What Fate Choose for Us

Disclaimer: I do not own FY.

WARNING: This contains Yaoi, mature content, charter death, mild language and sex in later chapters. Also contains spoilers.

A/N: Yes I'm back with more excuses like always. I have a bad habit of working on many fanfics at a time. I'm really a hopeless case. Well I no I've left a lot of mistakes on my last two chapters and I'll go back and fix them later. (I'm such a lazy person.) Well I wanted to get to is...

Thanks to all the people who reviewed. I have a special thanks to 1MANGAFAN. Kami-sama help her for trying to keep my writing in line. Well on with the next chapter.

P.S. Taka, if you hadn't been able to tell already, is going to be OOC for a few chapters. I going to have him go through the five stages of loss, and they are denial, anger, bargaining, depression, and acceptance.

What Fate Choose for Us

Chapter 3 The stages of loss: Denial and beginning of Anger

Normal POV

See the smirking purple haired man Tasuki cried out jerking his hand out of Taka's then feel back into the floor with a loud thump. The slender man walked over to his firey friend. "Some things about you may never change," he giggled making a strange face vexing the red head on the floor. "Shut the hell up," was his reply as he stood up dusting himself off. "Well I could to see how my dear friend Taka is doing, and what do I find? You two holding hands in the dark, hmm sound like some romance story," Noriko went on nudging the other in the side with his elbow.

"If you don't mind I'm trying to get some rest before my friend has her baby," came a reply on the other side of the room shocking Tasuki and Noriko.

"AHHHHH!" The scream wrapping their arms around each other in fear. A soft growl could be heard as the girl walked passed them to turn on the light. The two looked at each other then at the girl then at each other again.

"Oh it's you guys... so is Miaka having her baby now?" Tasuki and Noriko parted trying to act like nothing happened. While the three looked at each other the raven haired Taka sat up stretching his arms into the air.

"Ohayo?" He looked questionably at the other clearly confused about his surroundings. "What are you doing in here Taka? Miaka is about to have her baby, right you two?" Mayo glanced at them with her eyes narrowing. "No, you see Miaka...," Noriko couldn't finished what he had to say. "She had the baby a while ago. Yet she didn't make it." Tasuki's words summoned a complete silence in the room.

Taka gave Tasuki a fearful looked as if his world had just smashed to pieces. "What are you talking about, Tasuki? Miaka is just fine asleep in her room." He gave a pitiful look at Tasuki that begged him to to reassure what he just said was right. Tasuki couldn't bare to look at the younger man with his eyes drilling into his. He knew very well what this was, but he never expected a thing to come form his friend, and love. It was pure denial in Taka's beautiful eyes that were gazing so strongly at him.

"That is a sick way to joke with a person," Mayo yelled at Tasuki looking as if she was about to smack the man.

"but it's not a lie," Noriko faced Taka with such sorrow in his eyes. "She died after giving birth, and Taka knows this very well."

"Guys don't say stuff like that she is fine resting in her room," he stood up walking over to Noriko looking him in the eyes. "I'll prove it to you."

Taka grabbed both Tasuki's and Noriko's arms dragging them down the hall to where Miaka's room used to be at.

"I'm coming in Miaka," Taka said letting go of Noriko's arm to turn the handle on the door. "Taka don't," Tasuki said in a harsh whisper trying to get his arm loose from Taka's grip. The door was pushed open yet not a single person was in the room. "Miaka? Where are you?" He walked into the room followed by Tasuki (by force), Noriko, then Mayo. Taka looked down at Miaka's bed witch was bare from not doubt the old bedding was not replaced yet.

"I don't understand this is her room," Taka whispered to himself refusing to look at anyone. "You know why she isn't in her Taka," Noriko walked over to then proceeded to slap him in the face. "Get it together Taka. She is gone for this world and you'll have to accept that. Your a man stop acting like this."

Taka looked away from Noriko because his knew his long haired friend was right. He took in a deep breath then let it out. "GO AWAY! All of you NOW!" Taka didn't want to see anyone of them. He wanted nothing more to punch Noriko in the face so he couldn't say another word. He didn't really notice himself that he was shaking madly.

Mayo thought the would be the best time to "comfort" Taka so she could begin to make him belong to her. "Taka it's okay," she said softly moving to where it looked like she was going to give him a hug. "Didn't you hear me I said go away and I meant you too Mayo," he bit his lip trying to keep himself calm. Noriko grabbed the not so bright girl's arm pulling her quickly out of the room before she made Taka worse.

"I don't believe I asked you to say Tasuki," his voice as a bit shaky as he looked Tasuki in the eyes. "I would if you would let go of my arm already," he held up his arm that Taka has such a tight grip on. Taka silently let go of the gorgeous bandit so Tasuki could get some feeling back in his arm. Tasuki gave his dark headed friend a concerned look.

"You know you can't stay in here, Taka. Come on let's go somewhere just the two of us?"

Taka thought hard about the offer Tasuki was giving him. He knew he was still pissed of all people this happened to him. He and Miaka had gone through so much to be together yet in the end it was for nothing. He just had to wonder why him? Why did this happen to him? Why had fate been so cruel to them? Why did fate choose this out of the many outcomes.

Taka jerked away when he felt Tasuki put his hand on his shoulder. "So what is the answer Taka? Will we go somewhere or not?" Tasuki showed a deep frown still hoping Taka would not go off like some kind of berserker.

"Yeah I'll go, but as long as it's just us. I don't want to be around a lot people either," Taka whispered letting his body relax a little.

"That is good but I don't know my way around your world so you'll pick where we go," he whispered in Taka's ear while he ran his fingers through his crush's hair. This sent a shiver down Taka's spine as he dumbly nodded. He may be pissed a the world, fate, and other people but he didn't want to be mad at Tasuki. So once Tasuki started to walk towards the door all he did was follow silently.

He saw the others had now gathered around Noriko, and the only response was to glare at all of them. "Tama and me will be heading out for a while take care of things," Tasuki waved the looked at Taka behind him. "Enough of that let's go Taka," he mumbled taking Taka's hand leading him down the hall before his stopped. "How do we get out of this place?" Tasuki tried to hide his embarrassed blush.

"Well take the elevator this way," he pointed as he griped the other's hand as he pulled him along behind him. Once there he pushed the down button watch the numbers over light up to higher numbers. Taka was getting tired of waiting only after a short time. He looked down at his and Tasuki joined hands. He let go of Tasuki's hand looking over at him, "You can let go of my hand now."

"Oh yeah sorry Tama," he blushed giving a nervous laugh while scratching his head.

The doors opened letting people out onto their floor. Taka walked through the doors waiting on Tasuki. "What are you waiting for?"

"There is no exit that way can't you see there is a wall there," he pointed to the back of the elevator dramatically. Taka jerked him in before the doors closed. He pushed the button for the first floor then crossed his arms with his back against the elevator. Once the elevator started to move Tasuki felt weird then grabbed one of the rails.

"It's just doing down so you don't need to worry so much," he reassured the other putting a hand on Tasuki's shoulder. Yet Tasuki still felt bad in the very small elevator alone with Taka. He was nervous yet he knew nothing would happened between Taka and him. Yet his thoughts were put to a stop when Taka put an arm around Tasuki's shoulders.

"Calm down you act like I'm going to hurt you," he mumbled not looking at the red head. "Taka I want to ask you something," he said softly as he gently told hold of Taka's chin and turned his face back to him. "Why is it you are pissed at everything, even the world yet not me," he asked still not removing his hand from Taka. Even if his face was turned towards Tasuki's he still couldn't looked him in the eyes.

He didn't know what kind of answer could he give him? He really didn't know why himself. Out of all his friends Tasuki was the only one we could stand to be around. There can the single word that could be a question that plagued his mind again. The word word "why" came to mind again. All of his questions started to begin with that word today.

"Taka would you look at me. It's rude not to look at someone when they are talking to you," he huffed moving his face so he was not only in Taka's line of view but very close to his face. It was just the time for Taka to burst out laughing.

The doors opened at Taka walked out with a chuckle. "What was so funny damn it I was being serious," replied an annoyed Tasuki.

"It's just that you sure are one to talk about being rude," he laughed again crossing his arms smirking at the older man.

Tasuki's face turned red as he began to wave his hands in the air. "I'll get you back for this!" Taka nodded as he headed toward the toward the door. "I'll just leave you here then," he smiled opening the door. Tasuki jumped up running after him.

"Glad to see you are coming."

"I'm the one that asked you to come in the first place."

"That's true, but I know where I want to go now for our date," Taka teased laughing when Tasuki put more distance between them.

"I don't know you," he said looking away from his friend trying to hide his blush. "Just hurry up, and get in the car," he said opening Tasuki's door for him. They both got into the car shutting their doors.

"Hey Taka?"

"What is it?"

"I hope you know that even if fate feels like being cruel that I'll still be here for you." Tasuki didn't bother to look over at Taka when he said it, but he didn't need to for Taka knew he meant it. Yet somehow even without looking he could tell Taka has a warm smile on his face.

A/N: Okay this chapter has taken a lot out of me. I do know there must be a bunch of mistakes in this. I swear I'm useless as a writer, but anyway I hope you liked the chapter of what you can read of it. Until next chapter.