless body and I. I sat in the chair next to the bed. Why Suzaku? Why have you forsaken us? Why must you take away our happiness. The one nurse came in to show me Hikari, my child, but I couldn't it reminded me to what I had lost.

Normal POV

Taka sat in the chair his head down in his hands. So deep in thought he did not notice the red and familiar light enveloping the room. There standing around the priestess's bed were the Suzaku Seven counting Taka as well. All of them had tears running down their faces. All of them had gathered for the death of Suzaku no Miko.

"I see so you all have come", said Taka in an expressionless tone. "Taka…", Tasuki started. "We are all very sorry, and we feel your sadness.", Chichiri spoke up. "Take please you have to say your good byes" Noriko said. Taka was about to yell when he looked up and saw Noriko's tears were madly streaming down his face and soaking the bed sheet. Noriko was no longer hiding his face with his hair. "Do you remember when I died. You forced Miaka to say her last goodbye to me. Now I'm making you do the same for her." He said with much respect and confidence.

Tasuki put his arm around Taka. "Yeah Tama please do it for Miaka." He whispered to him. They all stood around the bed holding hands. Taka took Miaka's right hand and Noriko on the other side of the bed taking her left. They all said their good byes. Talking about times they has shared what the loved about her and maybe all did have a crush on her at some point in time. Remembering how the met her and how it changed there lives.

Everyone had went except Taka who was last. "Miaka we've been together for years now. I love you more than anything. I lived only to protect you, and I'm sorry I couldn't. Weather I'm Taka or Tamahome I still remember both lifetimes we shared.", Taka sobbed. He let go of Tasuki's hand and grabbed hold of Miaka.

"I love you Miaka please never forget that. I'll love you forever, and I want you to rest in peacefully. Please be happy with Suzaku. You'll be in all our hearts forever.", he stated. At some point during that Yui and the others from the waiting room had come into the room and everyone was balling. Then the light of Suzaku appeared.

They could see Miaka's soul above her body. She was just as she was at age 15 in the same school uniform and her hair up as it always was back then. "Thank you to all of you. Suzaku was kind enough to let me speak. I love all of you Noriko, Hotohori, Chichiri, Mitkake, Chiriko, Tasuki, and you Taka. I want you to be happy, Yui, big brother live a happy life too. Taka take good care of Hikari. I know you will. I don't want you to be lonely so please find someone", she echoed through the room.

Her soul came down, and kissed Taka. Tears were flowing from her eyes. "Aishiteru sayonara, Taka," with that she was gone. Then Taka collapsed. Tasuki yelled Taka's name and caught Taka before he hit the floor. "What am I going to do with you Tama", Tasuki whispered.

Taka's POV

I feel so week I don't know why my legs are giving no. "Taka!", I hear Tasuki call my name. I landed into something warm and inviting. I know he is whispering something, but can't make it out. I just want to sleep for now.

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A/N: So how did you like the first chapter? Yeah I know it sucked no yaoi and bad grammar. Oh well that's how it goes. You'll meet my muses next chapter. So if you want more then review for me. Well until later! Yosh!