Ahsoka's Private Journal

"You know what's tiring? Being privy to so many secrets, I bet the Jedi Council would be jealous if they found out.

"Yeah, I've gone and found out something extremely massive. So massive it has the potential to influence the outcome of the war! And that's not an overexaggeration!

"Then again, I'm sure everybody would think it is... if I told them Wraith is Force-sensitive.

"Yeah. Blew my mind too when it happened.

"Honestly, there were some moments where I had to wonder, but I eventually just brushed it off. But then he used it... to save me. I mean, a really touching and sweet gesture, but it freaked him right out. I had to chase him and calm him down.

"So... I bonded with him. Yeah, I forged a Force bond with him. I know that sounds like an absolutely crazy thing to do, but it just seemed like the best thing to do. So now I can hear his thoughts and feel what he feels and he can do the same with me. Maybe a little awkward at times, I know I'm till trying to figure it out, but maybe the most beneficial thing for what we've got going on bet-..."

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"I... really need to stop using that phrase. I know what's going on between us and... and I think I'm afraid of calling it what it is. We're... together. I'm in a relationship with him. With Wraith. I know a relationship goes against the Jedi Code, but it just feels... right. It feels... perfect. I used the bond to sense his emotions... and it almost overwhelmed me. If I didn't know he was sincere about his affection before..."

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"He loves me so much, I've never felt anything like it before. It's so pure and wholesome and honest. No one's 'ever' felt that way about me before."

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"I... I feel so driven towards him. I... I just can't help but love him for how sweet and kind he is towards me. I have to show him how much I love him... someway...

"Then again... maybe the next step for us would be to... to e-explore... in... i-i-intim..."

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*sigh* "He makes me feel so happy when I'm with him. happier than I ever imagined I could be, and so much so it makes me want to never leave his side..."

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