So, two years? This story was never supposed to die like this honestly. There was just so much going on in my life that writing eventually became something that I couldn't do.
I spent the past two years dealing with being mentally, emotionally and psychologically abused. Well, not the whole two years at least. This past January I was able to get away from that situation and move far away from the people who were abusing me and trying to hollow me out.
I have spent the past eight months healing. Spent the past eight months trying to figure who I am and trying to find my passion for writing once again.
There is still a lot of healing left to do – after all, eight months cannot undo seventeen years of abuse.
I honestly work so much that if I were to pick this story back up I do not know how often I would update it – or how well edited it would be because I might end up having to write it on my phone since I don't always have access to my computer now of days and when I do my back is usually dead and I don't have the pain tolerance to sit and write at the computer.
So, I guess the question is – does anyone want me to continue this story?
If they do then I'm open to suggestions – I have no idea if I'll use them but I'm open to them. However, due to the large cast of characters I am already juggling with there will probably not be any new characters introduced and kept permanently in the story. Maybe for like a couple of chapters depending on what the premise is?
Honestly, I have maybe a couple more chapters planned out – well events planned. I have no idea how long those events will stretch to be honestly. Past there, I don't know where the story will go. I'll be working on that as I try to figure out if I will even continue the story.
I never wanted to just leave this story hanging but due to everything that's gone on and how I do have other ideas for stories, unless people want to see it finished out I might call it quits and just move onto another story.
Even if I personally want to reach the end I have always vaguely had planned out.
So, this may or may not be my last post to this story.
Sincerely,
Jay
