Last time: She crumpled to the ground and cried for what seemed like the first time in centuries. What she didn't know was that the Doctor was doing the same thing in the privacy of his room.
She doesn't know how long she sat there for, it could have been months for all she cared. Her Tardis was trying to coax her to get up and adventure like they always did, but she didn't move. The Tardis cataloged everything for the next time this happened, and she was sure there would be a next time. For the first hour, she cried, tears running down her face, sobs bubbling out of her throat. For the second hour, she just sat there, enjoying the numbness in her brain. For the third hour, she laughed, she laughed until her sides hurt. And somewhere in between the fourth hour, she ended up lying down on the floor, staring at nothing. This was not the first time she did this, she was like this after John died, but not for this long. The Tardis pulled up an old hologram file, John had told her to play it when Rose was at her weakest. John hologram stood right next to the Professors head, she looked at him in confusion and slowly got up. He started to talk, "Rose, if you are looking at this, I'm dead, and you're not doing so good. Well, lucky for you I have some advice," He said, shooting her a goofy grin, she smiled slightly at him. So different and yet still the same. His grin faltered, "Go to the other universe, if you haven't already and find him. He still loves yo-" Before he could finish his sentence, she ran to the console and switched off the hologram.
She stood rigid, "I've heard enough John." She said, before pressing the helpful randomizer on the console. She her thoughts of the Doctor behind a steel door, and then locked it. The welcoming groan of the Tardis landing, practically had her tingling with excitement at the thought of another adventure. It almost rid her mind of the Doctor, almost but not quite. She pulled open the door and stepped out, almost immediately she felt a prick in her neck. She pulled out a dart and she cursed loudly. "Must it always end this way." She screamed before toppling over.
Meanwhile with the Doctor…
The Doctor shut the Tardis door behind him, holding in tears. Nobody said a word as he walked down the hallway to his room. Amy, Rory, and River tried not to notice the sobs coming from the room, or the boom of something being thrown at the wall. Or the screaming and wailing coming from behind that closed door. Soon the bangs and screams died down and all they could hear was a faint sobbing. That was when Amy chose to talk, "What happened? Who was that? And what did she do to upset him like that?" She said, trying to disguise the rage in her eyes for curiosity.
"That is not a story for me to tell." River said. "The Doctor will tell you when he's ready." She said.
At that moment, the Doctor came into the console room with a fake smile on his face and he turned to the Ponds, "So where to, next?"
Amy looked at him, "Who was that?" She asked, walking next to him.
He tensed up, "Maybe we could go to the Opal Galaxy and visit the Grenishes." He said, the false smile still on his face.
"Doctor," She said more forcefully. "Who was she?"
His smile faded, and he looked angry and sad at the same time, "I don't know what you're talking about." He said, in a monotone voice.
"Doctor, tell me who she is?"
She's Rose!" He said, screaming and throwing his hands up in frustration. "Or the Professor, now, because of me." He muttered, going around the console twiddling levers and turning knobs. Amy let it go and waited for the Doctor to pull himself together, he pulled on another fake smile and said, "Now, the Opal Galaxy."