Hi there! This is my first ever story so please be kind. I do not own Bleach or any characters from it. Wish I did though. ;) Hope you enjoy.
Walking back home from the bar to the Squad 6 barracks, Renji stopped to gaze up at the stars. It was very rare that he was sober after going to that place. Ikkaku and Yumichika always invited him every Friday to drink with them. Every Friday he would get drunk off his ass and stumble home very early in the morning, so he didn't get to watch the night sky like he use to when he and Rukia were little and lived in the Rukongai.
Tonight he felt different. He didn't feel like drinking with his two best buds. Obviously Ikkaku didn't feel the same. He was smashed and leaning on Yumichika for support when he left the bar. He had a lot on his mind, mostly a certain black headed captain that he used to crave to surpass in battle. Here lately though he couldn't bring himself to look at him that same way. With anger and an obsession of fighting him and defeating him. Watching the ever so high and mighty 6th division captain kneeling in front of him in agony, seeing the blood stream from his body, and seeing the light vanish from his ever so dark eyes.
Now he couldn't bring himself to see those images anymore. All he saw was a person who made more mistakes than he would let on. For some reason after all the battling and wars were over, he saw his emotionless captain in a very different light. All he wanted to do after everything was give his captain a hug and never let go. Knowing that his captain was more than he obviously wanted anyone to see.
It was a very quiet and peaceful night. The moon was full tonight, but not bright enough to cover the stars. The stars were twinkling just as bright and seeming as though they were dancing around the moon. It really was beautiful. As he was about to start walking again a shadowy figure caught the corner of his eye. As he turned he saw a person sitting on top of one of the buildings looking up at the night sky. As he looked a little harder he noticed long dark hair and a captains haori.
It can't be. Renji thought as he crept closer to the dark haired figure. He lowered his reiatsu so as not to get detected. As the figure came into better view he heard a low deep tone say his name. "Renji." It was then that Renji realized it was indeed his captain. He could make out that voice anywhere. He let his reiatsu go and just watched his captain for a minute.
His captain was the first to break the silence. "Is there something I can do for you, Renji?" He never turned nor did he move. Renji just stood there, looking at his captain. He couldn't help himself, but stare at him. As he watched his captain he stood in awe at how the moonlight danced on his pale skin, the way it highlighted his smooth, dark hair. Before Renji could muster at what he was doing he was standing beside his captain just surveying his every feature. "You may sit if you want."
Renji snapped back into reality and realized what he was doing. A small blush formed on his cheeks as he sat down quickly, looking away. Usually it was Renji that had something to say, but for some reason he just wanted to watch his captains every move. Knowing that would probably lead to his death, he just sat there and stared at the night sky with his beautiful captain.
Byakuya sat there with his lieutenant, watching the night sky in silence. After a few more moments he finally spoke, "Why are you out here tonight, Renji? Usually you are still at the bar at this time." Once Byakuya said this he could feel the red eyes of his lieutenant looking at him. He knew Renji was probably wondering how he knew that, but he didn't give the redhead any explanation. The dark haired man just sat there staring at the stars. He was wondering why his tattooed lieutenant was being so quiet. Usually he would talk his captains ears off. Renji is never known for being quiet. Byakuya questioned to himself.
"I just didn't feel like drinking so much tonight, so I left the bar early." He felt his lieutenant shift his body so he was laying down beside him.
They just sat there quietly, watching the night sky and feeling the crisp coolness of the autumn air blowing pass them. The dark-haired captain was lost in thought as he sat there beside his lieutenant. Why did he have to come out tonight of all nights? He couldn't have known I was out here. Or did he? This man always knew how to press my buttons but here lately I can't bring myself to be mad at him or at least stay mad at him. Every time he did or said something stupid, I can't help but want to laugh. Sometimes I smile, but in private not wanting anyone to see. Even though I want to I know I can't. The Kuchiki clan would forbid me to get close to anyone like that especially another man. After everything that happened with Hisana, they would not accept anything like that to happen. All they care about is having a Kuchiki heir from me, mostly a son. I would never be able to make that happen with Renji.
Byakuya tried so hard to mentally shake the thought of Renji and himself out of his mind, but to no avail. What the hell is wrong with me? Even if they would accept it, Renji is not that kind of man. Which I didn't think I was either. How can I love another man like that? I think I've just been thinking about this too much. Maybe I should just go to bed and sleep it off. After thinking that Byakuya rose to his feet, keeping his eyes closed. "I will see you at work on Monday. Goodbye, Renji."
Renji watched as his dark-haired captain walked away. He wanted to run after him and say everything he wanted to say, but decided it wasn't a good idea. He stayed there silently, as his captains form disappeared. He sat there a few moments longer then got up to head to his lieutenants quarters. As he was about to enter he heard laughing coming from inside his room.
He slammed the door open and saw his slender, and short best friend sitting on his futon laughing at something in her hands. She looked his way in shock, not saying anything. "Rukia, what are you doing here? And why are you not at home?" He said, not even wanting to know what she was laughing at.
"Um... I'm always here on Friday night. I wait for you to get here so I can help you the nights you get drunk off your ass, duh." She said getting up off the futon and came over to him. "Are you feeling alright you're never home early on Friday nights anymore, nor are you ever sober?" She half questioned, half said, as she felt her red headed best friends forehead. Renji just stared at her as she took her hand down from his forehead and sat back on the futon.
"Whatever, anyways what was you laughing at?" He said, as he sat on the futon next to her. He didn't really want to know because he knew it would probably be something embarrassing. He sat there, as Rukia got what she was laughing at. She handed it to him and he sat there and looked at it.
"You took a picture of my brother while he was in the 4th barracks recovering. He looks so innocent and sweet when he is sleeping." He didn't know what was so funny about it. Renji actually thought his captain looked so beautiful and peaceful, that's why he took it.
"So what's so funny about it?" He finally asked not really wanting to know the answer. He had a feeling that she knew why he kept that picture under his pillow and that's why she was laughing.
"It's just that Byakuya never looks like this and knowing that someone actually has proof that he's not such a bad guy all the time it's kind of funny." She laid her chin on his shoulder and looked at the picture with her best friend.
"Rukia, I need to tell you something." He finally said to her.
"Of course, Renji. What's on your mind?" Rukia asked. After she did Renji just sat there and thought about what he wanted to say to her. After all these weeks, I think it's time for her to know. Besides I've already said something. She's my best friend and even though it's her brother maybe she can help me. I'm so lost and I need help with this. I don't particularly like talking about my feelings, especially when it comes to her brother but I can't keep this from her anymore. My heart feels like it's going to explode if I don't tell someone. She deserves to know how I feel about her brother. Right?
Renji finally took a deep breath and let it out. Looking at his best friend in the eyes he spoke, "I think I'm in love…" He drifted off after saying that and looked away, blushing. Her reiatsu didn't change it was the same beautiful aura that she always gave off.
"Renji." She said calmly, and quietly. Renji just kept looking the other way, not wanting her to see that he was on the verge of tears. He had never said those words out loud, and he was scared to death. He thought about it before with Rukia, but he knew they were better as friends, especially after he figured out that she was in love with Ichigo. Besides even after he found that out, it didn't really hurt that much. He even was happy for them. "I know." She said, making him snap his head around to look at her.
"But how?" The red head said a little too loudly. She giggled at him for that and put her hand on his shoulder, shaking her head.
"You think I don't notice these things. I might be a soul reaper, but I'm still a woman. Plus you have a picture of him under your pillow. It's like you're a teenage girl with a crush." She said, laughing at her own joke. Renji's face was as crimson red as his hair and he just stood up and marched out the door. "Renji, please wait." She said, as she grabbed his forearm.
"Did you know before tonight?" He asked, as he tuned back to look at her.
"Yes I did. You practically screamed it at me a couple weeks ago when you were drunk that Friday night." Renji went red again.
"Why didn't you say anything?" He said, getting angry now.
"Because, Renji, I knew you would come out and tell me when you were ready and sober. I'm glad you found love, even if it is my brother. I want you to be happy." Renji just stared at her dumbfounded now. He didn't know what else to say so he just stood there looking at his best friend. After a few minutes of them looking at each other, Rukia spoke up. "Renji, I know you haven't told him, mostly because you're too stubborn, but you need to. If you don't it's gonna eat you up inside." She said, looking down.
"I can't do that. I know it's gonna be hard, but I don't think I could ever tell him. I will be fine as long as I can just stay by his side. I love him, but just knowing he's safe and close to me, I'll be okay." He watched as his short haired, best friend shook her head again.
"Renji, you truly are an idiot. You think it's that easy. Even I couldn't hold my feelings back from Ichigo any longer. After everything that happened, thinking I could've lost him all those times made me so sad, but mostly angry with myself. This job isn't easy, nor is it a happy one. Losing someone seems to be a regular thing. So, you need to man up and tell Byakuya how you truly feel, before you lose him for good." She explained to her red headed friend. She was so amazed at how stupid he could be. He knew this line of work was dangerous.
She watched as Renji's eyes fell to the floor. She could've swore she saw a tear fall. "Renji, please. We almost lost him once. He might be a noble, but he's not untouchable. Do you really want to lose him before you let him know how you truly feel about him." By the time she asked the question his hands were balled into fists and she saw that he was crying. His red haired friend was crying. She wrapped her arms around him and just held him.
"Thank you, Rukia." He said as he held her back and just cried as he contemplated on what he should do now. "I'll tell him tomorrow." He said as he finally made up his mind, not caring if his heart got broke. At least his dark-haired captain would finally know how his red-haired lieutenant felt.
Rukia finally left after a few hours of talking about how he would tell Byakuya tomorrow how he felt. He laid on his futon, his back resting up on his pillow against the wall, as his long red hair cascaded down his chest. Knowing his hair would be very knotted in the morning, but at this point he didn't care. He wanted to do something different to show himself he was ready. So he was going to fight through the annoying mess of hair.
Byakuya sat up on his futon, while looking at a certain photo that Rukia had taken of his red-haired lieutenant. He knew it was bad form to steal something from his sister, but he couldn't resist taking it from her after she showed him all the pictures she took. After everything that went on and as he was in the hospital, Kisuke gave her a camera so she could have memories of her time in the living world. She uses every camera she gets a lot more often than she should.
This particular picture was of Renji after a training session in the living world, his long hair cascaded down his back. The top of his uniform was removed, the sun showing off his muscular torso very well. The sun bounced off the sweat droplets on his tattooed, muscles, making them shine like little diamonds on his body. He was holding up Zabimaru, propping his sword up on one shoulder behind his head. Just his picture alone does not do the captain justice, for he wanted to see his lieutenant even more. The bare skin under those baggy pants of his. His perfectly toned legs, attached to that sexy tight ass, and around to his…
Before Byakuya could imagine anymore of his gorgeous lieutenant a big bang was heard from outside. He jumped up and hurried to the door. Still in his night apparel, he stepped outside to see where the sound came from. He heard another big bang. He flash stepped toward the loud bang and once he got there he saw a large hallow trying to attack a soul reaper from the 11th division. Byakuya noticed it was one of Renjis friends, Ikakku he believed. He was obviously drunk off his ass, but the other, Yumichika was there and was standing before the hallow, sword up and ready to take it down. Before anyone could do anything, Yumichika slayed the beast and just picked the other man off the ground and walked away.
"Lucky Yumichika wasn't drunk, huh?" Byakuya turned to see his red-haired lieutenant standing there. Byakuya said nothing and just walked away, not wanting to see his lieutenant right now. After almost dreaming about the red head in that way. Byakuya didn't know how much more he could take.
Renji watched his dark-headed captain walk away again, but this time what Rukia said kept shouting at him. Do you want to lose him, before you tell him how you truly feel? Before he could think of anything else to reject that, he was running after his captain. It was too late, he was going to tell him now, whether he wanted to or not. He had to before he talked himself out of doing it before tomorrow. He finally made it up to his captain, in front of the 6th squad barracks and grabbed his hand.
"Captain." Is all he could say. The feel of his hand in the smaller mans was warm and comforting, but he couldn't bring himself to say anything else. He just stared at his hand holding the smaller one of his beloved captains.
"Yes, lieutenant Abarai?" His captain said with no emotion in his voice like always. Renji finally looked up to see his captain standing in front of him only a foot apart. The body heat between them sent shivers down his back from the cool air. He just stood there staring in his captains beautiful dark eyes. He searched them for any kind of emotion. For the first time, he didn't see coldness and darkness, he saw confusion and something else. Either way, he had to say something, before his captain made him give his hand back and leave him again.
"Don't leave me again." Is all Renji could muster up, while he slung his arms around his captains neck. The red head didn't know what the hell he just said until it came out, let alone what he was doing. He was so scared at what he just said, but he couldn't let his captain go. I'm so screwed. I'm such an idiot. Why can't I let him go? I need to let him go, dammit. Then Renji felt arms going around him and a hand on either side of his back.
"Renji, you idiot. Why did you have to come after me?" Byakuya said, confusing the poor clueless red head. Renji was so confused, but still didn't let go.
"I…" Was all he could get to come out. He wanted so badly to say those three little words that wouldn't come out of his stupid mouth. Even though he wouldn't admit it out loud, Byakuya was scared at what Renji was going to say. I won't be able to stop myself if he says what I believe he is going to say, but I want him to so bad. Please, Renji don't say it. Say those words to me and I won't be able to stop myself from giving into you. You are the only thing between my noble class and my heart. Please, just…
"Say it, Renji." Byakuya said out loud. Byakuya couldn't help but be confused at his own words, for that wasn't what he wanted to say. His heart made his mouth say what his mind couldn't. Renji froze, as his whole body tensed up. Is he really asking me to say those words or is it something else. It has to be those words though, right? Renji thought for a split second and finally spoke up.
"I love you, Captain." Byakuyas eyes teared up a little. He didn't want anyone to see his tears, even the man he was so deeply in love with at this very moment. He just pressed Renji tighter to himself and didn't want to let go. He knew it was late and no one was around, but he knew he couldn't stop himself any longer. He grabbed Renji's hand and lead him into the 6th division barracks.
As Renji stepped inside, Byakuya stepped passed him and locked the door. He then lead Renji into the lieutenants room, knowing Renji knew where it was. Byakuya stepped in, realizing he had never been in here before and saw Renjis' futon at the back wall across from the door, and a small dresser at the far left corner of the room.
Renji stepped into his room, following his beautiful captain. He had an idea of what Byakuya was thinking, but he didn't want to get his hopes too high. He saw Byakuya turn toward him and before he could do or say anything Byakuyas' lips were pressed against his. He was in shock at what was happening then as the shock passed he closed his eyes and wrapped his arms around Byakuya, pulling him closer. He loved the way Byakuya fit into his arms. It felt like they were perfect for each other. He ran his tongue against Byakuyas' bottom lip and after being granted access, he started exploring that beautiful mouth of his captains. His mouth was so warm and tasted so sweet. Renji heard a small moan escape the throat of his dark-haired captain and wanted to make more noises escape his lips.
Renji turned Byakuya around and pressed him against the wall. He pulled away from the kiss just to get a lustful look from Byakuya, that made Renji crave him more. Renji needed more of his captain. He didn't just want to feel him, he wanted to taste every inch of him.
Byakuya felt Renjis' tongue lick his way down and kiss and nip his shoulder. Byakuya couldn't help the moan that escaped his lips again. Renji grabbed the bottom of Byakuyas' night shirt and stripped it off his dark-haired captain. Byakuya watched as Renji kissed his way down his chest. Renji stopped at Byakuyas' left nipple, trailing circles around it with his tongue and nipping at it lightly, before going to the right one and doing the same thing. Renji, then kissed down Byakuyas flat, but toned stomach, leaving a few nips at his hips and around his belly button.
Byakuya was moaning lightly at every nip he was given. He couldn't help but grab a handful of those beautiful red locks as his sexy muscular lieutenant kissed and nipped at every spot he thought would give him noises from his lips. He kept going after every noise that escaped Byakuyas lips, but stopped at the hem of Byakuyas' night pants. He saw those gorgeous red eyes staring at him as if asking if it was okay. Byakuya smiled slightly and nodded. He wanted to go all the way with his lieutenant, while his lieutenant had him wrapped around his little finger.
Renji stripped his captains pants off slowly, wanting to torture him. He knew his captain was getting restless when he saw his captain buck his hips in anticipation. He looked up at his captain and gave him an evil seductive grin. Once his captains pants were off, he grabbed the base of his captains cock. He didn't really know what to do, seeing as this was his first time with a man, but that wasn't going to stop him from giving the love of his life the pleasure he deserved.
He then licked the tip of it, earning another buck of his captains hips. He then put the tip in his mouth and sucked lightly. He felt Byakuyas grip tighten in his hair and knew he was doing good so far. He then took it out of his mouth and licked from the tip to the base and back up again. Putting his captains' length back in his mouth, going to the base and back out, earning him more moans from his soon to be lovers' lips. He continued doing this, while twirling his tongue around his captains' cock as he was bobbing it in and out. Earning bucks and moans from the dark haireds' throat.
After a few moments of blowing his captains cock, he felt Byakuya pulsing in his mouth and he knew his captain was almost at his limit. "Renji… I'm… gonna cum." He said breathlessly. Renji started bobbing his head faster and stroking the base, wanting his captain to release every bit into his mouth. After a few more bobs and strokes Byakuya moaned out the red heads name and came into the mouth of his lieutenant. Byakuya felt his legs giving out and he fell to the floor, only to be stopped by Renjis' strong arms.
His lieutenant swooped him up into his arms and carried him to the futon. He laid him carefully onto the futon, and gave his captain a kiss before getting up to take his own pants off. He laid on top of his captain and started kissing him passionately. Renji started kissing Byakuyas neck again, earning a few more moans from his captain.
"Renji, please. I can't take anymore, I need you." Byakuya said, as he looked in those beautiful red eyes. Renji nodded and sat up on his knees, spreading Byakuyas legs wider. He bent down and as he lifted Byakuyas legs he started twirling his tongue around the hot, pulsating entrance of his captain. All the dark-haired captain could do was moan out to the heavens as he felt a sensation he never felt before. Renji circled a finger around his captains awaiting entrance and applied slight pressure to it. The first finger entered his captain and Byakuya groaned at the new sensation. Renji pumped the digit in and out of Byakuyas hot cave, twirling it around inside trying to stretch him out. After a few more pumps he added a second finger into his captains hot ass.
Byakuya didn't know how to take it. The pain and pleasure of feeling his lieutenants fingers inside of him was different, but amazing. Renji pulled his fingers out and kissed his captains sweet lips. "Hold on a second, okay?" Before Byakuya could comprehend what he was doing, Renji went over to the dresser and pulled out something. He came back over and showed a bottle of lotion to his captain. "This might help more." He put some on his fingers and twirled them around his captains hole before entering again. Byakuya had to admit this was better. The pleasure of it was unbearable though. He had to have his red head lieutenant right now or he might go crazy. "Renji… please…" Is all he could get himself to say, while he bucked his hips again.
Renji pulled his fingers out and rubbed lotion on his cock, and positioned himself on top of his captain. He pressed the tip of his length against his captains entrance and entered it slowly. Byakuya was biting his lower lip from the pain and pleasure mixing together. Renji started kissing his captains neck trying to help with the pain. Once all the way in, Renji laid there, kissing his lovers neck, trying to let his captain get used to his length.
"Please, move." Byakuya said to his new lover, as he was ready to make love with his red headed lieutenant. Renji started moving, pumping his cock inside and out of Byakuyas ass. The red head was trying so hard not to pound the shit out of his captain. To him, being with his captain like this was everything. Not only that, but his ass was so tight, and hot, he never wanted to stop. He pumped his cock inside Byakuya, listening to the sweet moans coming from his lovers throat. "Harder… Renji." Byakuya moaned out as he was moving his hips with each thrust Renji gave him. Renji replied with harder and deeper thrusts to his lovers hot and sexy insides. "Say… my name.. Renji" Byakuya moaned out. Renji stayed quiet and just pumped faster.
"Please… say… it." Byakuya moaned. Renji still couldn't bring himself to say it, no matter how badly he and his captain wanted him to. Renji just kept thrusting into his dark haired captains ass, just wanting to be with his captain. "Renji… I'm… Gonna…" Was all Byakuya could muster before Renji grabbed his captains cock and started pumping the length with his hand. Byakuya couldn't hold back anymore, after a few more thrusts and pumps his cum spit out over Renjis chest and his stomach.
Renji felt Byakuyas walls clutch around his cock as he came and that sent the red head over the edge as well, spilling his seed deep inside his beautiful lover and moaning his beautiful lovers name, "Byakuya!" Renji collapsed beside Byakuya, tired and sweaty. Byakuya snuggled into Renjis side, as Renji wrapped his arm around his beloved captain. "I love you too, Renji." All Renji could do was smile like an idiot and hold Byakuya closer to him. Byakuya just laid his head on Renjis chest, tracing the outlines of the tattoo with his finger. Not long after, sleep over came the both of them.
Hope you enjoyed my first story. If I get enough people to like it I will make more chapters and continue their story together. Thanks and much love!