Charlie stood in her room trying not to panic. "Think, think… Where the fuck could a 3 year old hide?!" she said to herself then looked out her window scanning the yard just in case. Then her eyes fell to the covered pool… "Oh god please no." Charlie raced down the stairs and almost ran into Dean.

"Where's the fire red?" Dean chuckled, obviously in a better mood.

"Uh.. Shit. I don't know how to say this…" Charlie started.

"What's wrong? Where's Henry?" Cas asked.

"Fuck. Okay… Henry and I were playing hide and seek and I can't find him. I am so sorry." Charlie started crying.

"Charlie, it's okay." Dean laughed.

"How can you be laughing right now?!" Charlie asked.

"Come on." Dean grinned and took her hand and led her back up the stairs and into one of the empty bedrooms. "Go in the closet, open that little door on the far wall."

Following instructions Charlie crouched down and opened that door to find Henry sitting there with a grin on his face. "OH MY GOD!" Charlie yelled and started crying again.

"Why you cry?" Henry asked and crawled out of his hiding spot and into her lap.

"Henry, what have I said about going in there?" Dean asked.

"To not to…" Henry said softly.

"And why do I tell you that?" Dean asked again.

"Cuz nobody find me… Is that why you crying aunt Charlie?" Henry asked. Charlie just nodded and held him closer.

"What do you say Henry?" Dean asked once again.

"I sorry."

"Oh, it's okay buddy. I just couldn't find you and I got scared… You definitely won that round." Charlie chuckled and kissed the top of his head.

"Come on, papas going to make lunch. Do you want to help me make the macaroni?"

"Yeah!" Henry got up and ran towards Dean, who scooped him up.

"Comin' red?"

"I'll be down in a minute."

Dean carried Henry down the stairs and into the kitchen where Cas was forming burger patties. "I see they found you." Cas grinned.

Dean set Henry down on the island counter and went into the pantry to get the macaroni noodles. "Papa, I want hotdog not a burger."

"I know, I have your hot dogs in the fridge." Cas told him and stepped outside to start the grill.

Once they were done eating Henry wanted to play outside. "Just for a little bit you still need to take a nap." Dean told him.

The three of them sat on the deck and watched Henry run around and play. "You guys should get him a puppy or something." Charlie said after a while.

"We've actually been talking about it. That was before the miscarriage and everything." Dean said. "I'm not sure I want a dog though… I mean I love Lucy but I'm not a big dog person. She was always more Sam's dog anyway."

"We could get a cat." Cas suggested.

"Ehhh I don't know." Dean shrugged, "I just want to focus on getting this Amelia thing sorted out first before we talk about pets."

"Fair enough." Cas agreed.

"I've been looking at some apartments." Charlie said changing the subject.

"You know you don't have to rush anything. Save up some money." Cas told her.

"I know, I'm just looking to see what's out there… I have classes Monday so I might scope a few things out in between."

Dean was about to say something when Henry tripped and face planted into the grass and started crying. Dean got up and walked over to Henry, who immediately clung on to him.

"I think it's nap time big guy." Dean chuckled.

"Papa tuck me in." Henry sniffed.

"Papa can tuck you in hang on." Dean said and carried Henry up to Cas. "He want's papa."

Cas took Henry from Dean and carried Henry up the stairs. Dean sat back down next to Charlie and his phone rang. "Hey Sammy."

"Can I come hang out with you guys? I'm bored."

"Yeah, but why not hang out with Andy or something?" Dean asked.

"Andy's a tool and I'd rather not talk about it." Sam huffed.

"Okay, don't bite my head off for it. You gonna walk or do you want me to come get you?"

"I can walk." Sam said.

"Alright, see you in a bit, and be quiet. Cas just put Henry down for his nap." Dean warned.

"Oooo we can play Cards Against Humanity!" Charlie grinned and raced inside before Dean could say anything.

Dean got up and followed Charlie inside and found Cas in the kitchen filling a cup up with water. Smirking, Dean snuck up behind Cas and smacked his ass.

Cas gasped and dropped his cup into the sink, "Jesus! You scared me." Cas huffed when he turned around to see Dean laughing.

"Not sorry." Dean continued to laugh.

"Alright. You asked for it." Cas play growled and started to chase Dean around the island.

"Don't you dare!" Dean giggled but let Cas catch him.

"I got you." Cas whispered in Dean's ear.

"Never let me go." Dean whispered back.

"Never." Cas spun Dean around to kiss him, which lead him into picking Dean up and setting him on the counter. Dean hummed into the kiss and wrapped his arms around Cas' neck.

"Ah, gross guys!" Sam groaned.

Dean and Cas broke apart, "hey, what I do in my kitchen is none of your business." Dean said.

"Whatever." Sam gagged and went to the living room.

"I miss grossing him out." Dean laughed and gently pushed Cas back so he could get down.

"Yeah.. Uh I'm going to run upstairs real quick…" Cas cleared his throat and shifted around a bit.

Dean let out a bark of laughter and gave Cas one more kiss. "Don't take too long… Unless you want help?"

"Tempting, but if you're up there we might be up there longer than necessary."

Dean chuckled and hopped off the counter and gave Cas' bulge a soft squeeze. Cas gasped and squirmed out of the way, "don't do that."

Dean was still laughing when he met Charlie in the dinning room. "I don't want to know." she said.

"Good idea. Sam get in here!"

Charlie and Dean shuffled the cards and got everything set up before Cas came back downstairs. They were still waiting when Dean's phone buzzed.

Dean laughed and told them he'd be right back.

Charlie groaned "don't take forever. I want to play before Henry wakes up." Sam just frowned and shuddered.

Dean was still chuckling when he went into their room. "You okay?"

"I popped a fucking knot and it won't go down." Cas huffed which made Dean laugh even harder. "It's not funny Dean! It's your fault."

"My fault?! How?"

"You're the one who started all of this." Cas frowned.

"Okay fair enough." Dean finally quit laughing and walked over to Cas, "what do you want me to do?"

"I don't know. Just make it go away."

"Jeez cranky pants." Dean huffed and got on his knees in front of Cas and started to massage the knot causing Cas to let out a deep growl.

Cas' knot went down a few minutes later and Dean looked down at his shirt. "I should probably change…"

"Probably." Cas said trying to catch his breath.

"Ugh. Finally!" Charlie said once they came downstairs. "And I'm definitely not going to point out your different shirt."

"I should have stayed home." Sam grimaced.

"Oh quit being such a pansy." Dean huffed and picked up his cards, "you're judge first since you're being an ass."

They got through two rounds before Henry called down the stairs for Dean and Cas.

"I'll get him." Cas said.

"Dang it." Charlie frowned.

"Chill. We can keep playing he's not going to understand what's going on." Dean told her.

Cas came down with a sleepy Henry a few minutes later. "Hey buddy. Did you have a nice nap?" Dean asked.

"Mhmm." Henry hummed and clung tighter to Cas when he sat down.

"He won't let me put him down." Cas explained.

They had played a handful of rounds when Henry suddenly repeated, "fuck." Everyone sat there in shock.

"Okay, that's enough for today…" Dean said.

"Shh don't say that word." Cas told him.

"But you did." Henry huffed, still clinging onto Cas.

"I know I did, but you don't say it… Why don't we go play with your toys." Cas suggested and carried him off to the living room while Sam, Dean and Charlie picked up the cards.

It was going on 4:30 when Sam's phone rang. "Hey mom."

"Are you still at Dean's?" Mary asked.

"No, I'm at the strip club." Sam rolled his eyes. "Ow, what was that for?" he yelled when Dean smacked the back of his head.

"Don't be smart with me." Mary huffed. "I just wanted to make sure. I'll be headed up that way here soon."

"Okay. See you in a bit." Sam said and hung up. "You're such a jerk." Sam told Dean.

"You're such a bitch." Dean replied.

"Bitch!" Henry yelled.

"No, no don't say that word either." Cas said quickly.

"But daddy say it." Henry frowned.

"Some words are just for grown ups. Not 3 year olds." Dean told him.

There was a quick knock on the door and Mary let herself in. "Hello." She called out.

"Gramma!" Henry yelled and ran up to her. He wrapped his arms around her leg and refused to let go.

"Henry. Come on let grandma's leg go." Dean sighed and got up to untangle him.

"NO!" Henry yelled and hung on tighter.

"Henry…" Dean groaned.

"It's alright." Mary chuckled, "you take these. Put the salad in the fridge and the pie on the counter."

"Oooo pie." Dean grinned and turned towards the kitchen.

"Don't you dare sneak a slice either Dean!" Mary yelled after him.

"I'll make sure he doesn't." Cas said and followed Dean into the kitchen.

Mary ended up picking Henry up and carried him into the living room. "How are you sweetie?" she asked.

"Good. I miss you."

"Oh I miss you too sweet heart… Are you feeling better?"

"Yeah."

"He's been coughing but other than that he's been doing pretty good." Charlie told Mary.

"Oh that's good." Mary rocked Henry until the doorbell rang.

"I got it." Sam said and got up to open the door for Bobby and Ellen.

"Thank you Sam." Ellen said and her and Bobby carried dishes to the kitchen. "Can you get the last dish out of the truck?" she asked Sam.

"Sure thing."

"Oh! Really boys?" Ellen laughed.

"Idjits." Bobby huffed.

Dean and Cas broke apart and both turned red.

"Sorry." Dean mumbled.

"I'll uh, go set the table." Cas said and quickly grabbed the plates.

"They've been like this all day." Sam grimaced as he walked to the dining room.

"It is their house Sam." Mary reminded him.

Half way through dinner, Henry dropped his fork. "Fuck!"

Bobby choked on his water and Ellen thumped him on the back while Dean buried his face in his hands.

"Henry. What did I say about that word?" Cas sighed.

Mary was chuckling quietly to herself, Sam and Charlie unfazed by it.

"Sorry." Henry frowned while Cas picked up the fork and got him a new one.

"So. Boys how's everything going?" Ellen asked once things were settled down.

"Uh. Complicated you could say." Dean said while pushing his potatoes around his plate.

"What's going on?" Mary asked.

"Can we talk about it later? After Henry's in bed?" Dean asked, his appetite gone.

"Of course honey." Ellen said while she, Bobby and Mary noticed his sudden lack of appetite.

"Who want's pie?" Mary asked once the dinner plates and food had been taken care of.

Everyone looked at Dean, expecting him to be all over the pie. "I'm okay for now. You guys can have some. I'll wash up these dishes."

"Honey we can do them later." Ellen said.

"No, really. It's okay you eat your dessert." Dean smiled.

"Dean." Cas said softly.

"I'm okay! Please, just eat the pie so I can give Henry his bath before bed." Dean pleaded. Everyone left Dean alone in the kitchen and silently moved back to the dining room.

Once Henry was done eating Dean took him upstairs to give him his bath. Dean got Henry in his pajamas and carried him back downstairs to the living room.

"Gramma, will you play with me?" Henry asked once Dean put him down.

"Sure thing sweetie." Mary said and moved to the floor near Henry's toys. Cas slid over on the couch to make room for Dean, who sat as close to Cas as possible.

"Have you been painting or anything lately?" Bobby asked Dean.

"No." Dean sighed, "I just haven't had time or energy to so."

"Well, you know you can always drop Henry off off for a couple hours." Ellen told him.

"I know." Dean said softly. Another hour passed by, "Henry, say goodnight to everyone. It's time for bed."

"I want gramma to tuck me in." Henry pouted.

"Okay well still, say goodnight to everyone else." Dean told him. Henry made his rounds and made sure to give Dean and Cas a longer hug before running over to Mary. She picked him up and carried him up the stairs.

"So, Sam you going to tell us why you've been in a bitchy mood all day?" Dean asked.

"No." Sam glared.

"Come on Sammy. You're never this sour." Sam stayed silent.

Once Mary came back downstairs Ellen spoke up. "Alright. Henry's in bed, what's going on?" Dean and Cas took turns explaining the Amelia situation and how they were trying to figure what else they could do. Dean was crying from the stress of everything and was still having minor anxiety attacks just from the memories she has brought back.

"Have you talked to Dr. Hansen?" Mary asked.

Dean sniffed, "yeah, I have an appointment Tuesday after my check up. "I just… Fuck me. Why does this always have to happen? Just when I think things are going good something has to happen. And now, with her back and trying to figure that out, I haven't been looking for a job and I've barely started on planning the wedding."

Cas wrapped his arm around Dean and pulled him closer, "there's no rush on the wedding. We could get married 10 years from now and I'd still be perfectly happy… We're going to get through this. I promise."

"I'll tell you what." Ellen started, "the bar is closed tomorrow and Monday just because I need a break from it, I will take Henry all day and keep him over night and bring him back before I go in and open Tuesday morning."

"Ellen." Dean sighed, "I can't ask you to keep him for two whole days when I'm just sitting at home doing nothing."

"I don't want to hear it. I miss the little guy plus Jo is coming home Monday for a little bit so she'll help me. Bobby can take him out back and show him the cars and have Henry work on a few with him. And if you want to, you can come work at the Roadhouse a couple days a week if you want to. Same goes for you Charlie."

"Can I have a job there?" Sam asked.

"Of course. I need another busboy." Ellen grinned.

"See honey? You have all of this support, don't be afraid to ask for help." Mary said softly and switched seats with Charlie so she could hug her son.

Once Dean was calmed down, he hugged everyone and told them thank you. "I'll be back around 11 for Henry." Ellen told him and gave him one more hug before she and Bobby left.

"Call if you need anything." Mary told both Dean and Cas.

"Do you want some pie now?" Cas asked.

"No… I think I'm going to go shower and go to bed. I'm drained, you guys feel free to stay up longer." He gave Cas a kiss and hugged Charlie and dragged himself up the stairs.

"I'm worried about him." Charlie said once Dean was out of earshot.

"Me too…. I don't want him relapsing into any of his habits." Cas said staring at the stairs. "Do you mind if I go up with him?"

"Of course not. I'm going to stay down here and watch some tv." Charlie waved him off.

Cas found Dean sitting on the edge of their bed in nothing but his boxers. Cas went into the bathroom and ran hot water into the bathtub and dumped some lavender bath oil in. He went back into the bedroom and carefully got Dean's attention and got him into the bathtub. He turned around to leave when Dean grabbed his hand.

"Please stay." he whispered. "I don't want to be alone."

"Of course." Cas whispered back, stripped down and got in behind Dean and just held him until the water ran cold.