Endlessly…Eternally…
By:Shajira
Summary: Feel the pain, the heartaches, the anguish and the magical love that defied time and death…
Disclaimers:I do not own CCS, yeah that's sad. And another thing, THIS plot is not entirely mine.
Author's Notes: Hi, guyzzz….I know that starting another fic will surely make my updates slower than usual…but hey, this story has been bugging me since Sunday night preventing me from reviewing for my exams…
Just hope you will like this one…
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Prologue: The Lovers
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"Syaoran!"
A man with chestnut brown hair twirled around only to be greeted by a tight hug from his emerald-eyed beloved. He knew she would come. He's been expecting her.
It is inevitable for this confrontation to come.
"I…I'm glad I found you here…" she whispered brokenly. She is sobbing…
The twenty-year old guy called Syaoran Hiiragizawa instinctively wrapped his arms around the fragile body of the love of his life and crushed her in tight hug matching the one she gave him. He really hates it every time she cries, especially if he's the one causing it. "Ssshhh…Please, Ying Fa, don't cry…"
"No! Please don't tell me to stop coz you know that I can not…and I need to…" she cried in his arms, her tears soaking his shirt wet. But he didn't care.
"I love you, Little Wolf…please tell me we'll be together no matter what…"
"Ying…Sakura, you know we c-can't----"
"No! You lie! You told me you love me. You love me, Syaoran---"
"Sakura…"
Syaoran tried to soothe Sakura Li who's now frantically sobbing…crying hysterically. She wouldn't let go of him. And god only knows how much he wanted to be with her forever and never let go.
But what must be done should be done. Even if it hurts.
"Sakura…we should stop this. Our relationship isn't going anywhere," Syaoran fought his way to say those words…and tried not to let his own tears fall. Those words are like knives piercing his own heart.
Sakura raised her tear-strained face and looked straight into Syaoran's amber eyes. No matter how much he tries, his eyes would never betray what he feels…for her. Right now, they spoke of pain…
"Tell me you don't love me."
"I…" Syaoran breathed heavily. "…Go home, Sakura."
"Syaoran, look at me, damn it!"
"Sakura, please…If it's hard for you, it's harder for me. Just…go."
Sakura just shook her head with all the stubbornness she has. "You're gravely mistaken if you think you can easily shoo me away. I won't leave until I learn the truth."
"There's no truth to learn, Sakura."
"Why are you doing this?"
"You know the reason."
"Well, that whole pointless relationship thing is plain bullshit! Did Grandpa talk you into ignoring me?"
"Where did you get that idea?"
"Try me, Syaoran. I know these things. I can feel it when something is not right."
He just looked away.
Sakura just cursed again. All the words she never imagined she could utter are freely coming out of her mouth…as is they are enjoying the opportunity of her exploding. "What did he tell you? There's no use lying to me. You know how stubborn I could get. Why did you agree to him?"
Syaoran took a deep breath. There's no use hiding the truth. "He told me to keep away from you…"
"Oh," she groaned.
"He begged me…actually begged me…he said he has nothing against me…that mother raised me well. But he doesn't want us to continue our relationship. Friendly or otherwise. But I know it was because of the feud between the Hiiragizawa's and the Li's…even though the engagement of Eriol and Tomoyo already sealed it. At first, I didn't agree. You know I will fight for our love, right?" With that said, he smiled slightly. "But he said something that me come to a halt."
"What?"
"The mighty Cheng Li said, and I may quote, "Do not make me hate my granddaughter, Xiao Lang. I already disowned my own son. I can always do that to my youngest granddaughter. I know Ying Fa wouldn't mind losing her inheritance. But can your conscience take having another feud between our families?"
Sakura couldn't believe what she's hearing. "Just because of that…You chose to separate us? You refused to fight for our love?"
Syaoran shook his head as he took yet another deep breath. "Listen, Sakura. For how many years, Cheng disowned Xenon, your father, because he married your mother, Nadeshiko, instead of my mother, Yelan who is a Hiiragizawa. I know he could do that to you. And your sister will also get affected coz I know that Tomoyo will always be on your side. And gain, there will be another feud causing Tomoyo and Eriol's engagement to be dissolved. And I can't do that to the three of you. Eriol is my cousin, Tomoyo is like a sister to me, and you…" Syaoran didn't have the courage to continue what ever Sakura is to him. It only hurts more. "Cheng is right. He already lose a son, he doesn't have deserve to lose a granddaughter. My conscience couldn't take that."
"Damn your conscience! How about me? Who gave you the right to decide for myself? Not you, not Cheng, nobody!" she angrily said. "I am the only one who can decide for myself."
"I only thought what is best," Syaoran replied. "It would be selfishness on my part to sacrifice you, Tomoyo, and Eriol after all the years of having the feud between our families. I know you loved me…"
"And I still do, Syaoran…" she whispered softly.
Syaoran momentarily closed his eyes. "I'd rather sacrifice my own feelings."
Sakura could hardly see Syaoran anymore because of the tears blurring her vision.
"Go home, Sakura. It's big mistake seeing each other."
"Coward!" she shouted. "I love you. I'm not ashamed of telling that to the whole world. All my life I live without Cheng and everything was perfectly normal. If dad didn't die, I would never have met him…But you killed me when you stopped seeing me, Syaoran, and I stopped living since then. It's so painful to have your beloved ignore you without knowing what you have done wrong," she cried brokenly.
In one swift move, he has her again in his arms. "Don't cry, love," he whispered in agony.
"Tell me, Syao, I need to hear it."
"I love you, Sakura."
"But you are still going to send me away, aren't you?"
"Love…"
"I never had a man in my life, Syaoran, never had a lover. Send me back home now and I'll give myself to whoever I first come across with."
Syaoran's features turned stony. He held her tightly around the shoulders. "Damn you! You wouldn't!"
"Y-yes, I'll be damned…if I wouldn't do that…" but she never finished her sentence. Syaoran already claimed her lips in a fierce kiss.
"You will never do that!" he told her hoarsely. "Just the thought of other men touching you makes me wanna commit murder."
"Don't send me back then, Syaoran, please…"
"What should I do with you, love?" There's agony in his voice and eyes again.
Since the time she sneaked out of the Li Mansion it was only now that Sakura managed to smile. Syaoran is weakening his resolved.
"If you don't know what you should do with me there's no problem. I know exactly what to do with you. Leave it to me, darling," she smiled wickedly. She pulled his head down and kissed him fully on the lips.
Nothing can keep them apart. She'll make sure of that…
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Alright, explanations time…The plot is not entirely mine coz after glancing at the book my all-time fave writer wrote an idea struck me like lightning. Why don't I put my fave characters in my fave story? But of course, I will be putting some of my own ideas and some twist here and there…
If you can see, this story started with a prologue, meaning I'm just introducing the whole story (coz there are SIX books concerning the original story) and I think I'll be having 3 or 4 parts for the prologue and maybe over 15 chapters for the main story…yeah, pretty long, and that's the reason why I'm already starting this with Sakura LI and Syaoran HIIRAGIZAWA already loving each other.
I'm warning you, guyzz, this is a pretty complicated story and it is already giving me headache on how to fit CCS characters in the Kristine (Book Series) characters that's why it needed a really MAJOR twist but still following the plotline…gets? Don't worry, I didn't get it either.
I will answer any questions you have to clarify things but please don't ask me about the entire storyline coz as the story progresses, each question will be answered and each secret will be revealed. And if you noticed, there were already many hints in this chapter but still unorganized but in the next chappie (I guess) they will be explained further.
This is my first time in writing a fic like this…I mean I don't really do MAJOR suspense and tragedy type of fic with a RATING like THIS so please be patient and…supportive. That's all I need to continue this one. Thank you.
Mwahugzzz,
HOPEFUL Shaji