Hey guys. Got this idea from an idea on ao3. Check out fangirlmoon's story I love you. It's one shots of reid from criminal minds and him being autistic. This is kinda a sad one. I'll eventually do a one shot of them living together but this popped into my head. This is my thoughts after mike dies In heartfelt passages, the season 17 finale so there's quite a time jump from season 15.
"Hey, sweetheart. I thought you might be here." Olivia said softly, making her way through the rain towards her detective sitting in the grass in front of the grave, tracing the letters on the grave marker with her fingers. "I don't want to talk." She said as Olivia sat down behind her and wrapped her legs around her. "No." She said, struggling but Olivia just tightened her grip, beginning to rock slowly.
"No talking and no touching." Amanda said but the brunette didn't relinquish her grip, instead pulling out an umbrella. "Baby, listen. I'm sorry for what I said to you. Accusing you of having a gambling relapse in front of everyone wasn't right, at all. I know that makes you uncomfortable." She said, resting her cheek on the blonde's shoulder.
"I-I'm sorry. I-I shouldn't have said that stuff about... about... about Lewis." She brings out. "I-I won't d-do it again." She said, bringing up their fight from earlier that day. "I-I j-just want him back." She said, beginning to cry.
"I know baby. I understand. We all do." She responded, bringing a hand to Amanda's head. "Y-you yelled at me. You yell at other people, but never m-me." She hiccuped and Olivia closed her eyes, knowing her detective was right. "I'm so sorry, sweetheart. I never meant to yell at you." She whispered, kissing the top of her head.
"I feel fuzzy and sad and I want it to go away." "It was so loud in there and everyone was so close to me." "I know, sweetie. You haven't showered,eaten or brushed your teeth in days, and you're probably exhausted. I can help you though, but sweetheart you have to talk to us. "I'll help you as much as possible but you have to talk to me or the others." She assured when she saw the look on her detective's face.
"Really?" She asked, shocked. Yes, it was true she did live with the brunette, but Olivia had never had to help her like this before.
"Yeah, honey, I am." She said, standing and helping the blonde to her feet before guiding her to her car.
