Chapter 7

I almost got to taste her, Sesshoumaru thought, maybe later. However, I swear I know her from somewhere else. I think that it is time that I take a look at my past life before becoming a vampire.

He had just arrived at his house. He quickly left his car and hurried to his library where he kept all of his accounts and journals of his entire life. He pulled them out one by one and put them on his desk that was close by. Once he got all of them, he sat down at his desk. He looked out the window and saw the sun starting to peek out. He sighed and stood back up. I best get some rest first, and then I will look for…whatever it is that I'm looking for.

He left the library and went to his room He laid down on his bed and almost immediately fell asleep.

Rin opened her eyes and stretched out. She yawned and got up to get dressed into a black and red kimono with Sakura blossoms on it. Then she went to the kitchen and poured herself some Fruit Loops. She poured on some milk and was about to eat when the phone rang.

"Hello?"

"Hi Rin, sorry I didn't come home last night. Inuyasha and I were out on a date and went to a late night movie, and then I decided to stay at his place. Don't worry, we slept in different beds," came Kagome's voice on the other end.

"Oh, hey. I didn't get home till late anyways. Sesshoumaru and I also went out to eat and watched a movie at his place. But unlike you, I came home to sleep. So, do you really like Inuyasha?"

"Oh yeah, he is great. We ran into to Kouga yesterday and he told Kouga off so I won't have trouble with him anymore. I think Inuyasha is my soul mate. How about Sesshoumaru? Do you like him?"

"I…don't know. It feels like we have met before, but that isn't possible because I just met him at the bar on Friday. And then there is the weird circumstances surrounding them. I had three warnings yesterday to protect myself from him, saying that he is a vampire. And then…I looked at him once and it looked like his eyes were blood red. It didn't last long so I took it as my mind playing tricks on me."

"That's freaky Rin. Maybe I should ask Inuyasha about…"

"No. Don't. I have a feeling that they are in on Sesshoumaru's secret together. I don't want either to know that I'm suspicious about Sesshoumaru."

"All right. I won't ask. Well, Inuyasha and I will be coming to the circus this evening."

"Ahh. The circus. I better go. I should have been there an hour ago." Rin hung up the phone before Kagome could answer and finished eating and ran as fast as she could to the circus.

There was a long line in front of her tent. Every one of them wanting there fortunes told. This is going to be a very long day. She thought then she set up and started working.

Sesshoumaru woke up when he heard his door bell ring. He got up quickly, got dressed, and went to answer the door. Inuyasha was standing in the doorway. He saw Kagome in the front seat of Inuyasha's car.

"What do you want Inuyasha?" He asked.

"I overheard a conversation between Kagome and Rin. Rin is starting to get suspicious of you."

"I've already guessed that much. Don't worry brother. Rin won't find out until I wish it. I've already have dealt with that foolish couple and manager."

"I hope you know what you are doing."

"Of course I do. Now go on, your girl is getting suspicious herself."

Inuyasha sighed. "I just hope this doesn't turn sour." He muttered walking away.

Sesshoumaru watched as Inuyasha got into his car and drove off. Then he shut the door and went to the library and started looking through the books he had gotten off the bookshelves earlier. Soon books were flying all over the place as he was looking through each book. After about eleven or twelve books, he finally stopped on a journal that was written one year before he had become a vampire. He scanned through the first couple of pages finding nothing of importance until he came upon a page completely full with words.

May 13, 1986

I, the cold, heartless Sesshoumaru, have fallen in love with a beautiful lady. Her smile is what drew me to her. She was always happy. I never have seen a frown on her face. She is the daughter of my father's best friend. When we were younger I didn't really like her much…and I was still getting over the death of my mother…but now. She is so beautiful. We have been dating off and on for a year and I have finally asked for her hand in marriage. We plan to be married in July on the 13th.

May 30, 1986

My beautiful future wife has gotten very sick. We can not do as much as we used to since she must stay in bed. Instead, I sit by her bedside and we talk or I read to her. I hope she gets better.

June 13, 1986

I have never been known to be superstitious. But…today is Friday the 13th and…my beautiful Rin, my future wife, has died from her illness. She never got better. I have been mourning all day and want to die so I can be with her again.

June 14, 1986

I tried to kill myself last night, but I have been hindered. Before I could kill my self, a vampire appeared in my room and drank from me. He wasn't able to chop off my head and put a stake in my heart, so I have become a vampire and can never go and be with my dear, sweet Rin. I'm sorry, my love. Please return to me because I cannot return to you.

Sesshoumaru stared at the last two entries. I have known her from before, he thought. She came back to be with me, just as I have asked in my journal.

With that in mind, Sesshoumaru left his house to go to the circus and see Rin.

Here's Chapter 7. Hope you enjoyed it. Please review. I tried to update last week, but for some reason, I couldn't upload the story. So sorry you had to wait a whole week for the update.