Crazy Days...

A/n:Hey ppl this is my 8th chapter Woot!Anyways in this chapter we learn alittle bit about Als condition...yea Al is the crazy one in this fic...

Al:Why am I crazy?

Me:You asked for a part.

Al:Yea A part not the part of some psycho!

Ed:At least your not gay.

Me:...

Al:Wait I am?

Me:...I havent decided yet...-walks out of room thinking-

Envy:Oh god...when she thinks all kinds of shit can happen...-follows Trista out of the room-

Disclaimer:I don't own FMA nor the characters,only the plot...Evil pineapples are invading my mind...

Chapter 8: A Dreaded Past

When they entered the house Ed took a still crying Al over to the couch and laid him down.He was shaking, "Its ok Al I'm here now nothing will hurt you..."Al stopped shaking alittle when he heard his brothers soothing voice.Envy just watched in awe,he had no idea what was wrong.

"Envy..."Ed asked trying to keep his brother calm.

"Uh...yea Ed?"Envy answered coming back to reality.

"Could you go into the kitchen and get me a cup of water please?"Ed asked with a small,sad smile.

"Sure..."Envy said leaving the brothers to go find the kitchen.

When Envy found the kitchen there were still things in boxes and he gessed the cups were still packed away since all the cabnits were empty.He looked til he found a box that said 'Dishes/Cups' in big letters.

He dug threw the box til he found a cup that looked clean and went over to the sink.He filled up the cup with cold water and made his way back to Ed and Al.

When he got back to the two Elrics he handed Ed the cup of water and sat down on the recliner and watched Ed try to calm Al down.Ed handed his brother cup of water.Al took a small sip and then sat the cup down on the end table next to him.

"Ok Al, just calm down and tell me what this dream was about."The elder Elric said to his little brother while running his fingers threw Al's dirty blonde hair.Al calmed down a bit more then began to speak.

"W-well I was in our old house,and in m-moms r-room...I-I walked towards her bath room and I o-opend the door...I looked over at the b-bathtub and I-I s-saw mommy in it and her w-wrists were b-bleeding..."Al began to cry again."Shhh...its ok Al,take it slow."Al held back a sob then continued."I w-went over to s-see if she was ok then a h-hand grabbed me from behind and knocked me t-to the ground and h-he..."Ed got the idea of the rest of the story."Ok Al,you don't have to tell me anymore.Lets get you to bed,you can sleep in my room tonight."

Ed picked up his brother bridal style and started making his way up the stairs to Ed's room.Envy fallowed and noticed that Ed couldn't open the door with Al in his arms so he was polite enough to open the door for them.Ed made his way over to his bed,dodging boxes left and right.The gest in the house saw a red mushroom chair and decided to have a seat while Ed took care of Al,maybe afterwords he could get some answers.

The elder blonde laid Al gently on his bed then crawled in bed with him and wrapped his arms around him.Ed used one of his hands and ran his fringers threw his little brothers dirtie blonde hair in a calming way.Al was still crying though his shaking was begining to stop.

Envy was looking around the room when he herd a soft hum.He looked back towards the bed in the room and relized Ed was humming a sweet tune to Al.The youngest blonde seemed to stop crying.Ed then began to sing.

"I linger in the doorway,

of alarm clock screaming

monsters calling my name.

Let me stay,where the wind will whisper to me,

Where the raindrops,

as they'er falling tell a story."

Envy never knew that this beatutiful boy could have such a wonderful voice.

"In my feild of paper flowers,

and candy clouds of lullaby,

I lie inside myself for hours,

and watch my purple sky fly over me.

Don't say I'm out of touch,

With this rampant chaos-your reality.

I know well what lies beyond my sleeping refuge,

The nightmare I built my own world to escape."

Ed wasn't sure if Al was asleep yet so decided to countinue singing his little lullaby of their own imaginary world.He was also sure that Envy was listening and wanted to hear the whole song.

"In my feild of paper flowers,

and candy clouds of lullaby,

I lie inside myself for hours,

and watch my purple sky fly over me.

Swallowed up inside of my screaming,

Cannot cease for the fear of silent nights.

Oh how long I long for the deep sweet dreaming,

The goddess of Imaginary light."

Ed was sure to sing that last extra quiet as to make sure Al was sleeping and didn't wish for him to awake.

"In my feild of paper flowers,

and candy clouds of lullaby,

I lie inside myself for hours,

and watch my purple sky fly over me."

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After he finished the song,he checked Al's breathing,it was soft and steady,a sign that he was asleep.Ed then managed to losen his grip on his brother and climbed out of bed with out disturbing his brother.Ed motioned towards Envy to fallow him downstairs.

When they were downstairs Ed took a seat on the couch and Envy sat next to him."I gess your wondering what that was all about."Envy just nodded with a confused look on his face."Well ya see,When I was 6 my dad left me,my mom and brother.My mom couldn't raise two boys on her own so started dating some weird guy.He was always looking at me and Al in weird lustful ways.I can't remeber the mans name exactly but I rember he was tall,he had short brown hair,he wore these round glasses and spoke in a soft voice.I remeber he had a daughter but she was killed in an accident."

Ed paused for a moment then continued."Al was to young to remeber much but he definetly remebers in his dreams what happend one dark stormy night.The man my mom was dating was begging to get abusive,and he hurt my mom really bad so s-she"Ed's voice started to crack,he began saying somthing else to try to avoide the horrible truth he knew he had to speak sooner or later.

"Me and Al had just got back from a friends house so me and Al went looking for her.We went up to her room and we saw the bathroom door cracked and a light on.We didn't think much of it,so we just walked in and when we opend the door and what we saw I will never forget."A tear slid down the side of Ed's cheek but he still continued."There in the bath tub was our mother with her wrist cut open and blood all over the floor.She was pale and I went up to fell her skin and she was ice cold."

"I began to panic,Al was crying,then I heard footsteps behind us.A strong hand turned me around and I was face to face with my mothers boyfriend.H-he said somthing to me that I couldn't hear over Al's cries.He then threw me on the ground and began taking off my clothesH-he r-raped me."Ed had tears pouring down his face,Envy felt as though he was gonna bust out in tears soon too.

"W-when he was done with me he threw me on the ground and I hit my head on the ground hard.I can still remeber hearing Al scream as he had his way with Al then to.As I blacked out all I heard was his screams."Ed's crying slowed down and Envy wiped away the tears that had strayed down his face.

"When I awoke I was in the hospital, a neighbor heard screams coming from our house and called the cops.We were then placed in my fathers custady(sp) do to the fact that our mother was dead and we had no other living relatives.My dads never around so I'm more like a father to Al then our real dad ever was.I'm the one there when Al has a nightmare from our past.WHERE WAS THAT BASTARD WHEN MY MOTHER DIED AND THAT FREAK RAPED ME AND AL!"Ed was in tears again.

"When Al has these nightmares he comes over to me and I sing to him about an imaginary world where nothing bad could happen to us.Al insists that that man will come back for us.He says at the end of every dream he hears that mans voice and he says he will come back for us and finish us."

Envy pulled Ed into a deep hug.Then he kissed him on the forehead.Ed stood up,"Well I don't think we are gonna be able to go to school,its already 4 in the morning,your welcome to crash here for the night."Envy decided to take him up on his offer.It was really earlie and Envy had already planned on not going to school tommorrow anyways.

Ed got Envy an extra blanket and pillow and set up the couch for him,"I'd let you sleep in my room but my floors not that comfy,and my bed is kinda full."He gave off a half a laugh then yawned,"Goodnight Envy,thanks for helping me."Envy looked at Ed and smiled,"No prob,anytime."Envy then plew the blonde a kiss and tucked himself in on the couch.

Ed made his way back up to his room and was releived that Al was still alseep.Ed gave Al a little kiss on the forehead and laid down next to him.As soon as his head hit the pillow he fell into a deep sleep.

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A/n:Sooooo what do ya think...The song Ed is singing to Al is called Imaginary by Evanescence...I think it sucks but oh well,I leave in 2 days so I won't be able to update for about a month.I will be in Austrailia for 22 days with my gf...YEY!Sorry plz don't kill me!PLZ leave me reveiws do when I return I will have plenty of reasons to update!

Ed:Why must my past suck?

Al:Why did we get raped?

Envy:Why was I barley in this?

Roy:Why wasn't I in this at all?

Me:AHHH TOO MANY QUESTIONS!

Amanda:Plz reveiw-puppy eyes-

Me:Awww who can resist Amandas puppy eyes?Reveiw!