Chapter 15.
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"GAHHH!?"
-I swing up from my position, kicking and squirming out of bed, I then felt myself fall and then felt my face hit a carpet-
"AH!…O-OW!"
-I then lay there, and when I tried to move, I felt something different-
-I drag myself up, Its really dark-
-Wait, I'm in an old bunk room-
-I looked at my hand-
-Hand, a Human Hand-
"What?! How is this possible?!" I said jumping back and then falling again on my ass
"V-Vapori?"
-I look to my right, seeing a Vaporeon grumbling as it slowly pulled itself out of the bottom bunk.-
"Who are you! H-How did I get here!?" I said quickly getting up and backing away to the wall facing the Vaporeon
"Vapori? Pore-on? Vapor-eon?" It Asked
-I Look Around the room. Anything I can find, I-It's the Cabins, I'm in a bunk room, How did I get here?!-
-I hear a butch of Scrambling, and I hear a district click and the lights go on-
"WHA!?…HUH?!" I quickly yelled
-I See a Leafeon step down from a stool? And slowly walks toward me and the Vaporeon-
"Leafy! Leafy! Leaf-eon lea? Leaify! Leafeon!" It said in distress to the Vaporeon
"V-Vapori Vaporeon, Preon! Pre-on Vapy!" The Vaporeon replied
"Leafeon feon Lea-eon" it said back
-The Leafeon then started to walk toward me, My eyes
"STOP! DONT GET ANY CLOSER!"
"Leafeon…Leaf…eon" it then said with a soothing voice
-A Slyveon then made its way into the room.-
"Slyveon? Slyve? Veon Slyveo?"
"Leafe, Leafeon leafy!" the Leafeon said Turing to the Slyveon
-The Slyveon walked out quickly, and it came back inside with a Child in its ribbons-
"I-IZZY?"
-Giggles- "Jackie your up! Look at all the cute animals!"
-the Slyveon then lowers the child, and it runs toward me, before I could react it was hugging my leg and cheerily smiling at me-
"HOW DID YOU GET HERE?!"
"…"
-She then looked down, and She then looks back at me as a Eevee-
"I mean, Don't you want to be apart of the Fun?"
-I then lose balance, and I stumble back on the ground-
"This dream is cool right?! We are all cutesy animals! Why have you never joined the fun? I don't want to cheat you out!
"I don't like that and I won't do that to you"
-Something began to feel off, and I looked down to see my feet rapidly numbing and shifting.- "Oh God, what's happening?!"
"AHHHH!? OH MY GOD W-WHY?"
"What do you mean? Ohh Is This Part Of The Game? I don't like it When Ella Changes the Rules"
"AGHHHHHHH!"
"JACK! WAKE UP! ARE YOU AWAKE?!" I Can feel someone Shaking me Vigorously
"H-Huh? Wha-Wha-?"
-I can hear gunfire all around me, I'm behind a cold concrete Barrier-
"WE WERE TOLD THERE WAS GOING TO BE NO MAJOR RESISTANCE!"
-I look around me and I can see smoke rising in the sky, next to us is intensely burning lightly armored Vehicle, my ears are ringing, I look at myself and I see a paw, I then realize I have a Medic leg band on my front leg, gunfire Clatters in bursts overhead-
-I take in my surroundings. We are on a worn road of some kind. In front of me is a defensive barrier that stretches for at least thirty feet. A foreign flag waves from the top of it-
"This was supposed to be a quick capture..! We thought they abandoned it and now we're separated from our battalion! Come on, Jack, we just need to get over there!"
-Rin points to the large barricade on the decimated road. I see a rocket fly in the general direction the bullets are coming from. An explosion rings in my eardrums.-
"I-I can't take this…W-why are we here?!" I said covering my ears
"What!? You know exactly why we are Here! What they have done to us! "
-Rin grabs something off a pack off her back and withdraws a gun-
"HOW, HOW DO YOU HAVE A GUN!? WE ARE JUST CHILDREN! HOW?!"
-Rin stops in her tracks, giving me a puzzled look.-
"Jack, we're in our thirties! It was a miracle we even met up again at the draft for our freedom, and I don't intend on simply giving it up!"
-Rin grabs the gun and peaks out of cover to fire off a round at a target, before getting back down.-
"We are not going to get back alive if we don't fall back, your lucky I was able to grab you and get you behind cover when they sprayed at us, they killed almost everyone," Rin said, peaking out to take another shot
-Ka ZING-
-I cover my ears and close my eyes, I grind my teeth at the intensity of the Sound, my ears hurt even more from the ringing-
-I open my eyes again and Realize that Rin got shot, clean through the head, Blood coated the ground around the fresh corpse.-
"OH FRICK!…OH GOD!…" I rapidly back away from the body "I can't handle this, I-I"
"I-I'm not moving…I have no idea what's going on"
-VROOM-
"W-What?"
-A single plane flies overhead, barely noticeable in the night sky. Something falls from it's retreating form, directly over the fortifications on the road. I realize far too late what it was. A bomb.-
-People begin screaming warnings, and I dive to the ground, covering my head and bracing for impact.-
-KA PLOSH-
-I can feel a wave of a strong force of warmth hit me-
-A wave of intense heat rushes over me. I huddle in place for nearly a minute before warily looking up. Everything is burning, coated in what appeared to be a kind of liquid fire.-
"Oh…God" I Stood there with everlasting blaze inferno right in front of me
-I hear movement from behind the concrete roadblock I was hiding behind. Glancing to the left, I see Rin's bleeding corpse being dragged to the back of the roadblock. A gunshot rings out behind me, and I spin around, coming face-to-face with a soldier.-
"…I-I I'm confused, I-I'm scared, I want to go home…"
-The soldier then levels his gun at me-
my eyes widen "WAIT! DON'T SHO-
I scream, awakening in a cold sweat in the comfort of my bed.
"I'm b-back?" I attempt to get up, and a wave of intense soreness rushes throughout my body. "O-ow… I probably shouldn't have stayed up so late last night…"
As my eyes adjusted to the brightness of the room, I groaned. Something felt off.
"What the actual frick," I muttered as I saw a brownish paw in place of my hand. "What the hell?!"
I went to push the paw away, gaping in shock as it mimicked the movements I intended for my hand.
A realization crossed my mind. "That is my hand! O-oh God, this can't be happening..!" I spun around, looking my body over. It was completely covered in a layer of fur. I began to feel a headache coming on. 'Why does this all feel so… familiar?'
I drag myself out of bed, nearly falling when I hit the floor. I stand on wobbly feet. "D-did I get drugged in my sleep?"
I look around, finding everything as it should be. Where's the fort; the bodies? Wait, is this the first day of the transformations? I groaned. My memories were fuzzy. At least I wasn't in a freaking warzone anymore.
I jumped back onto my bed and looked in the mirror. "What the..?!"
A Leafeon stared back at me.
"I… I'm a Leafeon?" I questioned in shock. 'Shouldn't I be an Umbreon? ...Wait, where did that thought come from?'
My situation suddenly forced its way to the front of my brain. "I'm a Leafeon!"
I stood there, motionless. The headache was beginning to come back. "...I'm so confused. What do I even do now? E-everything's blurry…"
I left a paw, glancing at it. 'I don't know if being a Leafeon right now is a part of all this m-mess, but… Ugh… I can't think straight.' I walked over to the window to take a look outside. A vast, beautiful field of vividly colored grass prairies. The sky is blue and the sun is shining. Yellow flowers dot the field to add another wave of color to the scene.
"Woah…"
I lean out the window to get a better view of my surroundings. My house is the only thing in the luscious field. A pleasantly warm breeze passes over me.
"T-this is incredible!" I say in awe. Lowering myself, I drop from the window, the soft grass-catching me like a pillow.
I get up from the pile of grass and decide to wander. Glancing up at the deep-blue sky, I take note of the occasional white puffy cloud. I glance at the sun, its wholesome rays coating me, and all I can see in delightful warmth.
"I… I've never felt so free before." I began to pick up my pace, from a stroll through the golden grass to an invigorating run that felt like it could go on forever. I couldn't help but laugh out loud as pure happiness flowed through my veins.
"Woo-hoo!"
Taking a glance around, I notice that my house has vanished. I'm alone in the field, but I can't find it in myself to care. I allow my body to plop down on the grass, simply choosing to lay on my back and soak in the sun's rays.
"I… I've never felt this way before," I say as I watch the clouds. I raise a paw towards the sky. 'I can't believe this is all happening to me… I've been transformed, and yet I feel… Happy? Even the fact that I have to live with paws doesn't seem so bad anymore.'
I lower my paw to my chest and feel myself begin to doze off, happy and content.
"Don't you agree, Jack?"
"Wait, Wha-?"
-I look to my right and I sitting Vaporeon on a tree trunk who currently is looking at me for an opinion-
"Well uh, I do" I said hoping its the right answer
-I take in my surroundings. It's dark out, and judging by the glow my rings are giving off, it's safe to assume I'm an Umbreon again. I look down, seeing the cabin, and realize I'm high up in a tree.
"It's already worse enough that we are like this…sometimes you just need to get out and be on your own without everyone watching you all the damn time" I heard it say with Ella's voice
"You are Always the one always with the 'Safety this, Safety that' sort of thing, I'm surprised you had the guts to get up here"
"I mean, Our lives may be…eh, somewhat ruined. But that doesn't mean we can still do our own thing and have fun" Ella Said
"Our lives have No meaning right about now, but that makes it all the better, we can do whatever we want now, we are free. We are Pokémon after all" Ella said with a chuckle then becoming a bit more serious. She let out a sigh
"I have no idea what to do with Izzy now. I can't take care of her or even be a good role model to her, I'm just a Fish Or a-anyone For that matter, they look at us and have no idea what we are! To them, we are just a water dog and a glowy dog. I don't even think they know what we can even do…I bet they even have a doubt that we are still the same"
"But… Sometimes living up to that doubt can be good. Who knows what they would do if they caught us up here," Ella said, letting out a sigh. "Why do I even bother trying to act so much like a human? People will just look at us at face value regardless… If I keep focusing so much on remaining human, I'll just end get so caught up in it and forget who I truly am. I guess all I can do is live and be happy as the creature I am," After a moment, she added. "...But humans will never truly understand. People have always been like this. I'm just glad that we were raised better."
"People have always been like this, We just have been fortunate Enough as Humans to have it not happen to us in particular" Ella Said
"Jack, that's what I really like about you, you are generally pretty quiet and a good listener too. I'm...happy you transformed as well alongside me, were you Quiet at School as well?"
"Yeah…I normally was"
"Well this transformation has brought us a new life! I'm almost done learning a water gun! These new powers are awesome!" Ella said with the first ounce of true happiness I'd seen from her during this conversation.
"Yeah…" I replied with a frown. "But sometimes I feel like I'm just some kind of dumb gimmick… I'm just an endangerment to everyone I love…"
"Well, you're not," Ella said Forcefully "You are your own person, just like everyone else!"
"Deep down I know that's true, but… Wouldn't the humans just crush that feeling of humanity?" I asked, feeling depressed. "I don't even look like one of them…"
"I don't look like them either, but if we are going to survive this, then us Eeveelutions have got to stick together," Ella reasoned. "If we don't, we'll fall to the grounds of simple animals. It's sad that there are people so dense that they don't recognize feelings in others…"
"…I've gone through this with a positive attitude, it blinded me sometimes…I've just only accepted the inimitable. That I'm an Umbreon"
-Ella puts her paw around me comfortingly-
"I know that we have morals, have feelings, Empathy, and sympathy, but you are still a human being on the inside, don't let anyone talk you down like that."
"But I'm a just an Creature…"
"You aren't 'just' a creature! You're a living person named Jack!"
"My Name is Jack, and nothing will change that. But just slap on the word dangerous on me and everything goes downhill. Will people even care about me? Or even you? With the power we have?"
"There's not a lot of open-minded people like you, people will just see me as a Creature. A threat to all that is good to them and their beliefs" I said
"If we simply want to be with someone, they need to accept our abilities. If they don't like our powers or us simply being there? Just go somewhere else. A human has to accept us before we can call them a friend," Ella said. "I will always love and protect my family, but the cards are against us, and it's only a matter of time before people want us dead," Ella said
"HEY! WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU TWO DOING UP THERE, ITS 2 AM!?" I heard someone yell from below
"Oh Frick. God damn it, someone saw us. We are not going to hear the end of this"
"Stay right there…" I said lowly under my breath
-The perfect meal was right in front of me, a brisk brown rabbit-
-Camping in the Bush, my body under the cover of darkness, I Wait-
-The rabbit hopped slowly to left, it then lowered its guard facing away from me-
-I leap from the bush and sink my teeth into its neck, it kicks and squirms, I then swing it back and forth and then hitting on the ground-
-The Rabbit is dead-
"Natural selection"
-I pick back up the Rabbit with my mouth, I would eat it on the spot, but it's becoming daylight soon-
-I Then started to wander back to my den-
-My body is fit to hunt my prey, I hide myself in the bushes, and my fur blends into the darkness where I live my daily life in. I go for the neck to end their lives as quickly as possible-
-The prize I have gotten myself is just enough for me. Maybe tomorrow I can find some better berry bushes but The Taste of Rabbit is good, I typically gnaw on the legs and The Forest is a perfect barrier for me to do my own things, it feeds me and grants me cover for my hunts. This is my home.-
I growl as I spot a silver fang hidden rather poorly in the grass nearby. "I hate those things." I have learned to avoid them. I once saw a rabbit I was stalking step on one and the jaws snapped shut, killing it. The worst part was that I wasn't even able to dig it out to have a meal.
-I eventually made it back to my den, a little cave which I've grown accustomed to-
-the Night and Day have largely started to blend together, I see great in both environments-
-I walked a little deeper in the cave and I lowered the Rabbit on the ground then started to gnaw on the leg of it and tore Off the flesh of it and started to eat it-
"This is a large one, I am grateful"
-I then tore the leg off and simply enjoyed it-
-I then got up, and walked over a corner where I curled up and I took a nap-
-Yawn-
-My tail starts to drift to the side as I awaken from my slumber-
-I get up and I look at the berries which I've gotten-
"Huh, I just had to go a little farther out to get these"
-I wander to the entrance of my den, to be pushed back and by an ungodly amount of unnatural light?-
"What?!"
-I see every one of the trees is gone, only the stumps remain, What happened here?-
-I look up to see the sun, what a sight to see. How did all this happen? This entire place is destroyed!-
"Who is responsible for this?!"
-I look around and I can see multiple metal blocks of red metal with wheels, I walk up to them slowly,
"What are these?" I thought as I felt them with my paws
-I hear noises. I crouch down behind whatever I can find, but there's nothing really to hide in.-
-A Strange tall figure wearing Orange with a Stick is hitting the trees? Why is it hitting the trees with a stick? I'm no genius but that seems dumb, I continue to hide from the figure, But what is that thing anyway? Is it going to kill me?-
-the figure on closer inspection had a stick with a rock? The thingy on the end of it, it also had a red tall hat, it then looks directly at me. It saw me-
-I Run as quickly as possible through the stumps, I have to get away. Maybe it wants me for its meal!-
-I Run and Run as quickly as I can, maybe I can find somewhere to hide. I then look behind me to see if it's chasing me-
"AH!"
-I fall to the ground and I quickly Scramble to get up, but I kick and kick and kick and I can't move-
-I look at my hind leg and see the Silver mouth had bitten me!-
"AAAAHHGG!" I said trying to get myself free
-it hurts so much, I can't move at all-
"Oh look what we have here!"
-I look up to see the figure pointing a long brown stick at me with a hole in it, it creates a big fire and I feel stinging all over as my body tenses up and I can't move-
"Your glowy fur will be a nice addition to my hat!"
-I feel a pat on my back-
"Happy birthday Jack, I know you have good this year" I heard someone say
-I turn my head behind me and I see my Uncle Dan-
"Oh thanks, I know how sometimes hard it is For you coming out this far"
"Ohh it's fine, too bad you don't like cake," He said picking at a slice on a plate he was holding
-He then walks away to talk with another person, it's my 14th birthday party. I'm at my house standing around-
-I look and see a Cake, with a '14' in candles, it's Chocolate, it's on the dining room table-
-I look at myself and I'm in casual clothing, I see at the table see Brandon and Missy talking with Some other relatives, I don't see my dad anywhere, he probably on the brown puffy recliner talking with his dad friends-
-My mom is currently helping one of my aunts with some lasagna she made-
-I hear some bidder padder behind me and I see Owen walking some steps and making a bit of a ruckus, he's is 2 and my sister is Closely following him so he does not fall-
-This is when everything was normal, everything was much simpler…my presence was worth something, now I can't speak and I'm only a shell of my former self-
-I then go to the fridge to get a Sprite, and when I tried to open the fridge, I realized something-
"Wait."
-I see that my entire arm is now transparent-
"What? I-I'm fading?!"
I glance down at myself as I slowly begin to disappear. I quickly look around for help, but everyone is still going on with their lives. No one seemed to notice what was happening to me.
"Hello!? Anyone?!"
-No one responded-
"Please someone, notice me! Please!"
-No response-
"Please! I don't want to be forever alone! I'm still worthy of being in your lives!"
-no one responds to me, nothing has changed.-
-I realize something-
"I…I'm not worthy…I'm not even the same person I used to be, no will understand how I feel, I'm…alone"
"No one will ever, ever understand me! I'm just Now a Dumb animal… when you look at me, do you see a person?"
"I've no longer a person, I'm no longer a human. I'm going to be alone. Hiding out in the streets with no one caring For it"
"My parents will never, never look at me again After this…I'm a monster…hugs and kisses don't fix this! They will be afraid of me, they will get suspicious of me…"
"They are probably doing it right now, talking behind my back, I heard it with Izzy, and how she has 'Changed' And how they are nervous. Maybe she just fricken likes it. They are probably doing the same thing to me, like Jack lashed out and is to be feared since he has 'Changed'"
"I thought…I would have to focus on outside people, not my own family, if they are even are now…"
"We have no trances left of me anyway…the only thing I have is a conscious and memories, hell, We are no longer related"
"They will be talking behind my back at every moment they have the chance, sure I've 'Changed' especially after this. But they will never forget this. And I won't be there to explain myself, humans will just talk me down since they are the dominant ones…I'm dominant as well!"
"They will not take advantage of me! I'm a living being! Thoughts and everything! Treat me like a pile of trash and you will get it! I'm sick of it!"
"I've become more than just a Human…I'm an Umbreon. I am Morally minded. Not just Human minded. And if you want to underestimate me, play me into the ground. Talk to me like a lower being like a pathetic dog, then you are forgetting who you are dealing with…"
"I have this urge"
"I have this urge to kill"
"I have this urge to kill to show that I'm alive. I'm getting sick from these apologies From people with priorities and That their life matters so much more than mine"
"No one will ever listen and no one will understand, Because when I wake up I'll be as crying as much as I speak, no one will like me when I shriek I just want to go back to where it all began…"
-I feel a cold wind hit me-
-i open my eyes and see a dark void-
"#a#k! P#ea #a#e!" I heard something speak out
"Who are you! You have troubled me far enough!" I Yelled out to void angerly
"#am#, #e is' #oo#in# so g"
"c#! m# o#!"
"'s wain# , shld #e l# 1?" Now I could hear several of them, each as painful as the last.
"Why must I suffer!? What have I've done to deserve this fate!"
"My parents will never see me the same way! I'm going to be alone! As a creature of the night! A being with power! But powers that prohibit me from living my life!"
-I look around-
"I'm…alone in the darkness…I'm…s-scared"
"What…am I?"
"WHAT AM I?!"
"SOMEONE, ANYONE, PLEASE TELL ME"
"Am I a person? Am I an Umbreon? Do I have a soul? Am I deemed to hell?…No, I've learned who I am? I'm an Umbreon…?"
"I don't what I am…but I know that I'm alone, even if I do wake…ill still be alone"
-I Land on something, ground?-
"W-What?"
-I'm still in a void, I look at myself. But I don't see anything, I don't know what I am.-
"…I'm nothing…I'm nothing…I'm nothing…I'm…don't know, I'm confused…why why why, please, stop, stop this. I can't take it."
"Please end this, please end this. I'm nothing in the lives of people now in the scheme of things, I'm just…a fake"
"Please. I need something…I need answers…what am I? My brain is fighting over who I really am, instincts, habits, morals,…it's Almost like…"
-I see an Umbreon facing away from me in the dark void-
-the Umbreon looks drippy, I can barely make out its shape. It's like a goop-
The gooey figure of the Umbreon turns around and begins to make its way towards me. Its red glowing eyes are slowly dripping down the front of its face, giving it an intimidating appearance.
"W-what are you doing?! S-stay back!"
It is one of the most terrifying things I've ever seen. I… I just want this to end. If it wants to destroy me...
But… I accept it.
The figure lunges, barreling into me. It then begins to dissolve, the slime seeping across my body, I flinch at the uncomfortable feeling but do not resist. I feel cold, almost nothing like I'm a part of the void. I don't feel anything. I feel like I'm suffocating, Drowning…
I open my eyes. My vision is tinted with a red hue. My legs are so weak that I can barely stand, I want to vomit and collapse. My body feels as if it could just fall apart at any moment.
I try To move my body, which is now just as gooey as the Umbreon had been, but my limbs are locked in place. I am completely trapped.
-I try To move my wet gooey body, It feels like I'm trapped. And I'm struggling to keep Conscious-
"Ḯ̴̡̦̘͑͒̈́ ̶̭̫͙̾̓̓̕͝a̶̞̻͈̘͌m̶̠̙͒͑̓n̶̽͜o̷̢̓w̸̠̾ ̸͈̎o̴̞̕n̷̥̈́e̵̼͌ ̴̨̎o̸̠͌f̵̱̑ ̵͚́t̶̥̿h̸̗̾e̵͚͝m̶̟͝?"
-I try to take a step, but slip and fall. My vision is blurry, and the only thing I can hear is a dull thumping.-
"I̴̹̞͕̅̒͘ ̷̢̘̜̅̑̾͝a̴̢̱̹̳̾̀͠m̸͈̺̼̯̽̏ ̷̭̰̺̮̙́̽̐͒͠ā̵͖̫̯̝̆̔̚ ̷̡̖͇̉͑̎̏̊ḡ̵̫̘̅̀o̷͕̺͈̬̒ǫ̶̙͈̀͂̋͝ȩ̵̙̻̈́̿͂͝ỵ̵̀͝ ̶̲͈̅̾̄͑m̵͎̮͇̏ͅo̷̮͔̗̥͚̾́̂n̶͖̥̪͕̿͂̓̿s̸͖͖̥̫͖͆̍̋̃t̶̢̧̥̃́̄̀̋ẹ̵̣͙̇́͗̊͜ͅr̵̻̦̺̬͆̀̽̋͋!̷̗̥̣͙̄̈́̃̑̽"̵̧̛̪͓̪͇͝
-I bend forwards, vomiting cold black goop all over the ground in front of me. It's as if I'm puking up my own body. My unstable body feels as if it is collapsing on itself. I try to crawl, but I can't get my body to move. I'm alone. No one is here to help. My vision begins to fade…-
-No one is here to help-
"̵͈̹̫̀̈́̔E̶̺͆N̴̗͌͒̂D̵̢̢͉́ ̷̺͂M̸͙̓̑͘E̷͔͓̋ͅ!̴͓͊̿̈
Another feeling suddenly envelops me. One that I was not expecting.
I feel warmth.
-I can't see it. My vision is gone, but I feel a hit that knocks the wind out of me, and I feel a stumble that kicks me off my feet-
-I'm facing face first down on the ground, I try to pull myself up and I look around, the Red hue is gone and I'm in a white void-
-I don't feel any goo, slime or anything on me, I don't know what I am. I don't want to even check my current body-
"Hello!" I heard a familiar voice behind me
I spin around to see a pleasant looking Umbreon with an excited expression on its muzzle. "I'm Jack! I'm an Umbreon. It's nice to meet you!" It said cheerfully. "I'm a little nervous around big crowds. I tend to overthink things a lot. I try my best with my abilities, but I'm not really good at them. But... I don't care what you are, as long as you can accept me for who I am." It sticks out a paw invitingly. "So… C-can we be friends?"
I'm not sure what exactly caused it, but finally, after everything, I feel true peace. A genuine smile breaks out on my face as I Shake the paw "Sure, we can be friends."
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