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It was well over a month into her marriage and to her disappointment, her moonblood had come yet again. Upset, she sought out Jaime. Hopefully, he still loved her, because she needed his comfort right now.
It didn't take long to find her twin. He was in the gardens, by their secret spot, looking forlornly off into the distance.
"Jaime."
"Cersei. What are you doing here? Shouldn't you be off with Rhaegar, drooling at his feet?" he said bitterly.
"He loves his books and music more than he does me," she complained.
"You love him more than you do me."
"You know that isn't true!"
"Isn't it? You've avoided me for weeks now! And you fawn over him as if he is a god. Well, he's just your brother. Same as I. Only I shared a womb with you. I came out holding your feet. He will never have such a bond with you, nor you with him."
Cersei softened, "Of course, but he is also my husband. Of course, I want him to love me," she started to cry.
"I should have been your husband."
"I wish you had been." At the time she hadn't meant it. Not fully. Nonetheless, Jaime didn't know that, and she fell into his arms sobbing. That day marked a new beginning for the twins. Cersei was no longer concerned with being faithful to Rhaegar, "Why should I be faithful to him? He treats me as if I am a duty," she told herself.