CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
Going Home
The journey to the Fire Nation was not something anybody was looking forward too. Even Prince
Zuko who had dreamed of returning home ever since he had been banished was not happy about it.
He was in a bad mood, and Kattara had a feeling that she knew what the reason was. That night,
she and Zuko went off by themselves. Kattara could tell that Zuko was still dealing with his anger
and his sadness over what had happened to him. She wanted to help him, but she didn't know how.
Zuko had mixed feelings, not only about his father and returning home; but also about opening up
too Kattara. Her presence there was soothing to him; but it was also abrasive in a strange way.
When Kattara was around, Zuko felt compelled to reveal what he was keeping inside. He was tired
of feeling this way; he just wanted to forget about what had happened and move on. Unfortunately
that seemed impossible, there were just some wounds that could not be healed.
Kattara and Zuko were sitting silently on the ground side by side. Neither of them felt like talking to
each other, the silence was speaking for them. Though they thought they were alone, they were
being spied upon by Aang and the others. After many moments of silence Kattara asked "how did
we end up together Zuko?" "I've been wondering that myself" Aang whispered. "Yeah me too" said
Sokka quietly. "Shush!" hissed Toph and Haru. Zuko who had remained silent thought that he heard
something, he strained his ears to hear what was going on; but eventually decided that it was
nothing. He thought for a few more moments before he answered "I don't really know how we
were brought together. I had been searching for the Avatar two years before-" Kattara suddenly cut
him off "Why don't you just say his name?" she asked. "Fine" Zuko said. He didn't really know
what the big deal was, nor did he care; but he decided to accommodate her. "I had been searching
for Aang two years before I met you. Because the search for him had been consuming my every
waking moment; I was easily able to push you to the back of my mind. During the long goose chase
though I had plenty of time to think about you. Even though your beauty, and your tenacious yet
caring nature enthralled me; I was so obsessed with capturing him that I tried to force my mind to
stop thinking about you. I was trying to convince myself that any feelings that I had towards my
enemies were my weakness. After it became apparent to me that my father would never want me
back; I began to think about you even more. I began to wonder what it felt like to have friends and
people who cared about me. The only people that have ever cared about me are my uncle and my
mother." Aang, Sokka, Toph and Haru were fighting to keep quiet. They could hardly stand to hear
this talk, but at the same time they couldn't resist to stay and listen.
"Kattara, why did you fall in love with me? I mean you have a lot of admirers. The Avatar, that one
earth bender, and who knows how many else." "Well" said Kattara a little embarrassed. " I did have
a crush on Aang and Haru before you and I really got to know each other. I think of Aang as a cute
and sweet kid." Aang groaned at these words; but Kattara and Zuko heard nothing. "And Haru and
I went on our own separate ways before we had too much time to spend together. Any way Aang
and I did have a romantic relationship although it was kind of short." Aang knew what she was
talking about; and wished that it hadn't ended so fast. "It all began when we got trapped in this cave
called 'The Cave of Two Lovers'; and the only way to get out was to solve this riddle that said
'love burns brightest in the dark.' I came up with this plan to kiss him to see what would happen.
We almost got into a fight over it, because I thought Aang thought it was stupid. Any way our
candles went out; and Aang and I kissed. As soon as we kissed the ceiling and the walls of the cave
lit up with luminescent crystals that were impossible to see with the light. The crystals led us out of
the cave, and that was when we knew the answer to the riddle. I even had a crush on this rebel
fighter named Jet who was planning to destroy a village occupied by the Fire Nation. Sokka
discovered the plan and saved the villagers. After I found out what Jet was going to do, I froze him
to a tree."
"Zuko did you ever have any crushes?" "No not really. I didn't really know anybody. The only girls
that I knew besides my sister were her friends Ty Lee and Mai." At the mention of Azula and her
friends Aang and the rest of the group made faces of disgust. "Ty Lee was kind of cute though"
Sokka said. He was then rudely quieted by the others.
"We're very different people" Zuko finally concluded. "According to our peoples customs we
shouldn't be together." "I know" said Kattara; "but it's not fun to follow the rules all the time.
Besides if we successfully end this war, then our being together and loving each other despite our
differences will help the rest of the nations look past each others differences; and bring about
peace." "Perhaps" said Zuko thoughtfully. "On the other hand our being together may infuriate the
people of our nations; and fail to achieve peace. I know that many of The Fire Nation's military
personnel, especially the high ranking officers are going to want my head for this; especially if we get
married. What would happen if I manage to successfully wrestle the throne from my Father; only to
have to abdicate because of a rebellion? Then the Fire Nation would be without a leader; and
anybody who managed to gain control may start the war again.
"Nobody knows what will happen in the future" Kattara said. "All we can do is hope for the best;
and prepare for the worst. You need to look on the bright side of things more often Zuko." "I know"
said Zuko; "but you can't blame me can you?" "No I can't" said Kattara. "We really should get
some sleep; because tomorrow is going to be along day." "But I'm not tired" said Zuko. "Neither
am I" said Kattara; and then they began to kiss.
"UGH!" shouted Aang and the others. "What are you guys doing here?" snapped Kattara.
"Keeping you two out of trouble!" Sokka shouted back. "I'm a full grown women and a master
water bender, I can handle myself!" Kattara snapped again. Kattara stomped off and huffily
crammed herself into her sleeping bag; though she was so upset she couldn't sleep. Zuko who had
turned red in the face from embarrassment silently walked off into the wilderness; and didn't return
until dawn. " I hope you are all happy!" Kattara snarled. "Yeah were very happy" said Sokka and
he promptly fell asleep. "Sorry Kattara" Aang said. Kattara huffed loudly; and rolled over. Aang
sighed and stared at the starry sky. It was some time before he fell asleep; and soon after that it was
time to wake up.
I know that this is the gooiest and mushiest chapter I have written so far. I know that many of you will probably feel like barfing when you read this; but I felt like I had to explain how Zuko and Kattara got to be together "in their own words." I also felt it necessary for Zuko to be nervous about how people would react when they knew that he and Kattara were in love. For all those action junkies out there the next chapters are going to be full to bursting so don't worry.
