Hi, yes I'm still alive. Sorry for the slow update, but I have a couple of excuses;
my hamster died (cries)
my friends has been with me, like, all the time
I have 2 guys hitting on me right now
my computer has a mental problem
School...do I have to say more?
Thanks to all of you who has reviewed (blows kisses to everyone who's unfortunate to be near me)well, here's the next chappie, RnR D
Ch 7
Hiro walked (ran) into the waiting room to the doctor and stopped with his face near inches away from his.
"Is he going to be alright!" Hiro screamed/asked him. The doctor backed away from Hiro and said calmly "I'm sorry but I can't tell you anything before the others comes back" just as he spoke Yuki and Touma came into the room.
"Aniki, what happened to your nose?.." asked Tatsuha. Yuki shot Hiro deadly glare and said nothing.
"Well now, when everyone is gathered...Mr Shindos condition is critical. We aren't sure if he'll live through it. He has lost much blood and the scissor went all through the throat, luckily, it missed his vocal cords, but you wont have so much happiness of that if he doesn't live it through"
"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT!" screamed Yuki, forgetting to act like he didn't give a shit about what happened to his lov- xlover.. "Touma! didn't you say that he just cut his wrists?" Yuki turned to Touma.
"I...I think you should sit down before I tell you this" he answered calmly, pointing towards one of the extremely uncomfortable waiting chairs. Yuki didn't move, he just glared at Touma.
"ok...Eiri, you remember what you told me to say to him, right?" Touma asked.
"Of course I do" Yuki spat out.
"Well you see...he reacted in a quite unsuspected way, when I told him he..."Touma looked down on the floor, he just couldn't say it. He knew that Eiri would blame himself for it and he didn't want to see him in such pain once again. The blame for killing someone close to him...It was an indirect killing, but a killing no less...That was what he would think.
"Umh...what Touma's trying to say is that after he told Shu he kind of...umh...he took a scissor and plunged it through his throat... " Tatsuha said very quietly.
Yuki was in shock. He just stared at his brother without really seeing him, or anything. Had his fluffy, goofy, pink ball of energy tried to kill himself because of him? Shu was supposed to be happy without him, not suicidal...there was so many thoughts racing through his brain at that moment, but they were rudely interrupted by someone shaking him and saying his name.
"Eiri...Eiri, snap out of it!" he suddenly found himself in front of Touma.
"I...I...oh my god...he..my fault.." he whispered, more to himself than to anyone else, while grabbing his head, shaking it in disbelief.
"NO!" Touma said to him, grabbing his shoulders "it's not your fault, you didn't tell him to do it! It isn't your fault, it's mine, for actually agreeing to say it"
"it's kind of my fault to, for not stooping Touma..." Tatsuha spoke, but Yuki didn't listen to him, he didn't listen to anyone.
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Sorry for the short chapter, I'll try to make up to you in the next chapter. Remember, reviews makes me write faster 'wink, wink, nudge, nudge' c ya in the next chappieļ