"Sti" My best friend Scott said. "Stiles!", he said again. After a few tries of getting my attention, he finally hit me on my shoulder. " Huh, what? Oh sorry" I say sheepishly. "Uh, what's up?" "I said are you still coming to Derek's tonight for the pack meeting?" "Oh. Um, yeah sure. I'll be there." I completely forgot tonight was the pack meeting. Oh, I should probably introduce myself. My name is Stiles Stilinski. Scott McCall is my best friend since birth. A year ago he was bitten by a werewolf. Yes, they are real here in Beacon Hills. Derek, the one Scott was talking about, is the alpha wolf, also known as the one I'm in love with. I could never tell him though. He's not into small guys like me who can barely handle himself and is always finding trouble. There are also Omegas and betas. Scott is a beta, me on the other hand, well, I'm an Omega. Which is another reason Derek would never fall for me. Later in the evening I show up to Derek's. Everyone is already there and were just waiting on me to get the meeting started. " There's another pack coming to town. It's called an alpha pack." Derek said. "What's an alpha pack?" Issac asked. "An alpha pack is only full of alphas from other packs who killed their pack members to have all of the power and joined each other to be the most powerful werewolf packs in Beacon Hills." Derek said. "This is a pack we don't need in town. We need a plan to get rid of them. We will continue this conversation at the next pack meeting next week. For now, just eat and do what you want then get out." After the meeting, Lydia pulled me aside to talk about Derek. "Sti, everyone can see how much you're in love with him and how much you need him. Just talk to him already." "I can't lyds. He doesn't see me that way. He never will." "Stiles, you need him, as a boyfriend, alpha..and even a dom." "H..how did you-" " I'm one of your best friends. I can tell you're a submissive." I look down and sigh, she's right. I am a submissive. I do need a dom, but how can I ever tell Derek or anyone else in the pack? Scott would freak and never look at me the same. Issac would laugh and make fun of me. And everyone else? It's not even a possibility. "I can never tell Derek. I can't even tell our friends. You know what they would say and do." "Stiles, just at least talk to Derek about how you feel. You never know, he could feel the same way." She looks at me with sympathy in her eyes. All I can do is look away thinking. He doesn't. She's just saying that so you'll feel better about yourself. Besides, how could anyone ever love someone like you? You're just an omega, human, and nothing compared to them. "Stiles?" I look up to see Derek staring at me like I'm crazy. "You ok Stiles?" "Uh, yeah, yeah I'm fine. I was just thinking." He looked at me like he didn't believe me but still walked away. Scott walked over to me. "What's up man?" I said. "Dude, you're bright red. Were you thinking about Derek?" He had a smirk on his face like he knew something. "Uhh, n-no not at all." I blush even harder. "Man, you know I don't care if you like him right?" "What? what do you mean?" "I know you're in love with him Stiles." "Does that bother you?" I asked him wondering if it did. "Not at all man. You're my brother, I don't care who you like just as long as they don't hurt you." "I- thank you Scott" "No problem man." Yeah, Scott knew I was gay, but I always thought he would kill me if he found out I was in love with Derek.
Author's Note- Hey guys, this is my first time writing so if you have any suggestions or things I can improve on please let me know and I will fix it. I will try to update every Tuesday! Not beta read. Will have smut. Don't read if you don't like it. Please don't hate, again, first time writing. Thanks. -C.C.