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Kicking a small rock, a blond-haired girl walked slowly down an alley way, with a sad look on her was. Frowning, this blond was thinking of a certain someone."Why did I let him leave me?" she mumbled to herself.

Flashback...

The phone rang.

"Okay, okay I'm coming." A girl walked up to the phone within the kitchen. She picked it up. "Hello?" She said with her tomboyish tone.

"Hey Cagalli!" The male voice said in an eager tone.

"O, hey Athrun." She simply said.

"Ummm...We need to talk about something important."

"Okay, so what's so important?"

"No, not right now, I mean I want to talk in person. I'll meet you at the beach by the children's shelter in 20 minutes."

"Ummm...Ok."

Then they both hung up.

20 minutes later...

Cagalli walked to the place where Athrun had told her to go to. It only took her 15 minutes to walk by foot.

Once she reached the beach she saw in the parking lot, a dark blue convertible, Athrun was already at the beach. She kept on walking toward the beach until she saw a tall figure, on the shore, starring at the sunrise. He had blue hair."ATHRUN!" she yelled in excitement.

The figure turned and his green emerald eyes met with her amber eyes. Cagalli waved at him, he waved back, but he didn't seem to be very excited to see her. She walked to him. Once she reached him, she could see that something was wrong by the look in his eyes.

"Hi, Athrun, what did you want to talk to me about?" She asked him.

"Hi, Cagalli" He said while starring at the ground. Cagalli was starring at him though.

Something was surely wrong, Cagalli thought. "What's wrong Athrun?" An irritated Cagalli said. But she was still smiling.

"Well, I wanted...to...talk...to...you...about" He mumbled. "I wanted to talk to you about us." He said smoothy and without trembling this time.

But Cagalli had a really stubborn mind and she couldn't hear him. "What?"

Athrun got irritated. "I wanted to talk, about us!" He was starring at Cagalli with his handsome emerald eyes. Cagalli's smile started slipping into a frown. To him she looked so innocent; he turned his head again looking down at the ground.

"Okay so what about us? What do you want to talk about us?" She asked him.

"Well...I...know how you're the princess of Orb and all...But something came up for me...and I was thinking of going with Meer." He answered.

"..."

He wanted to hide all the sadness that had shown in his eyes, and all the sadness that had taken over his heart. Yes he was hiding, hiding something from Cagalli.

Cagalli on the other hand was shocked at what he had just said. Athrun Zala was leaving her, and he was leaving her for Meer! Damn that bitch. She thought to herself. Even if she didn't know who this 'Meer' was she still thought of her as a bitch.

There was a long pause until Cagalli spoke. "But-" She could feel tears forming in her eyes "Athrun" still more tears were forming in her eyes, so she tilted her head to the ground, her bangs hiding her tears. She couldn't let him see.

But the Justice Pilot and coordinator new, Cagalli was crying. "Cagalli I'm sorry" He turned, his back. He still loved her but he was now being forced to mary Meer. He didn't want to marry her, he actually hated her, but his father's orders were orders. He lied to Cagalli about this; he didn't want her to find out. Again, he said sorry to Cagalli.

"No, i-its o-okay A-athrun, you should go see Meer. She'll be really happy to see you, just like I was before." She mumbled the last line really quietly. Athrun heard it all.

"Athrun...you should be with her, I'll be fine, because..." she said. "I-i don't love you anymore." Cagalli said in the strongest voice she could say. But she still couldn't understand why he was leaving her.

Athrun was really shocked at what Cagalli had just said to him. I don't want to leave her, but she said she doesn't love me anymore and she even told me to go to Meer. Confusion was taking over. But he loved her, if she wanted this then he'll have to obey it, even if he would feel hurt after this. He sighed and then started walking. But then he stopped and said "Cagalli...I still love you." He mumbled. But like before Cagalli has a stubborn mind and she didn't hear his comment.

Minutes later a dark blue Convertible drove away. Cagalli then kneeled crying. It was over Athrun left her for Meer.

End of flashback...

Cagalli kept walking but she ended up at the same beach that Athrun broke up with her. A month had passed and she still missed him a lot. She decided to walk along the shore. So she took her sneakers and socks of, stuffing the socks in the sneakers.

A brunette and a pink-haired girl walked hand-in-hand. Passing the beach the brunette saw a figure with blond hair holding sneakers in her hand. She was wearing a red t-shirt and green khaki pants.

"Kira isn't that your sister, Cagalli?" The pink-haired girl asked the brunette.

"Yes Lacus that is!" The brunette answered "CAGALLI!" he yelled.

The figure turned from her gaze at the sunset, and surely enough it was Cagalli. She saw Kira and Lacus approaching and waving at her. She waved back to them.

"She looks really sad Kira" Lacus said. The couple were both walking towards Cagalli.

Once the couple got there, they smiled at her. She smiled weakly back at them. There was a pause.

"Long time, no see." Kira said finally breaking the silence.

"Yeah." she answered. She then looked back at the sunrise. "So how are the children?" Cagalli asked.

"We were on our way back to the shelter, when we saw you." Lacus said in her very sweet voice. "We're having home cooked pizza tonight. Why don't you join us?"

"I don't think I should. I might bother you." Cagalli answered.

"Cagalli how will you bother us, you're my sister and besides the children miss you." Kira said this time.

Cagalli thought for a bit. Yeah he does have a good point. While Cagalli was thinking, Kira had a thought too. She's different; she'd usually say yes right away, but... she still does miss athrun does she?

"Okay, you guys, thanks." Cagalli said, still smiling weakly.

At the kids shelter...

Cagalli decided to help Lacus in the kitchen, while Kira was playing with the children.

Funny, Cagalli never like to cook, but why does she still volunteer? I miss the old Cagalli. Kira thought, and then he sighed.

"Kira" Lacus said, interrupting his thoughts.

"Yes Lacus?" He said.

"We need more tomato sauce, so can you go to the grocery store and buy some more?"

"Yeah su-" Kira was interrupted when Cagalli spoke.

"I'll go get some." she said

"Are you sure Cagalli?" Kira asked in a concern voice.

"Yeah, I'm not sick Kira, Why do you ask me that?"

"It's just" he continued his sentence "You don't like going shopping or getting groceries."

But Cagalli was already opening the door. "Well it's okay. I need fresh air anyway." Then Cagalli closed the door behind her.

Lacus and Kira stared at each other. "She is still really upset." Kira said

"Yeah, I miss the old Cagalli." Lacus said.

"Me too" Kira said as well.

It took 5 minutes for Cagalli to walk to the near grocery store. Once she got the tomato sauce, and paid for it, she headed out the door. While she was walking, some one ran into her, knocking her over. Not bothering to see who bumped into her she stood up and yelled, letting all her anger and sadness out. "WHAT THE HECK! YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO BE WATCHING WHERE YOU'RE GOING! YOU DON'T JUST BUMP INTO SOMEONE LIKE THAT!" Without caring about how rude she was, she grabbed the grocery bag and was about to run.

"Cagalli?" A familiar voice said.

Cagalli gasped and turned around "O god, Athrun?"

It was him, then she turned and tried to run, but he grabbed her wrist. She tried to yank her hand away but the grip was to strong.

"Let go of me!" She said in an irritated voice. She tried to loosen the grip again, but Athrun was a coordinator and they were stronger then naturals. "Let.Go.Of.Me" she said in the coldest and calmest tone she could say.

Athrun on the other hand was shocked at how cold her voice was. When they were a couple, she never would be this cold towards him.

"What do you want Athrun? To tell me how great you and that bitch Meer are as a couple? How much more fun you have with her then you had with me? Well you know what? I don't want to know anything okay?!" She said.

"No Cagalli..." Then he pulled her and into his arms.

Cagalli dropped the grocery bag. Tears started forming in her eyes. "NO! LET GO OF YOU ASSHOLE!" She pushed him away but it was no use his grip was to strong. "ATHRUN, I HATE YOU, I HATE ALL THE PAIN YOU'VE GIVEN ME, BUT I ESPECIALLY HATE MYSELF FOR LETTING YOU LEAVE ME! I was such a fool to have ever loved you." She, once again let out the madness, sadness and confusion she had felt. Then she pushed as hard as she could away from him and she pulled through. She grabbed the grocery bag and ran. Athrun ran after her.

Cagalli kept on running taking the alley way toward the beach then to the children's shelter. Behind her was Athrun trying to catch up to her but he ended up losing her.

Once Cagalli reached the kids shelter she opened the door and slammed it. Kira and Lacus, in the kitchen heard. They came out seeing a panting Cagalli sitting on the floor.

"I have the tomato sauce." Holding the bag up.

That night Cagalli stayed at the children's shelter.

-First Chapter Thank you every for reading it's my first time writeing on fanfic so please review..-