Wraith's Log: Entry 21

"What the kriffing hell have I done now?"

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"I'm only asking aloud because... well, I guess I'm frustrated. Ahsoka has been giving me the cold shoulder lately, and I'm struggling to understand why.

"I just got back from Mon Cala, that kriffer Tamson messed everything up for us... and nearly cost me Ahsoka..."

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"You know what? Let me start from the beginning.

"I've had only a few interactions with Ahsoka since getting out of the tank and she's been really... short with me. Suffice to say, she wasn't anything like the girl who was so concerned for my safety after Takodana and straight up kissed me when she got the chance. No, she was more cold and distant, treating me like an enemy instead of a friend. I chatted with her for a tiny bit-... well, 'chatted' isn't the right word... 'conversed', maybe... when we were over Risban. I was testing out a prototype Rogue starfighter, sweet little craft by the way, and she accused me of claiming to not care and then noted how she saw Sereva kiss me. I'm going to hazard a guess that's what's eating at her. She doesn't know the whole story, but what she does know she thinks is the whole story.

"But I don't think that's everything. I encountered her again on Mon Cala and she told me, rather bluntly I might add, that she claimed to know my true intentions and that I did not care about her.

"But I do! I do so very, very much! She may never know the full extent of my compassion for her, or the true depth of my desires. But surely she knows now that I care about her.

"Tamson tried to use her against me, ripping off her mask while deep underwater. She passed out during the ascent and I managed to resuscitate her while on solid ground. If I didn't care about her, I could've easily not done a thing. But I did do something. And I saved her life."

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"I still do not know what the source of her newfound feelings are. All I know is that something happened in the month I spent in that bacta tank. What exactly I would very much like to learn.

"But in order to learn such a thing. I need to talk to her, get her alone sometime and work this out face to face."

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"If the Force can hear me... if it can know my desires... set up such a moment. Please."

End of Log