*Anyone else fucked up about the latest episode of Spn?


"Hi boys." Amelia smiled.

"Get the fuck away from my house bitch." Dean growled again.

"Amelia. You know you're violating your restraining order." Cas said while stepping in front of Dean.

"Oh, you mean this one?" Amelia asked and held up the restraining order.

"Obviously." Cas stated.

"Well, honey you seemed to have missed the fine print." Amelia grinned. "It says right here, that the restraining order becomes null in void after 3 years, and so, since you neglected to re new it. I can come as close as I want."

Dean felt like he was going to puke. "Cas?"

"I-I didn't even know that was a thing."

Amelia laughed, "you call yourself a cop and you don't know the basics of restraining orders?"

"He's a cop, not a lawyer." Charlie growled.

"Oh, still have your guard dog around I see."

"I beat the shit out of you once bitch. Don't think I won't do it again."

"Charlie, calm down." Cas warned.

"Amelia, the restraining order might be useless now, but we will be getting another one. And you still are on my property and I will escort you off if need be."

"Ooooo use the cuffs, I beg you." Amelia winked and Dean growled again. "Besides, it's going to be hard to have a restraining order against me when our children are best friends. You don't want to break poor Henry's heart do you? I mean, not after all he's been through today."

"Claire." Dean whispered, "I knew it."

"You are a smart omega aren't you." Amelia smirked. "I'll see you around boys. Oh, and I'll make sure to let Alistair know how happy you are." Amelia turned and walked away before anyone could say/do anything.

Cas closed the door and Dean sunk down unable to breath. "Dean? Dean hey, it's alright." Charlie said sinking down with him.

"He… She… I can't." Dean wheezed, now in a full anxiety attack.

"Charlie go soak a towel in cold water please." Cas ordered and gently took Dean's hands away from his face. "Dean. Alistair is locked away, he can't hurt you. I will go to the courthouse first thing in the morning and make damned sure she can't get near you or Henry."

Dean heard him but was lost in his own head with flashbacks of being in the basement at Alistair's basement, of Amelia, and almost loosing Henry today. It was just too much for him.

"Dean you have to breath. Look at me and copy my breaths." Cas instructed and took big deep breaths and released them slowly. It broke his heart seeing the fear in Dean's eyes. He noticed Dean frantically scratching at his scars so Cas took his hands into his own and let Dean squeeze them as hard as needed.

Charlie came back with the cold towel and placed it on the back of Dean's neck per Cas' instructions. Once the towel was in place Dean let out a yelp at the sudden cold and wet. "That's it… shhhh. Just breath." Cas said softly.

Dean started to calm down and came back into focus but still flinched when Cas went to wipe away tears. "There you are. Let's get you off the floor."

"Take me upstairs please. I want to go to bed." Dean said softly.

"Are you sure? You haven't really eaten today." Cas asked.

"Please." Dean sniffed.

"Alright." Cas agreed and picked Dean off the floor.

"I'll order some food." Charlie told him.

"You smell like smoke." Dean mumbled against Cas' chest.

"I'm sure I do, I'll shower before I get into bed." Cas set him down and helped Dean get undressed before getting him under the blankets. "I'll bring you up some water and crackers or something later." Dean just nodded.

"I ordered Chinese. I hope that's okay." Charlie said softly once Cas was back downstairs.

"That's fine. Thank you." he sighed and sat on the couch. With the thought of loosing Henry today, Amelia showing up, loosing the pup and just the stress of everything Cas broke down and started crying, unable to keep it bottled up any longer.

"Oh Cas." Charlie whispered and moved from the chair and pulled him in for a hug. She held on to him until there was a knock on the door. "That's the food. I'll be right back." Charlie said and let Cas go.

"Oh, hi Gabe." Charlie said shocked.

"Hey Charlie, I uh met the delivery guy outside." Gabe said holding up the bag of food.

"Oh, thanks." Charlie said and moved to let him in.

"Gabe? What are you doing here?" Cas asked quickly wiping the tears away.

"My nephew almost dies today and you think I'm not going to stop by?" Gabe scoffed and pulled his brother in for a hug.

Cas clung to his brother and let a new wave of tears flow. He saw Charlie sneak into the kitchen to give them some privacy and so she could start eating.

"Shh Cassie. It's okay." Gabe soothed and just held onto his brother.

"I-I don't know what I would have done if I lost him Gabe." Cas mumbled.

"Me either Cassie. But he's okay, you're okay." Gabe whispered. Cas cried for a few more minutes before pulling away and wiping his face.

"Sorry." Cas cleared his throat.

"Nothing to be sorry about, let's get some food in you…. I'm guessing Dean's upstairs?"

"Yeah… Amelia's back." Cas told him.

"What? I thought she had a restraining order."

"It's a long story." Cas sighed.

They ate their food while Cas explained everything to Gabe.

"That's insane." Gabe said once Cas was done talking.

"I know." He sighed, "if you'll excuse me, I need to take a shower and check on Dean and Henry."

Gabe and Charlie watched Cas slowly make his way up the stairs. "Poor guy…" Gabe said softly and Charlie just hummed in agreement.

Upstairs Cas decided to check in on Henry first and was shocked to see Dean sleeping in the bed with Henry. He quietly walked to the bed and shook Dean's shoulder. Dean gasped and grabbed Cas' hand.

"Sorry, I didn't mean to scare you." Cas whispered.

"It's alright, what's going on?"

"Why don't you head on into our bed, I'll get Henry and bring him in."

"Okay." Dean yawned, "I'm going to go find something to eat first. I'm hungry now."

"Alright, Gabe's downstairs with Charlie, just a heads up." Dean just grunted and grabbed his glasses.

Once Dean was out of the way, Cas carefully picked up his sleeping son and carried him down the hall, trying not to wake him up in the process. "Papa?" Henry whined.

"Shh, go back to sleep." Cas soothed. Henry coughed a couple of times before falling back to sleep. Cas watched him for a few minutes before going into the bathroom to take his shower.

In the kitchen Gabe and Charlie were talking about Amelia when Dean walked in. "Please don't bring her up right now."

"Sorry." Gabe and Charlie said.

"I have your favorite Chinese in the fridge. Do you want me to heat it up for you?"

"I can do it, but thank you." Dean dug through the fridge looking for his food and pulled out a few other things.

"How's Henry?" Gabe asked.

"He's alright, he woke up a couple times coughing which the doctor said would be normal for a few days. Along with him being tired and loosing his breath quicker, but as long as he doesn't start gasping for breath or we don't notice any wheezing when he breaths he'll be okay."

"Do they know what started the fire?" Charlie asked.

"I don't know we haven't heard anything." Dean said while taking his food out of the microwave. "I'm surprised you didn't ask Cas about it, he'd know before the school would."

"We talked about other things." Gabe said carefully.

"Other things like Amelia?" Dean guessed and Charlie just nodded.

"Thanks for the food Charlie, I'm just going to eat upstairs, Gabe you can crash on the couch if you want." Dean told him and grabbed his plate and a couple bottles of water. By time Dean got into their bedroom he heard the shower shut off and Cas move around in the bathroom.

Dean grabbed the remote and turned the tv on and made sure the volume was low enough not to disturb Henry. He shoved a bite of the sweet and sour chicken into his mouth before sitting against the headboard.

"Daddy?" Henry rasped, scaring Dean a little.

"Hey, buddy. Did I wake you up?"

"Uh huh."

"I'm sorry… Do you want to watch some tv with me?"

"Yuh." Henry coughed a little bit as he sat up so Dean handed him one of the water bottles.

"This is full, so be careful." Dean warned him and helped Henry tip the bottle.

"Hey, slow down." Dean chuckled after Henry kept chugging the water.

"Can I have bite?" Henry asked looking at Dean's plate.

"Sure." Dean said and got a small piece of pineapple and some rice on the fork and held it out to Henry.

Cas came out of the bathroom in just a pair of shorts just as Henry took a bite. "Midnight snack?" Cas teased.

"It's only 10, so a 10 o'clock snack." Dean grinned and nudged Henry.

"Yeah papa."

"My mistake." Cas chuckled and slid into bed next to Henry.

Dean found a random Disney movie and continued to share his dinner with Henry until it was gone. Cas took Dean's plate and took it downstairs for him.

Dean woke with a jolt when his phone rang. "'lo" he mumbled.

"Did I wake you up?" Ellen's voice came through the phone.

"Yeah… what time issit?"

"I'm sorry sweetie." Ellen chuckled, "It's 8:30. I won't keep you long, I just wanted to see if Bobby and I could bring dinner over to you guys tonight? I know Mary said she had the night off so her and Sam would be joining as well."

"Oh, that's fine, uh Charlie lives here now for the time being so she'll be here as well."

"Oh, okay. I'll let you go back to bed, I'm sure you guys had a rough night. We'll see you around 5. I love you."

"Love you too." Dean hung up the phone and rolled over and pulled Henry in closer to him.

"Who was that?" Cas whispered.

"Ellen. They're bringing dinner tonight with mom and Sammy." Dean mumbled, already half asleep.

Dean was softly snoring before Cas could fall back asleep but soon followed him, only to be shook awake what felt like a minute later.

Expecting to see Dean or Henry, he was shocked to see Charlie.

"I'm sorry." whispered.

"What's wrong?" Cas whispered back.

"You need to comedown stairs and handle something before I end up in jail."

"What?!" Cas gasped now wide awake. He slid out of bed and didn't bother putting his shirt on due to the urgency in Charlie's voice. He ran down the stairs and saw Amelia standing by the door having a glaring match with Gabe.

"Amelia. What are you doing here?" Cas groaned, now regretting not putting a shirt on.

"Wowza Cas… You certainly filled out." Amelia grinned and eyed Cas up and down.

"Down slut." Charlie glared, and only got a glare in return.

"Charlie, Gabe, please give us a moment." Charlie and Gabe hesitated before going out to the back patio.

"Why are you here?" Cas asked again, trying to ignore Amelia's wandering eyes.

"I need you to watch our daughter."

"She's not my daughter and you know that." Cas huffed.

"Yeah, well she doesn't know that." Amelia smirked.

"You did not tell that little girl I'm her father." Cas said taken back.

"Of course I did… She'll be happy to have a brother."

"AMELIA! SHE IS NOT MY DAUGHTER! We have proof of it! I can't believe you just lied to her and now he heart is going to be broken."

"Well then don't break her heart." Amelia stated and opened the door. "Claire honey, come on in." Claire stood up off the front steps and ran in.

"Is it true!? Is you my daddy and Henry my brother?" Claire smiled.

Cas' heart broke as he crouched down to Claire's level. He shot a quick glare to Amelia before speaking. "Claire, sweetie… I'm sorry but I'm not your father. Henry's not your brother. He's still your friend but I'm afraid you were given false information."

Tears formed in Claire's eyes and Cas' heart broke even more, "but… Mommy said…"

"Claire. Get in the car. Now." Amelia said through her teeth and Claire ran out to the car crying.

"How dare you break my daughters heart like that."

"No. How dare you break your own daughters heart. How selfish can you be? If you didn't get the hint back then that I do not want you, nor care about you, then you are more insane than I thought. You helped Alistair hurt Dean, do you even believe I could ever forgive you for that? I will never be with you Amelia. Ever."

Amelia cried her crocodile tears and acted offended. "Cas… You know I've always loved you." She flung herself into Cas arms and cried. "I miss you… I just want a good life for Claire, I know you're a good father."

Cas pried her off him and before he could say anything Dean grabbed the back of Amelia's hair, opened the door and shoved her out of the house. "Don't you ever step foot into this house again. Don't even come near this house, my mate, or my son ever again. Do you understand me bitch?" Dean growled.

"You slut." Amelia shrieked. "You will hear from my lawyer."

"Go ahead bitch." Dean growled again and glared at her until the car was driving away.

"Dean." Cas started to explain.

"Shut it. Get dressed and let's get this fucking restraining order figured out." Dean huffed and stomped up the stairs.

After hearing Amelia yelling Gabe and Charlie came running back in. "Did I hear Dean yelling?" Gabe asked.

"Yes." Cas sighed, "can you keep an eye on Henry? We're going to the court house."

"Yeah of course. Is he still asleep?" Charlie asked.

"I don't know. I'll let you know before we leave." Cas walked into their bedroom just as Dean pulled on a pair of jeans. "Dean, please know I didn't start the hug."

Dean sniffed and wiped his face, "I know. I was heard what was going on."

"Why are you crying?" Cas asked as he walked up to Dean.

"I just want this fucking over. I want her out of my life, just like Alistair. I just want to forget all of it. I want to raise Henry and any other pups we have with out the worry of one of them or even John coming back to fuck things up."

Cas tried to pull Dean in but he backed up, "I'm sorry, I just can smell her on you."

"Oh, I'll take a quick shower." Cas said, "but Dean, everything will be okay. We'll get this taken care of."

Dean watched Cas go into the bathroom and winced, not realizing he was scratching his scars and had scratched a little too hard. He threw a shirt on and woke Henry up to get him in a bath and dressed for the day. Deciding to leave the guest bathroom open in case Charlie needed it, he carried Henry into their bathroom. "Water might get funky. I'm going to fill the tub up for Henry." Dean warned Cas.

"Okay."

Dean got the bath going and told Henry to strip down and stay there while he went to go get a few toys and his soap and shampoo.

"Daddy can I has bubbles?" Henry asked once Dean returned.

"I'll give you a bubble bath tonight and you can just play, right now we need to get you cleaned and dressed." Dean promised.

"Okay daddy." Henry sighed and held his arms up so Dean could pick him up and get him into the bath.

"No splashing." Dean warned as he handed Henry his toy boat to keep him occupied while Dean washed his hair.

"Owwww daddy." Henry whined when Dean accidentally got shampoo in his eyes.

"I'm sorry." Dean apologized and wiped his eyes and face with a wash cloth.

Dean heard the shower shut off and the door open as he continued to was Henry's body. "Hi papa." Henry grinned.

"Hey buddy. Having fun?" Cas asked as he walked by in his towel.

"Yeah!"

Cas just chuckled and started to brush his teeth. Dean pulled the plug in the bathtub and grabbed a towel to dry Henry off. Once he was dry Dean wrapped him up and carried him to his room to get him dressed. "Papa and I have to run a few errands so you're going to stay here with aunt Charlie."

"Okay, we can play hide and seek." Henry grinned then coughed.

"Sounds like a plan." Dean grinned.

"Okay squirt. It's just you and me." Charlie said once Dean and Cas left. Gabe had left shortly after the Amelia incident. "What are we going to do?"

"HIDE AND SEEK!" Henry yelled.

"Ooo I love that game. Alright I'll count to 20 then come find you okay?" Henry nodded and waited until Charlie closed her eyes. He knew the perfect hiding spot and took off.

"18, 19, 20! Ready or not! Here I come!" Charlie yelled and checked behind the curtains. "Okay, he might be better at this game than I thought." Charlie said to herself and checked the downstairs bathroom, the laundry room, kitchen, dinning room. She even checked in his toy boxes before heading upstairs. She looked in every closet, bathroom and bedroom and she still couldn't find him.

Panic started to rise as she double checked under the beds, closets and anywhere else she could think of. "Henry?" She called out, "okay! I give up! You win!" She yelled and waited for a giggle or Henry to come running up to her but there was nothing. "Henry?!… HENRY!"