Ahsoka's Private Journal

"So, I'm recording this in bed... not my favorite spot to be stuck, but I'm nursing, get this; a cracked sternum and four fractured ribs. I can't do a whole lot with this, fortunately, a little bit of Force healing is speeding things up. You wanna know how it happened? I got punched. By, guess who?"

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"By Wraith.

"Yeah, I didn't see it coming either. He immediately started apologizing... but then he had to go and left with a... another woman. A female Lethan Twi'lek, you know, the rare ones with red skin.

"I don't entirely know what's going on, but... But it seems like everything Anakin and... *sigh* and Corsair, had to say makes sense. Maybe Wraith does just want me so he can carve a notch on his bedpost. Part of me wants to believe in his apology... but, the rest of me is really starting to think that Anakin and Corsair are right. Wraith is just saying whatever and doing whatever so he can... you know...

"You know I thought they were completely and utterly out to lunch... but after this, I'm starting to think they're right. Wraith has never hit me before. We've mock-dueled, sure, but never engaged in anything... pain-inducing. But now that he has some new woman around... I'm nothing to him.

"Oh, and get this; they kissed! KISSED! Like I wasn't even there! The whole time, he acted like I wasn't there! If that didn't cement things before, it sure does now. I can't believe I believed him... I can't believe I let his smooth talking and... a-a-and good... good looks, wear me down. I... I... GRRR!"

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*sigh* "If you couldn't tell, I'm... mad. Mad at myself... maybe even mad at him. But I'm just so mad that I let myself get suckered in by him. I'm better than this! But I believed him... and after everything he's said to me... supposedly done for me... all of it was just an act! I should've known. All he has is just a crush on me, nothing more. If it were something more than MAYBE I'd believe him when he said he was sorry. But now? No more. Skyguy was right, I've been letting my feelings get in the way of how to approach Wraith. Now I know he just wants... well, he just wants a piece of me.

"Well. He won't get it. How many others have tried? Hondo and his gang, Cad Bane... Wraith's just another in a long line of sleemos who want a piece of me. And the only piece of me they ever got was my fist slamming into them! Wraith will be no different."

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