Chapter 128

Natalia slid one of her legs between her wife's as she lay on top of her, feeling the wet heat radiating from her core as the two kissed with fever. After retelling the many trials, they had been through to get to where they were, they both needed to feel their connection once more. They needed to make the other feel the power of their love with every shuddered breath and soft touch.

Natalia moved her mouth to kiss along Olivia's jaw, down her neck, and back to the spot just below and behind her ear. The spot that she knew drove her wife crazy with need. Olivia's breath hitched as her wife sucked on her skin, knowing a mark would be left and unable to bring herself to care. Her hands traveled along Natalia's back, lifting her shirt and scrapping her nails along the smooth flesh. As Natalia's lips trailed along her neck and down her clavicle, Olivia lifted her wife's shirt up and over her head, unhooking her bra and lowering the straps as her own mouth kissed the smooth shoulder now exposed to her.

Slowly, with lips pressed to whatever skin they could reach, the two continued to divest one another until they both lay gloriously naked wrapped around each other. Nails dug into the small of Natalia's back as teeth bit into the place where Olivia's shoulder met her neck. Natalia kissed and nipped her way down her loves chest until her warm mouth closed around a pert breast. She suckled the flesh, running her tongue against the nipple until it became a tight peak before licking across to the other breast and paying it the same attention. As Olivia's back arched slightly from the mattress, Natalia moved her mouth further south. Kissing over soft stomach and taught abs until finally being met by a finely trimmed patch of hair and further still until a soft lingering kiss was placed just above her wife's clit.

Olivia whimpered as she felt her wife's lips make contact with her over heated sex. Her hips bucking upwards as she felt a wet tongue part her lips and stroke from her dripping opening up to her erect clit and back down to dip inside her tight hole. Natalia savored the sweet tangy taste of her love. Swirling her tongue inside the quivering channel before returning to the tight bundle of nerves. She sucked the bud into her mouth and moaned herself as hands tangled in her long mane.

Releasing the bundle of nerves, Natalia tongued her entrance a final time before kissing her way back up the body beneath her, ignoring the whimpering protest from Olivia, knowing what she had in mind would more than make up for it. As soon as she reached Olivia's mouth once more, she thrust her tongue inside, allowing her lover to taste herself before pulling back and reaching into the bed side table.

"Roll over my love." She whispered hotly into her wife's ear.

Olivia obliged and waited, not so patiently, for what Natalia would do next. Natalia kissed her wife's neck and across her shoulders. Trailing her mouth down the older woman's spine with kisses, licks, and tiny nips. When she reached the spot where back met ass, she twirled her tongue in the dip as her hands groped the soft globes. With a small kiss to each cheek, Natalia stood from the bed. Making sure Olivia hadn't turned to look at her, Natalia silently stepped into a leather harness and pulled the straps tight before inserting the blue dildo into the ring. It was bigger than the one they had used on their wedding night, but not by much.

They hadn't played with toys since then, but they had talked about it several times and Natalia had order this one online in anticipation of when they would be ready. She had been fantasizing about taking Olivia with a phallus since that night and decided tonight was the perfect night, wanting to feel as deeply connected to her wife as humanly possible.

Once she was situated, Natalia crawled back on the bed, kneeling between her wife's spread legs. She ghosted her hands from Olivia's ass, up her back, and over her shoulders, following with her lips, careful not to let her new appendage touch Olivia and tip her off to what she was about to do. Once her mouth reached her ear, she licked the shell and blew lightly, causing a shiver to dance down Olivia's spine.

"Get up on your hands and knees for me querida." She whispered seductively.

Olivia shivered again as she did as she was asked. She loved when Natalia took her from behind like this. The angle allowed her fingers to reach deeper and the way she pressed on her g-spot always sent her spiraling into a mind-blowing orgasm. It didn't hurt that this position allowed Natalia's center to grind against her ass either.

Natalia kissed down Olivia's back once more, licking across each ass cheek as she lowered her mouth to her center and took a few long lingering strokes. Drinking the sweet nectar that was already leaking from her wife. She got back up on her knees and swiped her fingers through the dripping cunt. Coating them and rubbing the liquid up and down the shaft standing proudly between her legs.

"I love you Olivia." She whispered into the darkness. Peppering the small of her back with gently kisses.

"I love you…t-too." Olivia moaned out as fingers slid through her pussy once more, two dipping just inside before retreating again.

Gripping the head of the phallus, Natalia slowly ran the tip through the copious juices covering her wife's sex. Enjoying the surprised yelp Olivia let out. "I want to be inside you Olivia. Really inside you. I want to be completely connected to you. Can I?" She asked quietly, still running the shaft up and down her wife's cunt. Coating it completely in her lovers essence.

Olivia's hips rocked back as she gasped at the surprise now sliding against her most intimate parts. "P-please, Natalia…please…baby."

Natalia smiled as she placed a final kiss to the small of Olivia's back and shuffled forward further, lining up the tip and gently pressing inside. She wasn't as slow and methodical as Olivia had been with her, but she did push inside carefully, allowing just enough time for Olivia to adjust to the intrusion before pressing in further. When half of the eight-inch dildo was encased in her wife, Natalia pulled out almost all the way and then thrust back in, allowing another inch to slide in and thoroughly enjoying the sight of her fake cock disappearing into her wife's pussy. She repeated the move a few more times until she was buried to the hilt and then stopped to allow her wife to become accustomed to the length and girth inside her.

Olivia moaned low and long as she felt herself being filled. It had been quite some time since anything larger than three of Natalia's fingers had been inside her and she reveled in the feeling. Knowing it was Natalia, the woman she loved more than life itself, that was stretching her and reaching deep inside, gave her such a feeling of warmth she feared she might combust. She groaned out in pleasure as she rolled her hips back, encouraging her wife to move.

Natalia gripped Olivia's hips and let out a moan of her own as the base of the toy hit her clit perfectly with every forward thrust. She moved slow and even, pulling out to the tip and easing back in. The feel and sight of filling her wife like this, the pressure on her own clit, and the low groans of pleasure escaping her wife's throat were making it almost impossible for her to not pound hard and fast into her lover until they both collapsed, but she didn't. She wanted this to be slow and sensual. She wanted to stretch out the feeling of being completely connected to her wife as long as possible, so instead, she bit her pearly white teeth into her bottom lip, gripped Olivia's hips tighter, allowing her nails to dig in slightly, and kept the slow even pace she started.

Olivia gripped the sheets beneath her and gasped as she felt the toy sliding in and out of her. Natalia pressing firmly into her ass every time she thrust inside. She wanted to keep the slow and easy pace Natalia had set, but also wanted to feel Natalia slam into her harder and faster all at the same time. Nothing in her plethora of sexual experience had compared to this. She could literally feel Natalia's love flowing through her body. Her brain short circuited with the intense feeling of love as well as the immense state of ecstasy and she was left with no option but to follow Natalia's lead. Pressing her hands further into the mattress, she pushed back into her love, keeping perfect rhythm with her.

Remembering something she had read in one of Blake's romance novels, Natalia gently placed a hand between Olivia's shoulder blades and encouraged her to lay flat on her stomach. Following her lover down and keeping the phallus firmly in place, she slowly lowered her body to lay flat against her wife, their bodies perfectly aligning. She slid her hands down Olivia's outstretched arms and laced their fingers together, continuing to pump slow and sensually. Making Olivia shudder and moan as the shift in position caused the dildo to hit her g-spot on every inward stroke.

Feeling the base rub against her clit more firmly in this position caused Natalia to speed up her thrust, but only slightly, still wanting to keep the easy pace she had started. Wanting to continue to feel the indescribable sensation being connected to Olivia like this was causing for as long as possible. She peppered Olivia's shoulders and neck with soft suctioning kisses. Licking to her ear she whispered low and sultry. "Te sientes tan bien bebe, presionado contra mi, atrayéndote hacia ti…uhhh…." (You feel so good baby, pressed against me, pulling me into you.) Her voice trailed off as she ground into her wife and felt the silicone base tap against her clit once more.

"Ohh…..Natalia…Fuck!" Olivia panted as she felt the telltale signs of her orgasm building low in her belly. She tightened her grip on Natalia's fingers and rolled her hips, meeting Natalia thrust for thrust.

Natalia grunted as she pushed in deeper and harder yet still slow and even. She knew Olivia was getting close as she felt her walls tighten around the phallus, giving a slight resistance to her pumping. Resting her forehead on Olivia's sweat slicked shoulder, she kissed the salty skin. "Let go baby, I've got you." Thrusting just a bit faster, she felt her own climax building. She bit the inside of her cheek as she tried to hold herself off, wanting to make her wife cum first.

Olivia could tell by Natalia's labored breathing and the erratic movements of her hips that she too was drawing close to her release. Lifting her ass from the mattress, she jiggled it in a way she knew would send vibrations against Natalia's clit as she let herself fall over the edge into a mind shattering orgasm, Natalia's name echoing through their bedroom.

Natalia gave one final thrust, screaming out as she followed her wife over the edge. She rest her head against Olivia's back, the toy still nuzzled deep inside, as she tried to catch her breath. Once she felt like she could move again, she carefully pulled out and rolled to the side, removing the strap-on and tossing it to the floor. Reaching over, she swiped sweat-soaked strands of hair from Olivia's face and kissed her brow.

"You okay honey?" She asked, worried that she had hurt her wife as those sea green eyes remained closed and Olivia had yet to move.

"More then." Olivia mumbled, finally opening her eyes to meet chocolate orbs.

Natalia kissed her brow once more. "Are you sure? I didn't hurt you putting all of my weight on you like that."

Olivia smiled at her love. "Honey, I'm fine, really. That was extraordinary. Where, and when, did you get that anyways?"

"I ordered it shortly after our wedding night."

"And you didn't tell me?" Olivia feigned offence.

Natalia bit her bottom lip. "I wanted to surprise you."

Finally feeling her energy return, Olivia moved to be on her side and slung in arm over her wife, pulling her closer and kissing her tenderly. "I think it's safe to say I was thoroughly surprised."

"Good surprise?"

"Amazing surprise. You're amazing." She kissed her again, trying to express all of her love in that one sweet, gentle kiss. "I've never felt like that before. It was like…like I could feel your love pumping through my veins, as if you alone were keeping me alive. I know it's not possible, but it really felt like it was you inside of me. I swear I felt every twitch of your clit."

Natalia blushed a little, still not completely comfortable talking about sex out loud. "I know what you mean. It felt like I really was connected to you. Like, I don't know, I guess what you said. I could feel your love flowing through me, grounding me. Even though it was a…toy…dildo…I could still feel you."

Olivia's eyes darkened as she listened to her wife, arousal building again as her eyes roamed over the perfectly tanned body before her. "I think I'd like to feel you now." She stated in a low sultry voice, the one she knew turned Natalia on.

Natalia whimpered as a reign of kisses descended onto her neck, lips sucking at her pulse point. "Are you s-sure baby." She panted out, enjoying the attention but afraid to push Olivia too hard. While she was well on her way to be completely healed, she still wasn't quite there.

Olivia pulled back and looked into her wife's eyes at the concern etched in her voice. "Do you not want to?"

Natalia cupped Olivia's face in her hands. "No, baby, I do, I just, I don't want to hurt you."

Olivia smiled at the sincerity of those words. Knowing they held a much deeper meaning then just physical pain. Leaning forward, she captured her wife's lips with her own. "I'm just fine sweetheart." She kissed her again, starting slow and languid but soon the kiss turned heated as Olivia lay her love flat on her back. The two making love long into the early morning hours.

The Spencer-Rivera women woke the following morning wrapped around one another, naked bodies pressed so tightly together it was hard to decipher where one ended and the other began. Natalia smiled as her eyes peaked opened to be met by beautiful green staring back at her. Craning her neck, she pecked her wife sweetly.

"Good morning mi amor."

Olivia kissed her once more, unable to resist. "Mmm. Morning beautiful."

Natalia stretched as well as she could, still held tightly by the woman she loves. "What time is it?"

Olivia raised her head enough to peak at the clock on Natalia's side table before laying back down and kissing her loves forehead as she tightened her hold even further. "I think you missed Sunday school, but you might still catch morning service if you hurry. It's quarter to nine."

Distracted by the warm embrace, it took a moment for Olivia's words to really register as she was too busy nuzzling into the soft skin of Olivia's neck. As soon as the time clicked in her head Natalia bolted upright. "Emma…" Was all she said as she tried to scramble out of the bed.

Olivia grabbed her wrist to stop her retreat. "Stayed over with Ava and is either at church with Rafe, or, if the racket I head not long ago is any indication, she's downstairs, probably making a mess of the kitchen." She pulled Natalia back down to her and kissed her lips. "Five more minutes?"

Natalia was helpless to those pleading puppy dog eyes and that almost childlike voice. With a playful sigh, she lay back down and wrapped her arms around the woman that was her everything once more. "How come I can't seem to ever say no to that?" She asked, only half joking.

"Because I'm so damn irresistible." Olivia stated with a cocky smirk.

"You're something alright." Natalia mumbled under her breath as she kissed her wife's brow.

Olivia choose to ignore the remark and simply enjoyed a few more peaceful moments with her wife before broaching the subject they had chosen to pretend didn't need to talked about the previous evening. After a couple minutes of comfortable silence, Olivia mustered the courage to ask the question she was afraid to know the answer to.

"You wanna tell me what happened with you and your sister last night?"

"What do you mean?" Natalia asked, trying to pretend she didn't know precisely what her wife was referring to.

Olivia looked at her love pointedly. "Natalia, really? You think I don't know you just as well as you know me? I knew the second you walked into this house something was wrong. I also knew you weren't keen on talking about just then. You know I'd never pressure you into telling me anything you weren't comfortable with, but I'd really like if you told me, maybe I can help."

Natalia sighed and moved to lean against the headboard, Olivia following her lead. "Nothing happened with me and Isabel, exactly."

"So, what exactly did happen?"

"Isabel received a phone call."

"Yeah, and, who was on the phone?" Olivia had a feeling she already knew the answer.

"My mother." She swallowed thickly. "And my father." She looked down at her hands fiddling with the comforter.

Reaching out, Olivia took one of those fidgeting hands in her own. "I take it the conversation wasn't a good one."

"Not in the slightest. I don't think it was bad with mama, but my papa was screaming so loud I could hear it from the corner of the house. He asked her if she came to find me, said he had told her not to go looking for me and demanded she go home." Tears leaked from her eyes as she lay her head on Olivia's shoulder. "He…he said that I didn't learn anything after getting pregnant with Rafe because I'm still living in sin."

Olivia wrapped her arms around her sobbing wife and kissed the crown of her head. "Oh honey. I'm so sorry. But you are not living in sin, we are married, and you know that God is about love, he isn't condemning you for being with me."

"I know." Natalia muttered around another sob.

"And keeping Rafe wasn't a mistake either. He is an amazing young man and that is all thanks to you. How you raised him."

Natalia nodded against her shoulder. "I know, I do, I just…"

"You just what honey?"

Natalia sat up straight and wiped her eyes and cheeks. "I just, I thought after twenty years he might want, I don't know, to know me again, meet his grandson, or at least know I'm okay. Isabel said he and mama heard about the trial too, but papa wouldn't even allow it to be on in his home. I don't understand how he can hate me so much just because I kept, and raised, a child out of wedlock. Does that really make me such a horrible person?"

Olivia brought the brunette into her arms once more and held her tightly. "No baby, it doesn't. You are so amazing Natalia. You raised a child completely on your own from the time you were sixteen. You did whatever was necessary to provide and care for him and he is an incredible young man, one that I am so proud to be able to call my son. And now, now you are helping me to raise our daughter." She kissed Natalia's temple and rubbed her back. "You are so much more than anyone has ever given you credit for. You are a strong, independent, loving, caring, kind, beautiful woman, and I am so lucky to have you as my wife. You take such good care of our family, he should be proud to call you his daughter, and the fact that he isn't speaks more to his character then yours."

Natalia sniffed and sat up a little but stayed securely in her wife's strong embrace. "Isabel stood up to him. She refused to return to Chicago and told him that she cared about me even if he didn't. We hugged and had a long talk after she hung up on him. He's not going to be happy with her, but she said she didn't care. She wants to be a part of my life, our lives, and she doesn't care what he thinks about it."

"I'm so glad honey. I know not having your family around is hard on you."

Natalia shrugged. "I'm used to it. But I am glad to have a second chance with my sister. We were so close growing up, it's nice to have her back." Just then a thought occurred to her. "And I'm so sorry I never told you about her, or any of my family really. It's just… it's hard to talk about them."

"I understand. It was easier to just pretend they didn't exist. I did that, for a lot of years I did that. In fact, Buzz and you are the only two that know about my mother, and you're the only one that knows my entire history. I know our situations are different, but I do understand. It's hard to think about the people that abandoned you when you needed them most. Even harder to admit you miss them."

"Yeah. I do miss them. Even papa. He was always hard on me, but he is still my father. I wish I knew if mama wanted to talk to me, to see me. If she cares about what happened with Frank. I know my father doesn't. He thinks it's punishment for my being with a woman, living in sin, but I would like to think that mama cares, that she's just doing what she's always done and following her husband's orders."

"I'm sure she does honey. I'm sorry your father won't allow you to speak to her."

"It's okay." She shrugged again. "I don't even know if she'd want to, I just hope she would."

The two sat in silence for little while longer, both lost in thoughts of their past. They were brought back to the present by the shrill ringing of Olivia's phone. Reluctantly extricating herself from Natalia, she reached over to the bed side table to answer the device.

"Hey Ava, what's up?"

"It's about time you two woke up. Ma missed church this morning."

"Yeah. We had a bit of a late night." Olivia smiled as she looked over at her wife and memories of the previous night flooded her brain. Clearing her throat, she returned her attention to her daughter. "She was going to try and catch the morning service, but, we had some things to talk about."

"I'll bet you did." Ava replied, humor lacing her words. "Anyways, I just called to let you know that Rafe and I are at the Beacon with Isabel. She wanted to go to church with Rafe and then asked him to bring her by the hotel. I decided to join them and then came in to get caught up on some work."

"Is Emma with you?"

"No, she wanted to stay with Ashley since ma wasn't going. Ashley said she was happy to watch her and would leave her with Doris if she needed to take off."

"Oh, okay. I was pretty sure I heard her downstairs a little while ago. How about ma and I get dressed and we'll all meet you guys in Isabel's suit in an hour. We can have lunch at Watershed."

"Sounds good mom. I'll finish up what I'm working on and meet you guys in her room."

"Okay baby. We'll see you soon. Love you."

"Love you too mom. Bye."

Hanging up, Olivia informed her wife of their plans. The two took a quick shower together before dressing and heading downstairs. After Doris declined the offer to join them, stating she and Ashley had plans for the afternoon, Olivia, Natalia, and Emma loaded up in Olivia's car and headed into town.

Arriving at the hotel, the three got out of the car, all still laughing at one of Emma's stories from her weekend with her siblings. As they entered the building, angry shouting could be heard in the lobby. Olivia glanced at her wife and daughter before making a bee line for Robert, their front desk manager, and the angry man standing before him.

"Is there a problem here?" She directed the question to Robert but was looking at the older gentleman whom she could swear looked familiar somehow.

Reaching the desk only a second behind Olivia, Natalia gasped and her hand unconsciously tightened on her daughters as she took in the man standing before her wife. "Papa." She whispered in disbelief.

Olivia heard the whisper from her wife and pain filled whimper from her daughter at the same time. Easing Emma's hand from Natalia's death grip, Olivia took in Natalia's ashen face and immediately took her wife into her arms, kissing her temple as the woman trembled against her. This kiss was for the strength she knew would be needed as this latest event unfolded.