"Aren't you the cutest ever?" Naruto says crooning while carefully caressing the infants cheek. The little one reaches with a tiny hand to grab Naruto's finger and tries to suck on it.

"I think she likes you." Konan says while she holds her newborn. Naruto smiles at that as he carefully takes his hand back from the child.

"I think Gami is a beautiful name." Kushina says as she lovingly looks down at the young girl and she can't help but put an arm around her son when she asks; "Don't you think so Naruto?"

"Ghehe. Yeah. Sounds cool." Naruto grins as he leans against his mother, knowing that she's probably reminded of the time he was that small.

It was the day after Itachi's return home and when his parents had asked him to come along to visit some friends of theirs, among which Konan, Yahiko and the newborn, Naruto decided he should come along. It had been a while since he last went somewhere with his parents and now that he had noticed that they did try to do better he knew he had to reciprocate their efforts. He had texted Sasuke about it who had replied that he was fine with not meeting up taken that he had to take care of Itachi and he wished Naruto to have fun with his parents.
They didn't meet at Konan and Yahiko's place though but at a small estate from some acquaintances of theirs. The elder couple that owned the huge place had apparently a grandson they took in after his parents died. The reason they met here was that the place was big enough for all of them to stay. Konan and the child still needed a lot of rest so they could seclude themselves when they needed to and with Yahiko's twisted ankle the elders would help with anything the young family needed.
Naruto had already heard that this grandson of theirs recently came out and he still has to meet the guy.

"Ah, there you are." Naruto hears Yahiko say and he instantly looks up as the man makes his way to the new person in the room. "Stuck with your head in the paints I see. Did the flow not want to let you go?" Yahiko chuckles at his own rhyme and before the guy can reply he drags him along to the other people in the room, mainly towards Naruto's family.

"Minato, Kushina, Naruto I want you to meet Sai."

"My apologies for being so late." Sai says as he shakes the hands of Naruto's parents. His eyes then fall on Naruto and the handshake lasts a bit longer. Naruto is to stunned to say anything. Damn he looks a lot like Sasuke! Naruto thinks and he swallows as they let go of one another's hands. Light skin, dark hair and dark eyes. Even the height is the same. He could practically be his twin! Lost in thought Naruto suddenly realizes he's been staring, though apparently the stranger in front of him doesn't seem to mind. The grownups are laughing though, which brings Naruto out of his reverie, having missed the joke.

"You know Naruto, Sai here is creative too." Konan says when they are all seated at the dinner table, having just finished desert.

"Really? What kinda stuff do you make?" Naruto asks enthusiastically, being exited that he found another artist with whom he can talk about artsy stuff.

"I… paint. Landscapes mostly…" Sai answers shyly. Naruto has found that, though Sai is a polite person, he's also quite the shy one. On that note he's truly not like Sasuke at all. "It's hard to describe. I could show you… If you want?"

"Yeah, sure!" Naruto answers as he's burning with curiosity.

"Will you tell us when you go to bed? Try not to make it too late." Kushina says as the two youngsters stand up and Naruto nods.

"I don't really want to hear that from you mom." Naruto says as he bends down and kisses his mother's cheek after which she laughs shortly at his remark. She and Minato could always talk for hours on end and deep into the night with their friends, especially accompanied with some wine.

"These. Are. Amazing." Naruto proclaims as he looks at the paintings in the atelier adjacent to Sai's bedroom. These paintings aren't any other daily landscapes, oh no. These are magical, otherworld kind of landscapes. Utopia's and dystopia's, fantasy, futuristic and medieval. Most of them are done with a brush stroke technique, giving them a very distinct style. "It's completely different from my style." And that of Sasuke. "But I think I like it. It's refreshing." Naruto turns to the creator of these artworks with a grin. "Thanks for showing me!"

"I… Thank you. That's very kind praise from you." Sai says shyly with a soft smile. "And you're welcome."

"No need to thank me. I just give praise where praise is due." Naruto says cheekily while thumping himself on the chest. It falls silent for a bit and Naruto notices how Sai seems to want to say something.

"C-can I ask you something?" Sai then asks suddenly, trying very hard not to look at the blond.

"Sure." Naruto shrugs, wondering what the other could be so shy about.

"I… heard you fall on men too?"

"Yeah. That's right. You do to right?"

"Y-yes." Sai says and he waves Naruto to follow him as he walks into his bedroom where he goes to sit on the edge of his bed. "Have you… ever, uhm…" Sai waves vaguely with his hand while his face has turned red and Naruto can guess what he's referring to.

"Had sex?" He finishes straightforward and checks that any doors to the hallways are closed before he answers. "Yes I have."

"Would you mind talking about it?" Sai asks while still avoiding Naruto's eyes and Naruto is reminded that this guy has only recently come out as gay. He probably never had a relationship or sex before. Naruto thinks and he sighs before walking around to sit at the other end of the bed.

"What do you want to know?" Sai perks up at that and they soon sit both on the bed with crossed legs as they continue talking.

"What, uhm, roll do you take? If you don't mind me asking."

"I ah… The lock, if you'd describe it as key and lock. I hate referring to it as female or male roll. Females can be dominant to after all." Naruto says, trying to ignore his embarrassment and to sound confident.

"I see… D-does it hurt?" Naruto can tell that the shyness slowly ebbs away with every answer he gives to Sai's questions, getting him more and more intrigued.

"Yeah, kinda. The first time especially. But… it's a good hurt."

"H-How does it go? Will you tell me about your first time?" Sai asks carefully.

"I, uhm…" Naruto hesitates for a moment. Holy shit how did I end up in this situation?! I hardly know the guy and I'm already telling him like, really intimate stuff. He wonders whether he should continue, pondering the request and remembering his first time with Sasuke.

"You don't have to!" Sai says quickly, noticing Naruto's hesitation. "I just… I've never done it before… I think I know what role I'd play but, I just think I don't know enough to be sure… I can't ask anyone else." He plays with his blanket in his hands as if all the answers could be hidden in the folds of its fabric. Naruto finds that he looks rather lost and takes pity on him.

"Tell me what you do know. About gay sex that is." Naruto asks carefully and Sai's cheeks instantly turn redder.

"I don't know much. Just that it must hurt… For one of them at least. My grandparents, though they accept it, aren't all that happy about it. I can't ask them anything and I don't dare buy any magazines related to this… And I haven't dared look it up on internet…"

"Why not?"

"There are many untrue facts written there and I might stumble on, uh, too much at once… Also the only pc we've got is downstairs and I don't really have much internet on my mobile so…"

"Yeah, I get it…" Naruto says while thinking that this guy lives a really secluded life. If someone doesn't tell him these kind of things he might end up getting hurt. He knows after all what it is supposed to feel like, not that the first time with Sasuke was such a good example. He has to admit that his first time, although it felt good and he has no regrets at all about it, it wasn't the best make-out he had had with Sasuke. Their first time love-making on the other hand had been absolutely amazing and was probably his favourite. Although any form of making out with his crush- his boyfriend!- had been amazing.

"Ghehe." Naruto laughs softly as realization hits him. "I swear I never thought I'd end up giving another guy my age 'the talk' about gay sex." He chuckles and he hears Sai chuckle softly too at that. It makes the blond feel proud to be able to get that reaction out of the otherwise shy guy.

"I'm sorry for putting you on the spot like this."

"Nah, 's fine." Naruto waves the apology away. "I'll tell ya what I can."

Sai nods and swallows, sitting a bit closer as he focusses all his attention on the more experienced person in front of him.

"It starts, of course, with gentle touches and kisses. Lots and lots of kisses." Naruto smiles, remembering the delicious kisses Sasuke could give him. All the different types of kisses. The gentle ones that make him feel like he's the most precious being in the world to the raven. The butterfly kisses that show how happy Sasuke is that he is there, that Naruto belongs to him. And of course the passionate ones that foretell so much about what is to come, that show how desperate they both are to be as close to one another as possible. "Have you kissed someone before?" Naruto asks and Sai sadly shakes his head. "It's amazing, when done right of course. Both must want it and a kiss can say and do a lot."

"What you are describing is foreplay right?" Sai asks.

"Yeah, I guess… Though you can kiss without intending to go all the way of course. Touching the other is also a part of it. I-I'm sure you've imagined it… Sasuke and I would spend most of the time with foreplay, almost making it a rivalry match of who can get the other the most desperate first." Naruto chuckles as he leans back on his hands behind him, stretching his legs out he looks up at the ceiling. He remembers how they used to touch one another before their breakup, needy, desperate, not caring about hurting each other and trying to get one another ready for intimacy as soon as possible and after the deed was done the moment was truly over as they often quickly parted ways again. We really had a dysfunctional relationship, if you could even call it that. Naruto thinks and compares it to the lovemaking they did after the breakup, after making up. It still had been desperate, but the foreplay lasted often longer, was more gentle and their entire making out had so much more meaning. Not to mention the shared aftermath and cuddling afterwards.

"As for the intimate part uhm…" Naruto swallows as he remembers while trying to make himself describe the steps he knows by heart. "You can't just, uh, enter, you know? It requires preparation." Naruto sheepishly scratches the back of his head.

"How?" Sai asks softly and as Naruto continues he too hardly speaks in more than a whisper.

"First one finger is used, preferably with some lube or saliva if you don't have that. After thrusting with that for a while and the one it's been done to has relaxed a bit, another joins the first…" Naruto holds up two fingers by now, illustrating the point he tries to make and he folds them over one another as he continues. "Then they'll be scissored and finally a third is added." Naruto sighs, glad he is done with that explanation. He realizes how he often begged Sasuke to go inside after two fingers, enjoying the pain of not being fully stretched as his seme's big erection entered him. The thought alone makes him aware of how empty his behind feels and reminds him of how their last attempt had ended. "After the fingers are taken out the cock is entered with slow thrusts. Once fully inside both need some time to adjust and the one who is entered is supposed to give the que that they can continue." Naruto is hardly aware that he is still in Sai's bedroom, telling this to him. His mind takes him back to all the times Sasuke had entered him. Sometimes hard and it had been painful, the worst was at his place after which he had passed out from the intensity, and other times it had been almost to gentle. The feeling of Sasuke sliding inside of him made him feel like he could never get enough. Like his body and soul would be completed. Like the last piece of a puzzle put in place to complete the picture of what being happy looks like. He sighs ruefully as he remembers the fracture and that indescribable feeling of the prostate being hit. "God, you have no Idea how amazing it feels when you get hit the right way, when that sweet spot is hit. It, it's like climaxing over and over and over every time it gets hit and it's just so fucking intense that you can't get enough of it! And then when the real climate hits, man, I just… There are no words for that… Hmm, being horny together and sharing that release is absolutely the best thing ever. Falling asleep together afterwards is definitely a must also though." Naruto chuckles softly, which is cut short by a hiss as his hardened dick is touched. "The fuck are you doing?!" Naruto shouts as he jumps off the bed, having hardly even noticed how hard he had gotten because of all that reminiscing.

"S-sorry! I just… I thought I'd-" Sai quickly says, sitting on his knees and holding up his hands. "I just wanted to help…" He slowly gets to the edge of the bed, towards Naruto.

"Well I'd prefer you don't." Naruto answers while folding his arms in front of his chest and looking away, embarrassed that he got hard in the first place and reacted so poorly to the slightest touch.

"Why not?" Sai asks and Naruto is startled to find the raven on his knees in front of him, one hand right next to his erection and his face close enough to it that there was no denying what Sai intended to do. "I really just want to help you take care of this…" He says and he carefully caresses the bulge in Naruto's pants. Naruto's breath hitches in his throat and he quickly steps away.

"I said no Sai." Naruto says, this time keeping his eyes on the raven whom he notices has also a bulge in his pants. "I already have a boyfriend."

"You do?" Sai sounds sincerely surprised. "I thought I heard your parents say I could be good boyfriend material for you… I assumed that… I'm sorry, Naruto, I really thought you were single." Sai says as he stands up, but to Naruto's relief he keeps his distance.

"I see…" Naruto answers, his mind reeling. "It's okay, I guess… If you don't mind I'd rather go to my room now. I'm rather tired." Naruto turns around to go to the door, not noticing the utter disappointment on Sai's face.

They thought he was boyfriend material for me? Did they only take me along to introduce me to him? Don't I have a say in the matter?! Wasn't this so we could bond as a family?! Don't they god damn it trust me to make my own decision as to whom I'd go out with?! Naruto thinks as he angrily storms of to his room for the night. No way was he gonna tell them a good night now. It's my fucking love life, they have no right to meddle with it! Naruto makes quick work of brushing his teeth, getting rid of his clothes to sleep in his shorts and t-shirt and dives into bed. His thought instantly go to his lover, his semi-hard erection having not entirely disappeared. Fuck how I miss him. Naruto thinks as he wishes he could feel those strong and securing arms around him. He quickly takes out his phone and starts typing.

Ey Sasuke,

Just wanted to say that I really miss you.

Today was… Interesting I guess. Going to bed now.

I really wish you were lying next to me right now.

Love you,

Naru

Naruto sighs after having pressed the send button. He puts the phone near his head, determined to keep staring at it until it gave a sign of Sasuke's reply. He had nearly drowsed off when the blinking light on it indicated he had a new message.

My love,

I can't tell you how much I miss you too.

I hope you had a good time with your parents,

Though it doesn't sound like it.

Tell me all about it when we see each other again.

Going to bed now too, wish I could hold you.

Love you too,

Sasu

Tears sting in Naruto's eyes even though he can't help smiling. Putting his phone away he tries really hard to ignore the constricting pain in his chest that comes from missing his boyfriend so god damn much. It takes a while for him to finally fall asleep and he doesn't wake up when Kushina silently checks on him before going to bed, silently wondering why her son hadn't come say goodnight while also relieved that he was sleeping in his own bed.

It's a beautiful sunset sky with three moons in the distance. Naruto is walking around an amazing fantasy-like forest, humming to himself as he's exploring this wondrous world. Somewhere in the back of his mind he knows he's walking around in one of Sai's fictional paintings, the world being completely depicted in his style. He hears his name, but as he turns around to it the sound seems to echo all around him, one moment sounding like Sai, the next as Sasuke. It makes Naruto waver whether he should run to or away from it. He shrugs and decides to walk on, picking up the tune he has stuck in his head again.

"Where are you going?" He hears a voice filled with laughter and unmistakably Sasuke's.

"Everywhere, and yet nowhere at all." Naruto laughs as he turns around and finds himself in his boyfriends arms. Sasuke smiles and kisses him, gently and not deepening it. Which just won't do for Naruto. He pulls his raven closer and licks his lips, shoving his tongue inside his partners mouth as soon as he parted his lips. As they kiss Naruto tries to take a step back, losing balance, and neither seem to care as both of them start to fall. Their kisses get hotter, as do their bodies, while they land gently on the bed in Sasuke's room because of the dark angelic wings Sasuke suddenly seems to have. He keeps slowly moving them through their make-out and when they break their kiss Naruto looks at them in awe while his boyfriend starts to kiss and lick his throat and neck.

"Hmm… Fuck, you're amazing…" Naruto moans as his lover sucks his throat, moving so he lies behind Naruto now. He can feel the others erection against his behind while a hand moves to gently stoke his own. Naruto turns his head to kiss him deeply, swirling his tongue around the ohters in desperate need, while moving to get rid of his shorts. He needed his seme, he needed to be filled, to be completed like a flower needing the sun. Like a dehydrated being in the desert needing water from the oasis that to him goes by the name of Sasuke. His Sasuke, his lover his one and only! His fucking perfect boyfriend! Naruto pulls him closer, moaning his name as he feels those teasing fingers teasingly slide over his behind, his entrance that just begs to be filled.

"S-Sasuke, fuck… Hm- Please just-" Naruto moans and he feels how his boyfriend gets between his legs, their members getting crushed together, causing Naruto to moan in delight.

But something feels different, Naruto suddenly realizes through his heat as the body above him starts to move in an unsteady rhythm. Sasuke hadn't returned any words, nor did Naruto hear him groan or moan when their dicks got crushed together. What really woke him up though was the smell. This persons smell was definitely not Sasuke's.

When Naruto opens his eyes he can see the vague contours of the room at the estate and his mind quickly comes to a conclusion of what is happening right now.

"You're not Sasuke… Hng-! Fuck, Sai- Get off! Hmn-" Naruto tries to push him of but Sai has no intention of letting this opportunity go, pushing Naruto's hands down on the matrass while also forcefully kissing him. Naruto tries to kick him away but the body between his legs has no intention of leaving, moving faster and faster against him.

"Don't fight me. I… I need this. I just… hah, I just really need t-this!" Sai groans as he leans back a bit further till his cock presses against Naruto's entrance, making Naruto panic.

"Fuck you, no! Let me go! You bastard!" Naruto shouts as he struggles and as Sai uses all he has to keep him down he knows he has to hurry and he pays no mind to the instructions Naruto had told him earlier as he starts to push, no he forces himself into the blond. Feeling what is happening Naruto starts to scream as hard as he can, hoping, begging for someone to come to his rescue, hardly registering the pain from his shoulder as Sai bites down hard. With every thrust Sai makes, every inch that that foreign and unwanted cock enters him, Naruto can feel a searing pain course through him. Even the roughest night with Sasuke was nowhere near like this and the tears stream down is face as he screams harder than he ever has before. This is torture! Sasuke, fuck Sasuke, s-safe me! Naruto thinks, trashing, trying to bite his rapist, trying to hit his head against him, but to no avail. Sai hardly seems to notice as he just keeps moving his hips, thrusting away like all that's left of him is that animal instinct of needing release. Naruto knew he'd rather die than have this guys seed in him and he couldn't feel more relieved when the door suddenly bangs open.

It takes a few seconds for Minato to realize what is happening before he marches forward and with one strong hand manages to pull Sai of, hitting him with a fist full in his face, undoubtedly breaking his nose.

"You fucking bastard!" Naruto shouts before his father can continue, before Sai can get off the floor. He quickly grabs his glass of water from the nightstand, marching over to his rapist he smashes it full force in Sai's face. Sai screams as blood starts to stream from the deep cuts, but Naruto wasn't done with him yet. "You fucking think You can use me?! You motherfucking asshole!" Naruto shouts while kicking Sai in his balls, hardly noticing how his father tries to pull him back. "I'll kill you! I'M FUCKING GONNA KILL YOU! YOU SON OF A BITCH!" Naruto bellows in utter rage that blinds his sight, causing him to see only red, and clouds his judgment and other senses.
Minato had managed to pull him along from the room while the elders of the estate gather around their grandson. Kushina stands in the hallway and helps guide Naruto away.

"Oh Naruto- My baby I-" His mother starts, tears in her eyes.

"NO! Don't you fucking touch me!" Naruto shouts in rage, pushing his parents away. He then decidedly walks back to the room, waving aggressively any arms away that try to stop him. When he enters he notices that Sai is still on the floor, groaning and whimpering, while having his hands over his eyes where blood gushes out between his fingers. Naruto scoffs as he walks on to pick up his shorts, his trousers and his phone. He then turns around and one of the elders seems to want to say something in anger at him, but stops when Naruto glares at her over his shoulder as he's about to leave the room, seeing the blood that runs down his legs.
Naruto walks on, an aura of barely constricted rage around him that keeps anyone from touching him. He enters the room his parents had that was not far from his and he drops his phone and jeans on a chair before putting his boxers on, ignoring the searing pain, and then puts on the jeans.

"Naruto…" Kushina says softly with a quivering voice. "Where are you going?" She asks as Naruto is about to leave the room again.

"Away from here. I need to be alone for a while." Naruto answers coldly, making sure he has his phone with him. As he takes another step though he feels a terrible wave of pain and his knees buckle, causing him to hold on to the doorframe to keep upright.

"Please, Naruto don't. You shouldn't be alone right now…" Kushina pleads, having folded her hands together in front of her chest to prevent herself from pulling her baby close in her embrace. "Talk to me, please let me be there for you Naruto!" She begs as tears stream down her face. "I know how angry you are, how frustrated-"

"No you fucking don't know!" Naruto shouts, his anger returning at the memory of what had just happened, the memory of the guy at the club coming back to him as well. "You don't know what it's like to be so powerless!" In his anger he hits the door with a fist, ignoring how much it hurts or rather welcoming that pain which could, even for a second, distract him from the other pain. "You don't know what it's like to so defiled! You don't know what it's like to be fucking raped!"

"Yes I do know!" Kushina shouts back.

"What?" Naruto says softly as he suddenly looks up while his mother sinks to the floor, crying.

"Kushina…" Minato says softly with a sad expression, kneeling down next to his wife.

"I wanted… This is exactly what I wanted to protect you from! I just wanted so desperately to keep you from experiencing exactly this!" She looks up to her son and tearstained bleu meets tearstained and shocked bleu. "I never wanted you to feel this way. To feel so defiled, so wrong in your own body as if it no longer belongs to you anymore! To feel so powerless and so angry… Oh my baby I never wanted you to go through what I've been through and y-yet-! Yet I created this situation! I caused this!"

"Mom…" Naruto says and the tears can no longer be kept away as he lets himself fall to his knees, embracing his mother and as she holds him back tightly they both cry while Minato holds on to them both. This is the reason they've been so overprotective of me… Naruto realizes. "I-I didn't know… It's not y-your fault!" Naruto says and as he feels another wave of pain he's reminded of the feeling again of what Sai had done to him. He cries on her shoulder like had never done before, shouting, bellowing his eyes out at the frustration, the rage that now has made place for the sadness, the fear and, strangely enough, the feeling of loss as she softly rocks them both.
Naruto relives the moment as he cries, wanting to smash anything nearby. The hands that had touched him, feeling the hard dick behind him, kissing him back- god, that thought makes him feel so disgusted with himself!- the moment Sai found his way between his legs, the moment he realised what was going on, feeling restricted, being held in place. And the pain. The absolute horrible, excruciating pain with every movement as his rapist forced his way in.
The thought that Sasuke would be so disappointed and probably disgusted with the idea causes another wave of despair to wash over him.
He cried and cried until he thought he had no more tears to cry. And yet he cried some more. His mother is now shushing him softly while caressing his back and rocking them both gently, his shoulders still shocking but most of the intensity of his breakdown having subsided.

"Minato," Kushina says as she looks up to her husband with still tearstained eyes. "I want us to go home." Her husband nods at that before lovingly kissing her on her forehead and standing up. He doesn't dare to say anything, not wanting to find out how pained his voice would sound right now. He quickly moves to gather their things so they can leave as soon as possible.

"Sweetie…" Kushina says carefully while gently moving her hand through his hair. Naruto had hardly been aware of the exchange between his parents, feeling dazed and numb. "We have to take care of your shoulder alright? I will get some water and a washcloth and some bandages if I can find them real quick. Can you hold on on your own for a few seconds?" Naruto had hardly registered that his shoulder was bleeding quite a bit, nor did he feel like checking. The pain in his lower body felt far stronger, far more damaging. He nods slowly though and as Kushina leaves to do as she had said he lies down on his side, every movement feeling like to much to handle.
He'd think it was his behind that was bleeding far more than his shoulder and he carefully moves his hand backwards. Even the slightest touch to his bum causes him to pull back with a hiss. When he checks his hand though there was no trace of any blood. Somehow he didn't think that fair.
When his mother comes back with a wet washcloth and a first-aid kit he tries to sit up so she can take a look at the wound better. He gasps though, which turns into a loud hiss as he feels the nearly unbearable pain, as if Sai's dick were still there. Kushina shushes him, instructing him to keep laying down and lay still, his wounded shoulder being turned to her. She makes quick work of cleaning and bandaging the wound. Naruto could feel the pain now, his blood pulsing at the swollen flesh around the parts where the skin had broken. Again his mind takes him back to what happened, watching the images in his mind as if they belonged to someone else, as if this disaster happened to someone else, trying to determine when it was that Sai had bitten him that hard.

"Naruto? I'm going to pick you up now okay?" His father's soft voice manages to bring Naruto back to the now and aware that he must have zoned out again. He nods softly, not protesting for he knows that he doesn't have the energy, the will, to walk. As carefully as he can Minato places one arm around his sons shoulders and the other underneath his knees. As he slowly picks him up Naruto groans at the movement, the fabric of his clothes straining against his behind and he holds onto his father more tightly, hiding his face against his neck. It has been years since he has been this close to his father, but he doesn't care and he focusses on the nostalgic feeling of being carried by him like when he was a child.

"I need to ask you something Naruto." His father says as he leaves the room and heads to the stairs. "Did he… Did he finish? Was I too late?" Minato asks carefully and unsure. For a moment Naruto is reminded of the time Sasuke asked nearly the same question back when he had been molested by that club guy. Honestly what was wrong with people that they could think that they could fuck anyone they wanted?! What was wrong with him that they all seemed to think they could do that to him? "No. He didn't." Naruto answers, not telling him that he was on time. For the truth is he wasn't. If he had been, like Sasuke had been, he wouldn't have been raped at all.

"Kushina, I heard what happened and I'm so sorry!" Konan says as she makes her way to Kushina when she spotted the family leaving. "I don't have any words. God I'm so sorry Kushina that this happened to Naruto… This must bring very dark memories back to you too." Konan says with tears held back in her eyes and worry all over her face.

"I know. We'll be alright though. We'll pull through." Kushina answers as the two women look at each other in understanding while holding tightly on to one another's hands.

"I know you will. You Uzumaki's always do." Konan smiles sadly, holding her dear friends hands a little tighter before letting go. "Just know that if you need anything at all, I'll be here. And Yahiko too of course." Kushina tries to smile back, but her mouth no longer seems to know how to do that, and she nods curtly before turning around to hastily catch up with her husband and wounded son.

As Naruto is placed in the car he groans in pain again as he is set down, his behind just not being able to handle any pressure, and Naruto quickly positions himself so he's lying on his side over the backseat. "Maybe we should take him to the hospital…" Naruto hears his father say.

"No!" Naruto manages to shout out with a hoarse and creaking voice. "I want to go home. P-please… I want to go home…" Tears fill his eyes again involuntarily as he hardly knows why. Kushina at the other side of the car, the backseat door open so she is close to her son's head, kneels down to stroke her hand through his hair again, gently shushing him.

"It's alright my dear. We'll be going home then, okay? We won't do anything you don't want. Everything will be alright again. No matter how dark things seem right now…" Kushina says with a lump in her throat. "Do you want me to sit in the back with you?" Naruto merely shakes his head at her question, holding his phone close to his chest. There is only one person whom he'd like to be close to right now and he can't even reach out to him, not with his parents present.

As they drive home Naruto keeps his eyes closed, every bump in the road causing his body to move, making him aware of the pain again. Making him aware of his own body that no longer feels like it's his. A body so defiled that he wishes it was no longer his. He thinks of Sasuke, trying to focus on all their happy memories, trying to remember his voice, his smile, his smell, his sarcasm, the jokes they shared. He tries to forget Sai's voice, his heavy breathing, his smell, his shyness, his ruthlessness, his screams. Naruto is so lost in thought and memory that he doesn't register the ambulance siren as the thing passes them by.

To be continued…

What better comeback than coming back with a bang?
I know I promised some Suigetsu but sometimes storylines change. I had to reread the entire fanfic in order to continue and I felt like writing some angst. This is what happened and it gives Naruto's parents a bit more depth. Sorry for the rape part for those of you who get triggered by it. I know I said no rape, but that was mainly about Sasuke (taken the sadism part of the story) who doesn't do that to Naruto. ...It would take rather a lot away if I said 'no rape by Sasuke' at the beginning right?
It felt right to add this to the story, though it was by no means a part of the plan. I'm wavering whether I should continue with the plan I had or change entirely of what is left of the storyline...
Either way the angst is far from over yet for this will ofcourse have huge concequences for all types of relationships involved.

Anyway, please let me know again what you all think of this chapter. To angsty? (Pfft, is that even possible?) would you guys love to see more Sai bashing? Am I asking to many rhetorical questions here? Let me know in the comments! ^.^

Ps: The reason I upload now, after almost a year, is that I've nearly, nearly finished college. Just that one teacher that doesn't like me and keeps failing me for that final thing even though her feedback contradicts... Anyone else know teachers like that? Tell me those juicy stories and you'll make my day! (Although any comment would really! Ghehe.. he..)