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Chapter 3: Obsession

Please review. I have rewritten chapter 3 and I will post 4 soon.

I met him again at my father's court and found out to my astonishment that he was the lord of the Western Lands. I fell in love with him but I couldn't mate with him.

I could be proud of one thing, I was his first I was the one that had stolen his virginity both in his true form and his humanoid one. I should be ashamed at the party I drugged him, and I took him to my room with the pretext to put him to bed. He was unable do anything when I took him, I don't know if he even was conscious.

I should be ashamed but, I can't as it was the most wonderful night in my entire life.

Maybe because of that night, I became obsessed and I had to have him. Because I was born, thanks to the dragon violent bloody moon, I was an ancient. I couldn't mate with because I had to be the alpha …… to prove to myself that I was able to protect him and that I was stronger than him. And I wasn't, he was stronger then me.

They feared me that I could have kill every one that I could have destroyed the world, so they sealed my powers, leaving me weak. I could have defeated him easy;if I would have had at least some of my powers. That night . I overpowered at that time because some of them have gone unsealed but are sealed again after the night passed, and now….

But that didn't matter for the first time I am grateful that I am ancient. Because when I want to court another whether if I like it or not an ancient spell used for courting for generations and generations is activated, I don't have any control over it.

Meaning that I must attack him, to prove that I am the stronger one but if he wins the spell will see to it that he is healed in a few seconds. His clothes and armor will remain untouched if they are in poor condition, BUT he will also have no memories of what happen.

The spell can be broken only if I win. In that way only my mate will know that I am an ancient.

I tried my best again and again and again to beat him, but all was in vain….he…he was to strong…

As expected he didn't remember me, he didn't remember the night that we….

I give up I couldn't beat him. He mated with a demoness.

All youkai know that a male youkai can't get pregnant, but they are wrong. If two youkai meet in their true forms, then an embryo will result, from their union.

The only way for a male youkai to get pregnant is for him to mate in his true form. Yes he can get pregnant, but he can't give birth and he doesn't have the milk to feed the baby.

The dog carries my pup within him but he doesn't know, no one does except for me.

And when he made love with his mate, the unborn fetus was transferred into her body. Of course they all will think that the pup is her's and my love's, but I know better. She is only a vessel for my pup. My pup is not hers. How dare she think that it is hers.

My father wanted to mate with an ice dragon demoness from far away. He had gotten tired of my mother. I couldn't stand to see this, so I left.

The ice demoness had to pass through the Western Lands, but she was murdered. She was attacked by the panther clan, raped and then killed.

My so called father blamed, the lord of the Western lands, my love, for that, for not protecting her and started a war.