Bully me, baby! Part 6.
I do not own Naruto, I already have too much story's lying around to work on...
Warnings: Sasunaru, Yaoi, Shounen-ai, language, lemon, masochism, sadism, violence, etc.
Enjoy!
Recap:
"Yoh, Nii-san." Just calling his brother that like he used to, gets him in a better mood.
"Hey Sasuke." Itachi replies over the phone, though Sasuke can also hear some people walking in and out, softly whispering things to his brother before they leave again. "Listen, I know I promised to take you to that Art exhibition, but some urgent things came up." Sasuke can feel his chest tighten at hearing that.
"W-we can always go a couple of hours later... Or tomorrow..." Sasuke replies, though he knows very well how little that chance is, he keeps clinging on to that small bit of hope that he has.
"I'm sorry Sasuke. I truly am. Surely some other time we can go, but not today or tomorrow. Some project went wrong and it's really hectic right now... I still have the tickets you know... They lie on the table, so if you want to you can still go with a friend."
"Hn..."
"I really am sorry Sasuke. I couldn't foresee this either, but I promise I will make it up to you. Then you can choose where we go."
"Fine..." Sasuke knows his brother truly means it. The plans for the exhibition weren't fake either, they both really wanted to go. But his brother has way to much responsibility on his shoulders and too less preparation or experience. "Don't make it an all-nighter though."
"I wont." And Sasuke can hear his brother smile at the other end of the line. "I love you, my Ototo."
"Uhn... Love you too..." Sasuke mumbles back and he knows that Itachi can hear him softly smile now too.
They end their conversation and once more Sasuke sighs as he puts his phone away. Not feeling much for painting anymore, Sasuke decides to wander around with no clear destination in mind.
End recap.
Red day
"Uzumaki Naruto, get your ass down here right now!"
What a way to wake up. Naruto instantly sits up and soon jumps out of bed to put on some clothes. No way that he is going downstairs in just his underwear.
"If I have to get you, you're far away from safety, young man!"
"I'm coming already!" Naruto shouts back as he could hear his mother storming up the first few steps.
As soon as he has his clothes on, the blond opens the door and makes his way downstairs where his mother stands waiting. She has her arms folded and taps with her feet on the ground, definitely agitated, which is never a good sign for anything.
"It has been five o'clock already Naruto. Any idea how long it has been since I told you to get up and do the laundry?" Naruto knows that the question is rhetorical and doesn't really answer it.
"I'm gonna do it right now... Jeez... relax would ya..." Naruto scratches the back of his head while yawning before making his way to the basket with the just clean clothes, which he has to hang up to dry.
"Leave it. I asked you to do this so it could dry over day. What have you been doing all this time?" Kushina asks. "You come home late, we don't hear anything from you, when you come home you're a mess, you lie to me about where you've been and you tell us it's none of our business, which is a tone you shouldn't have to often to me young man. On top of it the next day, I ask you to do something for me, you don't even reply and when I come back I found out you have been sleeping the entire day! Naruto, that is not how I raised you!"
"Well sorry that I'm such a disappointment to you, mom!" Naruto fires back. "I bet you never raised me to be gay either!"
"Stop it! That has nothing to do with this!" Kushina replies and she ignores it as she hears the front door closing, knowing it is her husband. "And you don't know that you are, not until you've truly kissed someone, and know you're in love for sure!"
"Well maybe I have! You don't know anything about me!" Naruto shouts back and that truth causes his chest to tighten.
"That's enough Naruto!" Minato speaks up as he heard bits and pieces of their heated discussion. "That is no way to speak to your mother. We have been raising you all your life. She has always stood the closest to you and understood you the most, so don't you dare say that she doesn't know what is best for you!"
"You two have no idea what you're talking about... Neither one of you truly knows me so how could you possibly know what is best for me?!" Tears sting in Naruto's eyes by now. "Neither one of you knew I was into guys until I told you right?!"
"Naruto you're not into guys. It's like your mother says, you don't know until you've truly been together with someone." Minato says sternly. "And I forbid you to be intimate with someone like that, for you are still way to young!"
"You don't get to decide my life! I decide that! This is MY body! I do with it what I want!" Naruto shouts back, being really agitated by his parents and knowing that this isn't a heated discussion anymore but a fight. "And I don't feel like waiting before you guys kick me out of the house or intend to send me to some shock therapy. If I'm such an eye-sore I'll leave on my own!"
"Naruto!" Kushina calls him as her son sprints towards the front door.
"We're not done yet, get back here!" Minato says sternly and manages to grab Naruto's arm.
"Shut the fuck up! Neither one of you care about such an imperfect son like me! So I don't care about you!" A hit resounds through the room, followed by a silence. None of them had seen this coming, had wished for this outcome. Minato Kamikaze had never hit his child. Never. And up till this day he'd have sworn he never would. But he just did, and it shocks him as much as it shocks the son he had hit and his wife who had watched it.
With a pained expression on his face, Naruto pulls his arm back before running out the front door, without saying a word, without looking back. He just keeps running as the tears stream down his face, over the cheek that is still burning and thus prove of the fight he had with his parents.
It is half past six when Sasuke finds himself at the entrance of 'Sharingan'. He has been wandering around all this time, lost in thought, but eventually his feet did drag him here. He sighs before opening the front doors, having decided that he might cheer up a bit if he starts working on his project. He knows Suigetsu won't be working until eight and Jugo has the day of, meaning that he will have their department for himself.
As he opens the door to their study and looks up, his eyes widen at the horror that he sees. Pc's have fallen over, paint spots, feathers and scratches are spread through the entire room. Against the window their is spots of read which could be either paint or blood, taken the dead bird that lies underneath it, covered in yellow, orange but mainly red as it apparently broke it's neck on his attempts to fly out of the window.
"No... Fuck, no!" Sasuke curses as he walks up to the wall where his grand masterpiece should be hanging. The corners are still taped to the wall, but the paper has torn an lies on the ground. As Sasuke picks it up and spreads it out he curses some more as it's covered with scratches, feathers and paint. One could tell it's a Phoenix but it will take a lot of work to cover it up, not to mention that the paper has torn on multiple places.
"Graaahrr!" Sasuke roars in frustration and kicks a bucket with red paint against the wall. If that bird wasn't already dead, Sasuke surely would have seen to it now.
Sasuke can feel the agitation and rage course through his body and he knows that if he stays, that rage would be fired at everything else in the room. He decides to leave once more and sprints down the halls and stairs, smashing the doors behind him.
As he comes outside, the sun has already set and the further he runs the more the streets are nearly empty. Away from the center of the city.
When he arrives at a park he finally slows his phase, nobody being in the park around this hour.
Not to far from the entrance, someone comes walking in his direction though, which irritates Sasuke even more and makes him feel like turning around. But one glance at the stranger made him change his mind as he'd recognize that blond hair anywhere.
He walks in his direction, hoping he would recognize him too, but the blond seems to be deep in his own thoughts as well. But Sasuke knows just what to do to bring him back to reality.
"Wh- Argh.." Naruto groans as he seems to stumble and falls to the ground, shaving his hand palms on the ground. As he looks back to what he fell over he sees his bully standing, arms folded.
"Did you intend to ignore me again?" Sasuke asks threatening.
"It's not like you'd give me a choice..." Naruto replies, not feeling much for playing the victim role.
Sasuke takes a few steps forward before he pushes Naruto up against a nearby tree. He looks deep into the bleu eyes, noticing the color is still so clearly visible despite it being night. He forces himself to look away as he moves his mouth closer to Naruto's ear who shivers at the heath of his breath.
"Do you want me to hurt you, dobe?"
The question, but mostly the tone on which it was spoken, causes Naruto to lose all control over his voice, not being able to reply. Not wanting to wait for it or play any games, he nods. Hoping that somehow Sasuke could hit the pain in his chest away, which is partly the result of the fight with his parents but also because he longs for his bully in more then one way.
A knee in his abdomen causes Naruto to gag forward. He holds his hands on the throbbing place where he's hit and groans while he takes a few unsteady steps forward. Sasuke isn't done yet though as he yanks Naruto up again by his hair and pulls him back to the tree.
"You better keep your voice down, dobe." He threatens and Naruto tries to nod despite Sasuke still holding his hair against the tree.
Sasuke roughly pulls Naruto's arm and away from the tree so Naruto stumbles some more until his bully kicks the back of his knee. Naruto yelps at the pain as he lands on his knee's, trying not to make to much noise either. Sasuke walks around him for a bit, feeling his anger return as he looks at the blond, remembering a tearing pain, but also remembering the ruined painting, Kurenai meddling in his business and the disappointment of Itachi not keeping his word.
He kicks Naruto's side who rolls over as he growls in pain while focusing on it at the same time, wishing it would keep his mind of the fight he had earlier. Hoping that the hits Sasuke deals to him are so much more painful, and thus distracting, from the pain of his cheek.
He feels how Sasuke roughly pulls him up again and he grimaces as he takes a full hit on his jaw, immediately followed by a fist which was aimed at his groin, on which he can't help the scream as he yanks forward. Sasuke keeps him standing on his toes though as he pulls him up by his shirt and when Naruto opens his eyes he can see a sheer anger aimed directly at him in Sasuke's eyes.
"You wouldn't care if I died, would you?" Naruto manages to ask, and so catches Sasuke off guard, which he can hide well.
"Does it look like I'd care? You'd probably do the world a favor." Sasuke replies and those words sting Naruto harder then any other pain he had felt before.
Sasuke yanks him away from the tree and kicks Naruto in the stomach again, full force. Naruto stumbles until he falls backwards, hitting his head hard on the ground.
I knew he didn't care... Naruto thinks as he looks up to the clouded night sky. Even those times he'd kissed me... It didn't mean anything... He doesn't care... Mom and dad are ashamed of me... Darkness starts to cloud his mind as the ground under his head starts to color red. I'm alone... Nobody cares... I'd do the world a favor if I died...
"Gheh..." Sasuke looks at Naruto as the blond keeps laying on the ground. He notices the dark color around his head on the ground. Blood. And he knows he's responsible for it. Sasuke starts to chuckle which soon turns into mad laughter. Blood, being so red. Red like the blood of that bird, red like the colors of what would have been his grand master piece, red like the paint in the bucket he had kicked in anger, red like the eyes of his school principle, red like the memories of that painful day.
"Gheheh..." Sasuke chuckles for a bit more before he silently watches the blood spread around that blond hair. "Oi, dobe?" Sasuke asks as it suddenly downs on him what he has done and what is happening. "Oi, Naruto? Come on dobe, wake up." Sasuke kneels next to the blond and lays his hand on the tan, whiskered cheek. Fuck! He's dying! He suddenly realizes and takes out his phone. In sheer panic he searches for his brothers number but before pressing the number he stops. I can't bother Nii-san with this. He has enough things to worry about, he doesn't need to worry about me too! Quickly he calls for an ambulance and after having spoken with them for a bit, he hangs up, knowing they are on their way.
"Come on dobe... Naruto!" Sasuke calls him but, as he feared, he gets no reply from the unconscious blond. He had never intended to drag things this far...
The light above the operation room is still red as Sasuke keeps changing his position every now and then. Damn, what's taking them so long..! Sasuke thinks as he stands up to lean against the wall again. If he's dead... If he dies... It would be all my fault... I'd be a murderer... I could end up in jail! Nii-san would be so disappointed...
The red light turns of, getting Sasuke out of his thoughts as he stands up straight again. A female doctor with long blond hair steps out of the operation room and sighs. Her name appears to be Tsunade. Sasuke nervously walks towards her, not knowing how or even what to ask.
"You are a friend of him?" She asks as she seems to take a good look at the young boy.
"Y-yes... Is he... a-ahlright?" Sasuke asks. What's wrong with me? Why can't I just ask her normally?!
"Yes, the operation was a success. Though if you had called us a little later, it could have been to late." She informs him while behind her the doors open again and a bed, on which a still unconscious Naruto lies, is being rolled to his room. "You have no idea what happened to him?"
"Uh, no..." Sasuke lies while he keeps his eyes on the sleeping blond who's head is bandaged. "Can I uhm... Stay with him a little longer?" Sasuke asks on which Tsunade nods.
"Let him rest though. There might even be a chance that he doesn't remember what happened, but I can't say that for sure." Sasuke nods, while he silently hopes that Naruto did forget what he had done to him.
Leaning with his head on his hand he watches his victim sleep. He watches the whiskered cheeks, the tan skin, his closed eyes, those lips which instantly cause him to remember the kiss in that tree. He wonders why he had done that and what would have happened if the school bell hadn't interrupted them.
Partly being lost in imagination and memory, Sasuke leans closer to Naruto's face, wondering why he can make him feel so different.
Why did I kiss him back then? Why did I feel the urge to lick the blood of his lips..? Sasuke swallows as he keeps leaning in. Why is it that whenever I want to think of something not painful that I think of that kiss we shared? He lays a hand on a whiskered cheek, softly caressing it. Why did my heart age with worry so much once I realized I could lose him? Finally the gap between them closes as Sasuke's lips find Naruto's. So soft... So warm... He thinks and carefully licks the lips he has claimed. Such a unknown taste, jet I don't think I dislike it... After one more lick Sasuke leans up for a bit again only to sit down in the chair next to the bed.
What's wrong with me..? He thinks as he folds his hands and leans with his forehead against them. I keep hurting him. I know why, but still... At the same time I can't keep my eyes of him sometimes... And I hate it when he doesn't see me standing or when he ignores me... Damn it! I can't be in love with him! Not with him! Not with someone who is- stk..! Sasuke breaths a little faster as he tries to control his tears, but after everything that happened that day, he can no longer keep them back. Fuck... Sasuke softly sniffs as he lets the tears, that wanted to come out so desperately, flow over his cheeks. Why him?! Why of all people did I have to fall for him?!
To be continued…
Yeahy! here is the(day late) part for my birthday! ^_^
I would like to thank all of you who have gone through the trouble of commenting on the previous part. ^/^
Short chapter this one is, I know, but a hell lot of important stuff happens in it and it just felt to right to end it here already. :P
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