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I have another story for you all. Enjoy!
CHAPTER 1
BELLA POV
I can't believe it. He left me! All alone in the middle of a damned forest. How could he?! He and I loved each other. Well, I love him but I guess he didn't love me anymore. I thought he was supposed to be my soulmate, the one who I was supposed to be with, love and cherish, the one who was supposed to be by my side forever. I guess I was wrong.
Flashback…
The school day had finished and I had just gotten home. I was a bit disappointed because Edward and his family hadn't shown today. I guess they had their reasons, but the sun wasn't out, so I had no idea what it could've been. Maybe they had some family visiting them. I could understand that. Once I had gotten that idea stuck in my head, I stopped worrying. However once I did get home the worrying started up all over again, because there was Edward, standing by his car looking solemn.
What if one of his family members were injured, or somebody had threatened his family?! What if Victoria was finally back and ready to kill me?! What if…
There were endless possibilities, and all of them ended badly in my mind. These thoughts just brought me closer and closer to a headache. I paused for a moment, just admiring my beautiful Edward before walking over to him. He didn't even acknowledge that I was there though. I stood next to him, ready to grab his hand and kiss him, and tell him how much I missed him , and how much I love him. I wanted to shower him with my love.
I wandered what was wrong with him, maybe somewhere along the line he finally realised that I wasn't good enough for him.
Just as I was about to take a hold of his hand, he moved so fast that my human eyes didn't register. He held his hands behind his back, away from me. That hurt. It was at that moment that I realised that Edward didn't love me anymore.
I remember holding in all my hurt and sadness. I had finally expired. My 'sell by' date had arrived. As soon as I looked into his eyes, I knew he didn't love me. All they held was disgust, confusion and hate. I held in all the emotions that were building up inside of me until I made it inside my door. Then I cried.
"Bella." Edward said, unable to look me in the eye. "Let's go for a walk."
He didn't even wait for me to agree, he just walked ahead of me. Not even by my side. That's the least he could have done. We walked for a while in silence. When I stumbled upon a fallen tree trunk, he told me to sit down. So I did.
"Bella," he started, "I have allowed this to carry on for far too long. I mean, I do at least owe you a thank you for making me believe that I'm not a monster, so thank you." What? I was getting confused. What did he mean? What was he talking about? "What I'm trying to say is...I don't love you Bella, I never did. I was just using you. If you hadn't gotten so attached to my family and I then I would've disposed of you a long time ago." He flashed his panty-dropping grin at me. I just sat there, unresponsive. I had never felt so empty. I felt as though I could never be loved. I really was a plain Jane after all. "I mean, just look at you, a plain boring girl. Brown hair, brown eyes, both dull. You're clumsy, you're weak, you're ugly and to top it all of, you're human. You're boring. All you do is read that silly 'Wuthering Heights' book, and listen to Debussy. Did you really think I liked his music, human?" He sneered. "I was only test driving my new toy, but then it got old. So now it's time for you to go." My worst fears were being confirmed. Edward never loved me. To him, I had always been the plain girl. "Now look at me. I'm handsome, strong, fast and I'm a Vampire. I'm rich, you're not. I have a great car, you don't. And last but not least...I'm capable of finding love, and you are not. Finding love is something that you will never, ever be able to do."
That's what did it. Hearing those words broke my heart. But the worst thing was that I didn't have anybody who was capable of fixing me.
Tears began to slide down my face. Edward just took one look at me and laughed. "Aww, crying now are we? You poor thing. Oh well, not my problem. And Bella, I lied to you about being a virgin, I most definitely am not. You really thought I would be, when I have lived for over one-hundred years? You're more stupid than I thought! I popped my cherry to a beautiful woman with long, sexy legs, alluring red eyes and shiny black hair. Did I mention she was a Vampire? I love her. I actually turned her myself. I'm sorry, I know you thought you were going to lose your virginity to me. You never thought this would've happened, did you? Oh well, what can I say? Don't judge a book by its cover."
He laughed! He laughed right in my face. He's in love with someone else. He hates me. However I don't blame him, because right now I hate me too.
"Well I guess I have nothing else to tell you, but this...My family and I are leaving. You'd better pray that I'm telling you the truth, because if I see you again in your lifetime, I might just drink your blood. And Bella...Keep these words safe, I'm leaving them with you.
End of flashback…
And that was it, in a flash he was gone. He just left me alone in the middle of the forest. But I can't lie, after the things he said to me, I felt a lot safer with him gone.
As I made my way back home, I realised I couldn't stay here in Forks anymore, it just leaves bad memories in my mind. I had made a decision that I was going to move to Mystic Falls to live with Charlie's sister, and my aunt, Liz Forbes and her daughter Caroline. Tomorrow I will tell Charlie. I was ready for a fresh start. God knows I needed one.
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So that was the first chapter. I hope you like it. New update soon!
