Collins just stared at the doctor. He was some what nervous so go see Angel, he was scared. He wanted to see her but he was a bit hesitant before standing up. He sighed putting his hands in his pocket and asked the doctor what room she was in. The doctor of course told him, and he headed in that direction to go see the drag queen.
Once he arrived at the door of her room, he cautiously opened the door. He saw her sitting up, she seemed to be fine though he noticed her wig was off and she wasn't wearing any makeup, not that it mattered. He walked over to her, and did his best to smile.
"Hey..." He said quietly as the words traveled roughly up his throat.
"Hi..." She simply responded. He didn't get it, she seemed just fine.
"Is everything ok?" He asked, he was curious what was going on.
"I'm fine" She smiled slightly.
"Ok…" He looked down confused. Angel sighed by his look of deep confusion.
"Collins…I have HIV, you have a HIV, almost of all us do, that's all it was, and I have to stay in the hospital for awhile, its no big deal so don't worry about it ok?" Collins Sighed, how could he just not worry about it, he loved her. But he agreed anyway, to make the drag queen happy.
"Ok..." Angel smiled slightly, though she knew he was saying that to satisfy her. Collins looked over at her. He could tell she knew he just sat that. He sighed but then smiled slightly and walked over to the hospital bed and sat on the edge so he could be next to the one he loved more then anything.
The drag queen looked up at him with her big brown eyes and smiled. She reached over and took his hand and hers.
'I'll be fine" She whispered. Collins just nodded and held her hand tighter then he had ever held it before. "I promise..." She whispered to him once again. Once again he nodded at her.
He took her hand and put it up to his lips then kissed it gently, he just wanted to give a sweet gesture to her at the moment for some reason. The drag queen didn't mind at all she just smiled softly.
"Can I stay here…?" He asked sort of suddenly. "As long as you're here I want to be here." She nodded.
"I'm sure that will be fine, because I really want you here." He smiled at her again.
"Good. Because I'm not going anywhere."
And he didn't go anywhere. He spent the whole night with her. They basically talked the whole time, while smiling and it was kind of nice. Even though he didn't like the thought of Angel being sick, he liked just talking to her, and she liked it too. It made a perfect moment.
Eventually Angel grew very tired, earlier then usual but Collins did his best not to think about that. She fell asleep leaning against him, which made him smile. He wrapped his arms around her and rested his head gently on hers, and drifted off to sleep as well.
She had been doing fine in the hospital for days. She became more and more sick but Collins did his best to ignore it as much as he could. He couldn't stand the thought of her leaving anytime soon. One morning when he woke up, sitting on chair in the hospital room. He looked over at her and waited for her to wake up.
But then again she was probably going to take a while. She was sick and she did need her rest, as much as Collins hated to admit it, she was very sick. But that's not what he wanted to think about the moment but of course the thought of her stuck in his mind, as it always would.
Suddenly he got an idea. He wanted to do something for Angel. It had to be something big something they always wanted to do. He stood up and paced around the room trying to think of what he could do for her, what would be so perfect.
He got an idea and he smiled. His idea would be amazing he was going to need help but he could do it. For the one he loved the most, he could do anything. She was his everything and she was worth more then life to him.
He looked over at her. She was so beautiful just laying there, sleeping peacefully and soundly. He smiled; he couldn't wait to do what he had planned to do for her.
More in chapter 6
