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Chapter 10: Love

"N, what's up?" Touko asked.

N shuffled his feet and looked down at his shoes. "I want to tell you why I haven't been wanting to snuggle. You see…" He paused and looked guiltily at her. "You see, every time we sleep together I feel all warm down there. And snuggling with you has the same result. I don't really understand what is going on but I remember something the Goddesses told me. That this was normal and that it had to do with people liking each other and wanting to be something special for each other. Touko, I want to be something for you. I don't know if we will get another chance."

He moved closer to Touko, standing on the same step as her. Touko's breath had caught in her throat, was N really saying what she thought he was saying. "N…"

"I want to know you, and I…" He turned beet red. "I think I want to make love to you."

If it had been anyone else Touko would have laughed or dropkicked them. But the words that poured so innocently from N's mouth made Touko blush too. She understood what N meant. In fact she had been feeling many of those feelings for a while. Somewhere in the back of her mind she had wanted him every time they had crossed paths. The Ferris wheel had been for Touko an exercise in self-control. Now N seemed to want it and he was trying to ask for it in the most careful way possible.

Touko placed a hand on N's arm, "It's okay, you don't need to be shy. I feel the same way."

N smiled at Touko, "Is that why your face is red?"

Touko smiled coyly "You should talk. You look like a Tamato Berry."

They stood there on the stairs and laughed for a moment then stopped. N leaned in close to kiss Touko and Touko stood on her toes to meet him. Their lips met halfway. The first kiss was slow and dry, forcing they pulled away. N licked his lips nervously then they tried a second time. Touko wrapped her arms around N's shoulder to help her stay at his height. The older trainer was at least half a foot taller.

After a good round of kisses they quietly move onto the landing. Touko was not sure of which room to use. N waited for Touko to decide. "Um… I guess my room." Touko said. She would have to change sheets afterwards, she just knew it. Taking N's hand she led him into her bedroom.

Touko looked around her room. It was pretty much as neat as right before she had gotten her Oshawott and Cheren and Bianca had each gotten their pokemon. She shook her head, now was not the time to think about them.

N placed a hand on Touko's hips and pushed Touko into the room. She squeaked and turned to face N, her feet lightly stepping on the purple rug. N lifted Touko off her feet to kiss her again. This time the kiss was long and passionate both young trainers finally feeling like they understood what they were doing. They only broke away to breath after what felt like hours.

"Touko…"

"Mhm?"

"Do you think we are really ready for this?"

Touko nodded and wrapped her arms around N's shoulder "Absolutely."

Together they stood in the middle of Touko's bedroom floor, kissing for what seemed like forever before N started to take off Touko's vest. Touko and N were each wearing the same outfits that they had been wearing all through their travels so to them if felt like they knew each other's clothes inside and out. As soon as N started taking off Touko's vest Touko reached for N's white tunic.

"Keep… Necklace… on…" N breathed as his shirt was pulled over his head.

Touko didn't ask why but obliged anyway. Soon Touko's tank top and N's black turtleneck were lying on the floor with her vest and his tunic. N stared at Touko after a moment suddenly realizing that she had something he didn't have. "What's that?" He asked pointing at the bra that Touko wore.

"It's a bra, it supports my breasts and keeps them from bouncing around when I move." Touko explained her cheeks burning with embarrassment.

"I didn't know breasts needed that sort of support." N said thoughtfully. He pulled Touko into a somewhat tight embrace and desperately tried to unhook her bra. "Help…" he mumbled.

Touko wrapped her hands behind her own back and guided N's hands along the hook and eyes of her bra. Soon that too was lying on the floor with the rest of their clothes that they had already removed.

N and Touko took a moment to look at each other. Touko had never realized just how fit N was and how many scars he had. Touko forgot about the fact that her chest was exposed when she reached out to trace one of N's longer scars. "Do they hurt?"

N looked down at what Touko was looking at. "Not really. Not anymore."

Touko nodded but she felt awkward. They all looked so painful. But soon her mind was stripped of her current train of thought as N sat her on her bed, sat next to him and started playing with her breasts. After a moment N said, "I have no idea what I am doing."

Touko laughed, "That's okay, it feels good."

N smiled, "I'm glad." He continued to massage her breast between his hands. After a moment Touko squeaked again as N started to pinch her nipples between his fingers.

Touko's breathing soon became shallow. N suddenly was not sure if he should stop or not. Memories of what had happened during his time with his 'Father' made N sudden shiver. "Are you okay Touko?" He whispered.

"Uh huh." Touko whispered. The look on face her did not look like pain but N had never seen her wear such an expression before.

N waited a moment and then continued to pinch her nipples. Finally, while Touko's eyes were closed, N replaced his hand with his mouth and began to suck on her nipple. Touko gasped and lurched in shock, but soon became used to his mouth on her tender breast.

While his mouth remained attached to her breast N held Touko in a sitting position while moving his other hand towards her thigh. Touko gasped again, every movement N did made her skin burn intensely. Soon N was rubbing her thigh awkwardly as he sucked on her breast. Touko's mind felt like it going haywire, trying to keep track of everything that was happening. Slowly N pushed Touko into a laying position. "Are you ready?" He asked. Touko nodded.

N finally removed Touko's shorts and underwear, leaving her only in her black socks. Touko at the same time was fiddling with N's pants and boxers. After some struggling they were lying on Touko's bed, N, arms stretched to hold him up over Touko. It was then that Touko noticed how large N was. She turned a bright shade of red. She had never done anything like this. "N… I… I have no idea what we are doing." She admitted.

N nodded, trying to think. She seemed totally unprepared for this. What had Anthea and Concordia told me about having sex with girls again? Something about rubbing 'her' between the legs to help 'her' muscles calm down and help 'her' become wet. Carefully N adjusted himself so that he lay next to Touko and began to rub her between the legs. She gasped as she felt his hand gently rub her most tender spots. Soon she was moaning and her leg twitched as N continued to hit her clitoris. N watched her face, she seemed to be enjoying it; at least he hoped that was what that face.

He could feel the moisture between her legs and considered for a moment what he should do while he rubbed her. In the back of his mind he knew full well that once he started feeling pleasure any control he had would fly right out the window. Finally N whispered into Touko's ear, "I am going to try to put a finger in."

"O-okay." Touko breathed.

Slowly N took his hand back and examined it before licking a digit and carefully sliding it into Touko's tight cavern. This time Touko seemed to stop breathing for a second as N's finger slid inside of her. "Breathe." He whispered. Touko nodded and breathed deeply. Every breath she took that followed was shallow as N slid his finger in and out at a slow rhythmic pace. He also started moving his finger around in a circular motion, hoping to make her wider. After several minutes of single finger thrusts, a second finger joined in. Touko's face scrunched. It did not feel nearly as good as it had when he first started.

"N?" Touko whispered in a hoarse voice.

"Yeah?" N said, his mind slowly shifting away from the real world and into a world where only he and Touko were.

"Never mind." Touko finally said. No, she knew the girly movies she had watched sugar coated everything and that first time was not always fun or 'the best'.

"…Touko" N said after a moment. He stopped moving.

"Yes?" Touko replied faintly.

"Are you really ready for the real thing?"

"…Yes, I am, N." Touko said at last. There was no going back now and she felt ready.

N pulled out both of his fingers and looked Touko over. Her eyes were closed and she looked like she had run a mile, the way her stomach went up and down with her breathing. There was a line of red right under eyes too.

N took a breath, reminding himself to breath as well. Slowly he adjusted himself to Touko's body and carefully began to plunge his penis into her vagina.

At first Touko made no sound or changed facial expressions. N moved slowly trying to keep an eye on Touko as he started. When she made her first whimper he paused. "You okay?"

"Yeah… it's just new… and it hurts a little." Touko whispered.

"Should I…" N started.

"No. I want to do this N, with you. Don't stop." Touko whispered.

N nodded and continued his thrust. He remained shallow within the young girl in the hopes of causing less pain but soon the rhythm of his movement pulled him out of his mind as he began to run on autopilot. Back and forth he rocked, slowly moving in a faster rhythm, moving in slightly deeper as he went.

Touko tried to breathe as N moved within her. He's inside of me. She noticed the change in N as he found his rhythm and slowly began to fall on top of her as his arms began to shake with the effort of holding him up. She tried desperately to ignore the pain that she was feeling too. This was new, she told herself, which was why it hurt. She had felt something rip or tear or something inside of her and assumed that her Hymen broke. She was tempted to check if that was the case, but knew that if she moved her head to look all she would see would be N, which she did not mind at all.

Then all of sudden Touko started to feel something else. Whatever it was it was not pain, it was something completely new. Touko's breathing pattern changed and soon she was having trouble thinking straight and spots where starting appear in her closed eyes.

N heard her gasps and followed up with harder thrusts. They continued for what felt like forever until N finally knew he was reaching his high. "Touko!" He breathed loudly just as Touko clutched hard into his back meeting his thrust full on. Touko's lips mouth N's single letter name as he filled her with his warm semen.

They then lay there for a long moment breathing heavily. Slowly N pulled himself from inside of Touko and remained still. Touko snuggled in close to N and wrapped her arms around him. They did not say a word after that. They were both asleep within moments once it was over.

End of Chapter

So yeah, this is the first time I have really done this sort of thing. What do you think?