Bully me, baby! Part 13.
I do not own Naruto, I already have too much story's lying around to work on...
Warnings: Sasunaru, Yaoi, Shounen-ai, language, lemon, masochism, sadism, violence, etc.
Enjoy!
Recap:
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"That… Was so epic… Naru…" Sasuke's says softly, feeling rather drowsy. When Naruto doesn't answer him Sasuke looks up. "Naruto?" He asks, only to find that Naruto is clearly out of it. "That good huh…" Sasuke concludes from the small smile that is plastered around his uke's lips. He leans forward to kiss his dobe's lips once more, knowing he will have to slide out of him soon. It's only then that he notices the hickeys he's made on the blonde's neck, going to his collarbone.
"Damn… That's gonna be a problem…" Sasuke says quietly, not knowing that'll be the least of his problems.
"Naruto? We're home!" Sounds Kushina's voice from downstairs.
Those words I never thought I'd say…
Sasuke freezes by hearing the voice. Of fuck! Oh crap! Oh crap! Oh crap! Damn it! Sasuke thinks as he quickly slides out of Naruto, puts on his boxers backwards in his hurry and then his other clothes.
"Naruto? Are you there?" Kushina asks as she walks up the stairs. "We're home a little earlier than planned."
Sasuke looks panicking around the room, searching for a way out. His eyes glance over Naruto. Damn what a timing to be knocked out, dobe! Sasuke thinks as he quickly throws the blanket over his dobe before sprinting to the window. He only just manages to get out when Kushina knocks on the door.
"Naruto? Why won't you answer me-" Kushina opens the door and sees Naruto in his bed, but the robes that have Naruto tight up, have not been hidden, nor is his costume. "Naruto?!" Kushina screams in pure terror of what could have befallen her poor innocent child.
The only sound in the Uzumaki residence is that of the clock's ticking. The family sits in silence in the living room. Naruto is seated on the couch, his parents sit across of him each in a lazy chair. The blond doesn't know where to look and mainly keeps his eyes down. Damn how wrong this went… And damn Sasuke for just leaving me like that! I wish they would just say something… Wish this was over with already. I'm tired and on top of it my ass hurts like crazy! Never been this bad before… Damn it, Sasuke! Naruto thinks as he awaits his parents judgement. In front of him, on the table, lays multiple pictures that Naruto had taken from and with Sasuke. And in the middle of it all stands Naruto's camera.
"How long has this been going on?" Minato finally asks.
"About one and a half week…" Naruto sighs while still avoiding eye contact.
"You mean this started as soon as we left." It was not a question but a statement or rather an accusation.
"Naruto, dear, why didn't you tell us someone was doing something like this to you?" Kushina asks worriedly. "We could have helped you, protected you. You know we would have moved mountains to catch any guy who would dare force himself on our child!"
"I never said he forced himself on me!" Naruto shouts back, getting agitated by the fact that his parents once again don't understand him.
"Maybe he didn't force you, but he did take advantage of you. No, listen to me!" Minato says as Naruto is about to interrupt him. "You are young. You have never been in a relationship before, the least of all with another guy. He used you, and I swear I'll see to it that he won't ever take advantage of you or any other naïve and innocent soul again!"
"You can't do that!" Naruto shouts. "I love him!"
"You can't know that! Not after having been together for not even two weeks! This is not what a relationship is Naruto!" Kushina says while the tears sting in her eyes. "He's hurting you. Your body is covered with bruises and scars… You were bleeding on top of it! This was rapture Naruto. That guy, Sasuke, he raped you. My little baby…"
"Kushina…" Minato says while taking his wives hand as she holds the other before her mouth, willing the tears to stop.
"Oh please…" Naruto says getting only more frustrated by the drama they make out of this. "I wanted this okay?! I wanted him to take me as hard as he could! I wanted him to make those scars on me! I wanted it to hurt! So I would never forget this! I love him. I have always loved him! And yes he can be a total jerk and not so compassionate, but I don't care cuss he gives me what I want. He didn't rape me. If he did, it was because I seduced him first!" Naruto says, seeing how every word he says shocks his parents.
"Does he love you then?" Minato asks and all of a sudden Naruto's heated anger runs ice cold.
"He… I… H-he does. I'm sure…" Naruto says but even he himself can hear the doubt in his voice. As can Minato, who sighs.
"I want you to break up with him."
"What?! But-"
"He clearly takes advantage of you, Naruto. He takes advantage of your love for him. And sooner or later he will hurt you." Minato says. "Can you truly say for sure that you are the only one he does this with? How many other guys has he been sleeping with? You know, plenty men like him do that."
"I… Y-you don't even know him…" Naruto replies, but doubt has already managed to find its way deep into his heart.
"Honey, please. We're just trying to protect you." Kushina says. "Have you any idea how easily an illness is spread by men who sleep around with other men? And how severe the consequences will be of such an illness?"
"I-I know…" Naruto says softly, his fighting spirit running low. Sasuke did often have to leave after we've done it… He never told me I was his only one… We didn't use any protection either… Naruto thinks doubtfully. "I'll see what I can do… Can I please just go now?"
"Fine then." Minato sighs after heaving exchanged a look with Kushina, seeing that their message really has come across.
Damn it… I knew we screwed up there… Sasuke thinks as he walks towards the park. It's past midnight and Sasuke knew, as soon as he saw that message of Naruto stating that they had to talk immediately, that this wasn't going to be an easy conversation. It's not all my fault! He should have told me his parents could come back any time… Kicking a stone away Sasuke tries to calm his anger. He manages to do so fairly quickly when he walks by the place where he had made Naruto fall on his head. The sudden fear of losing him rushes through Sasuke and suddenly the wind feels a whole lot colder. He shakes the feeling of as he continues towards the bridge where underneath runs a small river from the lake in the park towards de sea at the harbor. At the bridge his blonde uke already stands waiting. When Sasuke gets closer to the bridge, the clouds let a ray of moonlight through and for a moment he can't breathe.
Naruto has his eyes closed as he leans with his back against the railing. The wind kindly plays with his golden locks, the crickets sing their ancient song of piece while fireflies dance around the blond and above the water of the river, their light reflecting in the water like little dancing stars. Yet no light can shine as bright as him… Sasuke thinks, watching his dobe, being unable to move. Since when did he become so beautiful? It's like he is peace itself… When Naruto opens his eyes, Sasuke's heart skips a beat, being it from excitement, wonder or fear, even he himself does not know.
"Sasuke." Naruto says as he sees the dark shadow standing at the start of the bridge.
"N-Naruto…" Sasuke says and he swallows before walking up to his blond, trying not to show how strange he feels, yet not trusting his voice to say anything more. It remains silent for a while as both of them now stare over the water, leaning against the bridge. Eventually Naruto speaks up and Sasuke's heart freezes over at how cold Naruto's voice sounds.
"They want me to break up with you." Naruto says and another silence falls as Sasuke doesn't know what to say.
"I… see…" He finally says. What's wrong with me?! Why can't I just speak normally?! Sasuke thinks agitated and he's startled as Naruto suddenly starts to laugh. It's not a laugh of joy though, the coldness is unmistakably there.
"Yeah… Gheh.. How stupid right? Thinking that we were in a relationship." Naruto shakes his head, a sarcastic smile still on his face. "Guess I've been truly the stupid one huh…" These words were spoken a little softer while Naruto walks towards the other side of the bridge, leaning on the railing with his arms for a bit.
"Are you blaming me?" Sasuke asks, feeling his agitation return, though in all honesty he's just confused by the way Naruto is acting. But the great Uchiha Sasuke wouldn't admit that.
"You should not have left me like that." Naruto says softly as he turns slightly to look at Sasuke. "Then again, you never truly cared about me anyway."
"What the hell dobe! You blame me for what happened?!" Sasuke says agitated. "You should have told me they would be coming back. You were the one who wanted me so badly! I didn't put those robes around your wrists! There was no time to clean it up. Would you have done things so differently in my case?!"
"Yes I would have! I would have barricaded the door, shaken you until you woke up, cut the robes, take away the ears at least and make sure nothing seemed odd!" Naruto shouts back, his face reddening. "And if all that hadn't been possible I would have stayed to take the hit together. But I guess you never cared enough about me to do that!" Naruto tries to ignore the tears that sting in his eyes as he looks at Sasuke, hoping to find a sign that he does care.
"I don't care?!" The disbelieve in Sasuke's voice is unmistakably there. "You go right back to that question again? If I didn't care then why did I call an ambulance?! Why did I pay for the surgery?! Why did I tell you everything that I had never told to anyone else?! Why then, dobe, did I mate with you all those times?! If I didn't care!" Sasuke shouts back, letting his anger burn, though it's fire could not erase the pain deep inside his chest. Like a wound festering, a parasite digging deeper and deeper, making the hole in his heart bigger and bigger.
"How should I know?" Naruto replies, the tears now streaming down his face. "You never tell me anything! Like it's none of my business! For all I know I am just a number out of the many you fuck around with in your spare time!"
"Naruto!" Sasuke shouts as red clouds his vision for a moment while he pulls Naruto up by his shirt with one hand, the other hand folded in a fist, ready to strike. Time stands still. Naruto has his eyes closed, awaiting yet another hit from his bully, his crush. Yet it does not come. Surprised Naruto opens his eyes as Sasuke lets go of him and takes a step away.
"You really don't know me at all then, do you?" Sasuke says with a trembling voice, a light having gone out of his eyes. For just a short moment Naruto can see the pain and damage that he's dealt to the raven before him. "I guess you were right. What we had was not a relationship. Therefore we can't really call this a break-up either."
"Uh… Yeah…" Naruto says, looking away.
"I guess we'll just forget what happened. All of it." Sasuke says as he turns away. "For we were just strangers all along. About time we start acting that way."
"Uhn…" Naruto says as he keeps looking down while Sasuke walks away. Even long after Sasuke has gone out of sight does Naruto remain where he is. His body has gone cold, having no energy to move at all. As the wind starts to blow harder and the crickets cease their music, warm wet tears flow down whiskered cheeks.
To be continued…
So here is another part.
I'm sorry guys but it might be a while before I can write any further. For, as fate would have it, after nearly being together with my boyfriend for two years, we're breaking up... A love that wasn't strong enough to last... I'm dealing with it, and I know I will continue this story. But the wound is to fresh right now so it might be some time before I upload the next part again... (Concidering the point where this story is...) :'(
I am truly sorry about this guys! But please be patient...
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