Chapter 3

"Lilly! Why are you doing this to me?" I ask. She had my sandwich, so of course we weren't fighting over anything too big. She threw it back to me and I caught it in my mouth, "Fsee, gi gam cood"

Lilly giggled and said, "What?"

"See I am good!" I said after swallowing.

"Oh, I know you are" she said winking.

"Oh!" I leaned over and kissed her passionately on the lips. After about 5 seconds I licked her bottom lip hoping she would open her mouth and she did. Scooting closer she sat on my lap and started unbuttoning my polo. I pushed her away, "Lilly…" I complained.

"What?" She asked.

"We are only thirteen years old. I'm not ready for that…" See! The guys aren't always the ones pushing the girls! She nodded her head to her dismay. "I'll let you know when I'm ready. 'Kay?"

"Okay" she said trying to hide the disappointment. She looked down and I used my forefinger to make her face me and I pecked her on the lips.

"I promise, you will be my first."

"And why do you think that?" She asked grinning.

"Because, I love you and I have for a while"

"Wow Oliver…I-I don't know what to say…"

"You don't have to say anything Lilly…"

"Yeah but…I don't love you at least not yet."

"Oh…" I said I could feel tears coming, and yes I am a boy, but boys cry too! "I got to go…see you later!" I said walking out her front door. Lilly just sat there staring at me as I left.

"Oliver wait!" I head Lilly call, of course I ignored it, the tears were already flowing. Luckily I lived only a few houses down from Lilly. I barged in and stretched myself out across the couch. My dog, Trent jumped up next to me and stretched out.

"Oh Trent…What happened? Everything was going so good!" I complained to him he looked up and whined. I wrapped my arms around him and fell asleep. A couple of hours later I head someone walk in my front door.

"Who's there?" I said softly. Of course, they didn't hear me. I grabbed a bat from beside my television and headed into the kitchen where I saw Lilly standing there looking scared. "Oh its just you…what's up?"

"I just thought that something was wrong and I don't want something to be wrong between us…I like us you know?" She said. "And…can you put the bat down?" She grinned.

"Yeah sure" I said laughing and putting the bat down. "Its just that I was so sure you loved me like I love you and I was really upset, I didn't want you to know that I was upset so I ran off." She was nodding.

"I understand" she walked over to me and I embraced her.

"Lilly, even if you don't love me, I sure as hell love you" when she looked up at me I kissed her passionately on the lips she let my tongue massage hers for a while.

"Just so you know…I didn't want to have sex before…I was just…exploring your body. I wouldn't just into something like that so quickly and besides were so young!" Just hearing here say 'exploring your body' made me laugh.

"Exploring my body?" I laughing

"Oliver!" She yelled pushing me in the fridge. I grinned and she pushed her body hard up against mine, and started to kiss me.

"Oliver Oscar Oaken!" A familiar voice said.

"Mom…" I trembled.

"What in the hell are you doing here? Lilly, I think you should leave." When Lilly hesitated she yelled, "NOW!" I could feel Lilly trembling. She was never yelled at by my parents before and she was obviously nervous. Her face was turned bright red, almost like a cherry and she walked out shaking.