Warning for this chapter! Lots of angst to come! But don't worry, It will be better next chapter! If only by a little XD
But I hope you all enjoy this one! This is gonna be a big change!
Onto the adventure!
I wince and slowly open my eyes, I'm definitely not in bed anymore, I look around confused to find myself in a forest, I groan and slowly sit up, looking around more 'what the...' I frown and slowly get to my feet tiredly.
The woods are cold and damp but seem pretty empty, I look down at my left arm to see a small Christmas ornament next to the other tattoos, now finishing the circle around my wrist, but I frown nervously as I see the clocks minute hand was now on 12 'why was it counting up...? What could it mean? What happens when the hour hand moves..?'
I shake off the nerves for now before I start forward, hoping to find out where I am, and as I go I soon find a well warn dirt road through the forest so I follow it quietly, trying to stay out of anyone's view, not knowing when I am until I get to the end of the forest to see a large manor in front of me up on a slight hill, my eyes widening as I realize where and when I am.
'Human nature...shit' I glance around nervously before giving up and making my way up to the school, glad the boys didnt seem to be outside right now, I go to a side door nervously before knocking hesitantly, I hold my breath, knowing my long sleeved pajamas would seem very odd.
I try to think up a lie as I hear someone coming for the door and once its open I look up, mouth open to start speaking only to smile widely "Martha!" I say in relief, she smiles widely and catches me in a hug "your alright! I've been wondering where you'd been" she says, I smile up at her and nod "I just arrive about 10 minutes ago..." I say before frowning a little as I remember what's going on.
"How long have you been here?" I ask her softly and she sighs, ushering me inside and up to her room, closing the door before she begins "about a month, he...he's just so different" she says sadly, I nod softly and smile at her sadly "I'm sorry I wasnt here earlier, but now I need to find a way to stay...are they looking for any more maids?" I ask her, she thinks before nodding.
"They are, here, you can barrow some of my clothes until we can get you your own, I'll explain to them that your a friend who had to stay back a while later than we did" she says and pulls out a dress for me, I sigh but nod and she helps me change quickly, letting me borrow a pair of her shoes as well before she takes me to see the headmaster, she explains our predicament and he thankfully agrees to take me on, I thank him before I'm sent to get my uniform.
As me and Martha are heading off I see Him across the hall, my heart jumps into my throat as he seems to sense someone looking at him and he looks over, I smile sheepishly, not sure if he would even know me right now, he seems to smile back a little before continuing on with his work.
Once I get my uniform I join Martha to do chores, and that's how the days go by, me and Martha working while he continues to teach, and every time I see the Matron my heart sinks a little more.
I'm quietly walking to my small shared room to grab something when I see her again, I frown a little and look down as I walk 'what if this follows the show...?' I try to shake that thought away, I couldn't risk his life to stop them from becoming close.
I yelp suddenly in surprise as I slam into something large, I look up as I stumble back and my eyes widen, I quickly bend down to pick up the books that had fallen from John Smiths arms "I'm so sorry sir! I got distracted, I didn't see you sir" I say quickly, my heart racing as I stand back up and hold the book out to him nervously.
"No, its alright, I didn't see you either, forgive me" he says quickly before smiling awkwardly, I watch him curiously now for a moment before stepping back and lowering my head respectfully "it was...was my fault sir" I stutter, my hands folded in front of me nervously.
He watches me for a moment before nodding a little "you're forgiven then" he says and heads off to continue working, my heart sinks the farther he got, I had opened the connection hoping against hope he'd be there but it was empty, cold and empty.
I quickly get back to work, needing to keep my mind occupied, but as the days go on I start to have less and less energy, until I can barely walk for very long, Martha kept trying to get me to go speak with the Matron, hoping she could help but I was afraid to.
Until one day, I was carrying freshly washed blankets up a staircase, only to slip and go falling all the way back down with a loud crash, I lay there for a few moments, to weak to get back up or even sit up until Martha comes around the corner, sprinting as she comes to my side, a few people look out of their classrooms or offices before a set of loud footsteps come down the staircase behind me.
"Please clean up the blankets Martha, I will take her to the Matron" says John, my heart starts racing faster than before and I try to sit up, whimpering in pain and he stops me, Martha steps back worriedly before he picks me up very carefully, I give in, to tired to do anything else.
He takes me to the Matrons room and she has him lay me on one of the beds, I had instinctively grabbed onto his coat shakily, wanting so badly for him not to leave "please..." I whisper.
He gently gets me to let go before he and nurse redfern begin to talk, he explains to her what happened and she looks me over, but my vision keeps blurring in and out.
I can feel his eyes on me though as she checks me over for a concussion or other injuries, I close my eyes shakily as she frowns, looking down at me worriedly then she looks to him again "besides a few bruises I can't seem to find what else could be wrong" she says a bit worriedly.
"Could it be she is simply exhausted?" asks John softly, a hint of worry in his voice, she shakes her head a little "I do not know...I will keep her here to rest for some time, make sure she is alright" she says softly.
"Right. Good" he nods "if...if she isn't alright, would you inform me?" He asks softly "of course, I heard she knew your servant Martha years ago, she must have known your family" she says, a bit curious as she watches him look me over again.
"I...I do not know, I don't remember her at all" he says softly before dismissing himself as the bell rings quickly.
My heart sinks more hearing that 'he doesn't remember me...not even a little...'
And soon I succumbed to the darkness and fall asleep, even as nurse redfern tries to wake me.
I don't wake for a few days, making my stay here now over two and a half weeks, but when I do finally wake I'm still in the the small hospital like wing, I try to sit up but I don't have the energy to, I raise my head tiredly and look around nervously 'why was I so tired and weak...? I shouldn't be this bad after a fall...'
After about a half an hour I manage to sit up, resting my back against the wall behind my bed before nurse redfern enters quietly, looking over a book quietly, my heart sinks more and I quietly clear my throat, she looks up quickly and smiles softly, setting the book down and coming over quickly.
"You're finally awake, you've been unconscious for a while now, how are you feeling?" She asks softly, coming to stand beside my bed, I frown nervously.
"I'm...I'm really weak, and tired" I say honestly, she nods and gently feels my forehead.
"You did have a big tumble, however, I believe this started before your fall" she says softly "you seem to be sick, with what I do not know, but it is no common cold" she says softly, my heart sinking more at her words.
"What kind of sickness...?" I ask softly, knowing I'm not exactly human anymore, maybe something was going wrong, or I'd been given something I shouldn't have.
"I cannot say, your symptoms however...they seem to be all linked to your exhaustion, before your fall were you sleeping well?" She asks curiously, I shake my head a little.
"No, I haven't slept much since being here" I reply, she nods.
"It could simply be from your lack of sleep then, but I will be making you stay resting for a few more days, now I will go inform your friends you are awake, then I will have someone bring you some food" she says, I nod before she leaves quietly, I frown and shake my head, raising my left hand up with great effort, glad to see the bandage I had wrapped around my wrist was still there, keeping my tattoos hidden from others, and my sleeves covering it well.
I drop my hand back into my lap and pull the blanket up over me more as I soon hear footsteps outside the doors.
I smile in relief when Martha enters looking worried, I smile tiredly at her "look what the cat dragged in" I tease her and she laughs, shaking her head as she comes to the bedside, taking my hand in hers gently.
"You can always make a joke can't you?" She tease, I nod softly "its my one talent" I hum.
She shakes her had, glancing back at the doors before back to me "how do you feel? The Matron just said you were awake, she wouldn't tell me how your doing" she says.
I sigh softly "honestly I feel like I haven't slept in weeks...I'm exhausted and everything is weak" I tell her, knowing she's training to be a doctor.
She frowns and feels my forehead worriedly, but finding no fever she looks me over quickly "nothing to suggest anything really bad yet, you must just be tired from the fall and your lack of sleep" she says softly, I glance to the door as well now before shaking my head.
"It's not that...I've been getting spells of weakness and exhaustion for a while now, even before I arrived here" I explain softly, she looks more worried at that.
"Then as soon as we can, I need to take you to the Tardis, maybe she can scan you, find out what's happening" she says, I nod a little.
"Probably a good idea, how are you holding up?" I ask and she smiles softly, gently squeezing my hand.
"I'm ok, bored and nervous but ok" she nods "though the ridicule from the school boys is getting on my nerves" she says.
I smile softly and nod "I agree, kids are annoying, all of them" we both giggle a little before the door opens, I look up curiously, expecting to see either Jenny or nurse redfern but my eyes widen a little seeing John, Martha looks over and drops my hand as he comes over to the end of my bed.
I bow my head nervously, hands folded in my lap "I'm sorry you had to carry me the other day sir, I didn't mean to fall" I say quickly, he stays quiet for a moment, looking to Martha with his hands folded behind his back.
"Would you let me speak with her in private Martha?" He asks, my heart sinks, she looks to me a little worried before nodding to him "yes sir" and quietly leaving.
I keep my hands in my lap, my eyes fixed on them nervously as he comes to stand next to my bed, seemingly looking me over for a moment.
"How are you feeling?" He asks softly, I stiffen a little, confused before I glance up at him, wanting to reach out to his mind but again it was just empty, I look back away quickly, afraid of getting into trouble.
"I'm alright sir...should be back to work soon sir" I say quickly, he seems to pause as he watches me.
"Good...good. Yes. I'm glad you are recovering" he says softly, sounding almost awkward, making me really confused.
"I know you are to stay for a few more nights...and...well I was thinking...would you mind me keeping you company some time?" He asks, I look up to him quickly, frowning a little in confusion.
"Me sir? I'm..no I wouldn't mind...but I'm only a maid sir, I'm sure you have more important things to be doing" I say, looking down again.
He seems to smile a little at that "yes you are, but...you seem different...I feel as though we have met before, before being here" he says, I blush a little and nod, smiling a little sadly.
"I get that sometimes sir, I suppose I just have a recognizable face" I say softly, he smiles a little.
"No, not your face...though, I mean to say, I do recognize your face, but I mean more..." he rambles a little, I cant help but giggle a little before covering my mouth quickly, nervous again.
"I'm sorry sir, I didn't mean to.." I say quickly, my heart racing, but he seems to smile more, almost sheepishly.
"You have no need to apologize...I.." he pauses as he seems to realize something.
"Pardon me, I've never asked your name" he says curiously, I hesitate, could my name make him think of his journal.
"Rose, sir" I say softly, noticing him pause for a moment.
"No last name?" He asks, I wince a little and shake my head softly.
"No sir...no family, so no name to inherent" I explain, it wasn't exactly a lie, I had no family here, no biological family at least.
He nods a little "curious.." he pauses before sitting on the bed beside mine, watching me curiously "Martha says you knew each other years ago?" He asks, I nod softly.
"Yes sir, we were friends but then I haven't seen her in years" I lie quietly, keeping my eyes down.
"Then I must have met you before, she has been with my family for years" he says thoughtfully.
"Perhaps you've seen me in passing" I say softly "maybe many years ago" I shrug a little.
He seems to be about to say something before a knock comes and Martha re-enters, smiling softly and holding a tray of food, I look up and smile gently, he stands quickly.
"Well Miss Rose, I hope you feel well soon, I will take my leave" he says, I smile up at him gently and nod "thank you sir" I say before he leaves quickly.
Martha stays quiet until he's gone before she comes over quickly, watching me sadly "you ok? He didn't say anything stupid did he?" She asks, setting the tray onto my bedside table.
I shake my head softly "no...he...he just seemed interested in me" I mumble, blushing deeply "he wanted to know if I was alright, and then he just seemed to watch me...he said he thinks we have met before" I explain softly, she smiles sadly.
"Remember, only a little more than a month left" she says and I nod, sighing softly and slumping back against the wall again.
"I know...but...its so hard to see him...without him seeing me in return" I say softly, she sits down on the edge of the bed and takes my hand in hers, smiling at me gently.
"Remember, if he says anything stupid, just tell me and I'll rip into him" she says only half jokingly, I giggle a little and shake my head.
"No, if he says something stupid I'll do that myself...you need to be here to make sure he doesn't do anything stupid, he knows you better than me now, he trusts you right now" I tell her softly, she shakes her head a bit but drops the subject, making me eat a bit before she has to return to her chores.
Over the next week I don't regain much energy, causing me to lose my job there as I wasn't able to do it right now, but the headmaster gives me permission to stay for as long as I needed, Martha later told me John had talked with him and convinced him to let me stay, and John was often coming to check on me now, which I would have found odd if I didn't know the real him.
Over those days I had started taking slow and short walks, hoping to get some fresh air and hoping it would help me heal, though that didn't seem to be happening, but one colder morning I grab my wool coat Martha had given me from the Tardis's giant closet, pulling it on and slowly leaving the room tiredly, my energy levels seemed to stop at about a quarter of what they used to be.
I step out into the cool air and breath out softly, closing my eyes for a moment before I'm off quietly walking toward the woods, I enjoyed the walks there more away from watching eyes of the boys in the school.
As I'm walking I begin to get lost in thought until I hear someone call my name, I pause and turn around to see John making his way down to me, I smile softly and wait for him "good morning sir, what can I do for you?" I ask softly as he smiles back a little.
"I wanted to ask if you'd like me to escort you on your walk, I know you still have very little energy" he explains a little nervously, I smile gently and nod.
"I'd love some company if you don't have any classes to teach" I say softly, he smiles more and offers me his arm politely, I hesitate before gently wrapping my arm around his before we continue on down the dirt road, talking about the books I've read while being in the hospital and then he brings something up I wasn't expecting.
"I...I have actually written a book...am still writing it...as a form of fiction of my dreams" he says and I look up to him curiously.
"Your dreams?" I ask curiously, he nods softly.
"They are rather strange dreams, I continue to dream rather often that I am someone else, and that I am hiding" he explains, I nod softly as I listen "I dream this other man, this Doctor, that seems to be his name, has two hearts, and comes from another world" he explains, seeming to be a little lost in thought, I smile a little.
"It sounds fascinating, and why does this Doctor have two hearts?" I ask, he smiles down at me, seeming to be glad I didn't just call him mad for his dreams.
"It seems that he is not human, he does not come from our world, and he seems to be hiding from something, or someone. As well as looking for another, I believe he's searching for a woman, but I can never remember her face, nor her name" he explains.
I smile more and nod "and you said you have written these down? Would it be too much to ask if I may look through them? I get ever so bored reading the same books over and over in my room" I ask curiously, he nods.
"I would very much like you to look through them, I can give it to you when we return if you like" he says, I nod and smile up at him more "I'd like that very much, thank you"
We continue just talking happily for a little while before he escorts me back to the school, he walks me to his room, helping me to sit as I was tired again, then he goes to his desk "I've never actually shown it to anyone before. Your the first" he says, pulling out the leather journal, I smile softly up at him.
"I'm honored" I say softly as he returns to my side, gently opening it and handing it to me before he leans back against his desk, I smile softly as I read "A journal of impossible things" I smile more up at him "inventive name" I almost tease as he chuckles before I gently start to flip through it.
Along with his writing is sketch upon sketch of the things we've seen and done, the first few pages having parts of the Tardis console or his sonic screwdriver on them, I gently run my finger over the drawings.
"This is wonderful, these contraptions, these creatures, such imagination" I say softly, continuing to flip through it curiously.
He nods as he watches over my shoulder "its become quite a hobby"
I pause on a page that's blank in the middle of the book, with the only writing on it being 'who is she?'
I look up to him curiously "what is this page?" I ask, he looks it over before nodding.
"That is a page I have left blank in the hopes I will remember this woman's face, she seems to be in most every dream in some way or another, she seems very important to this Doctor fellow, but again I can never remember her face or name" he says thoughtfully, I nod softly and continue to look through it quietly, a little nervous to keep asking, not wanting him to remember anything detrimental.
As I stop on a page with the Tardis drawn on it multiple times I smile as he nods, pointing at it "Oh. That's the box, the blue box. It's always there. Like a magic carpet" he explains, I nod softly as I look them over more "this fun little box that transports me to faraway places" he explains more, smiling wider.
"Like a magic doorway to other places?" I ask and he nods again "mhmm" he agrees, I look up when theres a knock and he calls them in, I smile gently at Martha, she quietly smiles "just here to clean up your things sir, don't mind me" she says softly and begins to clean around us.
I smile more as I flip to a page showing a few of the past Doctors faces, including 7,8,9, 4 and 5. I nod to them curiously "and who are they?"
He looks them over "they...well this may sound mad, but they seem to be the Doctor as well, somehow, that man has had different faces" he explains, I nod a little and we continue to look through the book for some time before he escorts me back to my room, I smile as we stop at my door, gently holding his book to my chest.
"Thank you John, I had a lovely time, and thank you for letting me borrow the book, I cannot wait to read more of it" I say softly, he smiles and nods.
"It was my pleasure, I do hope you feel better tomorrow, I was...well, if you're feeling up to it..." he scratches the back of his head a bit awkwardly, making my heart skip a beat "if you're feeling well enough, would you like to join me at the dance tomorrow? Even if you do not feel up to dancing, perhaps getting out would be good for you, like your walks" he says.
I smile softly "I do not know John" he looks crestfallen but I quickly explain "I do not know how I will feel tomorrow, but if I am feeling well enough I would love to join you, it sounds like it could be fun" I say and smile happily up at him, he smiles widely "then until tomorrow Rose" he says, taking my hand and softly kissing it before he bids me good day and leaves, I quickly get into my room, my heart racing as I realize what's going to happen tomorrow.
I sit on my bed with his journal in my lap, I wanted to read it in full, but I didn't want spoilers for my own future so I gently set it on the bedside table and flop back onto my bed tiredly, I take a small nap before going to find Martha, we have lunch together before I return to my room, Martha had brought me one of my older looking drawing books as well as a few pencils and pens to give me something to do while I healed and I begin drawing quietly.
Without even realizing it I draw until after dark, I find my meds bottle hidden in my room and take them before I head to bed tiredly, the next morning waking and getting dressed, putting my things into the pockets of my wool coat from the Tardis, as she had made the pockets bigger on the inside for me, which I still needed to thank her for.
I grab some breakfast, flinching a little as suddenly Jeremy Baines comes around a corner in front of me, I quickly move out of his way and let him continue on, shivering a little as I could just see the off-ness about him, the inhuman-ness.
I continue on to go outside, needing the air before what will happen later tonight, I try to get my energy up as much as possible over the day, staying outside mostly, and after a few hours I notice Tim sitting on a bench away from everyone else, I know exactly what he's looking at in his lap so I quietly make my way over, sitting down next to him.
He looks up sharply, shoving his hand into his pocket to hide the watch "Miss Rose" he says a bit confused, I smile a little at him "just call me Rose Tim, or Rosie, which ever you like" I shrug a little and relax, my hands in my lap as I watch him.
"Be careful with that watch, but don't be afraid of him...he's" I pause and smile more, looking back toward the school "he's wonderful, I know he scares you, but he is the most wonderful man you will ever meet" I say softly.
"How did you...?" He looks very nervous now.
I smile at him gently "because Tim, as you've said before yourself, I'm just good at guessing" I say and his eyes widen a little.
"You're her...you're his foreseer..." he says shocked, I frown a little and look to him curiously.
"Foreseer? Is that what he calls me?" I giggle a little and shake my head "what ever he calls me, yes, I have knowledge of both the past, present and future, though it is often foggy and hard to make out, but Tim, please do be careful with that watch...the man I love is inside it" I say softly, he slowly nods, pulling it back out and looking down at it.
"It keeps saying there's danger..." he murmurs softly, I nod and glance past him, nodding a little behind him, we both watch as The Family gathers not far away, they look to us and all three turn their heads to the side at the same time before sniffing in.
I stand and nod for him to follow me, he stands and we start walking casually away and back toward the school, once we are out of their view he holds the watch out to me, I smile sadly and shake my head "you must keep him safe" I say, gently placing my hand over the watch in his hand, only to gasp as His mind suddenly invades mine for a moment, comfort and worry flooding from the connection before I pull my hand back quickly, panting a little and staring at the watch in awe.
Tim watches confused "you heard him?" He asks, I nod a little and smile more, for those few seconds my mind wasn't empty, wasn't cold and dark.
"I heard him yes, but I trust you Tim, I trust you to make the right choices and keep him safe, now go on to class before you get into trouble" I say and he smiles a little and nods, stuffing the watch back into his pocket before he heads inside, I sigh softly and sadly, my mind once again feeling empty.
I quietly wander the grounds, trying to figure out what I should do for tonight, if I go with John tonight to the dance I wont be able to run far once we escape, though that will be easy to just hide...
I sigh softly before heading up to my room, changing into a nice dress I had asked Martha to grab me from the Tardis, I look at myself in the small mirror in my room, smiling a little sadly, knowing it would probably be ruined tonight, I pull on my wool coat over it, knowing it would be cold on the walk there, then I just sit quietly to wait, Johns journal inside one of the coat pockets as well, I would not be losing that.
As the sun had started to set I head down to meet John at the front doors, smiling when I see him coming down the stairs in his suit and long coat and hat.
"Good evening John" I say as he gets closer, smiling back at me.
"Good evening, I take it you're feeling well enough to go to the dance?" He asks hopefully, I nod softly.
"I am, though I must warn you, I cannot dance very well, nor for very long" I say, he smiles and nods, offering me his arm.
We head off and I try to not think of what was going to happen tonight, but I knew Martha had already told him about us being found, evident by the very slight color difference in his cheeks, one just slightly redder than the other from her slap.
As we arrive we head inside and he helps me sit at one of the tables before he goes off to grab us some drinks, my heart sinks, realizing this was all happening much faster than I really liked, I glance around, seeing nurse redfern actually here as well with one of the men from the village I think.
I relax back in my chair before I see Martha coming in, looking around for him, I nod her over and she sighs, coming over quickly and sitting across from me "we have to wake him up" she says, I nod softly "does he know I'm with you?" I ask and she shakes her head.
"I don't think so" she replies, I nod a little.
"I think it best stay that way for a bit, just trust me and don't mention it to him, I'll act dumb and confused" I say softly, getting a bad feeling about telling him about me as well, so I decide to hide it for now, he soon comes back to the table and sighs seeing Martha sitting across from me.
"Oh, now, really, Martha, this is getting out of hand. I must insist that you leave" he says sounding a bit tired, I look up at him then back to her as she stands, pulling out his sonic and holding it up to him.
"Do you know what this is?" She asks him seriously, I look from it to him, trying to seem confused "name it. Go on, name it" Martha insists.
I watch quietly as he glances to me nervously before looking back to her and very gently taking it, looking it over in his hands confused "You're called the Doctor" she continues "the man in your journal, he's real. He's you" she says, I watch them both for a moment before The Family enter.
The Father slamming a coat rack down onto the floor to get everyone's attention before shouting "You will be silent! All of you!" I stand shakily seeing the scarecrows following them in, a few people scream causing Father to yell again "I said, Silent!" He roars.
The man who had set up the dance walks up behind him angrily "Mr Clark, what's going on?" He demands, only for Father to turn, raising his gun and disintegrating the man on the spot, everyone around the room screams or gasps in shock, I look around and meet eyes with Tim, he looks afraid but I nod to him, hearing Martha speaking to John again before the possessed body of Jeremy Baines shouts.
"We asked for silence!" I move a little closer to John instinctively, my heart racing as I look back to the Family, John moves to stand in front of me a little.
"Now then" continues Brother "we have a few questions for Mr Smith" but then Sister walks up, still holding the little red balloon.
"No, better than that. The teacher, he's the Doctor. I heard them talking" she says, looking up at the other possessed men, I shiver as Baines's empty eyes look to me then back to him "You took human form"
"Of course I'm human! I was born human, as were you, Baines! And Jenny, and you, Mr Clark. What is going on? This is madness!" John replies, obviously confused and slightly terrified
"Ooh, and a human brain, too. Simple, thick and dull" Baines says, Mother looking to him "but he's no good like this" she says a bit angry, Father says "We need a time lord"
Baines smirk doesn't leave his face as he steps forward "easily done" he holds up his gun to John who flinches back, honestly terrified and confused, I grip the back of his jacket shakily, watching them fearfully, they always scared me, even as an adult, there was just always something so inhuman, like the actors had actually been possessed, but now its all real, right in-front of me, those were actual aliens possessing human bodies.
"Change back" Baines says in an uncomfortably soft voice.
"I don't know what you're talking about" John says quickly, I could feel him almost shaking a little under my grip on his coat.
"Change back!" roars Baines, easily losing the sweet tone.
"I literally do not know.." he explains, my eyes widen when I see them grab Martha, Mother holding a gun to her head, my hands start to shake now, I wanted to do something, to help somehow, but I could barely stand for more than five minutes without becoming exhausted now.
"Get off me!" Martha yells angrily.
"She's your friend, isn't she?" Mother sneers "doesn't this scare you enough to change back?" She shouts/
"I don't know what you mean!" He yells back, terrified.
"Wait a minute. The maid told me about Smith and that sick girl, her childhood friend" She nods toward me as I clutch onto his jacket tighter, my heart pounding as I look at her with wide eyes.
"That woman, behind him" Mother snaps, I shakily step out from behind him, trying to keep myself on my feet, he looks down to me fearfully before Mr Clark comes and grabs my arm "the let's have you!" He yells, putting the gun to my head and pulling me away from John, I look back at him, honestly terrified, I wouldn't be able to break free when the mayhem really started, I wasn't strong enough.
I can see the fear and now anger in his eyes, he steps just a little closer as I'm pulled away, moving as if to grab my arm but he stops himself just short, I look down quickly once we stop walking, I felt sick to my stomach now, the fear bubbling over and tears start to fill my eyes, but I try to blink them away.
"Have you enjoyed it, Doctor? Being human?" Asks Baines, smirking at the terrified man in front of him, I take a deep breath in and manage to keep the tears at bay as I look back up at John, I had to be strong for him, at least until he was able to get away.
"Has it taught you wonderful things? Are you better, richer, wiser?" Baines continues "then let's see you answer this. Which one of them do you want us to kill? Maid or Maiden? Your friend, or your lover? Your choice" he finishes, I gulp shakily, trying to keep calm, glancing at Martha then back to John, my heart racing worriedly.
"Make your decision, Mr Smith" snaps Mother, I glance around and catch Tim's eye again from across the room, I move my head just the slightest bit to indicate a nod as he starts to pull out the watch.
Baines continues to taunt the man "Perhaps if that human heart breaks, the time lord will emerge"
I gasp as Tim opens the watch, I could hear Him, just whispers but I could, and as it opens The Family all sniff quickly as they catch the Time Lords scent, giving Martha the chance to scrabble with Mother, getting the gun from her and then holding her as a hostage, switching their rolls.
"All right!" She yells, the watch closing quickly.
"One more move and I shoot" Martha says, pointing the gun at Baines.
"Oh, the maid is full of fire!" He says loudly.
"And you can shut up!" She yells, shooting up into the ceiling then aiming it back at him.
"Careful, son of mine" Father says behind me, I shiver a little "she's all for you so that you can live forever"
"shoot you down" threatens Baines.
"Try it. We'll die together" threatens Martha back at him.
"Would you really pull the trigger? Looks too scared" he comments.
"Scared and holding a gun is a good combination. Do you want to risk it?" She asks quickly, Baines looks to John as I do, he's looking between me, Martha and Baines, more scared now.
Baines and Father slowly lower their guns, I nearly fall as I am let go, I stumble back to Johns side, leaning on a chair shakily as he looks to me worriedly before looking to Martha as she speaks again.
"Doctor, get everyone out. There's a door at the side" she orders as John grabs my free hand and pulls me closer worriedly, making sure I don't fall..
"It's over there. Go on!" Martha yells, nodding toward the door "Do it, Mr Smith, I mean you!" She yells, I gently push him toward the door quickly.
"Do as she says! Everyone out!" I yell, they start to scream and run for the door, me and John make everyone go outside, I grab Tim by the shoulder and meet his eyes again "be careful, now go!" I say and push him towards the door as well, everyone gets outside, making runs for it as fast as they all can.
I stop in the doorway shakily, gripping the doorframe as John looks back at Martha "And you, go on, just shift" she tells him quickly.
"What about you?" He demands
"Mr Smith, I think you should escort your lady friend to safety, don't you?" She asks him, my heart sinks 'this had better follow the episode...'
He looks between me and Martha worriedly and I look to Martha "if I don't see you again I'm going to be very cross!" I tell her, making her crack a little bit of a smile before me and John rush outside, John rushing to tell everyone to flee, he grabs Tims shoulder "Latimer, get back to the school. Tell the headmaster.." but he's interrupted as Tim pulls out of his grip, I lean on the fence behind them, watching worriedly.
"Dont touch me! You're as bad as them" he snaps, I catch his eye sadly before he runs off after the others, John looks to me worriedly before Martha comes out of the doors sprinting "Don't just stand there, move!" She yells, but I was starting to get dizzy, I push myself away from the fence and nearly fall, only being caught by John, he picks me up bridal style and they both start running.
I wanted to protest but I could barely see straight, my exhaustion hitting me hard, I grip onto his jacket shakily and fight to stay conscious, hearing muffled screaming and The Families guns being fired, everything starts to become a blur aa they run, once we are all inside Martha shuts the gate doors of the school and John sets me into a chair before he begins ringing the bell loudly to wake everyone up.
I try to grab his arm as he passes but I miss, wanting to stop him, knowing what would happen but he goes off to help the boys in the armory as they get ready for the war coming to their gate, I struggle to my feet, the dizziness slowly disappearing for the moment.
I see Martha heading off to find the watch with nurse redfern following after her, I shakily follow them as fast as I can, but I pause when I hear His voice in my head, I look back down the corridor to see Tim hidden under some coats in a corner, I quickly come to him.
"Don't trust the young girl" I tell him quickly, he looks surprised before slowly nodding and I run off after the women again.
I stumble into the office as Martha starts to explain what's happening to John, why he's here and what they are out there, I manage to get inside and into a chair before my legs give out, Joan looks at me as Martha talks, as if to ask if it was all real, I nod softly to her shakily.
To my happiness Joan didn't seem to care for John as she had in the show, more like a distant friend now.
I smirk a little as Martha then tells Joan she's training to be a doctor, and when she doesn't believe her Martha raises her hand, easily proving what she said, though Joan still seems a bit skeptical.
I nod to Joan as she says she must go help the boys, knowing she meant well.
Martha continues to search and I frown sadly "they have the Tardis...we cannot return there" I say softly, remembering this is the point that Father found her in the small hut, Martha frowns but nods and continues to search, I get up and go to the door to watch quietly down the halls, afraid of what was to happen next.
I move to the top of the stairs shakily, seeing Joan and John talking, again I was relieved to hear it was much like their conversation in the movie, thought much less intimate, more like friends than anything more.
I lean against the banisters tiredly and John looks up at me worriedly "Rose, you need to find a place to hide" he says quickly, I stiffen a bit in surprise and nervousness as I look down at him.
"there is no where for me to go, just...promise me you will be true to yourself out there" I say seriously, he watches me sadly, I can see his mind working as he watches me before he gets called for from the headmaster, I grip the banister shakily, my heart racing until he suddenly comes up the stairs quickly, meeting me on the step bellow mine, he takes my free hand as he looks up at me, fear shining in his brown eyes.
"Please, Rose you must find someplace to hide, someplace away from the guns and battle" he pleads, I smile sadly "and leave you all alone? I wont let you be alone for this" I say seriously, he shakes his head, his eyes wider in worry, I lean forward and gently pull him into a kiss, he doesn't hesitate to kiss back before pulling back, I can see tears in his eyes now.
"promise me, promise me right now you will find a door to lock between you and us" he pleads, I sigh softly and nod "alright, I promise, but you must promise me, promise me you will return to me" I say seriously, he smiles just a little and nods, leaning up and gently kissing me once more as his name is yelled again before he's gone, rushing back down the stairs and out the door.
I sigh shakily and head down the stairs, adrenaline giving me a tiny energy boost, I gasp and grab the banister as I get to the bottom, Tim had opened the watch again for a moment, and for a split second He was back in my mind, then he was gone again as fast as he had come, I shake my head desperately 'I need to focus..'
I find a room near the front of the school, where the boys were all ready for the attack, and soon their gunfire rings out, I watch shakily through the window, my heart racing, I watch John, watching as he realizes he can't fire, I silently cheer mentally and keep my eyes on everything.
I see Martha and Joan step out quickly, trying to stop the headmaster from going near Sister as she entered the yard, but he ignores them, as always, I shake my head sadly 'stupid man...foolish man' I think sadly, knowing I couldn't do anything.
I look away as the small girl with the red balloon pulls out the large alien gun and shoots the headmaster to dust, and as the girl taunts them John makes everyone put their guns down, only making me cheer a little more.
I quickly go to the front doors, opening them quickly for the boys as Baines screams insanely to run, shooting up into the air, I usher the children inside as fast as I can, making sure they all get inside before running after them myself, barely dodging a scarecrow before making it through the back door with them, helping John slam the door shut, he takes my hand quickly, glancing over me to make sure I could walk before continuing on.
I gasp and drop his hand, leaning against the wall shakily as my mind is filled with the Time Lords again 'lord of time' whispers in my mind, I grip the wall shakily, my eyes wide as John makes sure the last of the boys in out and away from the school before he runs back inside, pushing the other woman toward the doors out.
"I insist, the three of you, just go!" He yells at them, passing me and going to the door, Martha had grabbed my arm worriedly.
"If there are any more boys inside, I'll find them" he says quickly, I try to say something but he had already opened the door, seeing the scarecrows and panicking, he closes and locks the door before turning to us "I think...retreat!" He yells, I stand back up and follow after them quickly, John grabbing my hand as we go.
We sneak around the side of the school and come to a stop to see Father outside with the Tardis, a few scarecrows with him as they had managed to drag it all the way here, I lean against the tree next to them as the others crouch and watch worriedly, Martha trying to jog his memory again.
I close my eyes, wishing so desperately for this all to be over, so I can just lie down and sleep, wishing the Doctor was back, and could fix all of this already, wishing for him to be back in my mind, to fill that horrid void.
I look over sadly as he shakes his heads, tears in his eyes now as he looks to the Tardis "I'm John Smith. That's all I want to be, John Smith!" He says on the verge of tears, he looks over at me shakily, his eyes wide and fearful, my heart breaking a little at the lost and desperate look in his eyes.
"With his life and his job...and his love" he chokes out, his whole body shaking as he keeps my gaze shakily "Why can't I be John Smith? Isn't he a good man?" He asks desperately, I nod instantly and make my way over, kneeling down next to him, Joan on the other side of Martha, he keeps his shaking gaze on me the whole time.
"Yes, yes he is" I say softly, sadly.
"Why can't I stay?" He demands, raising his hand to cover his mouth and try to calm down a little, I reach up and gently run my hand over his back shakily, watching him broken heartedly.
"But we need the Doctor" Martha says sadly, he looks at her shakily.
"And what am I, then? Nothing? I'm just a story" he says shakily, standing quickly and making his way off, I stumble to my feet and after him quickly with the others.
My hands shaking as we follow him down the road, I start to lag behind a little but I say nothing, seeing him so broken, right in front of me was breaking my heart more and more, he was so afraid, and angry and hurt, and I couldn't do anything to help him, nothing I would say would help him right now.
I pause as Joan tells us to follow her, John try's to protest as he looks back at her, glancing past her to me as I watch him sadly, before she insists and he follows after her, me and Martha not far behind, but as they speed up into a run I really lag behind, John notices when he looks back to check on me, I quickly comes to my side and suddenly picks me up bridal style, I gasp and wrap my arms around his neck nervously.
He says nothing but continues on, I can feel him still shaking, I gently press closer, wanting to reassure him I'm still here, that I'm not going anywhere, we soon stop in front of a white house, we head inside, John still holding me close to his chest, I can see the fear still plainly on his face but he follows the others inside the house, I rest my head against his shoulder gently.
As we enter Joan explains who's house it was and what most likely happened to them, I gulp sadly, glancing around at the empty cold house, my heart sinking, the poor child, and her parents.
John sits me down on a bench before sitting next to me, his hands shaking as he looks near tears again as he thinks before he looks to Martha and Joan "I must go to them before anyone else dies" I shake my head quickly and gently grip the sleeve of his jacket "You can't, I wont let you" I say shakily, he looks down to me, the tears filling his eyes before I look to Joan as she speaks.
"Martha, there must be something we can do" she almost pleads.
"Not without the watch" Martha responds sadly.
"You're this Doctor's companion, can't you help?" John asks her angrily, gripping the table in-front of us shakily "what exactly do you do for him? Why does he need you?" He snaps.
My heart sinks and I grab his upper arm shakily to pull him back a little "John, stop" I plead softly, my hands shaking more now.
"Because he's lonely sometimes..." Martha says sadly, glancing to me for a moment.
"And that's what you want me to become?" He demands, near sobs now as his voice shakes, I stiffen and gasp as theres a knock at the door before I sigh and stand, John looks to me worriedly, grabbing my hand gently to stop me.
Joan speaks up nervously "what if its them?" She asks softly, I shake my head "scarecrows don't knock, its a friend, I promise" I say softly, trying to calm them but John doesn't release my hand so Martha goes to open the door, opening it cautiously to show Tim.
I smile just a little, glad he was alright and that he still had the watch.
I watch as Tim is let in and Martha takes the watch from him before facing John, holding it out as he stands, moving away a little.
"Hold it" she says softly.
"I wont" he stammers, shaking his head as he stares at it in fear.
"Please, just hold it" Martha pleads before Tim speaks up "It told me to find you. It wants to be held" he explains.
"You've had this watch all this time? Why didn't you return it?" Asks Joan of Tim, I shake my head softly "Because it wasn't the right time" I say and he nods, John looks at me a little confused, Tim nods "because it was waiting" he says softly "then because I was so scared of the Doctor" he continues.
"Why?" Joan asks confused.
"Because...Ive seen him. He's like fire and ice and rage" the boy says, walking towards John with his hands behind his back "He's like the night and the storm and the heart of the sun"
"Stop it" snaps John, pleadingly, making my heart wrench painfully.
"He's ancient and forever. He burns at the center of time with his foreseer, and they can see the turn of the universe" he explains, causing me to look on in a bit of surprise.
"Stop it! I said stop it" John says frantically, his hands shaking at his sides.
"And he's wonderful" Tim continues, I smile sadly at that, my heart pounding as I pull out the journal from my pocket "John...I still have your journal" I say and he looks over quickly "Those are just stories" he defends shakily, he's staring into my eyes, desperate and afraid.
"Now we know that's not true. Perhaps there's something in there" Joan starts before theres a loud explosion outside, I gasp and flinch away form the bright light and noise from the window.
"What the hell?" Asks Martha worriedly as they all get up to see the fireballs falling on the town and countryside around everywhere, I stay seated, partially because I knew what I'd see, and partially because I don't think I could stand if I wanted to.
"They're destroying the village" says Joan in disbelief.
John turns quickly "the watch" he says, taking it from Martha as he pushes past them all, I shakily stand, barely holding myself up by my grip on the table, the journal in front of me no the table "John please...don't" I plead shakily.
"Can you hear it?" Asks Tim softly, John cradling the watch as if it were the most precious thing in the world, but his hands still shook, and the fear hadn't left him.
"Like he's asleep. Waiting to waken" he responds softly.
"Why did he speak to me?" Tim asks softly.
My heart leaps for a second as John talks like the Doctor, the first I had seen of him in almost a month "Oh, low level telepathic field, you were born with it, just an extra synaptic engram causing..." he stops, gasping in and shaking more as if he was back in control, staring down at the watch in fear, my grip on the table tightening.
"Is that how he talks?" He asks shakily.
"That's him!" Martha confirms, glancing to me then back to him "all you have to do is open it and he's back" she continues hopefully.
The explosions continue outside as he looks to the window, tears filling his eyes again "You knew this all along and yet you watched as Rose and I..." my heart skips a beat, he still thought I didn't know, my heart sinks but Martha quickly stops him, moving around the table towards him.
"I didn't know how to stop you" she defends "he gave me a list of things to watch out for, but that wasn't included" she says.
"Falling in love? That didn't even occur to him?" He asks shakily, I watch him sadly, I'd tell him, maybe it would make it easier for him, I'd tell him once we were alone.
Martha shakes her head with an uttered "No" as she glance at us all then back to him sadly.
"Then what sort of man is that? And now you expect me to die?" He asks angry and heart broken, I quickly riffle through the journal, searching for the right page.
"It was always going to end, though" Martha says "The Doctor said The Family has got a limited life span, that's why they needed to consume a Time Lord. Otherwise, three months and they die...like mayflies, he said" she continues, I keep going from page to page shakily, keeping one hand on the table to keep me up.
"So your job was to execute me?" He demands, my heart only breaking more as I listen.
"People are dying out there. They need him, and I need him. 'Cause you've got no idea what he's like. Ive only just met him, it wasn't even that long ago, but...he's everything...he's everything to her and I'm not letting her be alone. 'Cause she loves him to bits" she says, I glance up, my eyes a bit wide, she hadn't motioned to me, but she did imply he had someone, what would he think...?
The explosions only get closer outside, shaking the house, Tim looks to me nervously as he speaks "its getting closer..." but I motion to him it will be alright.
I look up when John gets an idea, my heart sinking as he paces a bit before facing us again, holding up the watch in-front of himself "I should have thought of it before. I can give them this! Just the watch. Then they can leave and I can stay as I am" he says, trying so desperately to bargain.
"You can't do that!" Martha says angrily, I shake my head sadly.
"If they want the Dotor, they can have him" he says angrily.
"He'll never let you do it" she says back angrily.
"And if they get what they want, then..." I watch him sadly as I interrupt him.
"Then it all ends in destruction...I never read the whole journal..." I say sadly, he looks over, close to breaking down as his whole body was shaking.
"Those creatures John...they will live forever, to breed and conquer this world. They will take their war across the stars..." I say softly, his lip had started to quiver in sheer fear and heartbreak, I look to the others "would you leave us alone?" I ask softly, they nod and quietly leave as he starts to sob, trying to hold them back but the tears fall as I make my way around the table shakily, he hesitates before coming closer.
I catch him midway in a hug, a tight hug as he clutches onto me, tears falling as he sobs against me, he grips the back of my coat in clenched fists "I don't want to go...I don't want to leave you" he whispers shakily, barely choking back another sob.
I tighten my arms around him "You wont" I say softly, gently kissing the side of his head "You wont leave me, and I wont leave you, ever" I whisper softly, reaching up to gently cradle the back of his head softly.
His arms tighten around me more "he won't love you.." he whimpers shakily "he won't be me"
I gently run my fingers through his hair and smile more, tears stinging my eyes now "yes...yes he will, he's loved me for centuries" I whisper softly "and you've always been a part of him" I say softly, he pulls his head back a little to look down at me confused, tears still falling, I reach up and gently wipe a few of them away and smile up at him.
"That woman, that girl you couldn't remember, the girl he was always looking for was me" I explain softly "Rose, his foreseer...his wife" I say softly, his eyes widen a little.
"You...why...why did you pretend...?" He asks shakily, I reach up slowly, not wanting to frighten him any more, gently cupping his cheek and smiling sadly "because I had to protect you, I had to make sure they couldn't hurt you, I'm sorry, I'm so sorry I had to lie, and pretend, but I won't apologize for protecting you" I say softly, gently stroking my thumb over his cheek.
He leans into the touch shakily, tears springing to his eyes again "will I...will I ever be me again...? Or will I get swallowed up? Filed away in his mind?" He ask shakily, more tears falling now, I shake my head sadly "I cant say for sure" I smile a little "but, I have a trick, I can go into his mind, into your mind, I can come and visit you, I can make sure he doesn't hide you away" I say softly.
He watches my eyes, looking for any hint of a lie but I just smile up at him sadly "John, I love you, I love you more than you can ever know, and if I knew of a way to take this pain away, I would, without even a thought" I say softly, leaning up and gently kissing both of his cheeks softly.
"I promise you, you wont leave me, and I'm not going to leave you" I say reassuringly, he sighs shakily, keeping one arm around me and looking down at the watch in his hand nervously, I look down at it before I get an idea, I move us so we are both sitting on the bench.
"I want to show you something" I say softly, he looks nervous but nods, I reach up, praying this would work, before gently pressing my fingers to either side of his head, gently pressing to his temples, I close my eyes and he gasps, gently grabbing my wrists as I enter his mind, he's staring around in confusion as I'm standing behind him in the hallway of my mind.
I come up to stand next to him and smile up at him, he looks down to me quickly "what's going on?" He asks.
"We are in my mind" I say softly, gently taking his hand, I lead him to a closed door, I pause and look back to him "I want to show you the wonderful things you've done, that the Doctor has done" I say softly, he looks hesitant but nods, trusting me, I open the door and lead him inside, instantly memories surround us, I make sure they are of his successes and to cut the memories off before it would show the end credits of the tv show.
John watches in wonder for a few minutes before I pull us back out of my mind, his hands still gripping mine as I lower my hands, more tears are falling from his eyes as he looks to me sadly "I don't want to go..." he whispers sadly, I nod and move closer, pulling him into a tight hug "I know, I know this is all so much, but I love you, and I wanted you to know that before you open it" I explain, he nods shaking.
Looking down at the watch in his hand again as I sit pressed against his side, I reach up and gently lay my hand over the watch in his hand, gasping as I feel His mind in mine again, before suddenly different images hit me, as they seem to also hit John, one of me and him getting married, of having children and living in the country side, I pull my hand back shakily and pant a little.
My heart racing as he looks up at me sadly "you saw that too..." he states more than asks, I nod softly and sadly "I did...but...John, I could never have that life...even if you stayed" I say sadly.
"I...I suppose you could say I have a curse...I don't stay in one place for very long, I wouldn't be able to stay...no matter how much I wished that to be possible" I say softly, he frowns sadly "and you enjoy that life? That life of constant fear and pain..?" He asks.
I nod a little "I enjoy my life with him...with you, the pain and danger come and go...but so does the happiness and fun" I smile softly and gently take his free hand "please John, the world needs him, needs you right now" I say softly, he looks down at the watch shakily before nodding.
I gently squeeze his hand and lean up, gently making him look at me and pulling him into a kiss, loving and caring, he returns the kiss shakily, pulling back and leaning his forehead against mine, closing his eyes and taking a deep breath in.
"Your positive you'll be safe...?" He asks softly, I nod and smile gently "I'm absolutely positive" I tell him softly, he slowly nods before pulling away and standing, looking down at the watch in his hand, I grab his journal and hold it to my chest tightly as I watch him worriedly.
He looks once back to me, my heart wrenching at the sadness in his deep brown eyes, then he looks back to the watch, taking a shaky breath in again before he opens the watch, I gasp and stiffen as the bright golden light fills the room, the void in my mind instantly filling and warmth flowing over me, I relax a little only to stiffen again as the Doctor falls to his knees in excruciating pain, I jump off the seat, nearly falling before I kneel down in front of him.
I wrap my arms around him as he nearly screams in pain, his whole body changing back to a Gallifreyan physiology, I can feel the horrible pain through the connection but I keep it open, he clings to me as his body twists and contorts from the pain, I had tears falling now, my heart breaking seeing him in so much pain.
But after a few minutes he stills, shaking a little and clinging to me, after a few moments of him just breathing I gently run my fingers through his hair "I'm sorry...I wish I could have taken that pain away" I whisper softly, kissing his forehead.
He tightens his arms around me and relaxes under my touch, sighing before he looks up, smiling at me, I smile gently back, gently cupping his face "you ok?" I ask softly.
He nods and smiles tiredly "I am now, how are you fairing? You weren't well earlier" he says suddenly worried, I giggle a little as he slowly stands up, picking me up with him, I shake my head "Put my down, your tired enough as it is, and you need to go take care of The Family" I say, he chuckles a little and gently sets me into the chair he had sat in before.
"You stay here ok? I'm going to have Martha stay with you" he says seriously, I nod softly, grabbing his hand to stop him before he could leave "be careful please, I haven't seen you in a month" I smile gently and he beams at me and nods, coming over and kissing me happily "I'll be back soon" he says before rushing out of the house, I lean back in the chair tiredly, holding his journal to my chest sadly.
I smile as Martha comes inside, smiling softly "you got him back" she says happily, I nod and put the journal into my pocket tiredly "I did, he's gone to take care of the Family now, we need to wait here for him" I explain tiredly, but the adrenaline had warn off now and the dizziness was returning, I grip the table shakily and she frowns.
"Rose? Your pale as a sheet" she says worriedly, coming over to check my temperature, she frowns worriedly "you're burning up...he'd better not take too long" she says worriedly.
"Rose I need you to stay awake ok?" She asks, making me look at her, but I start to lose my vision again "M-Martha..." I mumble, my heart was starting to race and I could feel pain starting to crawl through me, like an itch I couldn't scratch, I gasp as a searing pain shoots through my left arm, I shakily pull away from Martha and stumble to my feet, ripping off the bandage from my arm to see the clock tattoo suddenly spinning, both of its hands spinning uncontrollably.
I watch it with wide eyes until a soft glow starts to surround my hand, I gasp and nearly fall over, Martha moves to try and grab me but I flinch away "Dont touch me! M-Martha...get out...quickly!" I yell shakily, she stares confused "No! The Doctor told me to look after you!" She says seriously but I turn to her shakily, the golden glow creeping up my arm.
"Martha, g-get out...I...I cant control this! Go!" I yell, she flinches back and gasps as the light starts to spread faster over me, starting to shoot out around me, she runs out the door as I watch, the pain getting worse, my whole body feeling like it was being ripped apart.
I scream in pain and fall to my knees as the golden light completely surrounds me, the pain becoming to much and I fall to the floor, everything going dark...
Whoooh! Holy crap that was a fun/hard chapter!
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