chapter 13 Daala fear.
with Daala.
whatever by our lady peace play in the background
Daala. why me. why do I have to get rape, I hate this fucking world I wish I die, fuck mom, fuck god, fuck my best friend, fuck Dom, I just want to fucking die, I hate myself.
Daala. thinking Dom I don't want to loss him or Dom lossing me I hate but I feel ashamed of what Varna did and I just want to die.
Daala. a cross necklace, so mom follow me wherever I fucking go even without me I want to kill her for hurting me and my belief of love and eternal life but she fucking hurt me.
Daala flash back of her and mom auguring.
Daala. I don't want to get married.
Daala mom. you are and if you don't I do the same thing with you as yesterday.
Daala. don't fucking touch me there again.
Daala mom. don't run away you filthy sinner.
Daala. mom no.
Daala cry.
Daala mom. now you gonna listen get married and be happy I not gonna do this shit to you because love don't exist.
Daala. it does.
Daala mom. I hate you I always hated you ever since you was born I never want to care for you now go get fucking married and get out of my fucking life and take your fucking cross I made and get god out of my fucking house.
end of flash back.
Daala. you.
Daala kept crying until she sleep.
the next morning in the campfire.
Raven. morning Daala.
Daala. ok kill me.
Raven. no it not my rule.
Daala. look I don't want to be here.
Raven. what about Dom if he sees you not here it will not end well.
Daala. I need him yeah but not here.
Raven. I know your fear of lossing Dom.
Daala. I hate you.
Raven. it seems your mother have really effect you in such a way.
Daala. please I like to be alone.
Gaale. no I coming.
Daala. no Gaale.
Gaale. no your lonely I know that and please let me in.
Daala push Gaale.
Padwy. hey enough what if Dom saw that.
Daala. don't bring Dom into this shit you sex monster.
Padwy. I trying to change and you have loss it.
Daala. stay the fuck away from me.
Gaale. I not.
Dominic. hey what going on with Daala.
Brett. I should stay out of it Dom.
Dominic. no she need help before all of the challenge start.
Draco. let Gaale just do it.
Dominic. find because I not going to magic hell.
with Gaale and Daala.
Gaale. Daala you need me.
Daala. look leave me alone.
Gaale. just listen.
Daala. find.
Gaale. your lonely I know that.
Daala. if you want to know yes I feel lonely and I feel like Dom will never want me after what Varna did.
Gaale. Dom love you and you the one who won't talk to him about your problem.
Daala. my problem.
Gaale. understand your loneliness and control it.
Daala. does my mom have anything to do with my loneliness.
Gaale. kind of a yes because I have seen some shit in your house the way she treat you and all of your sort of friends.
Daala. don't bring my old friends up.
Gaale. look you have to talk to Dom about your issues and tell Dom you have loneliness problems.
Daala. look I do get lonely.
Gaale. let head back.
Daala. ok.
Daala and Gaale meet back with the others.
Dominic. hey Daala can we talk.
Daala. not now.
Raven. are you ready to go to the fire demon.
everybody said yes.
Daala. hey Jeash.
Jeash. look I know your angry and upset.
Daala. I not gonna kill you just I like someone other then Gaale, Dom or Kenat to talk to.
Jeash. ok I listen.
Daala. look have you fear anyone in your own home.
Jeash. my dad.
Daala. well I fear my mom.
Jeash. well my dad drink and abuse anyone who said you should give up drinking.
Daala. well my mom hate me.
Jeash. do you sing.
Daala. sometimes.
Jeash. have you heard of angels eyes.
Daala. no.
Jeash. I start.
Jeash. there's something about you. I can not explain. I just want to know you. I just want to know your name. it's not what you said. not the way you said it. I'm under your spell and I don't regret it. take my breath baby reach inside my chest you can have whatevers left cause baby I'm possessed. don't you try to hide with those angel eyes.
Dominic. if you let me inside, I won't hold back this time.
Jeash. such a deep disguise, the devil's right inside.
Dominic. more than paralyzed, oh it's the chase you like.
Daala. there's a darkness. I can feel it in your touch. I should get away, get away.
I want you way to much. take my breath baby reach inside my chest you can have whatevers left cause baby I'm possessed.
don't you try to with those angel eyes.
Dominic. if you let me inside, I won't hold back this time.
Daala. such a deep disguise, the devil's right inside.
Dominic. more than paralyzed, oh it's the chase you liiiiiiiiiiike.
Dominic. I don't care how many times it takes to get through to you. this is a force that not even god can stop. your fucking mine.
Jeash. you have this power over me.
Daala. and there's no way to fight it.
Jeash. I can't help but gravitate towards you.
Daala. this is a force I can't defeat.
Jeash. take my breath, baby reach inside my chest.
Daala. don't you try to hide with those angel eyes.
Dominic. it you let me inside, I won't hold back this time.
Daala and Jeash. such a deep disguise, the devil's right inside.
Dominic. more than paralyzed, watch out the devil's inside.
Daala. awesome song.
Jeash. yeah.
Dominic. that a new year day song.
Daala. um.
Jeash. let say it a old song that transfer into modern day.