Ahsoka's Private Journal
"Well... I just got back from a little 'detour' you might say. I was marooned on Scarif for about a week... with Wraith. But it turned out to be a good thing! Seriously!
"With no one else to talk to, he and I did a lot of talking... and we managed to clear the air between us. Turns out he didn't kiss that Twi'lek, she kissed him. He says that someone is trying to set the two of him up and... I believe him. I tested him with the Force and he was telling the truth.
"And then there came that moment... the moment he told me... oh kriff, it's just so... you know... even to remember it.
"He... He told me he loves me. Wraith... loves me."
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"It... That blew my mind. So many things make so much sense now. Wraith makes sense to me, his actions, his motivations, everything I've questioned, they all make sense now! Anakin and Corsair are wrong! Wraith doesn't want me for the bragging rights, he wants me because I'm... I'm..."
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"In a way, I'm still wrestling with it. Why me? Wraith says it's because of who I am, the me that-...
"Sweet Force... the me that others don't see... or, don't want to see."
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"I keep saying the exact same thing about him. I see the real him, the man others don't see. So he... him seeing the me... oh my..."
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"That... That was... phew, what a crazy revelation. Wow. I never noticed that before. Maybe he and I aren't too far apart. I... I'm still trying to sort out my feelings. I care about him, for sure, but do I feel something... more? I-It's hard to say, I still want to be faithful to the Jedi... but I can't ignore the feeling that I'm being pulled toward him, like there's something about him that I'm gravitating towards. Maybe it's how he looks. I mean, I saw him shirtless on Scarif and... hoo boy... He's, uh... uh... he's p-... p-p-pretty ho-... good looking..."
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"Force almighty... oh Force I can't even bring that up... makes me feel all tingly and warm."
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"I dunno, maybe I do think he's... pretty handsome... but I... I can't go any further than that. I'm already breaking the Code enough as is, plus I'm keeping A LOT of secrets from Anakin... and the rest of the Jedi.
"I have to go now. Anakin and I are headed back to the Outer Rim... hopefully we'll be back on Coruscant for Life Day. I'd hate to miss out on everything."
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