Chapter 15
We ordered in 2x4 technology cleaners from GLOBAL command and the KND operatives are controlling them, putting tents back up, gluing poles together and just shredding things that are broken beyond repair. The TND operatives are just picking up the little things like material from the tents and poles. Fanny is erasing memories of all who witnessed this horrific event. I picked up a short metal pole and looked upon the chaotic scene.
I couldn't believe something like this happened. I wanted today to be fun, but instead it got ruined. My shoulders started shaking as tears formed on the corners of my eyes. I covered my mouth with my hand and started sobbing. I couldn't help it.
I jumped as I felt a hand on my shoulder. I turned my head slightly to see Bartie looking at me in a concerned way.
"Hey," He said in a soothing voice. "Are you okay?"
I looked away from him. "Fine." I managed to get out.
"Are you sure?"
"Yes I'm sure." I snapped. I know he's only trying to help, but I'm not in the mood. "Let's just get this cleaned up."
From his expression I could tell Bartie wasn't buying it. I turned my back to him hoping he wouldn't press it further. He grabbed my hand and spun me around to face him, resting his hands on my arms.
"You were always stubborn." He said with a smile. I could feel myself blush and smile too. "That's better."
I rubbed my eyes with the sleeve of my jacket and continued to smile, but as soon as I looked at him again I started sobbing.
"I'm sorry." I whispered.
"For what?" He asked confused.
"It's just… I wanted today to be perfect to make up for your aircraft but then…" I let out a few sobs before continuing. "Nothing ever seems to go right for me."
Bartie just stood there like a statue, confused on what to say. He pulled me into a hug and I obliged, wrapping my arms around his waist. I sobbed into his chest for a while before he pushed me off gently. He cupped my chin and wiped my tears with his thumb. He pulled my face closer as he leaned in close too…
As I realized what he was about to do I pulled away. "No." I said.
"Wait, what, why?" He stuttered.
"Because…" I squeaked. "Look what happened on the ferris wheel was… well it meant nothing. It was just a heat of the moment thing… I-I'm sorry."
"But I thought…"
I shook my head slightly, turned around and walked away, far away. I could feel his eyes on my back but he made the smart decision and didn't follow me. I probably hurt him but… if I went along and we did end up together I could be hurt in the long run. I just want to stay away from relationships especially if I end up having one with my best friend.
I clutched my necklace tightly and sat on a bench that didn't get damaged by the fight. I'd probably get nagged for 'slacking off' but whatever.
I'm not in the mood.