Bully me, baby! Part 7.

I do not own Naruto, I already have too much story's lying around to work on...

Warnings: Sasunaru, Yaoi, Shounen-ai, language, lemon, masochism, sadism, violence, etc.
Enjoy!

Recap:

What's wrong with me..? He thinks as he folds his hands and leans with his forehead against them. I keep hurting him. I know why, but still... At the same time I can't keep my eyes of him sometimes... And I hate it when he doesn't see me standing or when he ignores me... Damn it! I can't be in love with him! Not with him! Not with someone who is- stk..! Sasuke breaths a little faster as he tries to control his tears, but after everything that happened that day, he can no longer keep them back. Fuck... Sasuke softly sniffs as he lets the tears, that wanted to come out so desperately, flow over his cheeks. Why him?! Why of all people did I have to fall for him?!

End recap.

Questions

It's bright... Too bright... Naruto thinks as he groans, knowing that if he opens his eyes the room will be to bright, especially considering the terrible head age he's got. He moves his head carefully, hoping to find a side where it's less bright. He instantly lies still though as he hears a door closing.

"Anywrone thare?" Naruto asks and he frowns as he doesn't seem to have full control over his tongue.

He gets no reply and Naruto carefully dares to open his eyes, only to close them instantly again as his head ache gets worse. He forces himself to open his eyes again though and after blinking a couple of times, he's used to the light and the head age gets a little less intense. He scans the white hospital room, the door and bathroom being to his right, the window to his left. Beside him, there is nobody else in the room though and Naruto wonders whether it has just been his imagination.

The images from last night return fiercely though and his head age instantly returns. He carefully lies down again with his head on the pillow.

"Sasuke..." He softly whispers, noticing his tongue knows exactly how to say that name. I wonder where he is... Did he actually call for an ambulance? He said he didn't care if I died...

It is then that the door opens again though and Naruto can hear various people coming in, not being able to see the door as there is a small hallway caused by the bathroom.

"There is a possibility that he's awake. But I suggest that if he's sleeping, you'd let him rest." A woman who, unknown to Naruto, is doctor Tsunade's assistant and who was there during the surgery. When the woman comes into vision Naruto can read her name, Shizune, on the card she has clipped on her outfit.

"Naruto?" Kushina asks and her eyes fill with tears of joy at seeing her boy alive and awake. She instantly makes her way to her wounded son and hugs him. "You got us so worried!"

"M-mom..." Naruto says as he first holds her back, but as she doesn't let go he pretends to get crush hugged by her. "Ugh... Mom- Tight- Your hug... 's gonna k-kill me-"

"I-Im sorry honey." She says quickly as she steps away, worry on her face, which soon turns into annoyance as she notices Naruto's grin and that he was just joking. "That's not funny..."

"Naruto..." It's the first time Minato has spoken to his son since they entered the room, the first time since their argument. "I'm glad you're alright... I don't know what we would have done if you hadn't made it... If that friend of yours hadn't called for an ambulance..." Minato steps closer and sits at the other side of Naruto's bed, across from his wife. "We'd never want to lose you..." He awkwardly lays a hand on Naruto's shoulder, which is intended to be comforting.

"Uhn... Wait, what do you mean a friend called an ambulance?" Kushina is the one to answer that question.

"The nurses had told us that a black haired young man, who claimed to be your friend, had brought you here and waited till after the surgery to make sure you were alright."

"It seems he even paid for the surgery..." Minato fills in. "Do you remember what happened?"

"Uhm..." Both parents now look curiously at Naruto who tries to think of an excuse. "N-not really... I guess I must have tripped or something... Geheh..." Naruto replies as he tries to smile it of. Both parents still look worried but they don't push the subject any further, knowing their son will need his rest.

"Sasuke, can I talk to you for a moment?"

It has been a week since Sasuke had beaten Naruto into the hospital. Naruto had to stay there overnight and another three days staying home. At school he had tried to avoid the blond as much as possible, not even wanting to look him in the eye. It bothers Sasuke though, that the blond hadn't told anyone what he had done, but he's already long glad that nobody had found out about it. Not even his own brother, which is obvious since he was always occupied with work. At least, until now...

"Sure... What is it Nii-san?" Sasuke asks as he walks back down the stairs again, having intended to go to his room. He fears that somehow his brother had figured it out, it wouldn't surprise him taken how smart he is.

"I heard about what happened to your work for the Rise of the Phoenix festival." Itachi replies while Sasuke sits down on the couch opposite from the lazy char his brother sits in. Flames burn in the fireplace, giving the room a comforting warmth and Sasuke had always enjoyed the smell of it. Both brothers did. "Are you alright?" Itachi asks.

"Uhn..." Sasuke looks away, staring into the flames where he can easily loose himself in thoughts. Sometimes he would just sit next to the fire and watch it solemnly for that purpose. "It was... disappointing... I know I should have said something about it... But Even if I started over I would never finish it in time..."

"I know Sasuke." His brother replies kindly. "I wouldn't have expected that of you."

A silence falls between the brothers in which the crackling of the burning fire is the only sound in the room. It's not an uncomfortable silence, both brothers are not the type to be around a lot of noise or conversation after all. While staring into the fire Sasuke's mind takes him back to a certain blond again, being glad Itachi hadn't figured out what happened. He wonders now though what Itachi would think of him if he ever had the guts to tell him he was gay. But before Sasuke could imagine his reaction, Itachi interrupts his thoughts.

"There is something coming up which might be a chance for you to start on a new project. If you want to, that is." Sasuke forces himself to look away from the flames to look at his bother, and he notices how one side of his face has become really warm, caused by the fire, while the other, that was facing away from the flames, feels rather cold. A strange contrast to feel, but it's a familiar feeling to Sasuke.

"What is it about?" Sasuke asks, being interested and Itachi smiles, knowing how much his little brother enjoys doing these projects.

"The Grand Fantasy Fair. How about it? Posters need to be designed for it and fantasy has always intrigued you right?" Itachi asks and Sasuke thinks it over. It's true that fantasy has always been an interesting subject for Sasuke. Mighty creatures like dragons and werewolves had always been a source of inspiration for him. The entire idea of there being creatures more powerful or wise then the humans, is something Sasuke finds interesting. Humans are foolish after all, making so many mistakes every day. Wars, money, corruption, always in a hurry, blind for greater meaning of things, betrayal, selfishness... Those are mainly human flaws. Dragons, Elves and plenty other creatures stand high above them. Those creatures do not exist but Sasuke still finds it interesting to speculate and read about them. And though he wouldn't admit it easily, he does believe that somewhere out there in the universe, there is a life form that is so much wiser and superior than the human race.

"And I can design whatever I want as long as it's fantasy and has the title of the event on it?"

"I thought they did have a theme, but you should do some more research for that." Itachi replies and Sasuke nods.

"Alright. I guess I'll take a look." Sasuke stands up at that to look once more at the older Uchiha. "Is there anything else?"

"No that was all. You can go." Itachi replies as he nods and takes out some files from work to read.

"Don't make it to late." Sasuke says and as he walks past him towards the stairs, he shortly lays his hand on Itachi's shoulder. "Good night, Nii-san..."

"Good night, Ototo." Itachi replies and both Uchiha's smile softly while Sasuke walks up the stairs to his bedroom.

Soooo boooorrriiiinnggg... Naruto thinks as he leans with his head on his desk while the math teacher, Kotetsu, explains about all kinds of ways to calculate which Naruto doesn't find interesting one bit.

Finally the school bell rings and Naruto instantly shoves his books into his schoolbag to leave the classroom as fast as he can. But the first one to leave the classroom isn't him but a certain Uchiha. Out in the hall way Naruto stops to watch his bully walk away while most of the other students go in the opposite direction, heading for the school's exit as they have no more lessons scheduled for today.

Where is he going? Naruto wonders and decides to, this time, follow his bully. Sasuke had ignored him for a long time now, every time he had wanted to talk to the raven, he somehow had always found a way to escape him. But not this time. Naruto thinks as he tiptoes after Sasuke.

He watches how the raven disappears in the art class. Naruto intends to take a peak around the corner, wanting to know what the raven's up to, but his luck has run out when Kankuro and Shino turn the corner opposite from where he and Sasuke had come from. Naruto starts to panic, not seeing any hiding place, so he walks towards the windows and pretends to look outside, hoping the two will just pass him.

It's in that moment that Sasuke comes out of the art class again, having picked the amounts of paper that he needed. The paper that he can get at Sharingan is so much more expensive then what he can get from school, which is pretty much for free since it's intended for school work for the art lessons, but nobody checks it.

"W-Wait, Sasuke!" Naruto says, forgetting about the other approaching two as he walks to Sasuke and takes his arm.

The look that Sasuke sends him is clearly one that states that he should let go, but Naruto bravely refuses to do so. Sasuke quickly pulls his arm free from him and by now the other two have come rather close to them.

"Seems someone Is in for some trouble eh?" Kankuro says threatening and hits his fist in the palm of his hand.

Naruto bites his teeth and prepares himself for the beat-up he's bound to get. The first hit is in his stomach, then he's pushed away while the other of the two makes him stumble on his feet.

In a flash Sasuke remembers how Naruto fell backwards, and his head hit the stone ground underneath him. The dark color that spread underneath that blond hair, Naruto's eyes closed, even after calling him so often, but most of all the fear of Naruto being dead.

"That's enough." Sasuke says while at the same time he holds Kankuro's arm with which he had intended to lend another hit.

A silence falls, none of them had seen this coming, not even Sasuke himself. They all look at him for an explanation, but the young Uchiha has no clue what to say. His reaction had been an impulse. But deep down he knows it's not, for he no longer desires to ever get into that position again. But there is no way he would ever admit that to those who are around him now. Hench, he doesn't even consider Kankuro or Shino as his real friends. Just some people to hang out with so he wouldn't be called a loner as much as the people used to.

"It's no use wasting your time like this." Sasuke finally says, and as he turns round he avoids the blonds eyes, knowing he will hurt him with his next words and not wanting to see the pain in those blue eyes that he has caused. "He's just not worth it."

Naruto just keeps standing there, even while the other two pass him by to follow Sasuke, both with a smile on their face. Naruto bites his teeth, holding his shirt at the place where his beating heart is bleeding from the pain Sasuke has dealt to it with those words.

Sasuke opens the door to the study room at Sharingan, only to be surprised by the presence of someone else.

"Neh, Sasuke, wanna play?" A blond young man says, and Sasuke can't help but swallow as he looks up to the naked man standing in his study room.

"Nh… W-Why are you here, Naruto..?" Not that I'd mind. Sasuke thinks but pushes the thought away as he quickly closes the door behind him.

"I'm… Just lonely, Sasuke… You've been ignoring me for a long time…" Naruto says and sits down on a desk while having an adorable blush on his cheeks.

"Then… Why are you not wearing any clothes?" Sasuke asks as he tries to look away, but he has a hard time as Naruto spreads his legs some more, giving the raven a good view. Not that I'd mind. Sasuke thinks again, but beats himself up for thinking something like that.

"Cuss I'm feeling really hot…" Naruto replies while swaying with his legs and leaning back a bit on his arms. "Aren't you?" Naruto asks and looks at Sasuke while tilting his head a little, a look which Sasuke just adores.

"N-Not really…" The Uchiha replies and tries to look away instantly, feeling his cheeks burning.

"Hmmm… Sasuke, you shouldn't lie…" Naruto replies as he walks up to the raven who wants to make as much space between them as possible while at the same time wanting it to close. "You sure look hot…"

"I-I'm fine…" Sasuke states as he tries to step away but Naruto has soon closed in on him, unbuttoning the shirt Sasuke's wearing.

"Just open this up. It will help bunches, you'll see." Sasuke swallows some more while Naruto keeps unbuttoning his shirt till they're all lose. "See? Now you can cool of more cuss your skin feels really hot…" Naruto moves with his hands over Sasuke's chest who tries not to show how much he actually enjoys it.

"That's enough, Naruto. Stop touching me like that." Sasuke takes Naruto´s wrists and holds his hands down instead of them exploring his body. There is no way he will let this dobe undress him any further, especially taken that it would show how much of an impact the naked man before him has on him.

"Neh, Sasuke, you can paint pretty well right?" Naruto asks then, interrupting Sasuke´s thoughts by this sudden question.

"I guess so…"

"Then can you paint me?" Looking around for a bit in thought, Sasuke notices the blank white paper on the wall where he'd normally paint his final work. "Ahh, I meant, paint on me."

Sasuke snaps his head back to the blond who smiles before walking around him towards some paint buckets that stand on the ground. He looks at all the different colors, stirs them and nods before turning around to smile at Sasuke who had been watching the whole time. That smile, the sparkles of joy in those bleu eyes, they make Sasuke´s heart skip a beat. For once Sasuke returns the smile Naruto has given him before the raven walks up to him to lay a hand on his shoulder.

He kneels down, his face being on the right height to give the blond a blow job, but instead he drenches two fingers with red paint, before standing up again. Never once they look away from each other as Sasuke gently makes lines on Naruto´s body. Their faces come closer together with each line that Sasuke draws and Naruto rises his hands to lay them on Sasuke´s collarbones. The touch sends bolts of fire and electricity through Sasuke´s body, feeling the desire for the blond grow stronger and stronger.

All of a sudden everything changes and the moment is ruined.

A bird has flown into the room through the open window, covered in blood and red paint. It screeches in panic, flying straight towards Naruto who tries to step away, but he stumbles and accidentally kicks a bucket with red paint against the wall, causing him to fall backwards.

Sasuke tries to call out to him but his voice doesn't seem to work. The fall seems to go in slow motion as Sasuke tries to reach out for him, tries to catch him. But it's no use as Naruto falls down with his head on the ground, at the same time that the bird breaks his neck when it flies against the window again. Blood spreads around Naruto´s head and only now it is that Sasuke sees the lines he had drawn, that look exactly like the ones he had cut into his victim under the tree.

Sasuke instantly sits up and as he looks around he notices that he's in his own bedroom, covered in sweat while at the same time still slightly turned on. He strokes his hands over his face before deciding to get out. After having himself cleaned up and used the toilet, Sasuke goes back to his room again, cleaning the drenched sheets before diving into bed again, hoping he will sleep calmly the rest of the night. Apparently that fall had some more impact on me than I had thought… Sasuke thinks as he pulls the blankets higher. Yet… I actually enjoyed the first part of this dream… Ghah… I really fell for him… Memories of the real kisses he had with Naruto flash through his mind and a small smile appears on his face. Just you wait, Naruto, one day I´ll make you my masterpiece…

To be continued…

Heya peeps!
Been a long time since an upload, I know. .
A relationship takes a lot of time, but school's kinda killin me of to. Having to be creative for it almost every day, I don't have much creativity left for spare time projects of my own. :s

So, I'm really sorry for this very very late update!

On the other hand, it's not like I get that many comments on it, so I guess you guys aren't that curious to find out what will happen next... :(

Please, Please, Please do comment! It would totally make my day and I promise I'll write/upload more often! ^.^

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