Chapter 14 Guys,
I can't believe it. Wow, how far have I come?
I'm going to be talking awhile about other crap so if you want to see the Chapter scroll down a bit
I Feel like telling you guys other Stories who inspired me to start writing in the first place.
Phases of Change by Skaterblog
WerePokism by Vegetarian Werewolf
Both of these stories got me introduced to Pokémon FanFiction in the first place and are excellent reads I highly recommend.
I also started writing this story also because I have read many other stories that are wonderful and Awesome but were left incomplete and the authors practically disappearing, I wanted to change that.
I thought to myself 'Huh, What if I tried it myself? How hard can it really be? I hope to do something cool'
And that's how it started. And I then learned that it's harder than it seems, I watched YouTube how to make an account and I then just ran with an idea I had, Absolutely no writing background or practice. That's why the Chapters at the start are short and have Grammer mistakes galore. Boy, I have made so many mistakes.
But I then became more efficient at writing and started to learn and actually started something from just a mostly memey story with dark undertones to a Dark, Funny and serious one with a more solid plotline
Check out the story "Welcome to a world called Earth" By Satoru Taiyo, it is a great story set in the same universe as mine.
And thanks for all the people who are reading this now or in the future.
And this is where I am now.
Chapter 14 - Cooler Heads Prevail
"Jack I'm so proud of you. Going to go see your sister during this time" Mom said driving
"She could really use some company. She's lonely, And maybe you are too, It will be good for both of you. Getting away from all these things that may provoke you two"
"Well, I'm really excited! I can show her all the cool things I've learned! Flash, physic powers!, All neat!" I Said all jumpy and excited in the front seat
"Brandon is worried about Missy and wants her to talk with someone for once and I Do too. She had a great life, and this just robbed from her. You also had a great life and it robbed you too"
"Mom, it only robbed me of my voice and my future respect from some ignorant people. But I have been given powers and new ways to communicate, direct conversations…yeah their difficult, but that's only with humans."
"Jack the problem is that whatever you just said was incomprehensible, you're going to have friends only with your kind, You can't even go to a human to even say your name. Like now, no matter how you say it, I can't understand you…and it hurts."
"I'm also happy you're doing this because I don't want you to lose the human you, You May have accepted your new form. But…How? How are you that sane? Why? I don't want to lose you."
"Well…uh, I just sorta accepted it as you win some lose some Sorta situation. I can't talk with some people, but I now can use and learn new powers far beyond my goals I have set so far. Not really the best or the Coolest. Or not the best to show worth. But eh. Four legs? Freaky but bearable"
"I explained that I can't understand you and I literally asked you a question, but I don't get an answer because I can't understand you. I'm dumb. Jack I'm going to write a document with questions I have when we get home"
"So will you have to mate with another Umbreon? Or can you even do that at all?"
"Ugh, …i forgot again."
"It's fine, the first week. Or actually…wait a sec" I look at the date on the car, September 1st, 3:12 pm
"Like 8-9 days basically"
"So I guess Brandon also said Missy being pretty cold to be around, I remember she's a Glaceon. Oh god, she hates the cold. She has ice and snow powers but hates the Cold. That horrible."
"But If has she has the ability to do that, doesn't it also mean she's probably immune to the cold?"
"You Don't see me complaining about the power of gaining energy from the moon (which is pretty strange and weird in its right) and practically blanking out for freaking hours at a time while looking at like I'm a brainless idiot. like Seriously that thing is w a c k." I Said
"Like literally The Entire presence of my kind is. See through the dark. Hunt prey at night but I don't do that. And I'm slowly becoming nocturnal, Then basically, out of nowhere - dumb voice- 'Oh neato, looke at moono for hours' like a literal brainless zombie And then do poison crap when I'm provoked"
"THAT'S LITERALLY THE ENTIRE GIMMICK OF MY KIND," I Said with rising my paws in the air with an outpouring expression
-I then turn to my mom-
"Like do you know what I even mean?!"
"Well, the only thing I do know is that you went on a rant. And that's fine, some good news we're here. you and Missy can talk the entire time."
When we actually got there.
-Mom walks up the concrete stairs with me trailing behind her and rings the doorbell-
-Their house is white and grayish and a bit boxy looking too. Though it's a good size for a couple-
"Now be calm Jack, This is new for everyone. But I think you understand that"
-Brandon then looks out the window with a big smile and waves at us-
-Brandon is of average height or is he tall? The size difference is getting to me, He also has brown curly hair-
"Oh Hi. Welp, Come on in" Brandon Said opening the door with a Tiny Glaceon next to him
"Hi, Brandon how have you been?" Mom said giving Brandon a big hug out of the blue
-I could sense the awkwardness from Brandon as he returned back with one, my Mom, and lots my family hug.-
"Hey Boyo" Missy Said
"Hi Missy."
"Haha. I'm glad you were able to come over" Brandon Said
"Yeah, It sure will be interesting to have two sets of languages here."
-The living room has a coffee table, a big TV with a Switch. and a Big Puffy couch-
"So I can make ya some coffee or something" Brandon Said
"Sure thanks, Brandon, and I will be in the other room. Come in if you need anything"
-Brandon and My Mom leave the room casually-
-Missy and I Look at each other-
"Huh, An Umbreon. Strangely good choice. Never thought I would have one for a Brother. Did you do weird moon crap yet?" Missy said
"A Glaceon? The Funniest thing is that even though we are on all fours, I'm still taller than you. You're pretty Tiny"
-Missy then Jumps onto the couch-
"So how have you been? I haven't talked with anyone in a long time"
-I Then climb up as well-
"Eh, I'm been fine" I Responded
"Well I've better start the topic. Why."
"You see this?" Missy said handing her paw out
"This is the reason why I can't even work"
"This simple stupid paw" She then said laying on her back
"Well have you practiced with it?" I Asked out of curiosity
"Sure if you don't use that often, it's as useful as Trying to eat cereal with a fork. But I've been using it a lot lately and it's been functional" I Said
"It's not it just being able to hold a pencil Jack, Explain to me how I can drive a car, Open a Door. not drop things. If I do hold something. How do I walk? Do I have to do dumb tricks like a dog?"
"Look, -She then takes a breath- E-Everything is a mess, We are stuck as these Pokémon. And have no Future whatsoever, who wants us? being an Elemental is horrible."
"Being an Elemental is not that bad…"
"I Mean We have Powers now! It's Awesome!"
"Like look at This!"
-I focus my energy to make my Rings Glow brighter-
"Huh, you can glow. What award in life will you get from that?"
"I don't know but it's Cool! Your powers are Cool Too!"
"Me? Powers? I don't even know how to work a Tv remote. Best I can even do is to get a Drink cold and I don't even know how to do that" Missy said
"Well has anything strange happen to you?"
"YES! This entire thing is strange! I can't talk to the one I love! All social communication is out of the window. I don't even feel alive! LOOK"
-She then points to her tail, Her ears. then knocks on the blue crystal thing on her head"
"DO YOU NOT SEE HOW WRONG THIS IS"
"WE ARE STUCK AS THIS FOR THE REST OF OUR LIVES, WHAT DO WE DO?!"
"Have fun?" I asked
"No! Ugh…" Missy said putting her paw on her face
"I got no time to live. I've been starring at my death the entire time. This is not me! H-How are you fine? Are you possessed? How are you so accustomed to this and not be unstable?!"
"…Wha-? I'm not possessed. I'm just…" I Said Trailing off And starting looking down at the ground
"I'm just…"
"I'm just fine with it really. You know I still panicked and questioned myself at every corner I got"
"Then I just got used to it, heh heh, I Actually sorta like this form. It was…a nice change of pace. This has been the most interesting week of my life, with new things happening everywhere. I got better with it because I enjoyed it and I Accepted this body as my own. Something awakened you may say?" I Said rising my head back up
"Something Awakened? Accepted?" Missy asked
"That doesn't mean I don't feel awkward and out of place. I mean right now. What should I do other than sitting? Should I lie down? There's no real matters or etiquette. Should I go close to you? Should we stay away? How do Eeveelutions hug?"
"I just usually stand still and hope I'm doing something correctly," Missy said
"There's no room for mistakes, Humans can't read how we feel. Do they still hear the tone of our voice?"
"I think tone still goes through, but hey. That's a good reason we have tails?" I Said
"O yeah this thing," Missy Said pulling it out in front
"So you…Just sorta accepted it?" Missy said
"Yeah."
"And you have no thoughts on the future ahead?"
"No uh. I have lots of thoughts. The best thing we can do is to take advantage of this. I know I've been heavy with powers but it's the best leverage we have. We are a force of nature"
"See like you have powers of ice and I have powers of darkness, which doesn't really sound all that good now that I say it out loud"
"But I don't want powers of Ice! I hate Glaceons! I would've preferred to be an Espeon! I have a literal plush of it upstairs!"
"Yes but! Some can breathe underwater. Control it freely. Some of us Can breathe fire and survive Melting temperatures. Photosynthesis!"
"You can learn how to use Ice and snow! What does an Umbreon do? Just Glow and use darkness based powers and projectiles to attack! See in the dark and be nocturnal!, if you call that general description of having no life then I don't know what is"
"So I Should take what I have and run with it? But what do I even do with them?" Missy said
"I Don't know, I'm not a Job searcher. But your not only limited to just ice. Do normal stuff I suppose, you won't melt in hot temperatures, the best way to explain it is practically Elsa from frozen."
"Frozone is better," Missy Said
"And not only is Umbreon is limited to powers of the dark. I Have physic Powers!"
"PHYSIC Fricken POWERS, Isn't that sick!" I Said Jumpy
"That's amazing! You can get so much from that! That's so cool!. That's probably because Umbreons and Espeons are essentially Night and Day represented."
"Can you give an example?"
-I Look around the room. The powers are Weak. So it has to be light-
"I'm pretty bad at it and I can't control it well, sometimes it's strong, sometimes it's extremely weak"
"Does your mom know?"
"She does not, it's not really a secret or anything. I'm hoping to get it stronger before I show"
"So do you have a ball Anywhere?" I asked
"Over there" Missy points with her paw
-In the corner was some cheaply bought cat and dog toys, there's a plastic ball-
"Brandon got those to help me practice carrying things. Put them in your mouth I don't care, I don't even touch em. Gross"
"Alright so," I said getting up from the couch
-I pick up the toy ball with my paws-
"Alright, so You see this? I can't make it float but I can roll it slowly"
-I Place it on the ground, and missy leads over a bit to get a good look-
"Observe," I Said
- I look at the ball. It's a cheap, Purple ball, Plastic as well. I then pick it again to feel the weight. It's heavier than the ping pong ball. I then put it down, I wonder if I can do it again, it's still hard and I honestly will just try my best-
-I take a deep breath and try to push it. It's amazing. I can sorta feel the weight just by focusing on it, I then can feel some pressure and I try to work off of that, I then give it a pull-
-the ball then rolls pretty quickly, like if someone gave it a Pretty forceful tap-
"Hahaha! That's how you do it! It's so cool"
-missy looks at me, then jumps back a bit in fear"
"Jack…Holy Hell. That's amazing are you limited to that? B-But…your eyes."
"My eyes?" I asked
"Their back to normal now. You had no pupils, your eyes just a full-blown Red glow. That probably what happens when you use your physic powers, spooked me"
"Huh, Cool? I didn't see any difference."
"So can you latch onto it?"
"Dunno. But it sure is neat. And the way to do it is awesome too! I can feel the pressure!"
"Alright, imma gonna try it again. Going to try To drag it" I Said
-I then look at the ball, really thought about the size and weight of it, Then felt a presence and then some pressure, and then tried to drag.-
-I push the ball forward, not letting the roll do the work. It continues to move as I turn my head to continue concentrating on it. I then try to something hard, stopping it. I tried to get something to stop it and turn, I quickly tried rerouting the pressure and the push I gave it. But by that point, I lost it-
"Damn, lost it," I Said
"Well. The fact you can do it is amazing. That's a good thing to have. Our mom is probably going to freak the second she sees you doing that" Missy Said then laying back
"So Missy, you're going to used to this?" I asked picking up the toy
"Me? Oh no-no-no. This is a foreign mess of feelings and senses. I won't get used to this for awhile Jack, I know your powers are cool and all." Missy said and getting back up again
"But I know what Umbreons do and I need to ask some serious questions," missy said then patting the couch
"What Umbreons do?" I said climbing up
"Yeah. Umbreon's feed off the Moon, and they just…weirdly Look at it… I bet it has happened to you multiple times." Missy said
"Look there's no need to hide it"
-I give a sigh and answer back swiftly-
"Ok look fine"
"It has happened…Like 3 times? Yeah, I think 3 times, and they're…confusing and…ugh. it's a mess. I had one last night"
"Last Night?! Then Why the hell did you even come here?"
"Look I thought ill be fine. And Look! I'm fine. I'll be doing it my entire life so whatever. Plus 3 times in 8 days so it's not bad and that 1 one time was because my body needed it" I Said
"You think that's fine! You are literally putting yourself in danger! Who knows what you are doing! We are in a foreign occupation of our own bodies! And you're submitting to it!"
"I'm not submitting to it…or anything for that matter. That's just what Umbreons do and I felt like doing it, I was deprived of something and felt like I needed to replenish it, I had no choice really. I Grow more powerful with it"
"I know that. All Umbreons do it. but we are in an uncertain time and everything Needs to one step at a time, You shouldn't have come!"
"Look," I said pointing to myself
"I'm in control. I came here to be with you and also because I needed to at least do something"
"Oh my god…" Missy said putting her paw to her face in disgust
"Did you tell your mother…" She said
"No"
"Uggghhh" -Missy Facepawed-
"Look. As you can see I'm fine like you said it's Natural for all Umbreons to do it" I Said
"I Just want you to be safe. When are you going to tell your mom"
"Probably never directly, you know what she will do and in terms of communication will be a mess if she hears something wrong or different is happening to me, you know that"
"And you started the subject, I told you what I know and I'm okay," I Said
"Alright then, but how in the world will you keep yourself occupied at night?" Missy then said then started to curl up on her side
-I Then change from sitting to also trying to lie on my side, Poorly, and I'm actually starting to feel a little chilly-
"Honestly I do not know. Just watch movies or TV perhaps"
"Actually, what have you been doing?"
"Well, I've been binge-watching One Punch Man since I nothin else to do. Brandon and I have mostly done inside stuff, I would've liked this better if I was an Espeon. We Still sleep in the same bed, and I've been using my mouth for almost everything and Brandon is helping me with things"
"Just, in general, I've been doing nothing, And keeping Brandon company when he works, And I'm been alone allot, but not Really being alone, Brandon is always with me saying jokes about Pokemon mystery dungeon, and being a gud boy like he is"
"But I feel alone still, I can't even talk with him or play games. I've…just downgraded into a pet"
"Hey, your not a pet, You both been together since like high school, I've sneaked into your room and watched you play Minecraft with him online, Sometimes the world is just going to be and feel like that, plus the height is a big difference"
"Pssh. You're even taller than me"
"So have you sneaked out of the house?" Missy asked
"No, but there's a cool thing going on that one of those old brewery factory lookin kind of things"
"Really what's going on?"
"Butch of Eeveelutions there. I don't what things happen there but it seems fine. Plus everyone is essentially armed so people have to be chill"
"That's pretty dangerous I do say that myself"
"Yeah, but I met some cool people there, turns out my flash is useful. And quite a lot of stigma there"
"Like I guess no Elementals really go to the parks from what I've heard, no power usage? I believe?"
"Well that's a quite valid point, Especially after yesterday"
"Yeah, but they want to do battles there. And it's a hangout. It's bound to have happened, no ability to use computers or consoles, and the only things you have is the outside, Powers, and is basically an Animal"
"So I guess you might battle huh? I bet it's going to be like the anime without the Trainers" missy said
"I don't know about battling, I don't want to hurt someone, but it's going to be cool to observe, I'm really much an observer"
"How old are the People there?"
"Don't know. But young though. My Age" I Responded
"Have you seen any drugs or anything like that?"
"Uh I have not, though I'm not going to be looking Around to find any of that"
"Well…I'm not your mother. But be safe whenever you do that stuff, your innocent, you don't know really how the world works. I've been getting the impression of a lot of elementals doing stuff because they feel that they can get away from it, which they can..." Missy said
"Hey Jack," missy asked turned towards me lifting her head and tilting it a bit
"Hm?" I Responded
"Do you know why, why it had to be us?"
"No one, No one knows why"
"But what if instead of us if some other family members? became one instead? If your parents tranformed...I don't know what you would do...
"I Don't know either, but it's fun to think about," I said
"Fun?"
"Yeah fun"
"Look at it. I'm an Umbreon, You're a Glaceon and we need to just to go off there"
"But I wished it wasn't just us, So we could've gone through this all together, I know I always say how our lives are essentially gone for, but it would've been neat for all of us to be Pokemon," Missy said
"but hey, At least we have each other!"
"Yeah…and we can only talk to one another, or I mean. Other elementals, no one is going to take us seriously, we are Pokémon"
"Everyone is going to take us seriously once we get our powers fully functional," I Said
-Mom Walks in with some tiny cookies-
"Hey, you two. How are you both reconnecting? I got these for you two"
-She comes over to me and gives me a cookie-
"Also I made sure completely that you guys can eat chocolate"
-Mom walks over to me and gives me a chocolate chip cookie-
"Oh neat!" I said Starting to mutch on it
-Munch, munch-
"so hows Brandon?" Missy asked
"He's doing good, and I wanted to check up on you two"
"I see you got out the instant cookies," missy said
"Yeah"
"Brandon is really good at his stuff. How the hell does he know the types and behaviors? Or what powers you can have" Mom said
"It's relatively easy, We have both have 'Let's go Eevee' and lots of Pokemon Mystery Dungeon, along with other things, but I thought you would've looked it up by now? Or have at least have better knowledge, considering the fact we are both Elementals"
"Yeah, That sounds good," mom said
-Missy then turns to me-
"You see my agitation at hand here?" Missy said agitated
"I definitely do, and these cookies are good"
"She's absolutely oblivious to all these things…, sure its a lot to take in, But she should've had a better idea by now, We are her children and something happened to them, hell! if she even looked for once she could see that you can learn physic powers!" Missy said
"Yeah, How about I'll tell her my physic when she asks me about it, actually she said something like a quiz thing when we get home"
"Well, at least she's on the right track"
"So Jack how are you doing?" Mom asked
-I Turn to mom-
"I'm doing well!
"Hey actually, Jack and Missy, can you follow me into the other room," Mom said
-I hop off the couch and missy follows-
-I follow mom into the other room, Brandon is sitting on a chair, right next to their kitchen table counter, with his laptop to his side along with sipping his coffee-
"Oh hey there you two, how's it been?"
"They said they were doing good"
-missy started to get onto a chair, and Brandon helped her up-
"So did you do anything to help her? Taught her some facts?"
"Yep, I did, well I have been trying to," Brandon said and petting missy on her head
"Yeah I've been trying hard, I've been trying to avoid The internet, too many sites trying to take advantage of the situation," mom said
-I climbed up onto a chair as well-
"Well, this entire thing was…Interesting to say the least"
"So I guess some things can really hurt you, Jack"
"Like I guess Fighting moves are really effective towards you," mom said
"a Human martial artist can utterly wreck you, like double the damage, along with fairies and bug types," Missy said to me while purring a bit from Brandon's scratches
"The only Eeveelution like that here is Slyveons, so they do the double the damage to me, I'll keep that as a note"
"So Jack, Your a Pokemon now, it's still amazing that this even happened, it's really interesting and terrifying. But it's so cool at the same time" Brandon said
"I know! It's awesome! Well, not all awesome all the time. But Awesome nonetheless!" I
"And I guess bad things happen when you both get really upset or angry," Mom said
"And I've seen it before from you Jack, Like when you Sweat Poison, I don't know it's lethal or not. But I don't think it is, As for you Missy it says that as a protective technique, you can completely freeze your fur to make your hairs stand like needles" mom Said
-Brandon chimes in-
"Well, Those are both protective Techniques. So they only have to control it, so it's not necessary bad…but it could interfere in daily life, but there is a lot of interferences already, Like Missy making the area near her cold all the time" Brandon said
"So that's why it's so cold in here?, I was going to say something, but honestly I don't even know what to ask or it's rude"
"I am basically an Air conditioner now…I hate it, and I feel bad that Brandon always has to wear sweaters now" Missy said with disgust
"Now that I think of it, I'm not really excited, but I would learn powers, but they are so unstable," Missy said
"How has your relationship been? I bet it's hard since you are both completely different races now" Mom said
"Well uh." Brandon said scratching his hair
"Missy has become a lot more dependent on me to get things done or to help her with things"
"To me, this has been a very interesting week, hehe, I'm doing fine mostly, I've been working the same, but now I have a Pokémon with me, which has been fun? At times?" Brandon said turning to miss
"It's been fun at times…but I then remind myself of the situation I'm in" Missy said
"Sometimes it's good to just have fun and not worry, Especially with the fact we are Pokémon, I still think that's cool," I said
"I do can say that this has been absolutely horrible week, sure I've been at home. Watching TV, Trying to do Art, and trying a make a Can Cold"
"But at times it feels like I have a massive cast on me," Missy said with putting her paws on her head
"I also hate using my mouth to do things"
"I've mostly felt like it's organic most of the time, except when it gets to moon parts, might just be me," I Said
"Missy has been, Struggling to try to find ways to pick up things, oh and Also the size difference, pretty rough"
"I mean, even with that, we still did some fun stuff right?"
-She shrugs her Shoulders, and nods-
"Well, we went to the Park a couple of days ago, Tried figuring out ways to communicate, and we had to make the house accustomed to both sizes"
"I'm just happy your not just the size of a cat, heh," Brandon said to missy
"And Even in a Strange Elemental Form, Jack's still larger," Mom said
"So have you guys done anything else other than what we talked about or just vibed"
"Well, I let Jack go for a while to do whatever he wants"
"Seriously," Brandon said
"Watch the roads"
"Yah…don't wanta make a mess" Missy said
"Well Jack did you have fun doing whatever the hell you wanted," Brandon asked me cheerily
"Frick ya it was awesome!" I Said with a nod
"Yeah, Expect him going out a norm, He can't do much, it's a new world out there with, you know, magical animals out and about, going on adventures and doing magic"
"I Mean, Jack, was it really safe your entire day?" Mom asked me
"Yeah, it was safe, Awesome too! I just mostly kept my head low"
"I think that's means that he was safe, can't really blame him for wanting to adventure because he is an Eeveelution now"
"I'm scared if people will hurt them, you saw what happened yesterday, The lower right portion of the building is completely blown out. If an Elemental can do that, then Could Jack and Melissa do that?"
"That was a fire type though"
"Doesn't matter, We have to be prepared for the fact that the two might cannot go everywhere in the future"
"If you had a being that could blow my face off sitting right next to me I would be uncomfortable. But I will and will always trust Jack and Missy with their new powers with my life"
"I'm afraid of people, hurting Jack, thinking that he's a threat to humanity, Along with his inability to speak makes all of it worse, and that he won't be able to even achieve things. And this Chrysler just proved all of that"
"We have to be prepared for limitations on them, and there has been already, like not so long ago Elementals weren't allowed to use powers in Public areas, IE Parks or places like it for safety"
"Yeah, I heard something like that, I can't argue with that logic"
"So what now! Guess I'm a threat to society now, I used to be useless, but now I'm a threat?"
"I mean, they have reasoning for it with the parks"
"Not that, that we essentially just became useless to now a threat"
"…At least we are not fire types?…"
"Well, at least they don't breathe fire. And everything will get better eventually, not everything that applies to one area means it thinks the same way as other areas"
"Spend at least 15 minutes watching them News and they are basically indirectly saying that my children are a threat"
"Which news in particular. Everyone is different"
"CNN? Fox? though I don't usually watch just one"
"I Prefer BBC news, too bad we lost the channel"
"I wonder if our powers are protected by the Second Amendment or will they have lots of 'if' in the Doctrine if they make one like Germany did, Or if every elemental is counted exactly the same as a human, loopholes glorified," Missy said
"How hard will it be to have a Human-Elemental Relationship?" I Asked
-sigh- "One thing at a time boyo, don't ever think of it"
"Well, we can't just point fingers at the Elementals themselves for all the problems going on. They are still people, But…basic safety is an issue as well" Brandon said
'I honestly believe that I'm a threat. I'm basically just an invasive species brought upon this world, I'll have to live with the fact and they can just point the finger at us because. Well, we're the ones with the powers, we're the ones who aren't even human, or even look like one' I Thought
'I Would say something about what I feel but I don't want to, in fact, I don't even know what to say and how to say it'
-Nobody is really making eye contact, and just genuinely just looking down-
"It seems like we are in a very grave situation here, well we will get through this"
"Will we Brandon? Will we? This just means we are more screwed then we thought" Missy said head down
"We will," Brandon said putting his hand on Missy head and gently stroking her
"I'm genuinely scared, I am a threat, but…I have to be a good threat. I would be afraid of myself if I was human, You don't simply know who is a friend or foe, we all have powers, we have abilities that can kill a human, easily if we have the chance."
"In turn, I really am a threat. Sure I have physic abilities, and yeah I have a…pretty calm head? But people don't know that they just see me as a devil dog,"
"If I go up to a person and say hello. They hear just gibberish, they see no person, no feelings, just an animal with rings and red eyes that can blow their face-off, and take it at face value"
"And you just can't expect people to be nice and cooperate, that's a Fantasy, I have learned that the hard way even before with crap. people have believed in flat earth, anti-vaccine, white supremacy, how a person in politics can't even talk about their views without screaming at each other, all these things. I shouldn't expect a random human to trust me"
"I mean, should I blame them? I mean these things I thought of just might be me overthinking it. Just dumb anxiety. I don't want to be missy and think of the worst, maybe she's right and I'm just blinding her?" I thought
"not thinking of opportunities with this is hard, and only that, the fear of me of just becoming negative for a moment about something will send me into a spiral of despair, where I feel like I have to stay positive or else I'm doing something wrong with my life"
"I don't like this anymore"
"Hey, Jack? Are you crying?"
-I put my paw to my face and rub quickly-
"!?…No, I'm not, I-I'm fine, I-I'm g-good"
-I then put my pathetic paws to my face-
"I'm fine, don't w-worry about me, I don't want to be a distraction"
-Mom tries to get close, but something strong pushes her back-
"Oh my god! what did he just do?!"
"P-Please, just stay away from m-me, I-I'm dangerous," I Said
-I then just curl up, on the chair, by myself just like I'll be when I'll die-
'A friendly threat? I'm the threat. I'm just a public threat to society, I'm just another monster people will have to fear within their lives' I Thought
"Just stay away from him for a moment, just give him some space"
-I immediately get up-
"Please Don't leave me!…P-Please! I'm not a monster! Don't leave m-me!"
-Just looking at them, the way they seem, scared…makes me feel disgusted, I have brought fear to them, my mom looks absolutely horrified, is it the way I look?, this is all my fault-
-I look away and curl up so I don't even have to look at them-
'I'm such a disgrace, I'm not moving again from this spot. I don't want to see their faces again, I'm a horrible person, letting myself do this, I'm not even a person, I am just an animal now with supernatural powers, if I don't move, I won't hurt them'
'I thought I had it all under control…just a couple of thoughts and realizations just I'm completely broken down, their all staring at me now. A pathetic physic dog crying who has scared everyone, I-I don't know what to do now…I feel trapped'
'I made everyone scared of me, I can't even talk…I can't even say what I mean, no one will listen and no one will understand'
'When I can't talk, actions speak louder than words, and I've just shown that I'm a monster. sure, try to comfort me, say jokes, and see if I have an expression. In the end, I have no voice. is this the ultima-
"Hey? Jack?"
"What's going on? Please, say something"
"your eyes were red again, and they are freaking the hell out"
"You just saw how I just made everything worse, I can never fix this"
"…You can fix this, I've have done the same thing multiple times, I-I never wanted to scare you telling you it"
"I've ruined this house so many times, accidental messes everywhere I have had so many freaking nights of just crying and being enraged, over how I failed, how I failed to be human, how I can't simply manage myself. I have fixed this I have made amends, I haven't recovered and felt the same since, but things move on, people move on, hell if you feel too uncomfortable I can talk for you"
-I felt some pressure, then it grew and grew, I put my paws over my head. I-it h-hurts. It feels like a massive squeeze-
"Your appearance is not that scary…I've looked worse when my body was covered in…ice shards"
"Just open your eyes, your physic is still acting up, and that means your eyes are still a Glowy red"
"Please…just push through, I love you," Missy said
-I Open my eyes, and I'm still on the seat. With a Glaceon around 2 feet from me, making a little knocking movement on something…which causes my headache to make me want to go insane…I then cover my ears, the…pressure, it's too much. It's too much. It's too much. it's too much-
"Jack, what's happening to you?" Missy said
"Agh! Aggggh!…It hurts…Make it stop, p-please…"
"J-Jack? Are you still in there?! What's going on?!, Missy what did he say?" Mom said
-I attempt to get up, holding my ears as tightly as I could…then I feel my legs give out below me as I stumble and fall-
And then everything was relieved from my body