Chapter 5
The sun was streaming through the window as Hayley lay watching Jay sleep. They had finally crossed that invisible line, her tummy flipped as she thought about what they had done, how Jay had managed to touch her in all the right places, how she had felt things she had never felt before, her toes had curled, and he had drawn sounds from her that she hadn't even know she could make. Pure bliss is how she would describe how she felt. It wasn't just the sex; he had made her feel loved. Every time they began a new round, his eyes would ask her for permission, they had talked into the night, and she had the best night sleep in a long time. Jay had slept past 7 and that was a miracle. Hayley went into the kitchen and put on some coffee, she found Jay's shirt on the floor and slipped it on, she didn't hear him coming up behind her, his arms slipping around her waist, he pressed soft kisses on her neck, she hummed and relaxed into him.
"Hey, it's been like 12 hours and you're stealing my shirts?" he smiled as he continued to pepper soft kisses and nips on her neck and ears.
"I plead the fifth and I know a hot detective that would help me out of the charges!" she smiled as he continued to dot soft kisses down her neck.
"hmm! so this is what heaven feels like?" he asked as she brought her left hand up and placed it on his head, Jay had his left hand on her waist and his right hand was playing with the hem of his shirt she was still wearing, he let go and placing his right hand on her thigh, he brought his hand up under the shirt and found the apex of her legs and moved his foot between hers, budging her right leg over opening her legs. His hand passed through her neatly trimmed pubic hair, finding her clitoris, sliding his middle finger through her folds. Hayley's breath hitched as he hit her already on edge nerves. Twisting his t-shirt in his left-hand, Jay managed to push his hand up and skate it up her torso, palming her breast in his hand.
"Jay! Please!" she begged as he continued to torture her.
"I thought you were pleading the 5th Miss Upton?" he smiled as he continued to nip at her ears, his finger expertly slipping between her folds completely and finding her opening dripping and ready for him.
Hayley, brought both hands behind her grabbing the elastic waist band of his joggers, dragging them down freeing his lengthy erection. He caught on to what she wanted, lifting his t shirt off her body he twisted her round, their eyes met, and he fell in love with her all-over again. Her breasts heaved as she let out a pant and her cheeks were flushed. He lifted her slightly, so she sat on the kitchen side. His height gave him a slight advantage and they were eye to eye. Jay silently asked permission again before sliding his painfully erect penis between her legs. He stilled as her breath hitched, her legs wrapping round him and pulling him further into her centre. As they managed to get into a rhythm they looked into each other's eyes, the connection they seemed to perfect from day one, helped to magnify the love they had for one another. Jay picked Hayley up, still connected he walked into his bedroom, landing on the bed, he slowly drove himself into Hayley's oh so ready core, her legs quivered and shook, her core clenched around him. Hayley's moans and gasps kept driving Jay on. Her hands in his hair, on his back encouraging him to go deeper and harder, breathy moans got closer together and Hayley hit her high, her core gripping Jay and pulling him over the edge with her.
"Jay?" some-time later they lay on the bed, sheets pooled at their waist.
"Hayley?" Jay asked her as he continued to draw nonsense shapes on her back.
"What's for dinner?" she asked.
"Pizza? Chinese? Or I can cook pasta or waffles?"
"Waffles? Do you have chocolate spread?" excitedly she sat up.
"Nope, I can order waffles with chocolate spread, and whipped cream and strawberries!" he said with a cheeky grin.
"Yummy sounds, interesting!"
"Something tells me you would prefer a jar of chocolate spread and a spoon!"
Giggling Hayley leaned up to kiss Jay, their slow kisses becoming filled with passion and want, dinner forgotten as another round of hot sweaty sex ensued. When they finally came up for air, they decided they needed food and had finally decided on Chinese food.
They decided on sleeping in their own beds that night, not wanting to raise suspicions in the team. All though Vanessa had decided she knew the whole truth about them and was teasing Hayley all night. Hayley kept her mouth shut and just blushed, images of her and Jay dancing round her head, she tried so hard not to drive over to his place, climb into his bed, wrap her arms around him and drift away to dream land. She didn't sleep much; she just lay thinking how cold the bed was and how she missed the feeling of him wrapped around her. The following Morning, she had decided she didn't care who knew about them she needed him wrapped around her, she needed his warmth and his safety. She managed to sleep and in the morning, she woke to a text from Jay. He had text her tell her he had picked up coffee so she showered and went straight to the district. On her desk sat a muffin and a coffee just how she liked it. Smiling to herself she looked around for Jay to thank him when she noticed he was in with Hank. She sat drank her coffee and agreed to go see a CI with Kim. They were gone a while and when she returned Jay had gone. She texted him and waited for a reply, she had waited all day for a reply and got nothing back. At the end of the day, she picked up pizza and Jay's favourite beer taking it to his apartment, only to find he was gone. She waited ate her share of the pizza and put the rest in his fridge. She left his apartment and ended up at home. The next morning, she was at Will's place, nothing there either.
"Hank? Where are Jay and Will? I've not heard from Jay since yesterday and Will is missing too should we be worried?"
"No, he's been sent undercover, it was a request from the higher ups. There was no time to talk to you. He will be ok!"
She pinged his phone and Wills. Both were turned off and their last know locations were the district. Something was wrong and she was worried, she knew Hank was watching her; Jay had tried so hard to sneak away and talk to her before they took their cell phones away. They had put them Jay and Will into protective custody and Jay was beginning to lose his mind. They were on the outskirts of the city so close to their old life, but they couldn't leave the house. He desperately needed to talk to Hayley. Hank decided that he would talk to her with Trudy that morning. It had been a month since Jay had left, things were about to get messy for them all.
Sarah and Hayley were out with the kids they had spent the day on the pier and had decided on grabbing burgers for tea, they entered the dinner and Hayley felt off, at first she thought someone was watching her, but she couldn't see anyone suspicious, her stomach rolled when her food was placed in front of her, she jumped up and ran to the rest room, only just making it on time. Splashing her face with cold water she looked at herself in the mirror, she hadn't been feeling well for a week now, she wasn't sleeping struggled to eat properly Vanessa was worried, Hank was still watching her like a hawk, maybe she needed a day off. Maybe she needed a week off, she knew she was going to break down so dried her face and made her way out into the diner.
"I'm sorry Sarah but I need to go I really don't feel well! I'm going to grab a cab home."
"Oh Ok, let me take you home please?"
"No stay with the kids, enjoy your meals I'm sorry I'll sort the check out, I'm sorry!" she couldn't apologise enough. She paid the whole bill and left the diner, calling a cab to take her home.
Vanessa was sitting at the island waiting for Hayley, she was so pleased Hayley had gone out today, since Jay had left, she was slipping away. Hayley had had this happen before, she fell in love with Garett, he had been murdered by Booth 5 years ago, she built up her walls and had kept them up for so long. Then she met Jay and from the first day he slowly chipped away at the wall around her heart. Hayley was sure she wouldn't have let anyone stay with her before she met Jay and he'd been drilling away, he'd managed to get all the way in and now he was gone, the wall was back up. Vanessa was so worried; she had heard Hayley being sick in the mornings and not eating or sleeping. She sat watching the rain as it fell outside the window. Today she had spoken to Hank and told him she was worried, he and Trudy would be here to talk to Hayley in an hour, but before then she wanted Hayley to do something, on the side sat a pregnancy test.
"Hey! Are you ok? What's wrong?" Vanessa asked as Hayley crashed into the room.
"I can't breathe here anymore, I've messed up V, I fell in love with another partner, and he's gone and left. The second time this has happened, I let my guard down and he's come sweeping in what is it about me? What's wrong with me? Maybe my dad was right all along I'm just a waste of space, I, I need to get away. I can't sit here there's to many memories, I can see him everywhere I look."
"Stop, take a breath, I promise you I will get you some answers, I need you to sit down though. Listen Hank and Trudy are coming over soon they want to talk to you. We were thinking about you taking some time off. You and me we can go on a girl's trip. Get away from the city, take a break and come back refreshed. Yeah?" Hayley nodded. "Ok, listen I need you to do something for me! Please will you just take this into the bathroom, and we can go from there, ok?" Vanessa and Hayley looked at each other for what felt like an eternity.
Tears fell from both their eyes, and Hayley covered her mouth, she shuddered and nodded.
Tears fell from her eyes as they sat and waited for the result to come up on the plastic stick. A knock on the door had Hayley looking at Vanessa in fear, they quickly glanced at the test, it was positive. Hayley took a deep breath and put the stick in the draw. Shaking her head at Vanessa she went to open the door. Hank and Trudy made their way into the room. Hank had a brown file in his hand and had a serious expression, Hayley's stomach was churning again, there was nothing left for her to throw up, so she grabbed a bottle of water from the fridge and gulped it down. Trudy and her super senses could tell something was going on with her, but she just sat and let Voight talk.
"Hayley, was there something going on between you and Jay? Because I don't care if there was, but it will make a difference to how much I can tell you."
"Two nights before he left, Jay and I got together, I can't believe I was so stupid, falling for another partner and now he's gone, twice, how stupid am I? I'm sorry I know I've been off my game I just need some time away I have vacation time saved up I'm going to take some and then I will be ok, I promise."
"Hayley Jay and Will are in protective custody. Thing is the guy who is after them saw you leaving Jay apartment and he's following you! I need you and Vanessa to come to the station and then we will put you in too protective custody, the rest of us are going to work the case and get this son of a bitch. He's going after family, and we all know we look after our own."
"Why can't we just stay here and draw him out? What the hell happened that they have been sent away and for it happen in the twelve hours after I left Jay?"
"Hayley, can we talk this over at the district please?" Vanessa asked.
"Ok, lets go! Pack a bag."
At the district Voight had put a board in the middle of the room, the whole of the unit were sitting waiting for him to start, Hayley was shaking! She was livid! With herself with Jay and with Hank. She was still reeling over the fact she was pregnant. She was so careful, took her pill every morning, oh shit! She had missed two mornings worth, the day she and Jay got together and the morning after. Fresh tears ran down her face and she wanted so bad to get up and walk away but she couldn't move from the chair, she grabbed her bin from under her desk and proceeded to throw up into it, Vanessa was up and rubbing her back within seconds. A fresh bottle of water was put on the table and Hank was waiting for her to be ready.
"Will had being treating a woman who was being abused by her Husband, the last time she came into med she told Will she wanted to run so Will had Jay find her a place for her and her kids in a hostel, her Husband isn't happy about it. He has made threats on their lives, and he broke into Wills apartment, roughed him up, a neighbour got him off Will and called 911. We have had patrol on his house, but he hasn't been back there. Jay and Will are in witness protection and then we found pictures added to his cloud, they were of Hayley leaving Jay's apartment, then of her at home and he follows her for a week afterwards. He has sat outside and then starts to follow Vanessa too, we don't let Vanessa or Hayley out of our sites. Understand!"
"Hank, Trudy I need to talk to you?" Hayley managed to say.
"Ok!" They stood and made their way into his office, the door closing behind them.
"I can't do this, I need some time to get my head together, Jay and I we, well erm, Urgh shit, I'm pregnant, not long just a few weeks, obviously crap, I just though you should know, I'm going to go throw up again, I'm sorry I know I've let you down, It should never of happened, I'm sorry!" getting up Hayley ran for the rest room.
She sat in the break room on the couch and sobbed she was tiered and hungry and upset, she missed Jay so much. She couldn't see the end of this, part of her wants to just put herself out there for this guy to try and have a go at her, she would be able to take him on, but one wrong move and she could lose this baby, did she want a baby? Would Jay want this baby? Would he think she had done it to trap him? She loved him so much and she was broken inside knowing he was miles away and alone. What if this guy had found him and now, he was in danger again? She could feel her resolve ebbing away, she needed sleep, her eyes were closing so she lay herself down and rest her eyes. Tomorrow was a new day, tomorrow she would come up with a plan to get Jay back.