Chapter Three
Why was she walking alone now through the dark forest? Because of that stupid Inuyasha. He just had to ruin her sleep as she was comfortly tucked away in the arms of Sesshomaru. Now she had to walk through the forest alone as she told the group previously that she wanted to think alone.
She was still mad at Inuyasha, but those 50 million "sits" she yelled out at him should have done the trick. It should've taught him a lesson to even disturb her wonderful sleep again.
But now that she took care of Inuyasha, Kagome still had to think of the matter at hand. Inuyasha did bring up a good point as he yelled at her continuously.
She was found in the arms of Sesshomaru. An enemy who once tried to kill her then an acquaintance who was fighting beside her, and now something more than she had wanted. What was he to her? A close friend? Or maybe soon-to-be lover?
The way she felt for him was indescribable. The way his lips had dawned on hers had made her feel like she was on fire. It was an addiction and she wanted more. Just looking at him made her weak in the knees. How his eyes just pierced through the very depths of her soul.
Kagome wanted nothing more to know how she felt, after all, she had her undying love for Inuyasha. He had always been apart of her and he would stay that way. The only thing holding them back was Kikyo. Kagome didn't have a problem with Kikyo, but at times she felt inferior to her. Was this how Inuyasha felt when he had to choose between her and Kikyo.
Things didn't seem to make sense. She wanted both brothers, but if she chose one she would lose the other and she didn't want that.
Her mind battled as she tried to figure out her hearts desire. Things were getting confusing and she felt as if she would explode if she didn't make up her mind.
Sesshomaru stood as he hid on top of the trees contemplating whether or not if he should tend to the care of his beloved Kagome seeing as how she was getting stressed out about something. Though he wanted to give her, her space he waned to touch her, to hold her, and to kiss her. His body burned as he yearned to caress the smooth skin of his mate-to-be.
She made up her mind. Thinking of this new found decision of hersshe smiled weakly since she was still not sure of herself though in the end it was for the best or at least that was what she thought. It had taken Kagome the whole entire day to come to her decision and she had skipped breakfast and lunch to come to this conclusion. Now it was time to face him and hopefully he would respect her as this was the way she had chosen.
As Kagome headed back to the clearing where her friends had set up the campfire her nerves shook her with no confidence. Her mind spun and it seemed as though it was against her. How would she ever face him again after this whole ordeal?
Kagome haulted to a stop as she wasn't sure if she wanted to go through with this. She pushed back the bushes and stepped into view of the whole gang even Sesshomaru stood there. All were staring at her as they did not know what was to come.
Miroku and Sango sitting on the side lines had heard what went on from the night before from Inuyasha's constant rampaging around the forest and destroying everything in his way. They were going to support Kagome in her decision whatever it was though in the back of there minds they were sure that Kagome was going to pick Inuyasha over Sesshomaru.
Kagome stood up straight and took a deep breath to build up some confidence and she spoke her mind as she faced him with all that she had.