Dynnal's Personal Journal - Entry 1
"Testing... Testing... it's on... oh! Yup, those are soundwave patterns. Okay, we're live."
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"So, Corsair, er... 'Dad' got me one of those voice recording journal things. Says it might help me get some stuf off my chest when I don't have the guts to talk to someone face to face. I'm probably just gonna use it to recap my day and think out loud."
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"Right so, I know Wraith liked to record a bunch of these. Feels kinda weird to make one for myself... but that's not the weirdest thing to happen to me since I've come back. I have... these... distinct memories of my childhood. I know I was in charge of my body once, before Wraith. But it feels like an eternity since then... it's almost weird to be... alive.
"It's also weird to have parents and a family. Especially when one of those parents used to be Wraith's worst enemy." *chuckles* "I mean, seriously, who would've guessed that Corsair would be my father? The odds of that are like... several billion to one! But, never tell a betting man the odds, I guess. First I find out I have a father then I find out I have a mother. So, we went off and found her and now we're all trying to live peacefully for a bit."
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"I guess the slowness of everything has been good. I'm... trying to reconnect with my parents. It's a lot easier with Mom, Corsair I still have some very distinct memories of that I have to work past. But he's making an effort, which is appreciated... I guess, but I still have some difficulty calling him 'Dad' regularly."
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"Mom told me that, when I was just a baby, she used the Force to put this guard around my mind. She had a vision of something happening to me and wanted to safeguard who I was at heart. I... I guess that's why I could never take to Separatists doctrine like they wanted me to."
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"That also means that, if it weren't for Mom, I would be Wraith wholeheartedly... a kinda sobering thought, that."
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"We've been talking about getting back into the galaxy now that Mom's almost recovered. Seems like the best way to go is for both of us to masquerade as Titans. Corsair and I have been talking about how to adjust my personality so no one suspects who I really a-... er, used to be. Mom's been helping me learn to use the Force some more, she's been really helpful in helping me get these powers under wraps.
"I got to meet Theris the other day, Corsair's goto for a second in command. We told her the truth about me. She took to the news... well, I guess. Dunno really. But she's promised to help Corsair keep my secret and vouch for me in front of the Jedi. Hopefully that goes over well."
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"But, to be honest... my one reason for wanting to leave Tiems is so I can see Ahsoka again. Like I said, the time off has been good, but I miss her a lot. Weirdly enough, those portal things that used to connect her and Wraith haven't been appearing for us... I'm gonna have to see if Mom knows anything about those. So, I called her up the other day. And oh how much lighter on my feet I felt when I got to see her face." *sigh* "She is... my everything. I don't know how I've gone this long without seeing her."
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"Hopefully I'll see her again, real soon. Corsair got a call from someone on Onderon, a rebel leader who wants the Titans' help in pushing back the Separatists. If we go there, then, maybe Ahsoka will be there too... I sure hope so. But... Onderon also means Lux Bonteri... It's not like I have a sudden urge to kill him or anything... but after what happened on Carlac... I... I-I..."
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"Let's just say I feel a little insecure."
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*sigh* "Pleasant thought, Dynnal. Pleasant thoughts."
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