jax why-you fucking blocked my number? happy growled. she chuckled and hung up on him then turned her phone off.

"y'all ready?" she asked coming into the kitchen. Jorge glanced at her then did a double take. she crossed her arms over her chest and arched an unimpressed eyebrow at him. she didn't like men at the moment and didn't want their attention she didn't want anyone's attention. "Yeah, we're good. let's go. Tonio said coming from behind her. She nodded and walked out with her family and Jorge following her. "Who are you riding with?" Tonio asked as they got to the bikes. she shrugged and looked from him to esai. "esai, I guess." she muttered. Esai groaned playfully as he got on his bike. "there goes my chance of getting laid." she cracked a smile and rolled her eyes. "I promise I'll act like I don't know you when we get there." he laughed and blessed himself. she snorted and shook her head. "Let's just go."

The little house on seventh was packed. cars lined the block and driveway. She got off the bike and looked around her people littered the yard.

she followed her brother looking around when they entered the house. she smiled seeing gomes, fiasco, and chaos in the back along with benzo. They were surrounded by people and having a good time. she followed after her brother with Esai and Jorge following after her. "ey ese!" fiasco greeted her brother, dabbed him up then moved to gomes. she smiled at fiasco as he grinned. "Haven't seen you around." she shrugged "haven't been around." she answered. she went down the line laughing as Gomes hugged her and picked her up. she laughed as chaos dabbed her up and nodded to benzo.

nah that's done. she said firmly her eyes narrowing just thinking about him made her irate. word? Gomes asked as she looked away and clenched her fists. "yeah it's done. moved in with tonio." she said looking back at him. He nodded then looked around him. "Well it's time to really celebrate our mana is back." she couldn't help but snort.

she moved around them to the kitchen looking for a drink. she found sprite and tequila. "what's the sprite for?" fiasco asked standing beside her. "to mix with." she answered as she poured her drink. she usually just grabbed a bottle and drank from it but tonight she was going to chill. oh word? keeping chill tonight huh? he asked she nodded. you're different. he said fixing his chain. she shrugged and frowned slightly. things are different.

she sat on the couch sipping her drink. she was people watching. she was starting to get annoyed by this white guy that kept looking over at her. he nodded to her when their eyes met. she rolled her eyes looking away from him. then stood and moved over to chaos. she stood beside him inserting her self into the conversation he was having with a friend. she wasn't paying attention to what was being said til choas nudged her. what he looked to the guy he had been talking to and she raised her eyebrows at him.

she was two cups in bobbing her head to a the beat on the back porch with gomes. "why are you so quiet? its weird." he asked giving her a weird look. she shrugged looking around them. she noticed the white guy from earlier coming over and rolled her eyes. "I just don't want to talk. my heads real loud." she muttered looking down at her cup. "why though?" she sighed and looked up at him. " im mad i wasted my time when it was always going to be like this." gomes rubbed his goatee not saying anything for a moment. "your boy looks like a cop." she muttered as the white guy finally reached him. "not my boy. tell the others." gomes replied as he nodded to the man. "need something man?" he asked as alexi turned away. she walked into the house looking for one of the byz lattz. she found benzo in the hallway talking to someone she didn't know. he glanced at her and she signed cops to him before looking for fiasco and chaos. she found them both; fiasco was preoccupied with a female and chaos was leaning against the wall in the living room. she moved to him trying not to bump into other people. he nodded to her and stood taller. as she got closer. she set a hand on his chest and spoke into his ear.. "hey there this white guy out back that looks like a cop talking to gomes." he wrapped an arm around her and dipped his head to hear as she spoke to him. he gave her a questioning look as he stood to his full height then looked around them his arm still around her. he led her through the house to the back porch where gomes was.

"nah man she's good." she heard gomes say. "see? she's got a dude." gomes said pointing to them. "she don't date white guys." chaos said his voice was a little deeper.

They went back into the house.

where'd your primo y mano go? chaos asked. she shrugged and sipped on her drink. "you wanna go somewhere?" alexi looked up at him and nodded. he led her out if the house and got in his car. he drove to her brothers house. alexi led him in the house and up to her room.

she traced the tattoos on his back til he rolled over then she traced the ones on his stomach. stop that. he snapped he coughed covering up a laugh. she knew he was ticklish she smirked and went to poke him again but he grabbed her hand. she tilted her head. "I mean it lex quit." he growled. alexi bit her bottom lip.

she got in his lap and stared at him for a second. then kissed him. he wrapped his arms around her. kissing her back then stopped and pulled away. "you sure?" he asked. "yeah." she nodded. you good? she asked. he nodded. fuck yeah. he muttered and kissed her. he pulled her shirt off. and tossed it behind him. her kissed across her chest. she gasped when he bit her. "shit sorry." he muttered. "no I like it." she said pulling at his shirt he smacked at her hands. "nah stay." she frowned and watched as he took his own shirt off then kissed her.

"not one for romance huh?" he glared at her then frowned looking away.. she looked at the wall then looked over to him. he looked over to her and they both smirked. "its hard to live up to some fantasy you've made up." she said quietly. he nodded to her and leaned closer to her. "yeah? you've thought about us fucking?" she chuckled and grinned. "well yeah." he laughed and rubbed his face. it's true though. she nodded. he kissed her softly then pulled her closer as they continued to kiss. she rolled on top of him and kissed him deeply. he tangled his hand in her hair.

alexi was examing a bite mark chaos had left when he kissed her shoulder. "you okay?" he asked quietly. she looked over to him and nodded. "yeah yeah I'm okay." he nodded then looked over her back and side. "Are you going to have jorge rework it?" he asked touching her botched up side piece.. she shook her head and looked back to him. "I'm going to have it blacked out." Jorge mouth fell open in surprise. "seriously?" he asked in surprise. "Well, yeah I don't know what he'd be able to do with it." Chaos nodded as he rubbed his chin. His glittery brown eyes dancing over the piece. "Yeah, I don't know either." She nodded and they fell back into a peaceful silence. Until chaos cleared his throat and she looked back to him. "you know this won't be a repeated thing." The pretty green eyed brunette snorted in disbelief and sat up. "Luis are you serious right now?" she asked. "what?" he asked dumbly. she scoffed and moved around to look at him more. "I know this won't be a regular thing. it was good but damn I'm not in love." She huffed. She was offended that he even thought he needed to say anything. "Ugh Calm down." she shook her head. " no you're acting like I'm some dumb hook up you gotta explain rules to. I'm offended." she huffed. He rolled his eyes and waved her off. "calma yeah? (Calm down) I was just making sure." she rolled her eyes and laid back down. "Aye so out of anyone we know who'd you fuck?" She snorted at his randomness and thought for a bit. "I dunno you tell Me." Her friend chuckled and thought about it. he rubbed his chin with a smile. "Marisol or noa. I think you'd go for arcadio." Alexi laughed in pure shock. "Sol? Or noa? Mano are you sure?"(bro) He nodded "noa has that nice body Sol hastetas grandes (big boobs) he said holding his hands away from his chest to emphasize her sister's big chest. The pretty green eyed brunette laughed harder shaking her head. "Wait did you say arcadio? Him really for me?" She asked her eyes wide with surprise and dismay. "Yeah just one time you're not marrying him." Chaos defended. "nah." She said shaking her head thinking about it. She smiled. "I'd go for benz." she answered. chaos snorted and laughed loudly. "I knew you'd say that. he's your type." he said laying beside her. "My type? What type?" Chaos grinned as he rubbed his hands over his face. "Lex be real you have a type. It's bug and tall. What's dom? (Benzo) big and fucking tall!" He exclaimed


A COUPLE WEEKS LATER


The pretty green eyed brunette walked into her brothers house and stopped seeing chaos and some other byz latts there. "hey we gotta take you somewhere." fiasco said nodding to her. she frowned not in the mood to be around people. "nah I'm good. thanks though." she said moving past him to the stairs. "ay mana (sis) i mean it." fiasco said following her. she rolled her eyes and went to her room.

"listen i can't do this right now." she said trying not to cry as her door opened fiasco frowned at her. i need a some space. she said as her voice cracked. "shit lex you know how it is. you can't talk to me like that. i said we gotta go." fiasco said loudly. she covered her face as she started crying. "i just two minutes." she gasped and squatted down sobbing harder. fiasco pulled her up by her elbow and hugged her. she cried for another minute then she shook her head and coughed before stepping away. "I'm good." she breathed. "what do you need?" fiasco stared at her concerned for a moment before speaking. "there's some shit going down your brothers want you away from the house for a bit. pack a bag." em nodded

she came back down with two bags her backpack snd her overnight bag. fiasco nodded to her and they left heading for their cars. she rode with benzo. He wasn't much of a talker and that was absolutely fine with her. She needed the quiet to clear her head. "so luis said something funny." benzo said quirtly as he turned down the radio. she looked back to him and nodded. "yeah? what's that?" she asked but had a feeling she knew what luis had said. Benzo smirked and nodded to her. "he said you'd let me hit it." alexi snorted and laughed. before shaking her head in disbelief then looking back to the man. "yeah, yeah I said that." he smirked and checked her out for a moment. She looked away out the window rolling her eyes.


A LITTLE BIT LATER


alexi walked across the lot looking for her dad. she spotted him at an end bay and made ber way over to him. she stopped and watched him cuss out the old Chevy he was elbows deep in. "maybe it doesn't like the way your talking to it." she offered making him jump. "Jesus christ, lex." he huffed putting a hand on his chest. she smiled and walked over to him. she didn't know what it was or why but when he hugged her she started to cry on his shoulder. he shushed her hugging her tighter. probably wondering what the hell was going on. "you were right, pa." she cried holding onto him tighter. "i should've never dated with a son." she sobbed. her father sighed heavily and kissed her head. "aaaWhh lexidoll." he muttered into her hair. she cried harder shaking her head. he hugged her tighter trying to calm her down. "listen doll, I'm almost done here. go wait in the office and we'll go grab a bite." he suggested pulling back to look at her. she nodded wordlessly, tears still rolling down her cheeks. "i love you lex." he muttered as he pulled her close and kissed her head. she hugged him tighter stifling a sob.

"hey tig can I barrow a wrench?" jax asked coming into the bay. he stopped seeing tig holding alexi, slightly swaying from side to side. his head was pressed against hers and he was talking quietly. he looked up and nodded to jax. "hey, jax is here. go with him til I'm finished." she nodded as she wiped her eyes. tig kissed his daughters head then looked to jax nodding in the direction where the office was.. jax inclined his head silently saying he understood.

"been calling you. mom too." he said quietly glancing over at his god sister as they walked to the office. "I turned my phone off." she responded in the same tone. he squinted at her and she caught the look.."he called from your number one night." she explained. Jax sighed and gave her a look asking if she was serious. "I don't want to talk to him, jax. all he does is yell. he doesn't listen. it's always me. I'm the one that's wrong. I'm the one that needs to change and maybe so but it takes two. he made his decision. tattoos are permanent. so is this decision." she muttered. "you could've texted." he responded as they reached the office. alexi went to open the door but stopped she took a step back and shook her head. jax huffed then opened the door amd walked in dragging lexi in behind him.

Gemma looked over the top of her glasses at the pair, frowning. the frown softened a little seeing how destraught alexi was. "now i know, my god daughter isn't making herself sick over a man." gemma stated folding her hands together under her chin. her god daughter kept her head down as her shoulders shook with silent sobs. "alexi rae." gemma sighed as she got up and walked over to the emotional brunette. the godmother hugged alexi tightly and kissed her head. "he fucked up al, son or not. he's old enough to know better." gemma muttered in the girls hair. the green eyed brunette nodded still crying as she wrapped her arms around her god mother.